#self indulgence

HC: little mc used to like red ribbons, but the nightmares became frequent and those haunting red eyes- she now avoid using one.

To lighten up the mood, here's my art of techno from.. 2020-2021? I'm not sure, I don't know it anymore.. But kinda tw. For nudity

tags my two(2) oomfs cutely..

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So I'm disabled.

I don't hate being disabled, and sometimes I rather like it. SUre it causes chronic pain, but it's been a part of me for so long that I feel like I wouldn't be me without it. And I cope well enough.

But... There is still a tiny little part of me that wishes that I could still run. Run or jump or play games or sports without being in pain.

Normally that want is barely present if at all, but when I watch Volta by Cirque Du Soleil, that want rears it's ugly head so loudly.

The Free Spirits in Volta are amazing. They're characters whom I wish I could be friends with. I want to run with them. I want to jump with them. I want to play with them.

I want to rollerskate with Ela or dance with Waz or jump with the parkour artists. I want to run.

...the Wonder Power is too strong to control and Wonder Ludwig goes on a rampage after using it, and he only stops with the storms and the thunders and the flooding and destroying villages when his beloved is finally able to reach him and pacify him.

(Closeup)