#self incert

Yumeship

Heh, I've been quiet about my s/i for so long, but..

Finally here she is!😊🍀✨

(Finally made a normal reference for her)

So..I actually dunno how to properly introduce s/is, so..I'll try my best at this post, alright guys?

Name: Maria

Surname: - (She doesn't remember it)

Nicknames: Mary (everyone calls her like that), Braids (Urfin and Bear), Shrewmouse (Eot Ling), Sunflower eyes (Tin Man)

Age: 21 y.o.

Gender: Female

Sexuality: Straight ally

Height: 175 sm (≈ 5'8)

Species: Human

Hobbies: Drawing, singing, reading, listening music

Job: Despite looking..well not very strong (and fragile),Mary has a job that requires some strength. She's a gem seller(at the same time jeweller) But each gem she mines cleans and carves all by herself(Yep, she's a hard-worker) She also inspects each gem, trying to study and note, which magical properties it could have.

Personality:

Kind-hearted, fair young woman. Sensitive, overthinker, alarmist time to time. Can seem quiet and really shy at the first glance, but once you'll get to know her better, she'll open up like a blossoming flower: she can be more talkative, show you her humor, even act childish if she's comfortable enough (but most of the time she's serious and responsible)

Some interesting facts:

Mary was brought to the magic land of Oz when her home was taken by real hurricane, but luckily she survived(Yep, just like Dorothy/Ellie did. Yes, I made this on purpose, for the everlasting joke,which is in the first movie, guys)

Because of the fall of her house, she accidentally hit her head and now has memory issues(she doesn't remember some memories(for example her last name..or from which country she's actually from))

Has a mini library in her house full of books on her native language, reading which helps her to remember stuff she forgot

Back in her country Mary used to be a real cat lady(yep, she loves cats). But sadly none of her cats was brought to the land of Oz with her (during storm all of them ran out of the house and hid on the yard, while Mary was in her house)

She used to live in Munchkin country/Blue country (because her house landed there) but then moved to the Winkie country/Purple country(variants according to Volkov's and Baum's canons)

She has sweet tooth. She especially loves sweets with milk chocolate

Favourite colours: Green, blue and purple

Has birthmarks(moles) all over her body(yeah, those aren't freckles)

She's also interested in esotericism

Mary likes to help people, but turns red everytime someone thanks or praises her

Mary has a little..qiurk, which she accidentally brought from her world. It wasn't active up there, because of lack of magic, but now..well..

Gemstone on her pendant - it's a green chrysoprase(not an emerald, guys). It's like a lucky charm for Mary, which she almost never take off.

Phew..I think that's all for now. Sorry if i made mistakes in some places, guys(English is not my native language😅)

Some of Mary's face expressions✨

And that's how her reference fully looks✨

(Yeah, was kinda inspired by Tin Man's reference☺️🥰)

And information about her relationships with other characters i post in my next posts 😉✨

S/i's aesthetic

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Taglist:

@purple-kira-just-a-random-girl @sunstar-of-the-north @nulli-bug @strawbeaniie @mia-ships @twinsandselfships @fictionalsillies @mrs-goemio @meggie-madrigal @badapplegang @chorni-klubochek @abstrakt-kisser @petershusband

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Proship/Com/Darkshippers DNI

~it has been years since you last saw your husband. Everyone assumes he's dead and it's time to move on and get remarried. You try to get through the choosing that is until a peculiar suitor catches your eye , something about him feels familiar.

~heyy everyone so I got a drunken idea to write all the lads as greek mythology love stories. I thought of the odyssey for valko! hope you enjoy.

~ and be on the look out for my next one with Caleb and the reader as eurydice and oedipus

I took one last look at my reflection; my hair was actually brushed and styled, I had on  clean clothes and even put on eyeliner for the first time in twenty years. The last time I looked this elegant was the day before my husband left for the Trojan war. I slowly made my way from my room to the throne room. As I walked in, I saw the room packed with many suitors ranging from old to young, muscular to skinny, and even those not from Ithaca. They were all here for one reason and it wasn’t for me; it was for my husband's throne. As they talked among themselves I took my place right next to my husband's chair,  before I sat down I called for the room's attention. Soon everyone's eyes were on me.

“ Chaire everyone, many of you have expressed your desire for my hand in marriage”. 

I wanted to cut off my tongue just for saying that. Twenty years ago Valko left to help fight in the war. But on the day of his estimated arrival no ship returned. A day passed, then a week, months, and now years and still no Valko. Everyone has told me he is dead, however my heart is telling me he’s still out there. 

“ After many years of setbacks it’s finally time that I find a new king for Ithaca ”.

I try my hardest to contain my tears. Just the idea of replacing Valko burns a hole in my chest.  A while back I swore if I finished weaving a shroud for my father- in- law I would start finding a new husband. Every time I came close to finishing I would secretly undo all the work and restart the next morning. This plan worked for a couple years until I was eventually caught. If it were up to me I wouldn’t even be here.  I'm sure these gentlemen were kind individuals but they won’t be as intelligent as Valko, or as athletic , they won’t have his humor, his kindness, and his undying love for me. 

Wiping away the sneaky tear from my cheek I take a deep breath and continue my speech. 

“ To make this choice easier I’ve set up a challenge. Over here lies a row of twelve axes with their handles upward and holes aligned. If anyone can shoot an arrow smoothly through the holes they will become my husband and the new ruler of Ithaca” .

The room roared with cheers, these men were ready for the challenge. There was one condition, no way I was going to make this easy.

“ There is a catch…you must use this specific hunting bow ”.

Two servants brought out a large heavy hunting bow.  A bow so heavy two people struggled to carry it, but it was no problem for Valko. 

I finally took a seat and watched one by one as each man struggled to hold up the bow. They could barely make a shot through one hole. I was starting to get bored until one suitor caught my attention. This mysterious man wore a hooded cloak out of rags so I couldn't see his face. He picked the bow up and took his time carefully aiming his arrow. After a few seconds he released and made a clean shot through all twelve axes. I stood up shocked by how someone aside from Valko succeeded in this challenge; who is this man? 

The suitor removed his hood, finally revealing himself. When he turned to face me I couldn't believe who I was seeing. 

“ Valko…”

“ Y/n…”

The room went quiet, no one could believe it was him. Twenty years later and he's still alive standing in front of me. All the suitors left the palace quickly not wanting to face the potential wrath Valko might place upon them, leaving just the two of us alone. I made my way towards him and carefully reached my hand out to touch his face. 

“ Is it really you my little lykos ”?

Valko doesn’t look at me but slowly nods. He definitely looks different: I can see new scars on his face and facial hair, one of his ears is chipped, his hair has turned grey and is much longer, he’s a bit skinnier , and it appears that one of his carnassials (teeth)  is missing. It still seems too good to be true. I feel that it's really him but I need to make sure this isn’t some trick by Zeus. An idea pops into my head.

“ Well congratulations on winning the challenge. And now as my new husband I have a small favor to ask of you”.

Valko gives me a confused look but listens. I led him to our bedroom, still looking the same since he left. I point to an old wooden bed. 

“ You see that bed … I want you to throw it out ”. No one can lift that bed up, not even Valko, however there's a reason why. 

“ But y/n that’s impossible ”!

“And why is that”? If he answers this correctly there's no denying that it's him.

“ Don’t you remember? I built this bed as a gift for our wedding. It's made of the very tree we met at and I didn't even cut that tree down! The roots are still connected to-”

I didn’t let him finish. I just ran and embraced him with the tightest hug. No one else knows that our bed is connected to the ground by tree roots.

“ It really is you ! After years of screaming to the gods  my prayers have finally been answered, My Valko is home ” !

I didn’t feel Valko hugging me back. This hurt me a bit, I thought he would be happy to be home. I let go  and looked at him in his eyes. He had this tired look. It also seems like he witnessed some gruesome events. He finally spoke up.

“ I’m sorry y/n, I’m so sorry for being gone for so long… I.. I’ve changed alot…”

I didn’t understand what he was saying.

“ What should have been a month at sea turned into twenty years of a living nightmare, I lost men; Friends, I had to fight monsters, And…”

Valko was hesitant to finish his sentence. 

“...And the island ” !

Valko could no longer hold back his tears. He sat on the bed and sobbed into his hands, it hurt me to see him like this. I couldn’t imagine the hardships he faced. I sat next to him and rubbed his back trying to comfort him. After a while he wiped his eyes and he turned to me.

“ Valko, I don’t know what happened on your voyage and I can't even imagine the pain and suffering you feel, but I'm willing to listen and try to help you”.

I stood up from the bed. Standing in front of him to prove a point. 

 “ A lot can happen over time and people change. I mean look at me, I have grey hairs, wrinkles, and this has been the first time since you left that I actually look decent and not just wearing the same unwashed cloth every day. I basically had to rule a kingdom all by myself ,  I had to do everything I could to fight off any marriage offer and face belittlement from my own family because I chose to believe that my heart was telling me you were alive” !

I took a deep breath trying to calm myself down. 

“ I know that the challenges I went through aren’t even comparable to yours but we still overcame this troubling time apart ” .

I crouched down to Valkos level and took his hand, I could feel more deep scarring and his dry rough palms. 

“ Do you no longer love me after seeing me now ” ?

Valko stood up from the bed placing his hands on my face. He could see me start to cry as he tries to wipe away my tears. 

“ Of course not! You were my soul reason to keep going and find my way home”!

“ Then believe me when I say that there is NOTHING that could change my love for you,  I will NEVER stop loving you. I would wait a hundred for you because…You're my little lykos ”.

Valko finally gave me the hug I've been waiting for. Being in his embrace again took me back to the day he proposed. After a minute I  looked up at him and he looked into my eyes. Leaning in to close the gap between us with a kiss.

“I missed you y/n”.

“I missed you too”.