SO on a happier note, i went out with the computer nerd again today! another afternoon date. not a lot of makeup. dressed casual and i used some tanning lotion because i always feel better once bronzed. so i was really excited to see him outside of work and he CALLS me to ask me to hangout which i was kind of nervous about talking to him on the phone.
computer nerd is 26! he looks so young! but its all good. at 26 he has his shit together. which is attractive. he is ginger and wears glasses but idk! something about him i like. okay, anyway, the date.
so he picks me up and we don't talk about where we are going, but we just talk to each other. i was my usual energetic self, so our convo flowed fine - and then i realize we are just driving around. this made me happy because i have not just driven around since i was about 17 and had no place to go & we would just waste our parents' gas and drive. so this was fun for me. and he drives a cool jeep and we just chilled and talked and then he drives to this like, hilltop where this is a 9/11 memorial and has an amazing view of the city and we just sit on a bench and talk and hangout. it was sunny and a nice day and we just honestly really got to know each other. no pressure.
i am just scared to do anything physical because we work together. if i do ever hook up with him, i just really want him to please not say anything to our co workers and i will tell him this. i do not need them knowing my sex life. AH!
i do get butterflies for him though :) thats rare for me
