Dear Maker. I think it’s pretty messed up that you killed off my dad, my sibling(s), and now my mom. Like almost my entire family is dead! Bro I’m not even 30 yet!

Look, I’m sure that if I ‘have faith’ then everything will ‘work out’ or whatever, but in the meantime I have a giant mansion that's like 90% empty. So, since you’re the one who took away my family, I think it’s only fair that you let me start a new family… by letting me get Sebastian Vael pregnant. 

I mean I’ll probably figure out some way to impregnate him, because someone has to – like there’s no way you didn’t know that you were making mpreg bait when you made him. But anyway, it would probably be a lot easier with your blessing, so come on man. I’ve suffered enough, and I really need this man. 

Chapters: 5/5 Fandom: Dragon Age II Rating: Mature Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Female Hawke/Sebastian Vael, Hawke/Sebastian Vael, Hawke & Carver Hawke, Hawke & Aveline Vallen, Hawke & Bethany Hawke, Hawke & Malcolm Hawke, Hawke & Leandra Hawke, Anders & Hawke (Dragon Age) Characters: Hawke (Dragon Age), Female Hawke (Dragon Age), Sebastian Vael, Carver Hawke, Aveline Vallen, Cullen Rutherford, Anders (Dragon Age), Justice (Dragon Age) Additional Tags: Mage Hawke (Dragon Age), Blue Hawke (Dragon Age), Parentified Hawke, Hawke Has Eldest Daughter Syndrome, Templar Carver Hawke, Sebastian Vael in the Chantry, Female Hawke/Sebastian Vael Chaste Marriage, Hawke Joins the Chantry, Andrastian Hawke, Celibate Sebastian Vael, Andrastianism (Dragon Age), The Chantry (Dragon Age), Templars (Dragon Age), Mage-Templar Dynamics (Dragon Age), Tragic Romance, Self-Sacrifice, Religious Guilt, Post-Dragon Age II, Pro-Templar Route (Dragon Age II), The Fade (Dragon Age) Series: Part 2 of Pro-Templar Mage Marian Hawke Universe Summary:

Marian Hawke had always lived her life for her family—but magic took them all from her. Her mother killed by blood magic, her sister by the Blight that the magisters of old unleashed upon the world, her brother now a templar who no longer speaks to his apostate sister. She tells herself that if she can just be the perfect Andrastian, maybe one day it’ll make up for the fact that she’s a mage. Maybe then she’ll feel clean.

She falls in love with a Chantry Brother who's also the most selfless man she's ever met, the only person she knows who carries as much guilt as she does. And though they’re both desperate to atone, when they look into each other’s eyes, neither can imagine why someone so wonderful should feel so damned. She knows there’s no real precedent for their chaste marriage. An apostate joining the Chantry in the first place is revolutionary. But Sebastian's enthusiasm makes her believe that maybe the Maker might actually let them have this.

Then comes the destruction of the Kirkwall Chantry and the invocation of the Right of Annulment.

best biceps in kirkwall uwu

(throuple featuring my Marian Hawke, @breadedsinner's Judith Hawke, and Sebastian Vael! Marian and Judy are not related in any way, we usually give one of them a different surname depending on the flavor of the AU)

bonus:

WHAT IT MEANS TO DROWN by robynhode ↳ E • Sebastian/F!Hawke • Warden Sebastian AU • Complete!

“I cannot see the path. Perhaps there is only abyss. Trembling, I step forward, in darkness enveloped.” —Trials 1:49-52

When Sebastian takes vengeance into his own hands, a new path opens before him. It leads to the Grey Wardens.

Hawke holds a hand out, a sliver of moonlight bisecting her palm. “I don’t, either. I feel like I’m drowning. Every morning, I wake up gasping for air. My hands are always cold.” He leans forward and curls his hand around hers. She’s right. It’s cold. “I can warm them for you.” “Would you?” she says, voice trembling.