#seatmate

i am drawing him teto for his birthday :]

so. um. i have a crush on seatmate, right?? just realized last year december i think. he has a crush on my friend, who's a lesbian, so we got a love line thing going on

apparently, one of my other friends who's friends with seatmate's friend organized a meeting and ambushed me with it

so i have learned a few things

first off, everyone thought i was the "side bitch" as they have taken to calling me. me and les friend, who seatmate doesn't really know is les, are actually both the "main bitch" seatmate's friend said it was a makima and reze situation?? with seatmate as denji?? i don't watch chainsaw man, but apparently i'm reze??

anywho, i. apparently have a chance??? i wasn't expecting that???

he keeps acting close and stuff, telling me i'm cute and initiating casual physical touch, but that's cos we're FRIENDS!!! he and les friend aren't as close irl, they mostly only talk online. i think being seatmates with him helped tho… idfk man, i'm not explaining this properly

i am so so happy

i hope he's also happy we're becoming friends :)

from what he told me, he's not able to make much to extend his social circle because of his reputation of hanging out with The Boys At The Back™

luckily for him, i'm (was) a transferee and don't know shit about the ppl here nor do i care. he seems very chill, i like him :]

we bonded over maimai, and planning for the upcoming convention in september. his friend is urging him to cosplay teto for the con!! i'm very happy i'm getting closer to him

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we talk a lot more comfortably now, and he's started sharing things abt himself a lot! he loves gundam. very much so, but he only got into it some time in the 4th quarter of 11th grade. he also used to go to a private catholic school in elementary with his sister.

also, his sister cosplays!!! she's been trying to get him into cosplaying for a while now, and his first cosplay was about 2 weeks ago. he rented a kazuha cosplay :>