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[A/N: Hello, just a reminder, this is my first story in my blog so I hope you’ll like it!] 

"How could you do this to me?" You looked at him with furious eyes while he looked at you with desperate-sad eyes. Your gun was pointed at him, ready to take away his life anytime.

Seungcheol lifted his hands up in surrender manner. His heart broke when he saw your teary eyes. He knew he did this to you, he knew he made this hard for you. "Y/N, let me explain."

"I don't need any explanation." You shakily said, walking closer to him. To his horror, every emotion that he saw from your eyes was gone in a flash. Now you stood close to him with a blank face. "I know I should've killed you."

"No. Y/N," Seungcheol gulped when you pulled off the safety of your gun, "I don't want this to happen. I love you okay? Y/N--"

You shook your head, an evil smirk forming on your face. "Bullshit." The last thing he knew, you pulled the trigger.

Seungcheol woke up with a gasp as he sat up. He patted all over his body to check any bullet wounds. After founding none, he sighed in relief.  He expected to see you on the side of the bed but he only found a note.

Good morning sleepy head. Coffee is ready for you in the kitchen, I'll be in the training room.

He frowned in confusion because you usually waiting for him to wake up.

Placing the note down, he realized it was already 10. Without caring to wear a shirt, he went straight to you only with his sweatpants. When Seungcheol found you in the training room, he couldn't take his eyes away from you.

You are wearing a sports bra and match sweatpants like him. Your hands were wrapped in fight bandage as you gave some powerful hit on the punching bag.

He noticed the familiar hard punches and soon realized that you were silently crying. Walking to you, he stopped your punches by grabbing your wrists from behind. He pulled you until your back touched his bare chest.  "Baby, you are going to hurt yourself."

You sighed in defeat and turned around to face him.

Seungcheol softly wiped your tears on your cheeks, "A nightmare?" You shook your head and he sighed, "A memory?"

When he saw you nod, he pulled you into his comforting arms. You gladly hugged him back wrapping your arms around his waist tightly. Seungcheol placed his chin on top of your head, "You have to stop blaming yourself, baby."

"I can't even if I want to," You croaked out, "My brother's death was because of me."

Seungcheol's heart clenched in pain and guilt. Your brother was your only family and losing him changed your entire life.

Your brother was a part of a gang, one of the most powerful gangs in the country. He had robbed so many banks and killed so many people. But every activity he had done went unnoticed by you, his little baby sister. Your brother didn't want you to get involved in his kind of life. He wanted you to be save. But you have become his weakness.

One day, one gang found out about you and decided to kidnap you.

Your brother went mad and with the help of his gang, they went to find you. When the day of the rescue came, you didn't expect it would be the day your brother to lose his life. And that day changed you.

You seek for revenge. You want to destroy the gang who killed your brother. The feeling leads you to become the most wanted criminal in the country and it leads you to met Seungcheol.

You fell in love with him and he fell in love with you.

But you did not know that you fell in love with an undercover spy. A spy that came from the gang who killed your brother.

Seungcheol knew he's in deep trouble when he founds out that he madly in love with you. He was supposed to help his gang to kill you. He was supposed to be on their side.

He can't. He wants to protect you, shield you from any kind of danger from this world. He didn't care about his gang, not anymore. You have become the main priorities in his life and he determined to keep it that way.

The main problem is, he doesn't know what to tell her. How could he? His gang killed her only family.

Seungcheol pulled away before he looked down at you, "Let's do something harmless to clear your mind. Okay, baby?"

His eyes lit up when a smile formed on your face. You kissed his cheek and giggled when his dimples showed up. After helping you unwrapped your fight bandage, you both went to the kitchen to make some breakfast.

When your boyfriend went behind the counter, you cautiously asked him. "You're not going to cook, aren't you?"

Playfully glaring at you while opened an upper cabinet, "I could make two bowls of cereal without burning anything, thank you very much."

You lifted your hand in surrender manner before seated yourself on the counter. Waiting Seungcheol for breakfast, you could help but to admire his bareback. He has back muscles and all you want to do is to feel them flex under your hands.

"Enjoying the view, Y/N?" He glanced back at you before chuckling, "You can feel them, you know. All of me is yours after all."

You smirked, "Well, if you put it like that," You jumped off from the counter before placing your hands on his shoulders. The coldness of your hands made Seungcheol to-shivered in delight. "I would not waste my chances."

You dragged your hands from his shoulders down to his lower back. When Seungcheol shivered again, you couldn't help but tease him a little further. You decided to place small kisses on his bare back.

The feeling of your soft lips on his back made him snapped. He roughly places the cereal box down before turning around and picked you up by your waist. He seated you back on the counter as he stood between your legs.

"Don't start anything you couldn't finish." Seungcheol stared at your eyes intently. His hands ran up and down on your thighs and it made you smirk, "Who said I couldn't finish it?"

Before you could do anything, you both heard a gunshot.

Seungcheol quickly pulled you closer to him before he went back down on the floor. A lot sound of glasses breaking and bullets hitting the wood of the cabinet made Seuncheol to covered his ears. After everything went silent, the only sound he could hear was your moan of pain.

His eyes went to your figure and he gaped in shock when he realized you were hit.

You held your left shoulder tightly, pressing the bullet wound. When your eyes met him, it held anger but mostly confusion. You are confused because whoever attacked you knew where you lived.

No one knows where you lived. Except...

Seungcheol moved to one of the cabinets, opened it before taking a gun out. A sound of door breaking filled your ears but your eyes were still on your boyfriend. He peeked over the counter before he cursed loudly.

Him? Could he..?

You snapped out from your thought when you heard heavy footsteps. You force yourself to got up, took a large knife before quickly crouched down. You held it close to your chest, ready to defend yourself.

"You are hurt. You should stay here and let me take them out before they attack." Seungcheol said calmly as he peeked again over the kitchen counter. "I think there are 3 of them, so I should move fast." He didn't wait for you to respond and went out of the kitchen.  

You bit your lip and hold the knife tighter. You hold your breath as you wait for a sound of gunshots. But in the end, you could only hear Seungcheol's grunt and finally his scream.

Without any second thought, you got up from your position before making a run to where his scream came from. "Seungcheol!"

After you entered the living room, you were surprised when you found Seungcheol was seated on the couch calmly with a blank face. "Seungcheol? Wha--"

A hard pain came from the back of your head as everything went black.

"Great job hyung," Seungcheol looked up from the monitor before his eyes landed on Jun. The younger guy gave him a smirk as he walked closer. Stopping beside him, Jun's smirk went bigger when his eyes set on the monitor. "You got her."

The older guys said nothing and dragged his eyes back on the girl in the monitor. His eyes raked over her body; the gunshot on her shoulder and bruises on her cheeks. With fists and jaw clenched, he forced himself to got out from the monitoring room.

He couldn't stand watching your bruising and wounded form. He couldn't stand watching you being tied up on the chair in the dungeon.

And he couldn't do anything but just stood silently as his 'friends' beat you up. Stood silently as they told his lover that he betrayed her. Stood silently as you cried silently in the dungeon.

The gang members came to him and congratulate him. They said they were proud of him because he had brought the most wanted criminal straight to them. They said he was the best undercover spy they ever had. But those compliments meant nothing to Seungcheol. Not anymore.

"You did a very great job," Hoshi said as he passed Seungcheol. He patted his back, "You brought her to us. You should be proud of yourself."

But I don't want to.

"Hyung, I'm really proud of you!" Seungkwan said in amazement, "You really ruined her."

I don't want to ruin her, I don't want to hurt her at all.

Woozi looked at Seungcheol with a raised eyebrows, "How did you do it? She really loves you."

And I fell in love with her.

You stared at the man in front of you blankly. The rope that tied up your legs and wrist had helped you to restrain yourself. The feeling of anger, sadness, and betrayed made you want to scream at him. But you kept silent.

Seungcheol was the same. He sat on the chair in front of you with his elbows placed on his knees. His intertwined fingers were in front of his mouth as he stared at you intently. His hair was ruffled and he looked like he hasn't slept for days.

Your voice is rough when you broke the silence. "I should've have known." You sighed in defeat, "I know falling in love with you is a mistake."

You swore you saw him flinched over your words but maybe he was still acting.

"How could you do this to me?"

This time Seungcheol didn't bother to hide his sadness. He took a sharp breath before shaking his head. He glanced at the camera in the corner of the room. The red light reminded him that every movement in the room is recorded.

He stood up from his seat before walking to the wall behind you, away from the sight of the camera. Leaning on the wall, he crossed his arms as he spoke silently. "I will get you out of here."

You furrowed your eyebrows in anger but mostly in confusion. You didn't bother to turn your head as you spoke back, "Stop the acting, Seungcheol. I won't fall with your lies anymore."

"I never and can't lie to you, I can't even if I wanted to." He said truthfully. "I'm not lying when I said I'm gonna get you out of here and I'm not lying when I said I love you."

You tried to ignore the feeling of butterflies in your stomach, "How can I trust you after all of this?"

"You don't have to and I don't blame you." Seuncheol sighed in defeat. "Listen Y/N, I never want to hurt you. My feeling towards you is not fake, it's real. Everything I did for you is real. I didn't pretend like someone else when I am with you."

Seungcheol didn't wait for you to respond as he stride to the door. When the door closed with a thud, your tears started to come out.

That night, you heard multiple gunshots. You stared at the door, wondering what's going on. Soon enough, the door slammed open, revealing Seungcheol.

He has a gun in both of his hands as he walked closer to you. Crouching in front of you, he placed the guns down on the floor before he untied your ankles. "We need to hurry, we don't have much time." He went behind you and untie your wrists.

When you are free, you immediately grabbed one of the guns and pointed it at him. Seungcheol strangely didn't panic and stared at you with knowing eyes. He expected this, "Go ahead, shoot me."

"Go to the door." You gestured him to move with the gun. He immediately complied and walked to the door. Still staring at you, he stopped right in front of the door. He understands why you told him to go there, you want him to be your shield. If anyone comes and dares to shoot you, Seungcheol would be the one who got hit first.

Seungcheol, however, did not expect you to ask a question.

"Do you love me?" You asked him with so much seriousness in your eyes. "And don't lie. If you dare to, I would shoot you right here, right now."

"I love you. I swear to my life, I love you." Seungcheol answered your question without any second thought. "I wanted to tell you, I really did. But I can't bring myself to do it. Since I knew why you become their target, I couldn't bring myself to hurt you. I love you Y/N, God, I really love you."

"How could they found me then?"

Seungcheol looked down in regret, "I-- I was supposed to give them some updates about you. Since I stopped, I think they want to take the matters on their own." He started to shake in anger, "I swear I didn't know about their plan ambushing you. When they took you and beat you up, I hate myself because I couldn't do anything."

You stared at him with your teary eyes, "Do you have any idea how broken my heart was when I heard you are one of them? How hurt I was?!"

Seungcheol clenched his fists while he kept his gaze down to the floor. He hears footsteps behind him and some shouting. The clicking of a gun was heard from you and he knew your decision.

Gunshots from you are all he heard as he closed his eyes. But he felt no pain. He opened his eyes and glanced back. You had shot two of the man behind him. He turned his eyes back to and you were already in front of him, handing him the other gun.

When he took it from you, you grabbed his neck and pulled him into a kiss. After a few seconds, you pulled away from him with a little smile on your face. "Let get out from here, baby."

"You are not at me?" Seungcheol asked you in shock but you shook your head.

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