“not to be that person, but…”
the new school year is around the corner! as someone who’s still in France on family vacation right now, that might be a weird thing to say but to me it’s closer than anything. last year I did everything to be well prepared for the new school year (8th grade). I tried romanticizing it, getting new school stuff, making new friends… ended up being the worst year of my life. that’s partly just because people were fucking assholes, though. i admit i hated almost all of them. i did get a boyfriend tho! this year will hopefully be different, im gonna try doing everything at a calm pace. i’m also going to a new school so i’m extremely excited for that!! here’s my goals for this year:
I don’t want a huuuge friendgroup, but neither do I want only 1-2 friends. I’m gonna try my best to make most people like me and have about 5 close friends. S.R (a friend i made this year) and S.B (childhood friend) are going to the same school as me which is a great start!
I’m fully aware that my style and makeup routine are going to change throughout the year but I’d like to have a simple routine in my first few weeks.
- concealer (nose, cheeks, chin, above eyebrows)
- contour (under cheekbones, on forehead)
- a little eyeliner on waterline & baby wing
I haven’t been focussing on my creative talents in ages, that’s why I decided to go to art school this year. I’m gonna be singing, dancing and acting! I think I’m good for the singing part, but dancing and acting… i’m not sure. acting has always been something I liked to do, but that doesn’t mean I’m good at it. I hope to practice it more though. and the only form of dancing I’ve ever done is TikTok dances, so that’ll be a new experience.
my grades went all the way down last year, so I need to make up for it. I’m gonna do homework in advance and try romanticizing studying by using techniques, lightning candles, playing background music and having a snack/drink with me.
as none of you know, I struggled with an ED most of this year and that’s how I found out breakfast is the most important part of the day. I’m gonna try out different recipes in the first week, all with a cinnamon/caramel iced latte ofc!
- stoved apple with cinnamon and oats
- yoghurt bowl with granola, fruits and honey
- boiled eggs with cucumber slices
- banana strawberry smoothie
I would sometimes skip lunch at school because people would make fun of the home made meals I brought but that was NEVER worth it. I was extremely hungry all day long.
- salad (cucumber, corn, tomatoes)
- boiled eggs with chicken