Been a bit since I made my
checks notes
public breakdown over 2 entirely separate situations of the Ouroboros of Misery
But had people reach out to me (very kind) worried about my wellbeing etc etc and reached a point to where I feel bad hiding my “living status” behind discord DMs
I wont get into too much detail of a situation because
Privacy + I lived + Trauma dumping on an audience not needed here
I am alive and by the time of posting this, mostly better from that
As well as I am getting help for my other major health issues at this time, so that’s a positive (for me, anyways.)
But brushing all that aside
Right now, I'm not posting stuff online again just yet. I have various situations (vague gestures to past posts) that I am dealing with at this time.
As well as the fact, I think it's important that I have a bit more time away from the internet social media sphere. You truly never realize how much you checked tumblr/bSky/etc until you no longer have it at your disposal
I'm not gonna ramble on further or dive into any further private detail, I wont bore you
But just wanted to state that:
Yes I am alive
Had an accident but I lived + recovered mostly
I need more time away to organize my deck of cards that the dealer placed on my casino table