I just wanted to apologize for the long waits between the chapters… I always try to promise a new chapter coming soon but sometimes I’m just not able to write. I have a hard time trying to find ideas for the upcoming chapters. I know all I want to write, the events, Scarh’s character development, her past, but I struggle with the way Basim and Scarh’s relationship will develop from their first meeting t’ill the last chapters.
I’ve imagined Scarh long ago when I first played Assassin’s creed Valhalla and let’s say I know much more of how the second book will go..
The current obstacle I’m going through right now is the way Basim and Scarh’s relationship will develop considering her mission is to kill him. For those who already read the story and especially chapter three, you understand how deadly she can be.. (Nur can testify to it😭) and this is what makes it hard to write developing feelings. Scarh is a woman who is very sure of herself, her feelings died long ago.
(I know it feels blurry to understand her correctly right now, but when we’ll be deeper into the story, there’s gonna be a whole chapter about her past)
It’s a big challenge and sometimes it feels so complicated that I get lazy and end up not in the mood to write at all. I also have ADHD paralysis.. so like sometimes I want to do it but like.. I’m not able to..😭
Anyways, I’m gonna do my best!😭🫶🏻
(Ngl, I’m kinda writing this for myself lol😅)
