Sometimes, i hate being so spiritual connected. It's like I'm sad about the unfolding of this shit, but at the same time, my spirit guides already told me beforehand. Yet it doesn't stop that feeling of having my heart ripped out when it does, but right when I stay with that feeling instead of running away. I ask for what's next, what do I do, help me, intervene, interfere in this situation. And immediately once it's the right time. They give me my next step. The next information is the next instruction. They never abandon me. They just needed me to get through it without running away from it. I love them.











