@satcnized sent -> â Donât look at me like that⊠Iâll break. â
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it shouldn't have been possible for a demon old as time itself to be cut and drawn to their knees by none other than a girl. even now, somewhere inside of rayan howled in laughter at the mere notion of it, some part of him that existed outside of himself. the part of him with rationality left, instead of a useless, bleeding, throbbing organ taking place inside his chest.
there should be echos of almosts and maybes, not an inferno of something tangible. there wasn't room for a girl, there never had been. lovers were accessories, you chose which reflects your mood best on the day. allowing any of them, even one, to be anything but that was begging at the doorstep of ruination. it was all but blasphemy against all rayan held most dear.
yet here he was. the embers of his orange-hued eyes were at a smolder, a low, flaring glow instead of the usual bright, angry flash of mischief. when had it changed, the fire in his pupils, when had it come to be tamed by her hand? " i can't help it. " he agonized along with her, for they both were being cracked open from skull to sternum. it crackled like electricity between them, lingering on the air, hanging off of his words like frost. every single side of her, he'd seen. all of her masks, he'd slowly, patiently peeled back. from one jagged, barbed edges to the soft, damaged insides, rayan had loved every bit of her.
he loved her. he had fallen in love with the girl on the screen, and then he'd gone and made her real.
now they were both damned.
" i see you and i see the only reason there ever was to these countless lives i've lived. "