#sashisu

and happy the pink lighter day to all the losers who celebrate bc they went on the spv mission in august 10

jujutsu sorcerer's bodies are usually handled with care after death, the body prepared for some kind of funeral and subsequent cremation

shoko would have been expected to do these, as the doctor of jujutsu tech.

she didnt get to do it for suguru, though.

she didnt get to lay someone who she loved—despite everything that happened—to rest, because satoru didnt want to lift his lover's body only to turn and make their closest friend witness the damage he had done to his beloved suguru.

then satoru died. shoko got to prepare the body, this time.

but not for a funeral.

not for peace.

gojo satoru would never be able to just find peace.

no, shoko had to stitch a body back together, saw open a head to remove the brain that held the memories of a human full of regret, fear, power, and most of all, love, while the dead face of her last friend stared back at her.

a corpse readied to be used as a weapon, just as satoru lived.

after yuta switches back to his own body, she prepares the body once more, though the scars and wound across his head make her gojo—her satoru—look so wrong, so unlike how he lived.

but alas, she is allowed to lay her last friend to rest.

until after, where shoko is looking down at kenjaku's detatched head and only seeing sugurus face.

caring for the body and having to see all the ways it had been defiled. she brushes out his matted hair and applies useless balms and salves to bruises and sores because she still cares for him, even now.

shoko blames herself for not going to get suguru's body herself, and curses the dead for being to emotional to move him.

anyway if ur sad dont imagine the first body she learnt to prepare on being haibaras. dont imagine she didnt have to chance to prep nanami. dont imagine her preparing yaga. just dont.