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His brow dropped into a furrow, eyes watching Mycroft with an expression mixed somewhere between sadness and confusion. "I disagree. I think it's hard to let people in, yes - and sometimes you'll get hurt. But then I think when you let the right person in, then it all becomes worth it." His shoulders lifted into a shrug. "I mean, I don't know much about you or what you've been through but speaking from my own experiences - I didn't want to let anybody in after my divorce. Cause I was afraid of getting hurt again. But then the loneliness affected me far more than the fear. So -" His hands dropped to his pockets. "I don't know. I know you're an intelligent man and my opinion means squat all to you but just - Don't close yourself off, I guess."
“The problem, Detective Inspector,” Mycroft began to reply, as formal as ever, “is that I am sure you felt that your wife was the right person too.”
She clearly wasn’t, though. The cheating was enough to tell Mycroft that, and the divorce was evidence that Lestrade realised it too. Considering how common similar outcomes to relationships were nowadays, how was he ever supposed to be confident that somebody was ‘worth it’?
Besides, even if he could be confident, heartbreak was inevitable. Eventually, whether on purpose or not, something always happened.
Mycroft then waved a dismissive hand. “None of this really matters,” he stated. “I am not build for companionship. Such a thing is a trait that runs in my family. Being closed off suits us far better than any alternative.”