#saeisms

okay. i understand lu guang is being tortured yknow going back in time seeing his beloved die again and again, but why does no one talk about the shit cheng xiaoshi goes through?

this post is specifically detailing more on the assault + denial of bodily autonomy he goes through.

first episode, we see him get pretty much assaulted in emmas body. this is never touched on again. lu guang doesnt tell him about this, or help him through it beyond saying ‘go with it’.

third to fifth (i think) episodes we watch him get sent to one of the most traumatic days of his life, even if its not in his perspective.

episode 6 or 7 we see him get drugged when he’s possessing doudou.

this scene with liu min in ep 10 (i think. idk anymore) in general.

the whispering in his ear? overpowering him? straddling him?? this scene has always made me so fucking uncomfortable.