#sadmin

my period and an email from the estate attorney checking in for an update on my progress (there is none) arrived the same day, so naturally my emotional dysregulation has been off the charts Bad. i’m so fucking burnt out by this 3 years long sadmin drudgery— i’m exhausted by a constantly rotating mental to do list where every task is made harder by people not doing their jobs or overly bureaucratic red tape separating me from the changeover of executor to regular citizen again— then i’m pissed off at myself constantly for my own emotional responses to not receiving the help i’m asking for, and falling into more hopelessness when confronted with the paralysis caused by my burnout.

hello binches i am finally here