#sadge

i'm sweating because my dog is laying on top of me, but. i can't make him move. because he is so sweet :<

rumoured Drew North actor is part of Brotherhood aka dance group i saw in seoul last week.... hmmmm

I’m so tired of men wanting just sex with me. I had a boy follow me. He is also a streamer. We started talking. But, now he is courting another girl. The only reason I know is because of his friends stream. Why do I ever think of going for a guy. There is always another girl. There is me for secret pleasure…but she gets the emotional intimacy. I am done. Dating and love doesn’t exist for me. I just wish I could get rid of all my emotions of sadness. Of brokenness. I am gonna learn to just love myself… forever until I am in the ground rotting. I would rather die knowing I had such amazing life with my animals. Then to try love anymore.

the hyperfixations aren't hyperfixating like they used to