#ryuusei-p

on sunday, june 7th, at 2:00 pm cst, i will be debuting my utau cover of magnet by minato in celebration of pride !! i hope to see you there !! yuri forever <3

magnet -recall-

【KAITO V3 & Gakupo V4】 Magnet (マグネット) 【VOCALOID Cover】

I want you to embrace me closely and gauge my limit. Please make me believe that this is not a sin.

【VALSHE】2nd Single「jester」 FULL ver.【OFFICIAL】

If I had a choice to take you by the hand and bring you back to me I would accept your love - embrace this misery.

"I love you," or something It's strategical, the game of love The one that fails, loses right?

夜明けに差し込む窓の色味 貴方の顔を染めて 目覚めるその時 きっと居ない オレンジの陽を眺めてた The dawn light pouring through the window dyes your face in its hue. By the time I wake up, I’m sure you’ll be gone. I gazed out at the orange sunshine. 抱きしめて 拒絶して どちらも本音だと知った 温もりは 辛いだけ だけどひとりじゃ 眠れない Whether you held me or rejected me, I knew that it was how you really felt. This warmth brings only pain, but I just can’t sleep when I’m alone. アンビバレンツ Ambivalence 身体と心がバラバラになる 表+裏で人間ね 「気持ちいいことだけしましょう」 刹那に満たされていく My body and mind both fall to pieces. It’s only human to be two+faced, right? “Let’s just do what feels good.” I’m fulfilled in an instant. 感覚なくなるまで虐めたい 優しく甘く蕩かせてみたい 矛盾と快楽の狭間で 佳いものと思える間に ねぇ いま愛して I want to bully you until you lose all sensation, I want to gently, sweetly break you down. C’mon, love me right now in this space between contradiction and pleasure while I can still think of this as something good. あの日のふたり夢に見ていた 儚く脆い瞬間(えいえん) 砕けたガラス胸に刺さって 今でもずっと疼いてる I saw the two people from that day in a dream, for one fleeting, fragile eternity (moment). That broken glass pierced my chest, and even now, it continues to ache. 泣きながら 甘えたい でも誰も要らない 本当 失って 忘れたい だからひとりにしないで I want someone to spoil me as I cry, but no one wants that from me, honestly. I want to leave it all behind and forget about it, so don’t leave me alone! アンビバレンツ Ambivalence 身体と心をバイバイして お金で買えないアレやコレを 集めて執着しましょう 生きるってそういうこと Let’s say bye-bye to our bodies and minds as we gather up and cling to all these and those things money can’t buy, because that’s what life’s all about. 愛情と貴方と煙草(けむり)だけ それだけあれば充分だった 誰かの許しを請わない 自分を見失いそう ねぇ 現在(いま)どうして? Just love, you, and cigarette smoke. That’s all I needed to get by. I’m not gonna beg anyone’s forgiveness. I feel like I’m about to lose sight of myself. C’mon, what now? ...大切なものを犠牲にしても ...枯れた日常を捨て去ってでも ...Even if I end up sacrificing what’s most important, ...Even if I have to abandon these rotten days... 甘くて切ない旬(とき)を越えて 腐り落ちた果実の祈りは 「この世に私たちの居場所-キボウ-を」 「愛なんて要らないから」 「カミサマ」 It bridges the moment, so sweet it’s heart-wrenching, this prayer for a rotten fruit, fallen to the ground: “We have no need for love,” “may there only be a place, a—hope—where we can belong in this world,” “Please, God!” アンビバレンツ Ambivalence 身体と心がバラバラになる 表+裏で人間ね 「気持ちいいことだけしましょう」 全力で紛らわせて My body and mind both fall to pieces. It’s only human to be two+faced, right? “Let’s just do what feels good.” We’ll distract ourselves with everything we have. 感覚なくなるまで虐めたい 優しく甘い夜に溺れたい 矛盾と快楽の狭間で 生きてると思えるなら ねぇ ほら 頬張れ スベテヲ I want to bully you until you lose all sensation, I want to drown in a gentle, sweet night. If you feel alive in this space between contradiction and pleasure, then c’mon, go on and gorge yourself on everything! ねぇ 愛して C’mon, love me!