âfuck is this about?â he asked as his gaze stayed on the screen, the camera already recording. you giggled, a sound heâd once admitted was his favorite with all its sweetness, and he sighed deeply, already accepting defeat. because who the hell did he think he was, before his sweet girl heâd certainly burn the whole world for?
âyouâll see.â you mumbled, a playful grin stretching across your face. the camera angle was already perfect, catching both his figure and every grumpy expression, but you kept checking it just to be sure.
you had stumbled across the trend while scrolling, knowing your boyfriend probably hadnât since he avoided social media like the plague, claiming that place was full of dimwits. from the moment youâve seen the trend, youâve always wanted to try it. and now, quite late to the trend, he stood there with his hands shoved into his pockets, an amused look resting on his features, about to partake in a trend he wasnât even aware of.
after checking the camera one more time, you made your way over, still giggling with a disturbingly joyous tone.
âyou sound fucking evil.â he groaned at the sight of your grin since he was already familiar with the scene, aware that you were planning something.
you stopped in front of him, your eyes were sparkling with joy and you were barely containing your laughter. he, visibly defeated, also smiled warmly, a sweet gesture he only ever showed to you. the stretch on his lips couldâve looked unfamiliar to anyone else, but to you it was known and comforting. a gesture so unlike him yet so much of him. so much of a part of him only you knew.
you gently took his arms, lifting them above his head. âthe hell?â he asked, but you simply shrugged, making sure he keeps them there. for a moment, you also enjoyed the vision, his tight tee clinging onto his huge biceps and stretching the poor fabric.
then you tangled your fingers into his short, pinkish hair, and rose onto your tiptoes to meet his lips. the moment your lips caught his, he let out a low groan, straight from his chest.
his hands dropped almost instantly. they smoothly found your hips, pulling you against him, his warmth seeping through his hands to your body.
youâd guessed he would probably lower his arms as he openly disliked listening to others, but then again he had built an habit of obeying you over the years you were together âand still, even if he did lower them, you hadnât expected it to be this quick.
âkuna you are so weak-â you barely breathed the words with a pleased laugh out before he cut you off, crashing his lips onto yours again with aggressive yet careful moves.
âbabe, let me breatheâ okay the trendâs over-â you tried to speak, laughing against his moist lips, as his hands wandered all over your body.
âtrend?â he muttered, merely pulling back as his lips still hovered over yours, his brows furrowing, and you laughed.
âmhmm, to see if youâd melt into the kiss. you are sooo weak baby.â he glanced at the camera, and rolled his eyes as he finally understood the situation. even so he kept his hands on yours again hips, his grip tightening just slightly.
âyeah,â he said, a wicked grin tugging at his lips, âso fucking weak.â he said, before leaning in to kiss you again, muffling your laughter with a warm look in his eyes, and an amused glint beneath his gaze.
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ŕ¨ŕ§ â Sukuna's tatted hand is tangled in your hair, fingers fisted tight enough to make your scalp burn, wrenching your head back at an angle that has your spine curved like a bow. Your face is smushed into his rumpled dorm bedsheets- drool pooling beneath your slack mouth, mascara smeared across the cotton, tears and snot mixing into a pathetic mess.
âHHNNGGHH-! NNGHH-! AH, AH, AHHHN-â
Your moans are muffled by the mattress, garbled and broken, punctuated by the sound of Sukuna's hips slamming against your upturned ass. He's fucking you like he hates you -or maybe like he owns you- each stroke punching deep enough to kiss your cervix, his heavy balls swinging forward to smack your swollen clit with every impact.
âLouder,â he grunts, sweat dripping from his brow onto your arched back, âWant the whole floor to hear how pathetically desperate you are.â
âMMMPHH-! S'KUNA-! S'KUNAAAA-!!â
His free hand cracks down on your ass, the SMACK echoing through the room, leaving a perfect red handprint blooming across your jiggling cheek. You wail, cunt clenching involuntarily around his thick shaft, and he laughs- a beautifully dark and cruel laugh.
âSqueezing me already? We're just getting started.â
Neither of you hear the door open.
There, framed in the doorway, stands Gojo Satoru -Sukuna's unfortunate roommate-frozen mid step with a physics textbook clutched to his chest like a shield.
âSukuna have you seen my-â
His beautiful blue eyes -stunning even behind those thick rimmed glasses- go wide as he processes the scene before him. Sukuna. On the bed. Balls deep in some girl, fucking her so hard the cheap bedframe is creaking against the wall. The wet schlck of her soaked pussy getting absolutely ruined filling the room, followed by broken, sobbing moansâŚ
Oh my god. Oh my GOD.
Gojo's mouth opens. Closes. Opens again. No sound comes out.
And then you lift your head.
Just slightly -Sukuna's grip loosening for a fraction of a second as he adjusts his angle- and your tear streaked, fucked stupid face turns toward the door. Tongue lolling out. Eyes rolled back so far the whites show. Drool connecting your lips to the sheets in shiny strings.
Gojo's heart stops.
That's-
He knows you.
He's seen you. Curled up on the common room couch with Toji, sharing a blanket, stealing bites of his ramen while he pretended to be annoyed. Laughing at Tojiâs terrible jokes. Wearing his oversized hoodies.
That's Tojiâs girlfriend.
âThe doorâ Sukuna grunts, hips never faltering, âwas locked for a reason, four eyes.â
âS-Sukuna-â Gojo's voice cracks, strangled.
Sukuna doesn't stop. Doesn't even slow down. He just turns his head- slowly, lazily, like a predator acknowledging prey that poses zero threat and grins.
âLike what you see?â Sukuna's smirk is practically audible as he pulls out slowly -you whimper at the loss- giving Gojo a full, glistening view of his cock, veins pulsing, slick with your arousal. Then he slams back in, punching another scream from your lungs.
âI-I-â Gojo stammers, textbook slipping from nerveless fingers.... He should leave. He should definitely leave. But his feet are rooted to the floor, and his cock is hardening traitorously in his sweatpants, tenting the fabric in a way that's impossible to hide. Fuck fuck fuck-
âI- you- she's-â Gojo's brain is short circuiting, glasses fogging from the sudden heat of the room. His eyes dart between Sukuna's sweat slicked torso, your arched back, the obscene gape of your pussy every time Sukuna pulls out to the tip before slamming back in, âThat's Tojiâs girlfriend!â
âIs she?â Sukuna's voice drips with mock innocence. His tatted up hand tightening in your hair, yanking your head up so Gojo can see your face clearly. Can see the way your eyes have glazed over, pupils blown wide with need, any trace of shame long since fucked out of you, âCould've fooled me. She's been my personal cocksleeve for months now.â
âWha- months?!â
You moan- high, desperate, shameless and push your hips back against Sukuna, chasing his cock like your life depends on it, âAAAHHHH-! OH GOD-! S-Sukuna, he's- he's watching-â
Gojo makes a choked sound. She's- she's not even trying to-
âI know.â Sukuna's red eyes lock onto Gojo's frozen form, âIsn't that the point?â He yanks your hips up higher, so Gojo can see everything -the way your puffy lips stretch around his girth, the creamy ring of arousal at his base, the way your clit throbs with every impact. âCome closer, Satoru. Get a real look at how a pussy should be fucked.â
I should leave, Gojo thinks frantically, even as his feet carry him two steps closer. I should definitely leave. This is insane. This is- I should turn around and walk out and pretend I never saw this. I should tell Toji. I should- His hand drifts unconsciously toward his straining erection-
âDon't touch yourself,â Sukuna snaps, and Gojo's hand freezes mid air, âYou don't get to cum. You get to watch. Learn something, virgin.â
Gojo doesn't move.
âI can see your dick twitching from here. Poor pathetic virgin, watching his roommate ruin another manâs girl. Getting off on it. Tragic.â
Gojo's face flames scarlet. His hand shoots down to cover the obvious tent in his sweatpants, humiliation burning through him- but he still doesn't leave.
Tojiâs going to kill him, Gojo thinks wildly. Tojiâs going to find out and literally murder him on campus.
Sukuna slams back into you so hard the bed screeches across the floor, â-pay attention, looser.â
What follows is the most deviant lesson of Gojo Satoru's life.
He watches the entire time- glasses steamed, cock throbbing, shame weighing heavy in his chest as Sukuna fucks you through orgasm after orgasm. Sukuna even flips you over and makes you ride him reverse cowgirl so Gojo can see everything- the way his thick cock splits your pussy open, the way your creamy slick drools down his shaft, the way your stomach bulges slightly every time he bottoms out.
âLook at him,â Sukuna commands, gripping your jaw and turning your head toward Gojo, âLook at the pathetic little nerd jerking off to you getting bred.â
Gojo's hand is in his pants now... He doesn't remember putting it thereâŚ
You look at him -eyes glazed, mouth hanging open, utterly fucked stupid and smile, D-Does it feel good... Gojo-kun?â
He cums in his pants like a goddamn teenager after hearing your sweet voice⌠shitâŚ
Sukuna laughs until he's breathless, then flips you onto your back again and fucks his own orgasm out of himself, painting your insides white while Gojo watches with a hand still wrapped around his softening cock.
âHaaaahhh⌠hahhhhâŚâ You twitch and moan through the aftershocks, feeling his seed pump into your womb in thick, pulsing ropes. It's so much. Too much. It starts leaking out around his cock immediately, dripping in a creamy river onto his ruined bedsheets.
Sukuna pulls out slowly, a thick pearlescent strand of cum connecting his softening cock to your ruined, gaping hole. Your pussy clencheson nothing, pushing out more of his seed in a slow, obscene drool that patters onto the floor.
He turns to his roommate, not even bothering to wipe himself off, âclean ups on the bed.â Sukuna nods toward where you're still slumped, trembling, cunt exposed and dripping, âAnd Satoru?â He tucks himself back into his sweats, utterly unbothered, magnificently bored, âNext time, knock.â
He saunters out, and the door clicks shut.
Silence.
Just your ragged breathing and Gojo's sharp, pants filling the room.
Gojo doesn't move. Still stuck where heâs at admiring your glistening body- damp hair plastered to your face⌠the way your legs trembleâŚ
Leave, he screams at himself. Fucking LEAVE. But⌠what if she needs help�
His feet carry him forward, right to where youâre at.
One step. Two. Three.
You lift your head weakly from the bed, still trembling, mascara smeared down your cheeks, lips swollen and slick with drool. Your eyes -glazed, fucked out- find his.
You don't tell him to stop, donât tell him to get out⌠you just wait and see what happens.
âHe said...â Gojo's voice cracks, barely a whisper. His cock stirs to life again painfully in his soaked sweatpants, the wet patch at the front growing. He's so hard it hurts, harder than he's ever been in his pathetic virgin life, âHe said clean up was on the bedâŚâ
What the fuck am I saying, he thinks wildly, what the FUCK am I- sheâs Tojiâs- Sukunaâs? She isnât my responsibility-
You shift on the bed, spreading your shaky thighs wider until more of Sukuna's cum oozes from your gaping cunt. Your swollen clit pulses visibly, still engorged, still needy.
âThen clean me,â you breathe.
Gojo drops to his knees so fast his bones crack against the floor next to the bed.
Oh god oh god oh god- His hands shake as they grip your thighs, pushing them further apart and bringing you closer to the edge until he's eye level with your pussy now, close enough that the musk of sex and Sukuna's cum fills his nostrils⌠until it makes his head spin. She's so- it's so- I can see inside her- she's still clenching- there's so much cum-
âI've never-â he chokes out, face burning, âI don't know how to-â
âLick.â
He licks.
His tongue drags a hot, wet stripe from your dripping hole to your throbbing clit, and the taste of you, mixed with him, salt and musk and sweet- explodes across his tongue. You keen, hips bucking against his face, and Gojo moans like he's the one being touched.
âNnghh- f-fuck- more- G-Gojo- get it all- please-â
He buries his face in your cunt.
Lapping at your folds, sucking Sukuna's cum from your twitching hole, tongue fucking into you to chase every drop. His nose grinds against your oversensitive clit and you cry out so prettily, fingers fisting in his white hair, shoving his face harder against you.
âJ-just like- oh god- just like that-â
She tastes so good, Gojo thinks deliriously, even with his cum- especially with- I'm eating his cum out of her- I'm- His hips rut pathetically against nothing, I'm so fucked. I'm so fucking fucked.
âAhhhn- right there- suck my clit- s-suck it-â
He obeys. Like the good boy he is.
Wrapping his lips around your swollen bud, sucking hard, tongue flicking rapidly- sloppy and inexperienced and desperate to please. Your thighs clamp around his head, muffling his whimpers, and his hands grip your ass to pull you tighter against his mouth.
âGood boy,â you gasp, and Gojo sobs against your pussy, hips jerking, âSuch a good- nnghhh- good little clean up boy- eating his cum right out of me-â
âMmmph- mmhhnn-â He can't respond, mouth too full of your cunt, but his cock leaks in his sweats, another spurt of precum joining the mess.
The door opens.
âShit I forgot my wallet-â
Sukuna stops.
Gojo freezes, face still buried between your thighs, Sukuna's cum smeared across his lips and chin.
Sukuna's eyes take in the scene- his roommate on his knees, face deep in the pussy he just bred, glasses askew, sweatpants tented once more and soakedâŚ
âWell, well.â He leans against the doorframe, arms crossed, smirking, âMaybe you're not completely useless after all, four eyes.â
I'm going to die, Gojo thinks, He's going to kill me. I'm going to-
âDid I say you could stop?â
Gojo's tongue resumes its work against your sloppy cunt until you throw your head back and moan.
Sukuna watches, pulling out his phone.
Click.
âŚ
That night, Toji texts Gojo: Hey man, have you seen my girlfriend around? She's not answering her phone.
After a tragic accident erased your memories, you no longer remember the man you married. Unfortunately for you, Ryomen Sukuna remembers everything. And he'll do whatever it takes to make you remember him too.
Everything was so much weird.
When you first opened your eyes, the world was a blur of harsh lights and a rhythmic, annoying beep that made your head throb. A crowd of people were hovering over your bed, their faces twisted into expressions of pure horror and desperation. It felt like they were looking at a ghost or maybe a god that had suddenly fallen from the sky. The moment you blinked and stared back at them with blank, unrecognizing eyes, the room dissolved into quiet, breathless weeping.
You were completely utterly lost. Who was the woman with the dark circles under her eyes calling herself Shoko? Why was she gripping your hand like her entire world was ending? You knew your own name y/n echoed clearly in the empty caverns of your mind, but beyond that single fact, there was only a vast, terrifying void. You understood the modern world. you knew what a smartphone was, you recognized the concept of Wi-Fi, and when you mumbled those details, the doctors in the room let out collective, gasping sighs of relief.
But the real shock came twenty minutes later.
The heavy door to the hospital room burst open with a violent slam. A man lunged inside like a madman, his chest heaving as he fought for breath. You had never seen anyone look like him. His hair was a soft, striking shade of pastel pink so pretty and unexpected that you wondered for a fleeting second if he had dyed it just to stand out. Dark, intricate tattoos mapped across his skin, curling around his sharp cheekbones and framing his eyes. And those eyes... they were a piercing, burning red, swirling with a volatile mixture of terrifying rage and profound, shattering sadness.
You just sat there in your oversized, faded blue hospital gown, looking small and fragile as your confused gaze met his. The man froze, roughly brushing a strand of pink hair out of his face. His clothes were covered in a layer of grey dust and dried grit, looking as though he had sprinted straight off a construction site the second he got the news.
"Fucking... God. Hey, princess... fuck, don't you ever scare me like that again" he breathed, his deep, gravelly voice cracking as he took two massive strides toward your bedside, staring down at you with a desperation that made the air feel heavy.
You shrank back into the pillows, your brow furrowing. Princess? Were you in some bizarre historical simulation? Did kings and horses still exist? No, the blinking medical monitors around you disproved that immediately.
"Mr. Sukuna, please. I need to speak with you in private for a moment" a woman in her mid forties interrupted, her expression incredibly grave as she stepped between you and the huge man. She glanced at the other people lingering by the door. There was a teenage boy, maybe sixteen, who had the exact same pink hair as the tattooed man, his face streaked with tears. Beside him stood another boy with unruly, spiky black hair and a dull, stoic expression that couldn't quite hide the anxiety in his eyes. At the doctor's quiet command, they all slowly filed out into the hallway.
Left alone for a moment, you stared at the stark white walls, the untouched glass of water on the bedside table, and the crushing, dull monotony of the room.
When the door clicked open again, the female physician returned, holding a thick medical chart. The tattooed man followed closely behind her. He tried to offer you a small, reassuring smile, but it looked incredibly strained on his rugged face. His crimson eyes locked onto you, tracking every breath you took as if you might literally vanish into thin air if he dared to look away for a single second.
"Hello, y/n. I am Dr. Jennifer" the woman said kindly, stepping up to the mattress. "Do you know why you were brought here today?"
You frowned, looking between her and the towering man. "No."
The syllable was short and hollow. Beside the doctor, Sukunaâs entire frame stiffened. His jaw clenched so hard a muscle feathered violently beneath his tattoos, his knuckles turning white as he balled his hands into fists.
"Right. But you do remember your name?" she pressed gently.
"Yes... y/n I am Y/N." you answered firmly. You knew the name belonged to you, even if the history attached to it was completely gone.
"And do you know where you are right now?"
"A hospital?"
"Correct" Dr. Jennifer nodded, opening the document in her hands. "Look, I am going to explain exactly what happened, and I need you to listen very carefully, alright?" You gave a small, hesitant nod. "You were in a severe accident yesterday evening. You were walking home from the local market when a car veered off the road and hit you. It is a miracle you walked away with minor physical injuries, but the trauma to your head has caused a severe case of retrograde amnesia. Honestly, it's a surprise you even remember your name right now."
You let out a quiet hum, your eyes drifting down to your own hands resting on the thin blanket. That was when you noticed it a slender, platinum band set with a brilliant, flawlessly cut diamond resting securely on your left ring finger. It looked incredibly expensive, classy, and entirely foreign
So you were married.
"Y/n" Dr. Jenniferâs voice pulled you from your thoughts. You snapped your head up to look at her. "This man standing beside me... he is your husband."
The doctor tilted her head toward the giant. He was massive easily over six feet of raw, intimidating muscle, his tattooed face giving him a terrifying, dangerous aura. Your very first instinctual thought was that this man looked incredibly scary.
Sukuna didn't say a word. He just stood there, letting you analyze him, before he offered you a tiny, incredibly vulnerable nod. You tilted your head, staring into his intense red eyes, desperately searching for a single spark of familiarity. Did I really marry this giant?
"His name is Ryomen Sukuna, and he is going to take care of you" the doctor continued, closing her chart. "For the next few weeks, you need to let your brain rest, but you also need to gently stimulate it to try and regain those lost memories. Spending time in a familiar environment, in your own home with your husband, is going to be the best medicine for you."
You nodded mutely. You didn't exactly have a choice. You were being handed over to a complete stranger who happened to hold a legal claim to your entire life.
"Alright then. I wish you a safe and speedy recovery" Dr. Jennifer said with a final, empathetic smile before slipping out of the room.
The heavy silence that followed was suffocating. Sukuna cleared his throat roughly, taking a few slow, tentative steps toward the edge of your bed. He moved with an immense amount of caution, as if he genuinely believed a sudden movement might break you into pieces. He pulled up the small plastic chair, sinking into it.
"Hey" he said softly. Even in a whisper, his voice was incredibly manly, deep, and rough.
"Hello" you replied shortly, your eyes tracking his hands.
To your surprise, his large, scarred fingers were trembling slightly as he fidgeted with them, refusing to meet your eyes. When he finally looked up, you realized the piercing red of his irises was completely glossy, swimming with unshed tears.
"Yo... you're getting discharged today" he choked out, taking a deep, ragged breath as if the mere act of speaking was causing him physical pain. "I'm going to go sign the paperwork, and then I'm taking you to... our house. I'm going to do whatever the fuck it takes to help you remember, princess."
You stared at his rugged, tattooed face for a long moment before letting out a soft, distant hum.
An hour later, you were sitting in the passenger seat of a sleek, black Jeep, The man Sukuna kept his left hand firmly on the steering wheel while his eyes flicked toward you every sixty seconds, his intense gaze making a nervous flutter erupt in your stomach.
You stared out the window, watching the city buildings, sprawling neighborhoods, and vibrant green trees blur past. Intrigued by the warm breeze, you raised your hand, pressing your palm gently against the glass as if you wanted to touch the passing leaves. Instantly, the window smoothly rolled down. Startled, you turned your head to find Sukuna adjusting the master controls, his eyes locked onto you with an unreadable warmth.
"Can I ask you something-" you murmured softly.
"Yes." The answer came incredibly fast, almost desperate. He was hanging on your every word, practically begging for you to speak to him.
"How... how did we meet?" you asked, leaning your elbow on the door frame as the wind whipped through your hair.
"We met in high school" he answered quickly, navigating a sharp turn onto a quiet, "We've been married for seven years."
"High school?" You tilted your head, a faint smile touching your lips as you extended your hand just slightly out into the rushing air. "Were we friends back then?"
"Careful" he commanded firmly, though there was no real heat in his voice. You obediently pulled your hand back inside. A faint, nostalgic softness crept into his red eyes as he looked ahead. "Friends? no. You could say we didn't liked eachother each other when we first met. You thought I was a loud, arrogant mannerless jerk and I thought you were a stubborn, bossy brat."
He smoothly pulled the Jeep into a long brick driveway, coming to a stop in front of a breathtaking, modern two story house. It was painted a crisp, elegant white with sleek charcoal-grey accents, boasting massive, floor to ceiling windows that caught the afternoon sun.
"This is...our house" Sukuna murmured, his voice dropping an octave. "We've been living here for about four years."
He killed the engine, threw his door open, and practically sprinted around the hood of the car to open your door before you could even reach for the handle. He extended a massive, tattooed hand toward you, his palm open and waiting. You stared at his hand, your eyes traveling up the thick muscles of his forearm, before you deliberately stepped down onto the driveway without taking it.
Sukunaâs hand froze in mid-air. You watched his fingers slowly curl back into a fist before he pulled his arm away, a flash of pure, agonizing heartbreak crossing his features before he quickly masked it with a stoic expression.
As your feet hit the pavement, you looked up at the towering structure, desperately begging your brain to spark even a single ounce of familiarity. Nothing came. But as you turned around, you caught a glimpse of the man standing beside you. He was on the absolute verge of tears. His chest was tight, his jaw locked as he stared at you. You were his entire world, his beautiful wife, and yet you were looking at him like he was a total stranger. He suddenly felt a wave of profound hatred for every single time he had ever been mean or stubborn with you in the past, even in jest. He just wanted his girl back. His sweet innocent girl.
"The house is beautiful" you murmured gently, walking toward the porch.
'The house.' Not our house. The detached wording made Sukunaâs jaw clench painfully.
"Of course it is. I built the damn thing" he muttered, following closely behind you.
It was your exact dream house. Years ago, back when you were just broke college students dating in a cramped apartment, you had traced a clumsy design on a napkin, telling him you wanted a modern white house with endless windows, three bedrooms, and a kitchen large enough for the two of you to bake and slow-dance together while listening to old jazz records. Sukuna had kept that napkin. The moment he made his fortune, he hired a crew but did the vast majority of the heavy structural work with his own two hands. He had gifted you the keys on your third wedding anniversary, and he could still vividly remember the way you had wept tears of joy, throwing your arms around his neck and kissing him until you were both breathless. He wanted that smile back. He would give anything just to have you look at him the way you used to.
You stepped inside, ignoring the heavy emotion rolling off him. Sukuna quickly gathered your small hospital bags and followed you into the foyer, shutting the door behind him.
Your eyes immediately gravitated toward the kitchen. It was vast, open, and undeniably stunning, featuring a massive quartz island and a huge sliding glass door that opened directly into a manicured backyard garden. The entire layout felt strangely perfect.
"Let me show you... around" Sukuna offered quietly.
He spent the next half hour guiding you through the corridors of what was supposed to be your life. But as he showed you the grand master bedroompointing out the side of the bed where you used to curl into his chest every single night your face remained entirely blank. You felt a twinge of heavy guilt pooling in your stomach. He showed you the living room, drawing your attention to a collection of large, breathtaking canvas paintings hanging on the walls.
"You painted those" Sukuna noted, a faint trace of pride in his rough voice. "You're a brilliant artist, princess."
You blinked in genuine surprise, looking down at your hands. "I drew these?" You were suprised, you don't even remember touching a brush in your life. But this is your new life. New start.
"Yeah." Sukuna stopped at the edge of the hallway, looking down at you with completely bloodshot eyes. He hadn't slept a single second since the hospital called him about your accident. All he wanted to do was wrap his massive arms around your waist, pull you flush against his chest, and bury his face in your hair until the nightmare ended. But he couldn't. "Look... you can sleep in the guest bedroom down the hall, or you can take our bedroom and I'll stay in the guest room. Whatever makes you feel comfortable. I don't want to make you feel uncomfortable you."
"Okay" you hummed softly.
His heart broke a little more at the compliant, distant tone. "I'll go start on some dinner, and then I'll get your medication ready. If you need a single damn thing, you just call out for me, alright? Your clothes are all in the dresser, undergarments in the top drawer, pajamas in the second..."
You nodded, offering him a polite murmur of thanks before retreating into the guest room. You changed into a simple, comfortable t-shirt and sweats. A little while later, his deep voice echoed up the stairs, announcing that dinner was ready. You walked down to the dining room, sitting at the large table like a polite houseguest waiting to be served.
"Do you need help?" Sukuna asked, carefully sliding a steaming bowl of homemade chicken soup and a large spoon toward you. You shook your head, grasping the utensil and taking a quiet sip. He sat across from you, his own bowl entirely untouched as he just stared at your face. "Y/n... you really don't remember a single damn thing about me?"
His voice cracked completely on the last word, the raw vulnerability of a ruthless man exposed right in front of you. You looked up, meeting his glossy red eyes.
"No... I don't. I'm really sorry" you whispered genuinely.
He let out a slow nod, swallowing the lump in his throat as he forced himself to look away. "Don't apologize. It's not your fault."
"Do I... do I have parents? Or friends?" you asked, a sudden curiosity about your own forgotten life bubbling up.
"Yeah. You have parents. Your fatherâ"
"Where are they?" you interrupted quickly, leaning forward. "Do they know I was in an accident? Why aren't they here?"
"They haven't spoken to you in over seven years. Not since the day you married me" Sukuna said, his tone dropping into something cold and bitter.
"Why?"
"Your family is rich as fuck. Extremely strict, arrogant aristocrats" Sukuna explained, his red eyes locking back onto yours. "They completely forbade you from seeing me because I was just a rough, tattooed bastard from the wrong side of the tracks with a criminal record and a unstable future. They told you that if you walked out that door with me, youâd be cut off permanently."
You stared at him, a sudden spark of heat flaring in your chest. "Well, that's so stupid of them. It sounds like a good thing we don't talk to them then."
The sheer, unyielding loyalty in your voice made Sukunaâs lips twitch, a genuine, heartbreaking smile threatening to break through his stoic mask. Even with a wiped memory, his sweet wife still possessed that exact same fiery, protective spirit.
"Yeah" he chuckled hoarsely, letting out a long sigh. "You have an incredible best friend named Shoko. You two are both doctors. you work in the exact same surgical unit at the city hospital. We have a ton of mutual friends we met back in our high school days. And those kids at the hospital? The pink-haired teenager is my nephew, Yuji, and the dark-haired one is Megumi, our friend's kid. They practically worship the ground you walk on, princess. You love those brats to death."
"Can I see them?" you asked, a genuine smile finally breaking across your face.
"Of course. Whenever you want." he promised, his eyes tracking the way your lips curved.
Sukuna let out a sudden, rough snort, a wicked glint flashing in his eyes. "Old or not, woman... you're still completely breathtaking."
A deep, violent blush instantly stained your cheeks. You hadn't been around an attractive man or any man, for that matter in your conscious memory, and having this giant, dangerously handsome individual throw such a raw compliment at you made your heart do a chaotic somersault. You quickly looked down at your soup, missing the way his eyes softened at your reaction.
Over the next three weeks, the fragments of a life began to surround you, even if the puzzle pieces wouldn't quite lock into place.
Yuji and Megumi came over to the house constantly. Yuji spent hours enthusiastically teaching you how to make his signature protein shakes and weird jello molds, his loud laughter filling the quiet house, while Megumi sat nearby with his usual serious expression. But the moment you offered Megumi a soft, encouraging smile, his sharp features would instantly melt into something deeply tender. Yet, beneath their smiles, you could see the underlying sadness in their eyes every time you failed to remember a shared inside joke.
When Shoko finally visited, she broke down completely, throwing her arms around your neck and sobbing into your shoulder. It was a bizarre maybe stupid too, overwhelming feeling being fiercely loved by people you couldn't even remember and a heavy weight of guilt began to settle deep in your chest. You even met Toji, Megumi's father, a tall, stoic man who didn't say much but looked at you with a quiet, profound pity that made you realize just how broken your situation truly was.
And then, there was Sukuna.
Your husband spent every single day patiently guiding you through your routines, driving you past your old university, cooking your favorite meals, and trying every gentle trigger possible. But your mind remained a stubborn, locked vault. Sukuna was growing desperate furious and completely fucked up by the stagnation.
To make matters worse, just one week before the accident, you had playfully taken down every single one of your framed marriage photographs to rearrange the living room gallery wall, hiding them away in a "genius spot" that Sukuna had completely forgotten more like you didn't even told him. He had spent hours frantically tearing the house apart while you were out, searching for a single modern photo of the two of you together.
He was completely unraveling. He couldn't sleep. The woman he loved was sleeping in the room next to him, yet she looked at him with the polite, distant eyes of a stranger. He felt like a ghost haunting his own home. One evening, he sat alone in the dark kitchen and wept the third time he had ever cried in his entire life. The first had been tears of pure joy on your wedding day when he saw you walking the aisle. the second had been out of terror when the ER doctor told him a car had struck you. and now, he was crying simply because he missed his wife so damn much
His phone offered no help either. his gallery was filled entirely with candid photos he had taken of you you stepping out of the shower with a towel wrapped around your head, you laughing in a department store dressing room, or a hilarious picture of you biting into a raw lemon and making a completely disgusted face. He had no photos of the two of you together on his device, you had always been the one insisted on keeping the physical, printed albums. The only joint photos he could find were a few faded, wrinkled prints from your high school days, showing a younger, wilder version of himself wrapping his arms around you from behind while you laughed into the camera. When he showed them to you, you just stared at them blankly. It was killing him.
At the end of the third week, Sukuna was sitting heavily on the living room sofa, completely exhausted after another failed search through the house. He was mindlessly scrolling through the candid photos of you on his phone, a faint, melancholy smile touching his lips. His fingers traced your face on the photo, your bright smile. your bubbly laughter at his most unfunniset jokes, now all of that are vanished.
The heavy front door clicked open. Shoko had taken you out for an afternoon of shopping to get you out of the house, and she had just dropped you off at the curb. You stepped into the foyer, balancing several shopping bags in your arms.
Sukuna instantly locked his phone, shoving it into his pocket as he stood up, his red eyes drinking in the sight of you. "Had fun, princess?"
"Yes, I did. And thank you... for letting me use your credit card" you said softly, walking over to the coffee table and gently sliding the black card back toward him.
"You bought dresses?" he asked, pointing toward the bags. Honestly, he didn't give a single fuck about the money. you could have emptied his entire bank account and he would have gladly signed it away just to see you happy.
"I bought a few things..." You cleared your throat nervously, your fingers twisting together. "But... I actually bought something for you, too."
The words hit his chest like a physical blow. Even with her mind completely wiped, your beautiful, kind soul was still looking out for him. "Really?" he murmured, his voice thick with emotion. "Can I see it?"
You gave a small nod, walking over to the couch and tentatively sitting down right next to him. The close proximity made his heart start to hammer against his ribs like a trapped bird.
"I don't know if it's really your style, or if you'll even like it..." you mumbled bashfully, reaching into a small velvet pouch and pulling out a heavy, intricately braided silver bracelet studded with raw, brilliant red stones. "The color... it just immediately reminded me of you. Of your eyes."
You gently reached out, grasping his massive, calloused wrist to drape the metal over his skin. Oh God, if you only knew how fast his heart was racing beneath his chest. Your soft, warm fingers lingering against his pulse point was pure, exquisite torture.
"It looks incredible, Y/n. Thank you." he whispered, a genuine, breathtakingly soft smile spreading across his tattooed face as he looked down at the crimson stones.
"Thank you... for being so incredibly patient with me" you said quietly, looking up at him through your eyelashes.
Sukuna let out a long, ragged sigh, his hand hovering over yours for a fraction of a second before he pulled back. "I will always be patient with you, princess. Always."
You looked directly into his burning red eyes, and for the first time in three weeks, a warm, genuine smile broke across your face. Sukuna felt his breath hitch. he was entirely certain he was about to pass out from the sheer weight of his love for you.
"Can you stay right here for a bit? I need to go jump in the shower real quick. I'll be fast" he muttered hoarsely, his hand instinctively reaching out to gently ruffle your hair a comforting, domestic habit he had carefully maintained. You let out a soft chuckle at the gesture.
The moment his heavy footsteps disappeared up the stairs and the sound of running water echoed through the pipes, you stood up, wandering aimlessly around the quiet main floor. Your feet pulled you toward the small, cozy library nestled just off the living room. The walls were lined with hundreds of books some ancient leather volumes, others modern art textbooks. You pulled one off the shelf, flipping through the pages before sliding it back into place.
As you stepped back, your eyes caught a glimpse of something hidden on the absolute highest shelf, shoved far back into the shadows near the ceiling. It looked like a massive, heavy frame leaning flat against the back wall, obscured by a decorative ceramic vase. Intrigued, you stood on your tiptoes, stretching your arms up as high as they could go, blindly reaching for the top edge of the wooden frame.
Your fingers caught the molding, but as you pulled, the heavy ceramic vase shifted, losing its balance.
Crash!
The vase shattered against the hardwood floor with a deafening, echoing smash. Startled, you let out a sharp cry, stumbling backward as the massive hidden frame came tumbling down from the top shelf, striking the edge of the desk before landing flat on the rug. The backing of the frame split completely open upon impact, and a massive cascade of loose, glossy photographs erupted across the floor hundreds of them, scattering like playing cards across the room.
You gasped, placing a hand over your racing heart as you looked away from the broken pottery, your eyes drifting down to the sea of images covering the floor.
You froze.
Right at your feet lay a massive, professionally printed portrait. In the photograph, you were sitting securely on Sukuna's lap. You were wearing a breathtaking, flowing white lace wedding dress, holding a vibrant bouquet of sunflowers, and laughing so brightly your eyes were crinkled shut. Sukuna was clad in a sharp, tailored black tuxedo, his massive arms wrapped fiercely around your waist from behind, an absolutely massive, unbothered, triumphant grin plastered across his face.
Your breath hitched violently. You stumbled forward, falling to your knees as your hands frantically snatched up another photo from the pile. In this one, you were hoisted high up on Sukuna's broad shoulders at a crowded, flashing outdoor music festival; your mouth was wide open in a breathless scream of laughter, while his large hands were clamped firmly around your thighs to keep you safe, both of your faces painted with pure, unadulterated euphoria.
You grabbed a third photo, and the entire world stopped spinning. It was a quiet, intimate shot taken right in the backyard garden outside. You were sitting cross-legged on the green grass, wearing a simple summer dress with a soft, shy smile, while Sukunaâs heavy head was resting completely in your lap. He was looking up at you with an expression of such pure, unconditional adoration it made your soul ache, while your fingers were woven gently through his soft pink hair.
Pink hair.
The backyard.
The jazz music.
The napkin.
A sudden, violent explosion of memories ripped through the barriers of your mind. It wasn't a trickle; it was a catastrophic, roaring tidal wave. Seven years of laughter, fierce arguments, passionate late-night apologies, the smell of his skin, the exact weight of his body pressing you into the master mattress, the sound of his deep voice whispering "I've got you, princess" into the dark. It all hit your brain at once with the force of a freight train.
The sheer, overwhelming velocity of the memories made the room spin violently. Your vision blurred into a vortex of white light and crimson eyes. You let out a choked gasp, your strength entirely giving out as your body collapsed sideways onto the hardwood floor with a loud, heavy thud, the scattered photographs of your life pooling around your unconscious form.
When you finally opened your eyes again, the harsh glare of the ceiling lights was gone, replaced by the warm, dim ambiance of the living room. You were laying flat on the soft fabric of the sofa.
"She's waking up! Sukuna, look, her eyes are moving!" Yujiâs panicked, loud voice cut through the quiet room.
You blinked heavily, your vision slowly focusing. Megumi was standing right beside his cousin, his dark eyes wide and completely swimming with anxiety. Shoko was hovering over you, a small medical flashlight in her hand, her face pale as she checked your vitals.
But your heart didn't care about any of them. Your eyes frantically scanned the tight circle of people, instantly landing on the massive, tattooed man standing frozen at the foot of the couch. His pastel pink hair was damp from the shower, his chest heaving under a plain black t-shirt, and his face was a mask of pure, absolute terror.
As your eyes met his, a single, heavy tear spilled over your eyelid, tracing a hot path down your cheek. The vast, terrifying void in your mind was completely gone, replaced by the roaring, beautiful fire of your reality.
"Ryo..." you choked out, your voice a broken, breathless sob.
Sukuna froze, his entire frame visibly violently shuddering at the sound of the nickname the private, intimate name only you were ever allowed to call him.
Before anyone else could even blink, you threw yourself forward off the sofa cushions, completely ignoring the dull ache in your muscles. You lunged straight into his space, your arms wrapping fiercely around his massive neck. You buried your face in the crook of his collarbone, gripping the fabric of his shirt with a desperate, white-knuckled intensity as you pressed a hard, crying kiss directly against his tattooed jaw.
"I remember... us" you sobbed violently into his skin, your entire body trembling as the tears flowed freely. "I remember everything, Ryo... I remember you."
Sukunaâs mind completely blanked. For a single, breathless second, he couldn't even process the words. And then, a raw, ragged sound escaped his throat a mixture of a sob and a laugh. His massive, powerful arms came crashing down around your frame, pulling you so close against his chest you could barely breathe, lifting your knees entirely off the floor as he buried his face into the crook of your neck.
And there, in the middle of his living room, surrounded by his family and the scattered photographs of your love, Ryomen Sukuna closed his eyes and wept for the fourth time in his life.
"I fucking love you" he whispers
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đź â accidentally squirting on tattoo artist!sukuna while heâs focused on doing his job
you shouldâve said no.
shouldâve trusted your gut the second you walked through that door and locked eyes with himâsukuna ryomen, ink-stained menace, infamous in the underground scene for his brutal blackwork, sadistic precision, and eyes that always looked like they already knew what youâd do before you did.
youâd heard the stories. the way he never talked unless he had to. how he stared too long. how no one could tell if he was turned on or pissed off when he worked. but you still walked in, still handed him your sketch, still pointed to your pelvis and asked for it right there.
he didnât even blink.
just looked, nodded once, and turned away without a word. gloves snapped on. machine prepped. not even a fake little smile to ease you into the fact that he was about to drag a needle along your most vulnerable skin. he gestured for you to lie back like heâd done this a thousand times. like this exact scenarioâyou, laid bare and trembling on his tableâwas something he expected. maybe even planned.
and nowâ
now youâre spread out on the dark leather, skin bare from the waist up, your chest exposed to the cold air of the studio, nipples peaked from a mix of nerves and shame. your legs lie slightly parted, the towel over your hips thin and crinkled from your own tension. your panties are still on underneathâbut it doesnât matter. not with how low heâs working. not with the way heâs hovering just above your cunt, tattoo machine buzzing like itâs laughing at your restraint.
heâs working just beneath your belly button.
right where the line of sensitivity begins.
dangerously close to where youâre clenching now, heat slick and pooling under the towel like a confession you canât take back.
his forearm rests right on top of it.
not pressing hardâat least, not at first. just there. warm. thick. planted across your mound like it belongs there, like you donât get to question it. you keep trying to rationalize it. itâs leverage, you think. he needs to stabilize his hand. but the longer it stays thereâpressing, shifting, rolling with every movement of the gunâthe more impossible it is to pretend you donât feel the deliberate weight of him.
and he knows it. god, he fucking knows it.
every time the needle dips, his arm flexes. not harshlyâjust enough to drag a line of tension across your clit, separated only by a useless towel and your now-sopping underwear. itâs rhythmic. like a slow grind. not violent or overt, but insistent. and every inch of his body screams control. heâs not even looking at you. not checking in. his eyes are locked on your skin, forehead slightly furrowed in concentration, like the fact that youâre trembling under him doesnât deserve his attention yet.
your thighs tremble. you canât help it.
your fingers are curled tight at your sides, nails digging crescents into your own skin. the pain is a lifeline. your teeth sink into your bottom lip, desperate to ground yourselfâto not moan. to not buck.
but the tattoo machine keeps buzzing. vibrating. itâs not just soundâitâs sensation, buried into the muscle and bone beneath your pelvis. it hums into your nerves, settles between your legs like a secret. the sting of the needle, the glide of his arm, the heat of your body trying so hard to behaveâitâs unbearable.
âdonât squirm,â he says suddenly, without even glancing at you. his voice is rough, deep, flatâlike youâre being annoying. like youâre the one making things difficult.
you barely nod. canât speak.
your mouth is dry. your heartâs in your throat. you feel your core throb underneath him, twitching like itâs trying to reach for something it doesnât deserve.
and he just keeps going.
more shading. more outlining. the buzz grows louder, the pain dulls into pressure, and the pressure sharpens into need. your thighs are so wet now the towel sticks to your skin. you pray he canât feel it. that the soaked fabric isnât bleeding through. that he doesnât smell the arousal coating your thighs like sin.
but you know better.
because then he shifts.
just slightly. just enough. the angle changes. the pressure from his forearm deepens. drags unintentionally.
you snap.
thereâs no warning: no crescendo. no gasp. no slow unraveling because it hits you down like a huge brick.
then you squirt.
hot and messy. the release hits with a full-body shudder. it spills out of you in one violent gush, soaking through the towel, your panties, his forearm. it splashes onto the table, the vinyl slick with your shame. itâs not soft. itâs not sexy. itâs raw. ugly. humiliating.
and he doesnât move.
the machine stops.
the silence swallows you whole.
your vision blurs. your body trembles in the aftermathâcore still spasming with the aftershocks of overstimulation. your breathingâs loud in your ears, shallow and quick, like a heartbeat trying to flee.
you canât look at him.
âiâiâm sorry,â you whisper, voice barely air. âi didnât mean toâI donât know what happened, i didnât meanââ
he says nothing.
you force yourself to peek. your eyes drop to his face, expecting disgust. expecting mockery. expecting a raised brow, a smirk, anything to cut the unbearable silenceâ
but sukuna doesnât even blink.
heâs staring down at the towel. at your thighs. at the mess soaking into his arm.
his jaw is tight. his shoulders stiff. expression unreadableâbut not amused. not cruel. itâs something else. something colder. more measured. like heâs processing something private and ancient behind his eyes. something dangerous.
he peels his glove off slowly, one finger at a time. flicks it aside with the kind of precision that says heâs choosing not to react.
then, finally, his gaze lifts to yours.
and the weight of it makes your chest cave in.
âdonât apologize,â he says. his voice is deeper now. hoarser. like it scraped through gravel to get out of his throat. âyou didnât do anything wrong.â
you stare at him. your lips part, but thereâs no breath left to speak.
he leans forwardânot enough to touch. just enough for his presence to drown you. you can feel the heat of him across your chest. smell the ink and latex and the salt of your own body between you. but he doesnât close the distance. he doesnât kiss you. he doesnât touch your face. he doesnât do anything sweet.
instead, he speaks like a warning. like a truth heâs carved into skin before.
âbut next time,â he murmurs, eyes dragging slowly down to the soaked towel, to your ruined panties, to the table beneath you still slick with your release, âdonât hide it.â
then he pulls away. glove snaps back on. the machine crackles to life again.
he doesnât ask if youâre okay.
doesnât ask if you want to stop.
he just⌠keeps working.
but nowâhis hand rests heavier. his movements slower. the buzz of the machine more deliberate. and this time? when his arm brushes over your cunt again? itâs not an accident.
SYNOPSIS: You died centuries ago and Sukuna never forgot. When he finds you reincarnated in the modern era, he knows immediately. Unfortunately for him, you think heâs a creep.
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The Heian era was a time of blood and gold.
Sorcerers carved their names into history with blades and curses, while lords and emperors hid behind paper screens and whispered prayers. In the shadow of those fragile thrones walked Ryomen Sukuna. With four arms, four eyes, tattoos like black flames across his skin, and a second mouth that laughed at every scream it tasted.
They called him the King of Curses. Calamity.
Everything except what he truly was to you.
Yours.
You were no trembling village girl offered as tribute. Your name already carried weight among the clans. Starfire chains, your inherited technique, could bind even the strongest cursed spirits, wrapping them in burning light until they shattered like glass. Clans had tried to marry you off for alliances. You had burned every proposal scroll in front of their envoys.
Then came the day the great Ryomen Sukuna arrived at the borders of your clanâs territory, not to conquer, but to see the sorcerer who had single-handedly sealed a special-grade curse that had been terrorizing three provinces.
You met him in the open courtyard under a blood-red sunset.
He towered over every warrior present. Two arms crossed over his broad chest, the other two resting lazily on the hilts of his cleavers. His lower eyes watched the trembling guards while the upper pair fixed solely on you. The mouth on his abdomen grinned with too many teeth.
You walked forward without hesitation, bare feet silent on the stone, your crimson robes whispering against the ground. Your hair was long then, falling to your waist in loose waves, adorned with a simple gold circlet that caught the dying light.
Sukunaâs voice rolled like distant thunder. âSo this is the little star who thinks she can chain what I would devour.â
You stopped only a few paces away and looked up at all four eyes, all that raw power without flinching.
âI donât think,â you answered, voice clear and steady. âI do. And I choose who I stand beside.â
A low chuckle escaped both mouths. The guards around you shifted, hands tightening on weapons they knew would be useless.
Sukuna leaned down slightly, one massive hand reaching out. Clawed fingers stopped just short of your chin, as if testing whether you would retreat.
You didnât.
Instead, you stepped into his reach and tilted your head so his fingertips brushed your jaw.
âI choose you, Ryomen Sukuna,â you said softly, but loud enough for every witness to hear. âNot because the world fears you. Because I donât. Because something in you looks⌠bored. And I want to see what happens when youâre not.â
Silence fell across the courtyard like a blade.
Then Sukuna laughed. A full, rolling sound that vibrated through the air and made several lesser sorcerers drop to their knees. He straightened, but his hand did not leave your face. Instead, his thumb traced your lower lip with surprising care.
âBold,â he murmured. âFoolish. Intriguing.â His lower eyes narrowed with dark amusement. âVery well, little star. Come with me. Weâll see how long that fire lasts before it burns out.â
You smiled. âIt wonât.â
That night you left your clanâs compound without looking back. No forced marriage, no chains, no fear. You walked beside him willingly, your hand resting lightly on one of his lower arms as if it were the most natural thing in the world.
The first time he took you to his domain. A ruined temple he had claimed as his own, the air tasted of incense and old blood. He watched you explore the halls with four unblinking eyes.
You stopped in front of the great throne of carved bone and gold, then turned to face him.
âEveryone says you destroy everything you touch,â you said quietly.
Sukunaâs grin was sharp. âTheyâre usually right.â
You crossed the distance between you, robes sliding from your shoulders until they pooled at your feet. Naked, unafraid, you looked up at the King of Curses and traced the black markings that ran across his chest with gentle fingers.
âThen touch me,â you whispered. âAnd letâs see what happens.â
Four hands descended on you at once.
Two pinned your wrists above your head against the cold stone wall. One gripped your hip hard enough to bruise. The last cupped the back of your neck, tilting your head so he could claim your mouth in a kiss that tasted of smoke and iron and something dangerously close to hunger.
He was not gentle. Sukuna had never needed to be.
He lifted you effortlessly, your legs wrapping around his waist as he pressed you against the wall. The mouth on his stomach opened, teeth grazing your collarbone while his main mouth bit down on your shoulder, drawing a sharp gasp from you.
âYouâre smaller than you look when youâre burning things,â he growled against your skin, voice rough with want. One of his hands slid between your thighs, fingers teasing until you were trembling. âBut you feel just as fierce.â
When he finally pushed inside youâthick, hot, unrelentingâyou moaned his name like a challenge. He fucked you against the wall with deep, powerful strokes, four arms holding you exactly where he wanted you, the second mouth licking and sucking at your breasts until you cried out.
You came hard, nails raking down his back, starfire flickering at your fingertips and leaving faint glowing marks on his skin that healed almost instantly.
Sukuna followed with a low groan that vibrated through both his mouths, spilling deep inside you as if marking territory no one else would ever claim.
Afterward, he did not let you go.
He carried you to the furs piled near his throne and laid you down, surprisingly careful. Two arms wrapped around you, the other two resting possessively over your waist and thigh. For the first time anyone had ever seen, the King of Curses looked⌠at ease.
You traced the tattoos on his chest with lazy fingers.
âI told you,â you murmured sleepily. âMy fire doesnât burn out.â
Sukunaâs lower eyes closed. The upper pair watched you with something dangerously close to fondness.
âWeâll see, little queen,â he rumbled. âWeâll see.â
Outside the temple, the world already whispered in fear.
The monster had taken a bride.
And she had chosen him back.
The months that followed your choice blurred into a rhythm of violence and intimacy that no one else in the Heian world could have understood.
You rode beside Sukuna on campaigns that turned rivers red. While lesser sorcerers hid behind barriers and chanted protective sutras, you stood at his right hand on the battlefield. Your starfire chains lashed out alongside his cleavers, binding groups of enemies so he could carve through them with leisurely precision. He never ordered you to stay back. He never treated you like fragile porcelain.
Instead, he watched you fight with open amusement and something darkerâpride.
One particular skirmish against a coalition of rival clans remains burned into your memory.
The valley was narrow, hemmed in by steep cliffs. Three hundred warriors and sorcerers had gathered under a false banner of ârighteous purification,â thinking numbers and a hastily constructed anti-domain barrier would be enough. Sukuna had laughed when the scouts reported it.
Now the air reeked of smoke and opened bodies.
Sukuna stood at the center of the carnage in his full glory. Four arms moving like separate instruments of death. Two cleavers sang through armor and bone. One hand summoned slashes of cursed energy that bisected men mid-scream. The fourth hand occasionally flicked away arrows as if they were annoying insects.
You fought at his flank, crimson robes stained darker with blood that was not yours. Your chains of starfire whipped through the air, glowing white-hot. They wrapped around a cluster of archers, tightening until their bows snapped and their screams cut short as the flames consumed them from the inside.
A spearman broke through the chaos and lunged at your unprotected side.
Before you could react, one of Sukunaâs lower arms shot out, massive hand closing around the manâs head like a vice. With casual strength he crushed the skull and tossed the body aside.
âCareful, little star,â Sukuna called over the din, voice carrying easily. âIâd hate to have to replace you so soon.â
You laughed, it was bright and unafraid. Sending a chain lashing toward a sorcerer who was trying to weave a binding vow. âThen stop talking and keep up, my king.â
His answering grin was feral.
When the last enemy fell, the valley had become a slaughter yard. Crows already circled overhead. Sukuna wiped blood from his cleavers on a fallen banner and turned to you.
You were breathing hard, hair wild, a shallow cut across your forearm already clotting. Without hesitation you stepped over corpses until you stood directly in front of him. Two of his hands settled on your waist, lifting you effortlessly onto a broken stone pillar so you were closer to eye level.
âYou enjoyed that,â he observed, lower eyes half-lidded.
âI enjoyed watching you,â you corrected. Your fingers rose, tracing the black markings that ran down the side of his face. The touch was gentle, familiar. No one else alive would have dared. âYou move like the world is too slow for you.â
Sukunaâs main mouth curved. The stomach mouth opened slightly, teeth glinting. âEverything is too slow except you.â
He leaned in and kissed you right there among the dead. Deep, claiming, tasting of iron and victory. One hand tangled in your hair, tilting your head back. Another slid beneath your robes to rest possessively against the bare skin of your lower back. The kiss was not soft. It never was. It was heat and teeth and the promise that whatever came next, you would face it together.
When he pulled back, his forehead rested against yours for a moment. Four eyes closed, a rare moment of stillness.
That night you returned to the ruined temple he had claimed as his seat of power.
The great hall was lit only by braziers and moonlight filtering through cracks in the ancient roof. Sukuna dismissed his few remaining followers with a lazy wave. The moment the heavy doors closed, the air between you shifted.
You barely had time to loosen your blood-stained robes before four hands were on you again.
He lifted you onto the wide stone altar that served as his makeshift throne platform. Your back met cool rock as he loomed over you, tattoos stark in the firelight.
âStrip,â he ordered, voice low and rough.
You obeyed slowly, deliberately, enjoying the way all four eyes tracked every inch of revealed skin. When you were bare beneath him, he pausedâjust watching.
âYouâre the only thing Iâve ever wanted to keep,â he said quietly. It was as close to a confession as the King of Curses ever came.
Then he descended.
Two hands pinned your wrists above your head. One large palm spread your thighs wide. The fourth hand traced lazy circles on your stomach, claws lightly scraping. His main mouth claimed yours again while the mouth on his abdomen moved lower, hot breath ghosting over your inner thigh before the tongue. Longer and more dexterous than any humanâs, licked a slow stripe up your center.
You arched with a sharp cry.
Sukuna chuckled against your lips. âStill so responsive. Even after painting a valley red.â
He didnât tease for long. The second mouth latched onto your clit, sucking and licking with relentless focus while two thick fingers pushed inside you, curling just right. The stretch burned beautifully. You moaned his name like a prayer and a challenge at the same time.
When you were trembling on the edge, he withdrew.
You whined in protest.
He positioned himself between your spread legs, the thick head of his cock nudging your entrance. In this form he was largeâalmost too muchâbut your body remembered him, opened for him.
He sank in with one slow, powerful thrust, bottoming out as you gasped.
âFuckâRyomenââ
âThatâs it,â he growled, voice layered. âSay my name while I remind you who you belong to.â
He set a brutal pace. Deep, punishing strokes that rocked your entire body. The altar creaked beneath you. Four hands held you open and pinned, allowing no escape, no mercy. The stomach mouth continued its work, licking at your breasts, teeth grazing nipples until they ached.
You came first. Hard, vision whiting out, starfire flickering uncontrollably at your fingertips and leaving glowing trails across his shoulders that faded slowly.
Sukuna followed with a low, guttural sound, hips stuttering as he spilled deep inside you, marking you from the inside out.
Afterward he did not pull away immediately. He stayed buried within you, arms wrapping around your smaller frame, holding you against his chest as if you were something infinitely precious.
You traced idle patterns on his skin, fingers following the black tattoos you knew by heart.
âThey will come for me one day,â you whispered into the quiet. It was not fear but simply fact. âBecause they cannot kill you directly.â
Sukunaâs grip tightened fractionally. âLet them try. I will burn the world before I let them take you.â
You pressed a kiss to the mouth on his stomach. It nipped your lip gently in response.
âI know,â you said. âBut if they ever succeed⌠remember this. Remember how I chose you. How I looked at you without fear.â
He was silent for a long moment.
Then, so quietly you almost missed it: âI will not forget.â
The fire in the braziers crackled. Outside, the night wind carried distant screams. Remnants of the dayâs work.
Inside the temple, the King of Curses held his queen close, four arms a cage no enemy had yet breached.
But the world was already whispering.
They could not defeat the monster.
So they would target the one thing he refused to lose.
Winter came early that year, cloaking the Heian provinces in frost and silence. The ruined temple you shared with Sukuna felt warmer for it. Braziers burned hotter, furs piled thicker, and the air carried the constant scent of incense mixed with the faint metallic tang of recent blood.
Your days settled into a dangerous rhythm of power and peace.
Mornings often began with strategy. Sukuna would lounge on his throne of bone and gold while you sat cross-legged on the wide stone steps below him, maps of rival territories spread across your lap. Your starfire technique allowed you to sense cursed energy signatures from miles away, so you marked weak points with glowing embers that hovered in the air like tiny stars.
Sukuna listened.
That alone was a miracle. Generals who had served him for decades were cut down for speaking out of turn. You spoke freely, challenging his plans, suggesting subtler approaches when brute force would waste energy.
âYou could take the eastern pass without leveling the entire village,â you said one frost-bitten morning, pointing at the map. âLeave the survivors to spread stories. Fear is a better weapon than ash sometimes.â
One of his upper eyes narrowed in amusement. The lower pair watched you with lazy heat. âSince when did my queen become merciful?â
âNot merciful,â you corrected, rising to your feet and stepping between his spread thighs. Two of his hands automatically settled on your hips, claws pricking lightly through your robes. âStrategic. Dead men tell no tales. Terrified men tell exaggerated ones.â
He chuckled, the sound vibrating through his chest and the mouth on his stomach. âYouâre getting dangerous, little star.â
You leaned in, brushing your lips against the black marking on his cheek. âGood. You were getting bored.â
That evening he rewarded your cleverness in the way he knew best.
The templeâs inner sanctum was lit only by moonlight and a single brazier. Sukuna had you on your knees on the thick furs, your upper body draped over a low wooden bench. Your wrists were bound behind your back with one of his spare sashes â not because you couldnât escape, but because you both enjoyed the illusion of restraint.
He knelt behind you, four hands mapping every inch of your bare skin.
Two palms smoothed up your spine, pressing you down. One hand gripped your hip, holding you steady. The last traced slow circles over the curve of your ass before delivering a sharp, stinging slap that made you gasp.
âStill so responsive,â he murmured, voice rough with approval. âEven when you play at politics all day.â
His fingers slid between your thighs, finding you already wet. He teased your entrance with two thick digits, pumping slowly while the mouth on his abdomen licked a hot stripe up your spine.
You moaned, pushing back against his hand. âRyomen⌠stop teasing.â
He laughed darkly. âYou forget who gives the orders here.â
But he obeyed anyway, because it was you.
He replaced his fingers with the thick head of his cock, pushing in with one long, relentless thrust until he was seated to the hilt. The stretch was perfect, bordering on too much, and you cried out in pleasure-pain.
Sukuna set a punishing rhythm, hips snapping forward, the sound of skin meeting skin echoing off the stone walls. Every thrust drove you harder against the bench. His lower hands kept your hips angled exactly how he wanted, while his upper hands reached forward to cup your breasts, rolling your nipples between clawed fingers.
The second mouth joined in, its tongue flicking teasingly over the sensitive skin of your neck and shoulders, occasionally biting down just hard enough to leave marks that would linger for days.
You came first. Walls clenching around him as starfire flickered uncontrollably at your fingertips, leaving faint glowing patterns on the furs beneath you.
Sukuna followed with a low growl that shook the air, burying himself deep as he spilled inside you, hot and endless.
Afterward he untied your wrists and pulled you into his lap, four arms wrapping around you like a living cage. You rested your head against his chest, listening to the steady, inhuman rhythm of his heartbeat.
âI love you,â you whispered into the quiet. It was the first time you had said the words so plainly.
Sukuna was silent for a long moment. Then one hand stroked through your hair with surprising gentleness.
âYou are the only creature I have ever allowed to speak those words and live,â he said finally. âThat should be answer enough.â
You smiled against his skin and traced the tattoos over his heart. âIt is.â
But peace never lasted long in the Heian era.
The first whispers reached you during a rare journey to a neutral hot spring valley. A place even rival clans respected as temporary ground for negotiation.
You and Sukuna traveled with only a small escort of his most loyal (and terrified) followers. The springs were steaming under a clear winter sky, the water rich with minerals that soothed cursed energy fatigue.
That night, while Sukuna soaked in the largest pool with three arms draped lazily over the rocks, you lingered at the edge, letting the heat seep into your muscles.
A young sorcerer from a minor clan approached under the guise of offering scented oils. His hands shook as he bowed.
âMy lady,â he whispered when Sukunaâs eyes were half-closed in apparent relaxation. âThere are those who fear what you have become. A queen to the King of Curses⌠it upsets the balance. Some speak of⌠removing the attachment. For the good of all sorcerers.â
You turned your head slowly, eyes sharp. âAnd you bring this message to me?â
The boy swallowed. âAs a warning. Leave him. Return to your clan. Or they will make you leave.â
Before you could respond, Sukunaâs voice cut through the steam like a blade.
âBold of you to threaten my queen in my presence, insect.â
Four eyes opened fully. In an instant the boy was lifted into the air by an invisible slash of cursed energy, dangling helplessly.
You placed a hand on Sukunaâs arm, the one closest to you. âLet him go. Heâs just a messenger.â
Sukunaâs jaw tightened, but he released the boy, who scrambled away into the darkness, sobbing.
You turned back to Sukuna, water lapping at your waist. âTheyâre starting to realize they canât kill you directly.â
He reached out with two hands, pulling you through the water until you straddled his lap. The other two arms wrapped around your back, holding you flush against his chest.
âLet them plot,â he growled against your throat. âThey will die screaming for their arrogance.â
You kissed him softly, tasting mineral water and restrained violence. âIâm not afraid. But promise me something.â
âAnything.â
âIf they ever come for me⌠donât hesitate because of me. Burn them all.â
Sukunaâs grip tightened possessively. âI would burn the heavens themselves before I let them take you from me.â
You believed him.
But the whispers grew louder in the following weeks.
Messengers arrived with false offers of alliance. Minor clans sent gifts wrapped in protective charms. Once, during a solo scouting mission you insisted on taking alone, you found a letter nailed to a tree with a cursed dagger:
âThe monsterâs weakness must be excised. For the sake of the world, the star must fall.â
You burned the letter to ash and said nothing to Sukuna when you returned.
He noticed anyway.
One night, as you lay tangled together on the furs. Your body still humming from the way he had taken you twice, slow and deep, whispering filthy praise against your skin. Sukuna traced the gold circlet in your hair with one claw.
âYouâre hiding something,â he said quietly. It wasnât a question.
You sighed, pressing closer to his warmth. âTheyâre planning something. Targeting me to hurt you. But I can handle it. Iâm not fragile, Ryomen.â
His four arms tightened around you. âYou are the only thing I refuse to lose. If they touch youâŚâ
You silenced him with a kiss, then guided one of his hands between your thighs again, distracting him the best way you knew how.
âI know,â you whispered as he rolled you beneath him once more. âNow remind me who I belong to.â
He did. Thoroughly, possessively, until the only sounds in the temple were your shared moans and the crackle of dying braziers.
But in the quiet hours before dawn, when Sukunaâs eyes finally closed in rare rest, you lay awake staring at the ceiling.
You understood the danger.
They couldnât defeat the King of Curses in open battle.
So they would try to break his heart.
And you had already decided: if it came to that, you would make sure they paid for every second of his pain.
Spring thawed the frost, but the whispers did not melt away. They grew sharper, more coordinated, like blades being honed in secret forges across the provinces.
You felt the shift in the cursed energy of the land itself. Subtle tremors in the web of power that connected every sorcerer and spirit in the Heian era. Your starfire technique made you sensitive to such things; faint resonances of binding vows being woven in hidden mountain shrines, alliances forming between clans that had once been bitter enemies.
Sukuna noticed your distraction during a quiet afternoon in the temple courtyard. Cherry blossomsâsomehow surviving in the shadow of his domainâdrifted lazily on the breeze. He lounged against a pillar, two arms folded behind his head, the other two idly spinning one of his cleavers like a childâs toy. The mouth on his stomach hummed an old, bloody war chant.
âYouâre thinking too loudly, little star,â he rumbled without opening his eyes. âSpeak it before I get bored and make you.â
You sat on the edge of the stone fountain, trailing your fingers through the cool water. Droplets glowed faintly where your cursed energy brushed them. âTheyâre getting bolder. Not attacking you outright, they know better. But messages keep coming. âTemporary truces.â âShared threats from rogue curses.â All of them mention me by name. âThe Star Queen must mediate.â âOnly she can seal the threat without escalation.ââ
Sukunaâs cleaver stopped spinning. All four eyes opened, fixing on you with predatory focus. âLet them send their pretty lies. Iâll decorate the temple steps with their spines.â
You smiled, but it didnât reach your eyes. âIf I ignore them, theyâll claim Iâm hiding behind you. Weakening your image. If I goâŚâ You let the thought hang.
He sat up slowly, massive frame casting a long shadow over you. One lower hand reached out, claws gentle as they tilted your chin up. âYou will not go alone.â
âI know,â you said softly, leaning into his touch. âBut rushing in with full force gives them the excuse they want. Proof that the King of Curses cannot be negotiated with. That his queen is just a leash.â
Sukunaâs jaw tightened. The stomach mouth snarled silently. âSince when do we care about their excuses?â
âSince they started targeting the one thing that makes you hesitate,â you answered, voice steady. You rose and stepped between his spread legs, placing both hands on his broad chest, tracing the familiar black tattoos with your thumbs. âIâm not fragile, Ryomen. My chains can bind armies. And I have you. But let me play their game for a little while. Gather information. Make them reveal their hands.â
He stared down at you for a long moment. Four crimson eyes searching your face as if memorizing every detail. Then, with a low growl, he pulled you flush against him. Two arms wrapped around your waist. The other two cupped your face.
âYou test my patience more than any enemy ever has,â he muttered against your lips. âIf anything feels wrong, anything, you burn the entire negotiation site to glass and return to me.â
âI promise,â you whispered.
âBe careful,â he said, so softly it almost didnât sound like him. âThe world can burn. But not you.â
You kissed the corner of his mouth, then the marking beneath his lower eye. âIâll come back to you. I always do.â
The next morning, the false alliance message arrived via a trembling envoy from the Fujiwara-adjacent clans.
A rogue special-grade curse has manifested near the northern border, threatening trade routes vital to multiple provinces. Only the Star Queenâs unique sealing technique can contain it without unnecessary bloodshed. We request your mediation under a flag of temporary truce. No weapons. No armies. Neutral ground at the Valley of White Mist.
You read the scroll aloud to Sukuna, who listened with a bored expression that didnât hide the murderous glint in all four eyes.
âItâs a trap,â he stated flatly.
âObviously,â you agreed, rolling the scroll. âBut if I refuse, they paint me as the tyrantâs consort who dooms innocents. If I go with force, they scream that Sukuna cannot control his queen. Let me go. Take a small escort if it eases you. Iâll assess their strength, then return.â
He didnât like it. The air grew heavy with his cursed energy, shrine-like pressure making the braziers flicker.
But he trusted you, the only person alive he truly did.
âTake my cleaver,â he said finally, pressing the smaller of his two into your hands. âAnd this.â He removed the thin gold circlet from your hair, kissed it once, then placed it back. âCome back wearing it. Or I will paint the valley red searching for you.â
You smiled, rising on your toes to kiss him deeply. âI will. Wait for me, my king.â
As you rode out with a handful of his most loyal (and disposable) followers, Sukuna stood at the temple gates, four arms crossed, watching until you disappeared over the horizon.
The Valley of White Mist waited.
And somewhere in the shadows, a hundred sorcerers bound by a desperate collective vow sharpened their techniques, ready to excise the King of Cursesâ only weakness.
The journey to the Valley of White Mist took three days on horseback. You rode at the head of the small escort Sukuna had grudgingly allowed. Six of his most hardened retainers, men who had survived enough battles to know when silence was wiser than questions. They kept their distance, eyes darting nervously between the road and the gold circlet still gleaming in your hair.
You felt the shift in cursed energy long before the valley came into view. The air grew thick, heavier, like breathing through wet silk. Your starfire technique hummed beneath your skin in warning, the chains coiled invisibly around your wrists and ankles ready to manifest at a thought. The cleaver Sukuna had given you rested at your hip, its weight a comforting reminder of him.
The valley itself was deceptively beautiful. Thick white mist rolled between ancient cedar trees, glowing faintly under a pale spring sun. A wide clearing had been prepared in the center. Flat ground ringed by stone lanterns that flickered with unnatural blue flame. Representatives from three minor clans and one major Fujiwara offshoot waited there, dressed in formal robes, faces carefully blank.
No obvious weapons. No large army in sight.
You dismounted, crimson robes brushing the dew-wet grass. Your escort stayed mounted behind you, hands hovering near their blades.
The lead negotiator, an older sorcerer with a neatly trimmed beard and eyes that betrayed nothing, bowed low.
âLady Star Queen,â he intoned. âWe are grateful you answered our plea. The rogue curse has grown stronger than anticipated. Your unique binding technique is our only hope for a bloodless resolution.â
You studied him calmly, letting your senses expand. Beneath the polite words, the cursed energy in the valley pulsed like a living thing. Layered, synchronized, bound by a complex vow. Not one curse. Many.
âI see,â you said, voice even. âShow me the curse, then. Quickly. My king grows impatient when I am away too long.â
They led you deeper into the mist.
The trap sprang the moment the trees closed behind your escort.
White light erupted from the ground in perfect geometric patterns. A massive collective domain, not quite a full expansion but something worse: a binding cage amplified by a hundred linked sorcerers hidden in the treeline and behind illusion barriers. The mist thickened into opaque walls. Your escortâs screams were cut short as slashes of cursed energy tore through them like paper.
You reacted instantly.
Starfire chains exploded outward in a blazing lattice, burning through the nearest bindings and shattering three stone lanterns. The air filled with the scent of scorched cedar and blood. You moved like you had on a hundred battlefields beside Sukunaâgraceful, ruthless, unafraid.
But they had planned for you.
Dozens of sorcerers emerged from the mist, their techniques synchronized into a single overwhelming assault. Binding chains of their ownâweaker than yours but multipliedâwrapped around your limbs. Anti-domain stakes drove into the ground, suppressing your output. Spears of condensed cursed energy pierced your side, your shoulder, your thigh.
You didnât scream.
You laughed instead, low and bitter, as blood soaked the front of your crimson robes.
âSo this is it,â you said, voice steady despite the pain. Your chains still lashed out, snapping necks and burning limbs, but they kept coming. âThey cannot kill him, so they kill what he loves. Pathetic.â
A particularly strong binding vow slammed into your chest, cracking ribs. You staggered but stayed on your feet, cleaver in hand, slashing through two attackers in one fluid motion. Sukunaâs weapon sang with his residual cursed energy, cutting deeper than any ordinary blade.
Yet the numbers were too great. The cage too tight.
You realized too late how perfectly they had timed it. Far enough from the temple that even Sukunaâs speed might not save you in time, close enough that he would feel every second through the bond of cursed energy that had grown between you over the months.
âTheyâre trying to break him,â you whispered to yourself as another spear grazed your cheek, drawing a hot line of blood. Your vision blurred at the edges, but your hands never stopped moving. Starfire flared brighter, desperate. âFools. He will burn the world for this.â
The final blow came from behind. A cursed technique designed to pierce the core, not kill instantly but ensure a slow, agonizing death. It drove through your back and out your chest, just missing your heart but shredding everything vital around it.
You dropped to your knees in the blood-soaked grass.
The mist began to thin as the sorcerers stepped closer, faces triumphant and terrified at once.
You lifted your head, gold circlet still somehow intact, now stained crimson. Your breathing came in shallow, wet gasps, but your eyes glowed bright with starfire even now held no panic. No begging.
Only calm understanding.
In the distance, the sky tore open.
Black shrine gates manifested like jagged teeth against the clouds. Malevolent energy rolled across the valley like a tidal wave. Sukuna had arrived.
He landed in the center of the clearing with earth-shaking force, four arms already in motion. Cleavers flashed. Dismantle and Cleave shredded the air itself. The collective domain shattered like glass under the weight of his true domain expansion, Malevolent Shrine, painting the sky red and black.
But it was too late for the trap.
It was too late for you.
Sukunaâs lower eyes found you instantly. The upper pair widened fractionally. The closest thing to shock the King of Curses had shown in centuries.
He crossed the distance in two strides, dropping to one knee beside you. Two massive hands cradled your face with a gentleness that would have stunned anyone watching. One pressed desperately over the gaping wound in your chest, trying to stem the blood that wouldnât stop. The fourth gripped your hand so tightly your bones creaked.
The remaining sorcerers tried to flee. They didnât get far. Invisible slashes turned them into red mist before they could take three steps.
You looked up at him. Four crimson eyes, tattoos stark against his skin, the face you had chosen without fear, and smiled through bloodied lips.
âRyomenâŚâ Your voice was barely a whisper, but it carried. Your free hand rose, trembling, to trace the black markings beneath his lower eyes exactly as you always had. The touch was weak but sure. âEven now⌠you came.â
He snarled, but the sound cracked. âYou promised you would return. You lied to me, little star.â
A wet, broken laugh escaped you. âIâm sorry⌠but they needed to learn. They thought⌠taking me would break you.â Your fingers slid down to rest over the mouth on his stomach. It opened, teeth gentle against your palm for the first time. âDonât let them win that way. Remember how I looked at you. How I chose you. Not out of fear⌠but because you were worth choosing.â
Blood trickled from the corner of your mouth. Your starfire flickered once, twice, then began to fade.
âI would find you again,â you breathed, eyes locking with all four of his. âIn any life. Any form. My king⌠my equal⌠I loââ
The light left your eyes.
Your hand slipped from his face and fell limp into the grass.
For one endless second, the valley was silent except for the distant crackle of dying flames.
Then Sukuna roared.
It was not grief in any human sense. It was annihilation given voice.
Malevolent Shrine expanded to its full radius. Shrine gates manifested in endless rows. Every surviving sorcerer in the valley. Every hidden ally, every coward who had planned this was torn apart at the atomic level. The trees turned to ash. The mist evaporated in screams of steam. The ground itself cracked and blackened as if the earth were bleeding.
He destroyed everything.
When the rage finally ebbed into something colder, sharper, Sukuna remained kneeling in the crater that had once been a valley. The gold circlet, somehow untouched amid the devastation, lay beside your body. He picked it up with one bloodied hand, then carefully removed it from your hair and wrapped it around the hilt of his cleaver, tying it with a strip of your torn robe.
He lifted your body with all four arms, cradling you against his chest as if you weighed nothing.
The King of Curses walked back toward his temple alone, leaving nothing but silence and ruin behind him.
For the first time in his long, bloody existence, Ryomen Sukuna carried something he could not conquer.
Something he could not get back.
Centuries passed like ash on the wind.
The Heian era crumbled into legend. Sorcerers rose and fell. Curses evolved. The world forgot the exact shape of the King of Cursesâ wrath, but the scars remained. Craters where mountains once stood, blood-soaked soil that still refused to grow anything pure.
Ryomen Sukuna endured.
He sealed himself away in pieces, scattered across fingers and artifacts, waiting. Plotting. Remembering.
He kept the gold circlet wrapped around the hilt of his favored cleaver. Sometimes, in the long stretches of boredom between hosts, he would run a clawed thumb over the thin band of metal and feel the faint echo of starfire still clinging to it. Your final words haunted the empty spaces inside him.
âI would find you again⌠In any life. Any form.â
He never spoke them aloud. But they anchored him the way nothing else ever had.
A relatively new graduate from Jujutsu Techâs hidden curriculum, assigned to the Tokyo branch under Gojo Satoruâs loose supervision. Your cursed energy was unusually potent for someone so young: bright, burning, instinctive. Instructors called it âstarfire-adjacentâ in hushed tones when they thought you couldnât hear. You had no memories of the Heian era. No recollection of four arms, black tattoos, or the taste of blood and incense on your tongue.
Yet some things refused to stay buried.
You never flinched in the face of special-grade curses. When others hesitated, you stepped forward as if you belonged at the front lineâbeside power, not behind it. You fought with a quiet fearlessness that made veterans raise eyebrows. And sometimes, late at night in your small apartment in Shinjuku, you would catch yourself tracing invisible patterns on your own armsâblack, looping marks that werenât there.
Dreams came more frequently now.
Blood-soaked valleys. Gold catching moonlight. A deep, layered voice calling you âlittle star.â Four crimson eyes watching you with something between hunger and devotion. You always woke with your heart pounding and a strange ache low in your belly, as if your body remembered pleasure your mind had forgotten.
You chalked it up to stress.
Todayâs mission was routine on paper: investigate a localized curse outbreak in an abandoned subway station beneath Shibuya. Grade 1 at worst. You were paired with a second-year student who kept glancing at you nervously.
âStay behind me,â he muttered as you descended the stairs, flashlights cutting through the dark.
You ignored him and moved ahead, chains of glowing starfire already flickering at your fingertips. Your technique had manifested as luminescent binding links that could seal or burn on command. The cursed spirit that lunged at you was fast, but you were faster. One chain whipped out, wrapping its torso and igniting. It shrieked and dissolved into black smoke.
âShow-off,â the student grumbled.
You smirked. âJust efficient.â
The platform was quiet after that. Too quiet.
Then the air changed.
A heavy, ancient cursed energy rolled through the tunnels like smoke from a distant fire. It tasted of iron and old incense. Your pulse quickened for reasons you couldnât name.
A figure stepped out of the shadows at the far end of the platform.
Pink hair. Dark tattoos crawling across his face, neck, and bare arms. He wore a casual hoodie and pants that looked borrowed, but the energy radiating off him belonged to something far older than any teenager. Two eyes glowed with lazy malice, but you swore⌠for a split second, you saw the flicker of two more.
He stopped a few meters away, head tilted, studying you like a puzzle he already knew the answer to.
You raised your chains instinctively, glowing bright. âIdentify yourself. Now.â
The boyâno, the thing inside the boyâgrinned. It was too sharp, too knowing.
âYouâve gotten smaller,â he said, voice low and rough, carrying an echo that vibrated through your bones. âAnd your hairâs shorter. I liked it longer. Easier to wrap around my fist.â
Your stomach dropped. The words sounded insane, yet they landed somewhere deep inside you, stirring half-remembered heat.
âWho the hell are you?â you demanded, stepping forward despite your partnerâs frantic tugging at your sleeve.
He took one step closer, hands in his pockets, utterly unbothered by the glowing chains pointed at his chest. âYou used to look at me without fear. Still do, apparently. Good. Some things donât change.â
Your partner summoned a weak technique and tried to step between you. âBack off, curse userââ
The pink-haired stranger flicked two fingers. The student flew backward into the wall, unconscious but alive.
Now it was just the two of you under flickering fluorescent lights.
He studied your face again, all fourâno, twoâeyes narrowing with something dangerously close to fondness. âStill burning bright, little star. Even if you donât remember why.â
The nickname hit like a physical blow.
Little star.
Your chains faltered for half a second. Memories that werenât memories flashed. Strong hands on your hips, a second mouth dragging across your skin, the sound of your own voice moaning a name you couldnât quite recall.
You shook it off and strengthened your stance. âI donât know you. And if you donât stop talking like a delusional creep, Iâll seal you right here.â
His grin widened. âYou always did threaten me when you were flustered.â
He vanished in a swirl of red mist before you could strike, leaving only the faint scent of blood and incense behind.
Your partner groaned as he came to. âWhat⌠what was that?â
You stared at the empty platform, heart hammering. âI have no idea.â
But your body remembered.
And somewhere deep inside the pink-haired vessel, Ryomen Sukuna leaned back in his makeshift throne of consciousness and laughedâlow, dark, and triumphant.
The queen had returned.
She just didnât know it yet.
That night you barely slept.
The dreams were clearer than ever.
A ruined temple. Braziers casting golden light on black tattoos. Four arms holding you close after battle, after pleasure, after everything. A voice rumbling against your ear: âYou are the only thing in this rotting world I donât get bored of.â
You woke gasping, skin flushed, thighs pressed together against an ache you couldnât explain.
In the mirror, you traced the faint, phantom lines on your arms again.
And for the first time, you whispered to your reflection:
âWho are you⌠and why do I miss you?â
The encounters didnât stop.
If anything, they escalated.
Over the next two weeks, the pink-haired curse userâwho still hadnât given you a proper nameâbecame a walking, talking migraine wrapped in tattoos and smug arrogance.
First incident: the convenience store at 2 a.m.
You had dragged yourself there after a long night exorcising low-grade curses near Roppongi. Your hair was messy, your jacket smelled like burnt curse residue, and all you wanted was strawberry milk and something fried. You were reaching for the last onigiri when a familiar voice spoke right behind your ear.
âStill eating like youâre about to march into battle. Some habits never die.â
You spun around so fast the milk carton nearly slipped from your hand.
He was leaning against the ramune fridge, arms crossed. The tattoos stood out stark under the fluorescent lights. Two eyes watched you with lazy amusement, but you swore you could feel the weight of two more.
âYou again,â you hissed, keeping your voice low so the sleepy cashier wouldnât call security. âWhat is your problem? Personal space exists for a reason.â
He tilted his head, grin widening. âYou used to let me closer than this. Much closer. Naked, usually.â
Your face burned. A customer two aisles over dropped their basket.
âCreep,â you snapped, slamming the onigiri into your basket. âI donât know you. I donât want to know you. Stop following me or Iâll exorcise that smug look off your face.â
He laughedâlow, rolling, far too pleased. âThere she is. That fire. You threatened me with chains the first time we met too. Ended up wrapped in them for entirely different reasons.â
You marched to the counter, paid, and left without looking back. But the entire walk home you felt eyes on your back, and the phantom scent of blood and incense lingered in the night air.
Second incident: the training grounds at Jujutsu High.
You were sparring with Maki when the air pressure shifted. A figure appeared on the rooftop overlooking the fieldâlounging against the railing like he owned the school. Pink hair ruffled by the wind. Tattoos visible even from a distance.
Maki paused mid-strike. âWho the hell is that?â
You didnât answer. You just raised your hand and sent a warning chain of starfire whipping toward the roof.
He caught it.
With one hand.
The glowing link wrapped around his wrist and he tugged playfully, as if testing its strength. âCute. But you used to bind me with a lot more enthusiasm, little star.â
Makiâs eyes narrowed. âFriend of yours?â
âAbsolutely not,â you growled.
Before you could launch a proper attack, he vanished again, leaving only a faint chuckle echoing across the field.
Third incident: your apartment balcony.
You had just stepped out of the shower, towel wrapped around you, when you sensed him. You yanked the sliding door open, starfire already blazing between your fingers.
He was sitting on the railing like it was a throne, fourâno, twoâarms resting casually. In the dim city light his tattoos looked alive.
âYouâve gotten even smaller when youâre half-naked,â he observed, eyes raking over you slowly. âI approve. Easier to carry.â
âGet the fuck off my balcony!â you shouted, launching a chain that shattered the railing inches from where he sat.
He didnât even flinch. âStill shy after all this time? You used to ride me on a stone altar while the temple burned around us. Literally.â
Your mouth opened, closed, then opened again. Heat flooded your faceâhalf embarrassment, half something dangerously warmer. âIâm calling the police.â
He actually laughed out loud, the sound rich and mocking. âThe police? Me? The King of Curses reduced to a suspicious individual? How the mighty have fallen.â
Then he disappeared in red mist, still chuckling.
You stood there dripping wet, towel slipping, heart racing for reasons that had nothing to do with fear.
The dreams got worse after that.
Every night you saw fragments: strong hands pinning you down, a second mouth dragging hot and wet across your stomach, four eyes watching you come undone with something like worship. You woke up aching, thighs slick, whispering a name you couldnât quite remember into your pillow.
By the end of the second week you were done.
You marched into the local police station with your arms crossed and determination in your eyes. The officer behind the desk looked half-asleep.
âI need to report a stalker,â you said firmly.
The officer sighed and pulled out a form. âDescription?â
âMale. Early twenties appearance. Pink hair. Face and body covered in black tattoos. Extremely rude. Keeps saying delusional shit like âyouâve gotten smallerâ and âyou used to ride me on an altar.â He appears out of nowhere like rooftops, my balcony, convenience stores. Heâs insane.â
The officer scribbled slowly. âHas he touched you?â
âNot yet. But he keeps implying he has. In detail.â
Just as the officer asked for your contact information, the station door exploded inward with a casual kick.
Every head turned.
There he stood. Pink hair, tattoos, hands in his pockets, looking deeply unimpressed with the entire metropolitan police force. The cursed energy rolling off him made the lights flicker.
The room went dead silent.
You pointed. âThatâs him!â
The pink-haired man sighed, the sound of someone who had toppled empires and was now dealing with paperwork. âReally? The police? I annihilate bloodlines and you file a formal complaint?â
One brave officer reached for his gun. âHands where I can see them!â
The man raised an eyebrow. Two extra spectral arms flickered into existence for half a secondâenough to make the entire precinct freezeâthen vanished. âSheâs my wife. Reincarnated. Itâs complicated.â He glanced at the trembling officer holding the form. âYouâre going to ignore this, right? Good. Saves me the cleanup.â
He looked straight at you, eyes softening with dark amusement. âStill fighting me at every turn. Adorable. Youâll remember eventually.â
Then he walked out as casually as he had entered, leaving the door hanging off its hinges.
The station erupted into chaos.
You stood there, face burning, fists clenched. âI am not his wife.â
But your voice shook.
And deep down, something ancient and hungry stirred at the word.
That night the dreams returned stronger than ever.
You saw yourself in crimson robes, sitting beside a four-armed king on a throne of bone. You saw four hands on your bodyâpinning, claiming, worshipping. You heard your own voice moaning âRyomenâ like a prayer.
You woke up gasping, fingers pressed between your thighs, chasing a release that felt centuries overdue.
In the darkness of your room, you whispered to the empty air:
âWho are you⌠and why does my body remember you better than my mind does?â
Miles away, Ryomen Sukuna smirked in the shared mental space.
âSoon, little star,â he murmured to no one but himself. âYouâll remember. And then Iâm dragging you back where you belong.â
The police report accomplished exactly nothing.
No one at the station wanted to touch the case after the pink-haired intruder casually kicked the door off its hinges and called you his wife in front of twenty witnesses. The report was âmisplaced.â The officers suddenly developed convenient amnesia. Even the security footage developed mysterious glitches.
You were on your own.
And he knew it.
Sukunaâs approach changed after that day. The casual, taunting appearances gave way to something more intentional. More predatory. He no longer popped up for cheap shocks. He watched. He tested. He closed the distance.
First came the rooftop again, but this time he didnât stay at a distance.
You were finishing a solo mission near an old shrine on the outskirts of Tokyo, wiping cursed energy residue from your hands, when you felt him behind you. Not the playful flare of cursed energy from before. This was heavier. Closer. Ancient.
You turned slowly.
He stood only a few feet away, pink hair tousled by the night wind, tattoos stark under the moonlight. He looked deceptively relaxed, hands in his pockets, but the aura rolling off him pressed against your skin like a physical weight.
âYou stopped running,â he observed, voice lower than usual. Rougher. It slid down your spine like warm velvet dragged over gravel.
âIâm not running,â you replied, summoning a single glowing chain that hovered between you like a warning. âIâm deciding whether to seal you or hear you out. Talk. Who are you really?â
He took one step closer. Then another. You didnât back away. Something in you refused to.
âIâve told you pieces,â he said, stopping close enough that you could smell that faint trace of blood and incense again. âYou used to sit beside me on battlefields. You used to trace these marks with your fingers while I was still inside you.â One hand lifted slowly, as if giving you time to flinch. When you didnât, he brushed a thumb along the side of your jaw. âYou used to call me yours.â
Your breath hitched. The touch sent sparks through your nerves. Not fear, but recognition. Heat bloomed low in your belly. The phantom memory of four hands holding you open flashed behind your eyes.
You slapped his hand away, but there was no real force behind it. âStop saying things like that. Itâs insane.â
âIs it?â He leaned in, voice dropping to a murmur that vibrated against your ear. âThen why does your body remember? Your pulse is racing. Your cursed energy is flaring brighter. Youâre not afraid of me. You never were.â
You swallowed hard. He was right. The fear you should have felt was absent. In its place was something far more dangerous. Curiosity, longing, a pull you couldnât name.
âBack off,â you whispered, but your chains had lowered without you realizing.
He didnât back off. Instead he stepped even closer until your back met the shrineâs wooden pillar. One hand braced beside your head. The other hovered near your waist, not quite touching.
âYouâre starting to dream again, arenât you?â he asked softly. âBlood. Gold. Me. Not this borrowed face, the real one. Four arms. Four eyes. The mouth that used to taste every inch of you.â
Your knees weakened. A vivid flash hit you: strong hands pinning your wrists, a second mouth licking a hot trail down your stomach, a deep voice growling âMineâ while you came apart beneath him.
You shoved at his chest. He didnât budge.
âI donât know what youâre talking about,â you lied, voice breathy.
He chuckled, the sound dark and intimate. âLiar. But thatâs all right. I can wait. Iâve waited a thousand years already.â
Then he was gone again, leaving you trembling against the pillar, thighs pressed together, cursed energy flickering uncontrollably around your fingers.
The dreams intensified after that night.
They were no longer fragments. They were memories wearing the skin of dreams.
You saw yourself in a ruined temple, crimson robes pooled at your feet. Four massive hands lifted you onto a stone altar. Black tattoos shifted under firelight as he moved above youâinside youâdeep, relentless thrusts that made you cry out his name. âRyomenââ The second mouth on his abdomen sucked marks into your breasts while the main one bit your shoulder hard enough to bruise. You came screaming, starfire exploding from your hands and painting his skin with temporary glowing brands.
You woke up every night gasping, sheets soaked with sweat and something far more embarrassing. Your fingers would find their way between your thighs before you could stop yourself, chasing the echo of a pleasure that felt centuries old.
Each time he got closer. Each time his voice dropped lower. Each time your resistance frayed a little more.
You stopped reporting him.
You stopped trying to exorcise him on sight.
Instead you started looking for him.
One rainy evening, you found him waiting on the rooftop of your apartment building again. The city lights glittered below like scattered stars. Rain plastered his pink hair to his forehead and made his tattoos glisten.
You stepped out under the downpour without an umbrella, chains dormant at your sides.
âWhy me?â you asked, voice barely audible over the rain. âWhy do you keep coming back?â
He turned to face you fully. For once the smirk was gone. In its place was something rawer. Hungrier.
âBecause you chose me when no one else would,â he said simply. âBecause you sat at my right hand and never trembled. Because even when they killed you to break me, you looked up at me with those same eyes and told me youâd find me again.â
He took a slow step forward, rain streaming down his face.
âAnd because this body is only a vessel. When you remember, truly remember, Iâll show you the real me again. The one you loved. The one with four arms that used to hold you like the world could burn and it wouldnât matter.â
Your heart slammed against your ribs. Another flash hit you: gold circlet in your hair, four hands on your body, a second mouth growling your name like worship while he spilled deep inside you.
You didnât run.
You stepped closer instead, until you stood directly in front of him, rain soaking both of you.
âI donât understand any of this,â you whispered. âBut⌠Iâm not afraid of you. Not anymore.â
His hand rose slowly, giving you every chance to pull away. When you didnât, he cupped your cheek, thumb brushing rain from your lower lip.
âGood,â he murmured, voice rough with centuries of waiting. âBecause Iâm done being patient, little star.â
He leaned in, lips hovering just above yours. You felt the heat of him, the ancient power coiled beneath borrowed skin. Your eyes fluttered half-closed.
But he didnât kiss you.
Not yet.
Instead he pulled back with visible effort, a dark promise in his eyes.
âSoon. When you see me I wonât stop at almost.â
Then he vanished into red mist, leaving you alone in the rain with trembling legs and a heart that no longer felt like it belonged entirely to this life.
That night the dreams changed again.
This time, when you woke gasping his name âRyomenâ it didnât feel like a question.
It felt like the beginning of an answer.
You called in sick to Jujutsu High the next morning.
Instead you wandered the rainy streets, hood up, starfire flickering restlessly at your fingertips. Every shadow felt like it might hide him. Every gust of wind carried the faint scent of blood and incense.
He found you near the old shrine where you had first properly confronted him weeks ago.
This time he didnât hide on the rooftop. He stepped out of the torii gate like he belonged there, pink hair dark with rain, tattoos glistening. He wore no hoodie tonight. Just a simple black shirt that clung to Yujiâs muscled frame and revealed more of the black markings crawling across his skin.
You stopped in the middle of the stone path. Rain poured down around you both.
He didnât speak at first. He simply walked forward until only an armâs length separated you.
âYou look like you havenât slept,â he said quietly. No taunt this time. Just raw observation.
âI havenât,â you admitted. Your voice shook. âThe dreams⌠theyâre not dreams anymore. I see blood. I see gold. I see⌠you. But not like this.â You gestured at his current form. âFour arms. Four eyes. A mouth that⌠that used toâŚâ Heat flooded your face.
Sukunaâs expression darkened with hunger. He closed the remaining distance in one step, one hand rising to cradle the back of your neck. The touch was firm, possessive, but he held backâwaiting.
âSay the name,â he murmured, voice dropping to that low, layered register that made your knees weak. âThe one you whispered in your sleep last night.â
Your lips parted. Rain streamed down your face.
âRyomen,â you breathed.
Something in him snapped.
He pulled you against him, mouth crashing down on yours in a kiss that tasted of centuries of waiting. It wasnât gentle. It was claimingâteeth and tongue and raw need. One hand fisted in your wet hair while the other gripped your waist hard enough to bruise. For a moment you swore you felt two extra spectral arms wrap around your back, holding you tighter.
You kissed him back just as fiercely, hands sliding up his chest, nails digging into his shoulders. Starfire flickered at your fingertips, leaving faint glowing marks on his skin that healed almost instantly.
When he finally pulled back, both of you were breathing hard.
âYouâre close,â he growled against your lips. âSo close to seeing me. The real me.â
You stared up at him, chest heaving. âShow me.â
His eyes flashed. For a heartbeat the vessel cracked. Pink hair darkened, tattoos spread further, two extra arms manifested fully, and four crimson eyes burned down at you.
The sight hit you like lightning.
The rooftop dream. The temple. The valley. The way those four hands had held you. The way those four eyes had looked at you like you were the only thing in the world worth keeping.
Recognition slammed into you all at once.
You didnât recoil.
Instead your hands rose, trembling, to cup the sides of his face. Tracing the markings exactly as you had in every memory, every dream, every lifetime.
âItâs you,â you whispered, voice breaking. Tears mixed with rain on your cheeks. âRyomen Sukuna. My king. I only knew your true form⌠I didnât recognize you in this vessel. But itâs you.â
A sound tore from his throatâhalf growl, half laugh, pure relief and obsession.
He lifted you effortlessly with all four arms now fully manifested, your legs wrapping around his waist as he pressed you against the nearest torii pillar. Rain poured down, but neither of you cared.
âFinally,â he snarled against your neck, teeth grazing your pulse. âMy queen. My star. Youâre mine again.â
You clung to him, fingers digging into his shoulders, starfire and cursed energy mingling in the air around you.
âI remember,â you gasped as one of his lower hands slid beneath your soaked shirt, claws lightly scraping your skin. âI remember everything. The battles. The nights. The way you held me when the world tried to tear us apart.â
His forehead pressed to yours, four eyes blazing with centuries of devotion and hunger.
âThen let me remind you of the rest,â he growled, voice rough with promise. âRight now.â
The rain continued to fall, washing away the last fragments of your old life.
But in the shelter of four arms and four burning eyes, you had finally come home.
The torii gate groaned under the sudden surge of cursed energy as Sukunaâs true form tore fully through the borrowed vessel.
He was massive again. Towering. The real Ryomen Sukuna you had loved in the Heian era.
And between his hips, where the vessel had hidden it, two thick cocks stood hard and heavy, already leaking at the tips from the sheer force of recognition. The upper one curved slightly, ridged along the underside. The lower sat heavier, thicker at the base, both flushed dark and pulsing with cursed energy that made the air around them shimmer.
You didnât flinch. You had never flinched from him.
Instead you reached up with both hands, fingers tracing the black markings across his chest exactly as you had done a thousand years ago. Starfire flickered at your fingertips, leaving faint glowing trails that faded almost instantly.
âItâs really you,â you whispered, voice thick with emotion and need. âMy king. My monster. I only knew this form⌠I didnât recognize the boyâs face. But these marks⌠these eyes⌠this body that used to ruin me so perfectly.â
A low, guttural sound rumbled from both his mouths. The main one curving into a feral grin, the one on his stomach opening to drag a hot, wet tongue across your collarbone.
âMine,â he growled, voice layered and rough, echoing with the weight of every lonely century. âYou kept me waiting, little star. Centuries of nothing but ash and memory. Now Iâm taking back whatâs mine.â
Four hands moved at once.
Two pinned your wrists above your head against the rain-slick torii pillar. One gripped your hip, claws shredding through your soaked clothes with casual ease until they fell away in wet ribbons. The last cupped your jaw, tilting your face up so he could claim your mouth in a bruising kiss.
His tongueâlonger, rougherâinvaded without mercy, tasting every gasp and whimper. The stomach mouth latched onto your neck, sucking a dark mark while its tongue flicked over your pulse.
You moaned into the kiss, arching against him. Rain poured down your bare skin, but the heat rolling off his body made you burn. When he finally pulled back, a string of saliva connected your lips.
âRyomen⌠please,â you breathed. âI remember how you felt. Both of them. I need you.â
His laugh was dark and triumphant. âGreedy little queen. You always were.â
He lifted you effortlessly with the two lower arms, spreading your thighs wide around his waist. The upper two kept your wrists pinned while one hand slid between your legs, thick fingers parting your folds and finding you already drippingânot just from rain.
âSo wet for me already,â he rumbled, two fingers pushing inside you without warning, curling hard against that spot that made your vision spark. âThis cunt still remembers its king. Clenching like it missed me.â
You cried out, hips rocking desperately against his hand. The stretch was familiar, perfect. Starfire flickered wildly around your fingers, painting glowing patterns across his forearms.
He pumped his fingers faster, scissoring them, stretching you open while the stomach mouth moved lower to latch onto one of your breasts. Sharp teeth grazed your nipple before the tongue soothed the sting, sucking hard until you were trembling.
When you were shaking on the edge, he withdrew his fingers and replaced them with the heads of both cocks.
The upper one nudged your entrance first, thick and insistent. The lower pressed just below it, sliding against your clit with every shallow thrust.
âLook at me,â he commanded, all four eyes blazing. âWatch whoâs claiming you again.â
You locked eyes with him as he pushed in. Slow, relentless, both cocks stretching you open at once. The burn was exquisite. Your walls fluttered and clenched around the dual invasion, the ridges and thickness dragging against every sensitive spot inside you. He bottomed out with a shared groan, hips flush against yours, both cocks buried to the hilt.
âFuckâRyomenâso fullââ
âThatâs it,â he snarled, voice rough. âTake both of them like the queen you are. This pussy was made for me. Only me.â
He didnât give you time to adjust. He started moving. Deep, powerful thrusts that rocked your entire body against the pillar. Rain streamed down your joined bodies, making every slide wetter, filthier. The dual stretch was overwhelming in the best way; every thrust dragged both cocks against your walls, the lower one grinding perfectly against that spot inside while the upper rubbed your clit from the inside with every withdrawal.
Four hands held you exactly where he wanted youâopen, pinned, claimed.
The stomach mouth continued its assault on your breasts, licking, sucking, biting until your nipples ached deliciously. His main mouth crashed against yours again, swallowing every moan and scream.
You came first, hard and sudden. walls spasming around both cocks as starfire exploded outward in a brilliant lattice, wrapping around both of you like glowing chains. Your vision whited out, a broken cry of his name tearing from your throat.
Sukuna followed with a guttural roar that shook the shrine grounds. His hips stuttered, burying both cocks as deep as they would go while he spilled inside you. Hot, thick pulses from both lengths, filling you until it leaked out around him despite how tightly you were stretched.
He didnât pull out.
Instead he kept you impaled on both cocks, four arms wrapping fully around your smaller frame as he carried you away from the pillar. He laid you down on the wet grass beneath the torii, still buried deep, covering you with his massive body like a living shield.
Rain continued to fall, but his heat kept you warm.
You reached up, tracing the markings on his face with gentle fingers, tears mixing with rain on your cheeks.
âI remember everything now,â you whispered. âThe battles. The nights. The way they tried to break you by taking me. I told you Iâd find you again⌠and I did.â
Sukunaâs forehead pressed to yours, all four eyes half-lidded with something dangerously close to tenderness beneath the raw hunger.
âYou kept your promise, little star,â he murmured, voice rough but softer than you had ever heard it. One hand stroked through your wet hair while another rested possessively over your lower stomach, where you could still feel both cocks twitching inside you. âNow you wear my crown again. Rule beside me. The world once tried to separate us. It failed.â
You smiled, pulling him down into another deep kiss.
âThen remind me one more time tonight,â you whispered against his lips, rolling your hips to feel both cocks shift inside you. âMake me scream your name until the whole city hears who I belong to.â
His grin was feral.
âGladly.â
He started moving again. Slower this time, deep and deliberate, both cocks dragging against every oversensitive inch. Four hands explored every curve, every mark he left behind. The stomach mouth licked the rainwater from your skin while he fucked you through another orgasm, then another, until you were sobbing with pleasure beneath him.
Only when the rain finally began to ease did he spill inside you a second time, both cocks pulsing as he marked you from the inside out.
Afterward he pulled you against his chest with all four arms, the gold circlet. Somehow still with him after all this time, now resting once more in your damp hair.
You traced idle patterns on his skin, fingers following the black tattoos you had memorized lifetimes ago.
âI chose you then,â you said softly. âI choose you again. In this life. In every life.â
Sukunaâs arms tightened around you, possessive and eternal.
âAnd I will burn every world that tries to take you from me,â he vowed.
The King of Curses and his Queen lay together beneath the clearing sky, two bodies. One ancient and monstrous, one reborn in starfire, finally whole again.
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actor!sukuna who is just as mean as the characters he plays. he's a buff, grumpy and yet an extremely dependant and prideful person.
actor!sukuna who's played in way too many movies with you casted as his co-star. thus, resulting to the two of you growing close, a friendship fairly complicated to your fansâ you're such a sweetheart, a lovely actress, yet this pink haired, tattooed, arrogant man is the person you're most sighted with. not that they hate sukuna, the complete opposite actually, but it's shocking to know that you two get along so well.
actor!sukuna who's been casted with you in movies for so many years now, it's almost, almost, no surprise to him when the next movie you find yourself in includes a sex scene. between the characters you two play, may he add.
actor!sukuna who had to reassure you that it's going to be okayâ you were a great actress, but you've never played a sex scene out before, and now you had to recreate it with the guy who's been leaving you wet for the past few years, of course you were going to be nervous.
actor!sukuna who is undeniably excited. you're so twitchy, so nervous it's amusing if not unbearably cute. he watches as the director scolds you for being so unfocused.
actor!sukuna whose excitement immediately disposes when he hears that they're delaying the scene to tomorrow since you couldn't keep into schedule today, having to retake a few scenes and waste time. you come clinging to him, seeking for comfort, which he could never deny you. that day, you fall asleep in his apartment with your head on his shoulder. this has happend before, so why is sukuna so fucking nervous now?
actor!sukuna who drives you to the set the next day. he doesn't need to look over to know you're squirming uncomfortably. you seem to calm down when he places his large hand on your thigh. for comfort, obviously.
actor!sukuna who's off for his makeup to be doneâ so are you. your girls on set (who seem to have progressed their role to your friends now) are touching up your clothes, which will be ripped off either way during the play. each touch on the clothing reminds you of that, and suddenly you're nervously whining again. shoko, who, as your best friend, came along for emotional support even offers you some alcohol, which you unfortunately have to decline. being drunk makes you even more horny, that'd be a problem on set.
actor!sukuna who is so fucking ready. the first shot is him, grasping your wrist and dragging you into another room. a little too harsh, he pins you against a wall, a whimper slipping past your lips. while the cameras aren't too much of a bother since you've learned to blind them out, the people are.
actor!sukuna who seems to know that, because you're very sure him softly rubbing his thumb in circles over your hip wasn't apart of any script. your head spins as he leans in, aggressively captivating your lips. the camera focuses on where you two connect, and sukuna pulls back slightly to show his tongue and yours circling and licking each other, saliva collecting and almost dripping down your chin. you moan, to which he growls, his lips bruising yours.
actor!sukuna who is debating in his head whether he's excited to rip your clothes off or upset. he doesn't like the thought that millions of other people get to see you like thisâ so he's going to use this as his advantage and show everyone that you're his. your clothes are off in a second and he's fucking covering you, his chest pressed to yours, causing your breasts to push up. he gets to see you naked for the first time and it's on set? yeah, you must be an idiot if you think he wont cover you. he does, however, look down to catch the sight of your cleavage and the fat of your tits pressing up against him.
actor!sukuna who, while he pushes you into the bed, never ever disconnects his body with yours in order for you to stay hidden (and for him to feel your perky nipples burying themselves into his warm skin).
actor!sukuna who eventually has to get rid of his clothes and your panties, which he doesâ he's rough with removing his stuff, hoping the camera's focuses more on him and not on you since your tits are free and for everyone to see. he kicks his pants off, but his boxers stay on. the scene is going to focus on your upper bodies, so he doesn't have to worry about constantly covering your pretty pussy from everyone. though, there's a little scene shown where he delicately hooks a finger under the waistband of your underwear, slowly.. slowly pulling it off (an accidental whine escaping you).
the next scene consists of him pulling the covers up to his waist, your private areas hidden from the rest of the world as he leans in to suck and nibble at your neck. your moans aren't fake, and nor is the wet patch that's slowly forming on your panties.
when suddenly you feel his teeth sink into your skin, you finally realize that this is the moment in which you're supposed to act as if he's sunken his dick inside of youâ but you're too late and the director is already shouting his loud 'CUT!'
so once again, sukuna covers you two and goes in to nibble at your neck. this time, he makes sure you don't forget your script by nudging his hardened cock against your clit. that action might alone could've given you an oscar, because you're jumping and yelping and moaning in his hold, feeling his pink fluffy hair brush your jaw as he grins into your skin. as if to make it sound like it's inside, you let out a more relaxed sigh, followed by a moan.
actor!sukuna who absolutely relishes in your embarassment, grinning as he watches the colour in your face drain when the director informs you that you have to retake the scene (undeniably, he'll catch the wet spot forming on your cunt).
and fuck him for making this so hard. for being so hard. because he's fucking grinding into you, his fat cock might aswell slip into you if it werent for his boxers and your panties. you're whimpering, holding back the urge to say his actual name as you moan the name of his character.
actor!sukuna who has to remind himself that he's on set, and not in his actual bedroom while he dry humps you. you seem to have forgotten the people watching you, because you're slowly grinding up against him too.
actor!sukuna who steals one lastâ unplanned, unscriptedâ kiss from you, tongue diving into your throat, hand coming up to cup your face. after he pulls back, his thumb lazily swipes away the drool that's run down your lips.
actor!sukuna who knows you're uncomfortable with the stares, so when you hear the final 'CUT!', he wraps the covers firmly around you before hoisting you up into bridal style.
you bothâ and the rest of the castâ laugh it off as they know he's protective over you. that he knows what you need the most, so they don't question it when he doesn't let anyone else see you exposed anymore.
actor!sukuna who brings you back to his apartment that day, making sure that the wet patch he felt and had seen on you gets taken care ofâ making sure his huge hard-on gets taken care of.
you totally ignore shoko's messages, along the ones in your groupchat with the rest of your friends, telling you that you basically almost fucked on setâ that you almost filmed a porno instead.
you also totally play it off after the movie gets released and fans scream and screech, a fucking unimaginable amount of edits including this scene as a small 'sneak peek', fans crashing over the whole thing, people writing some absurd commentsâ "do not search up the sukuna scene on tiktok", knowing THE scene will pop up. some comments even leave you giggling, "i need them both oiled up in my bed", "i think i just let out a moan at this", "i rewatch this scene daily".
of course, the fans don't just casually drop the topic. this goes onâ forever, with people questioning your actual relationship, asking how you felt during the scene, if it was awkwardâ and most importantly, if sukuna got hard during the scene.
all you can do is giggle nervously as you move on to the next question.
âi warm my hands to touch youâ â ryomen sukuna.
first year high schooler ryomen sukuna was starting to think volleyball had ruined his life. but it was not because he disliked it. if anything, the thought was opposite. quite annoyingly, he liked it far too much. much more than he thought he would possible. and frankly, it wouldnât have been what he expected more than a year and a half ago for himself.
he liked the impact of a perfect spike against his palm. it just felt too good, feeling that satisfying burn in his muscles after practice. he enjoyed watching the ball slam into the floor hard enough to make people flinch.Â
in some ways, there was something addictive about becoming stronger at something so quickly, about seeing people stare at him with the same mixture of awe and caution they always had. except now it was on a volleyball court instead of outside convenience stores after fights.
volleyball had also introduced him to a very specific problem. that was the unbeatable concept, the most unfathomable concept in the universe. the push and pull of destiny, the endless crash of the waves. the concept of loveâŚ.the concept of you.
it was something that he would have never thought of years ago, especially a year and a half ago. he wasnât the type of boy who could have ever been good at being gentle, let alone be willing to let his guard down and be vulnerable for anything, for anyone.Â
but somehow, ever since he started dating you, the former red eyed devil of the streets, that young delinquent he was, was no longer there. Instead, all that remained is this young man, this ryomen sukuna who had been acting like a complete idiot. a complete, embarrassing, hopeless idiot, who was head over heels in love with you.
and the worst part was that nobody could even believe it. nobody at school would ever imagine the infamous former delinquent ryomen sukuna, the guy teachers kept an eye on out of habit, the guy with tattoos peeking from beneath his uniform collar, the guy who looked mean even while half-asleep, was internally losing his mind because his girlfriend looked too cute holding a pen.
he could not believe it at first, but he quickly realized that he was now that sort of boy he used to think were just fools. he was now constantly looking up, waiting for you to be in his birdâs eye view, hoping to catch a glimpse of you and be relieved.Â
you sat in the gym almost every afternoon during volleyball practice, student council work spread neatly across your lap while you waited for him to finish. sometimes the manager would offer you a chair closer to the heaters during colder days, but you always stayed near the court because, according to you, âi like watching my boyfriend playâ and you repeated that all the time. which was a killer line.
because that sentence alone had nearly gotten him on his knees and made him realize that he couldnât breathe the first time you said it. then each time you had said it, it had him fighting for his life. he couldnât believe it. he was a boyfriend, and let alone, your boyfriend.Â
he couldnât go without you now.
he just knows that he canât do things without you.
how could he, when you are everything good in life?
today, practice had run late.the weather outside had shifted colder with the approaching rain, and even inside the gym, the air carried a chill that lingered against sweat-damp skin. the windows had fogged slightly near the corners, sunset light filtering weakly through the gray clouds overhead.
sukuna was exhausted, beyond comprehension. he could feel the way his head was fuzzy and light-headed. he dropped onto the bench beside you with a low exhale, towel hanging around his neck while he rolled one sore shoulder. his practice shirt clung slightly to his back, still damp from drills.
you looked up immediately from your paperwork. âthere you are, i couldnât see you.â you said softly. âi thought you left. its a good thing i saw your bag in here.â
âhad to do the drill outside, for terrain practice.â
âyou were doing extra spikes there, huh?â
âtch. coach asked, so i donât panic when if the volleyball floor isnât even.â
âyou scared two first-years, i heard. you kept asking the senpais for help and you kept glaring at them.â you couldnât help but say in a light tone. âyou could have smiled a little you know.â
âtheyâll survive without it.â he says as he takes his water bottle. ââsides they arenât you. why should they get my smile?â
âi suppose thatâs fair enough.â you tell him. âthough, you hit one hard enough that he ducked before the ball even crossed the net. be a bit more mindful next time.â
âhe should learn instincts then.â
your lips twitched faintly, the one you had been suppressing for a little bit now. sukuna watched the tiny smile form and immediately felt that stupid feeling in his chest again. god, there it was.
that thing. that unbearable tightness whenever you looked amused by him.
he clicked his tongue and grabbed his water bottle instead, trying to ignore the fact he was staring. you noticed anyway, because you always noticed. you blinked your eyes adorably and you tilted your head slightly. âwhat?â you asked.
ânothing.â
âyouâre staring again.â
âno, iâm not.â
âyou absolutely are.â
sukuna glared at you weakly before unscrewing his water bottle. unfortunately, the moment his fingers curled around the cold metal, he remembered something. he looked at your hands for a moment. he starts to think for a moment, about the way you hated the cold.Â
it wasnât dramatic, it wasnât unreasonable either. and you donât complain about it often. but he could just feel it, he could just see it. you couldnât cope. you just got quietly miserable whenever temperatures dropped even slightly.
you tucked your hands into your sleeves. your nose turned pink. you complained under your breath about frozen fingers while trying to maintain your usual composed student-president image.
and sukuna, sukuna thought it was the cutest thing he had ever seen in his entire life. which was a serious problem. because now every time the weather got cold, every time a place felt cold, or when something was too cold to the touch, he couldnât stop paying attention to you.
a few weeks ago, youâd grabbed his hand while walking home after rain. his muscular fingers had still been freezing from carrying an iced drink, and youâd immediately jerked in surprise before pouting up at him.
âyour hands are cold, âkuna.â youâd complained quietly. ânow mine are cold too.â
you hadnât even sounded upset. if anything, youâd sounded clingy, almost like you expected him to fix it. sukuna had spent the entire night afterward staring at his ceiling because the memory kept replaying in his head.
now it had permanently altered his behavior, his train of thought, his perspectives. so while you sat beside him in the chilly gym, absentmindedly rubbing your sleeves over your hands for warmth, sukunaâs brain short-circuited instantly.
fuck, there you went again.
you looked too cute.
way too cute for him to handle.
you didnât even realize you were doing it either, perhaps that was the worst part. your brows furrowed slightly as you tried warming your fingers beneath your sleeves while still reading over council papers, and sukuna physically had to look away for a second because something about it hit him directly in the chest.
how was anyone supposed to survive dating you?
âhow are you cold already, babe?â he muttered roughly.
you glanced at him with mild offense. âbecause itâs freezing.â
âit is not.â
ââkuna, i can literally see my breath outside.â
âthatâs normal.â
âit shouldnât be.â
you tucked your hands farther into your sleeves stubbornly, shoulders hunching a little against the cold air. and that, that right there nearly killed him. ryomen sukuna stared at you for a long second before dragging a hand down his face.
fuck it all, it was too much.
you were adorable.
actually adorable.
he hated this feeling. hated how soft you made him feel. hated how his chest kept tightening over things as stupid as your cold hands. before you could notice the crisis happening internally, sukuna abruptly started rubbing his palms together.
you blinked. âwhat are you doing right now?â
ânothing at all.â
âyouâre aggressively warming your hands.â
âi said itâs nothing.â
then, dissatisfied, he shoved both hands underneath the collar of his shirt to warm them properly against his skin. your eyes widened slowly as realization hit your face all at once.
and then you smiled. you couldnât help it, you couldnât help look at him so fondly.
âoh my godâŚâ you whispered.
âdonât.â
âyouâre warming your hands up for me.â
sukuna wanted the floor to open beneath him. âyouâre cold, okay?â he muttered defensively, refusing to look directly at you now. âyou hate cold stuff.â
your expression softened so visibly it made his stomach flip. ââkunaâŚâ
âitâs annoying watching you complain.â
âi complained once.â
âyou looked miserable.â
âbecause i was cold.â
âexactly.â
you stared at him for a moment longer, something unbearably affectionate settling in your expression. then you laughed quietly under your breath, so softly, it felt like a feather had landed on his skin, carefully placing its tenderness against him. sukuna felt like his organs were rearranging themselves.
âyouâre seriously so sweet, arenât you, kuna?â you said.
sukuna almost choked. sweet? him? absolutely not. âyouâre hallucinating, babe.â
âyouâre warming your hands because mine get cold.â
âyou act like youâre dying every time the temperature drops below twenty.â
âbecause cold weather is evil.â
âthereâs something wrong with you.â
âyou still like me.â
unfortunately, that was true. painfully true. and there was nothing he could do about it. sukuna finally pulled his hands back out from beneath his shirt before awkwardly holding one toward you, still refusing eye contact. âhere.â
you looked down at his hand, then back at him. and suddenly your entire expression melted. sukuna immediately knew he was finished. because there it was again. that look. that impossibly soft, affectionate look that made him feel like heâd been punched directly in the chest.
carefully, you slipped your hand into his. the second your fingers touched, your eyes brightened slightly.
âtheyâre warm.â you said quietly.
the happiness in your voice over something so small genuinely made sukunaâs brain stop functioning. fuck. fuck, you were cute. you held his hand with both of yours now like you were stealing his warmth, shoulders relaxing immediately.
ââkuna, youâre so good at everything you know?â you murmured, looking absurdly content, âhow could you just fix everything so easily? youâre like a healerâŚ..no, no, youâre like my personal heater.â
that did it. that actually did it. sukuna felt his entire face heat instantly as he stared at you in disbelief. you were holding his hand against your cheek now, eyes half-lidded in comfort from the warmth, and sukuna genuinely thought he might die right there in the middle of the gymnasium.
how could someone act like this and not realize what they were doing to him? how could you just cross the boundaries and make the greys turn into a rainbow? his heartbeat was so loud it was annoying. you noticed his silence and blinked up at him innocently. âwhat?â
you laughed softly again before squeezing his hand tighter, still warming your fingers against his palm. and sukuna, he couldnât do anything else. sukuna looked at you curled against his warmth like trusting him came naturally, like loving him was easy, and felt something helpless bloom painfully inside his chest.
because nobody had ever needed gentleness from him before. nobody had ever looked this happy just because he remembered something small about them. he stared at your intertwined hands for a moment before muttering under his breath, almost too quietly to hear, he says, âyouâre gonna ruin me.â
you blinked. âhm?â
ânothing.â
but you smiled anyway, like maybe youâd heard him after all. and while the gym buzzed faintly around you with distant voices and squeaking shoes, ryomen sukuna sat there completely lovestruck, warming your hands between his own like it was the most important job in the world.
âi really do like you, âkuna.â you whispered to him softly, feeling warmth all over your face. âi promise, by next weekâŚiâll figure out what my nickname is for youâŚ.it canât just be you who has a cute one for me.â
he could feel his blush intensify. he lowers his head. âyâyou donât have to say shit like thatâfuckâŚ.â
ââkuna, are you okay?â
âIâŚiâm fine! justâŚjust keep letting my hands warm you, okay?....i warmed my hands to touch youâŚ.justâŚjust let it warm you up.â
"alright, alright....tsundere."
"i am not a tsundereâbabe!"
"hm...i believe you."
he blushed even more.
he knew you were right.
he just won't admit it.
".....just keep warm, okay?"
"okay." you smiled.
epilogueÂ
years later, olympic volleyball legend ryomen sukuna still warmed his hands before touching yours. it had become such an ingrained habit that he no longer consciously thought about it anymore. whenever the weather turned cold, whenever rain tapped against the windows or winter air slipped beneath doorframes, his body simply moved on instinct. rub his palms together. warm them against hot water or the fabric of his sweater. then reach for you.
you noticed every single time. this morning, rain drizzled softly outside the apartment while pale gray light filled the kitchen. the heater hummed near the corner, but apparently not enough for you, because you stood near the counter bundled in one of sukunaâs old hoodies with your hands tucked deep into the sleeves.
your nose was pink from the cold. sukuna thought you looked ridiculous. ridiculously cute for your own good. you frowned down at your coffee mug like it had personally betrayed you. âwhy is the floor cold?â
âbecause itâs winter, babe.â sukuna answered from the table without looking up. âbound to be cold iike this.â
âwell i don't like it.....winter is evil.â you sniffle.
âyou say that every year.â
âbecause every year itâs true.â
he finally glanced toward you then and immediately felt that familiar ache settle warmly in his chest. years later, and you still looked exactly the same whenever you were cold. the tiny pout. the way your shoulders hunched slightly. the way you curled your fingers into your sleeves like a disgruntled cat.
sukuna had once believed he would eventually grow used to loving you. nstead, it seemed to get worse with time. he still is overwhelmed each and every time by how much he feels for you, by how deep the depths get when it comes to you. yet he wouldn't trade this for the world. not one bit.
you sighed dramatically before shuffling toward him across the kitchen. âmy hands are freezing.â
âthat sounds like a personal problem.â
âyouâre so mean to me.â
âdo you want some hot cocoa?â
â.....yes, please. thank you.â
âalready have it on the kettle, babe.â he says from his seat, smiling. âgive it a few minutes, okay?â
â......okay.â
almost instinctively after that, you still moved directly between his legs where he sat at the table, leaning against him automatically. sukunaâs hands settled on your waist without thought.
then, after a brief pause, he clicked his tongue softly and pulled one hand away. you watched silently as he reached toward the sink, running warm water over his palms for several seconds first.
a smile slowly spread across your face. âstill doing that, huh?â you asked quietly.
sukuna dried his hands with a towel before looking back at you. âdoing what?â
âwarming your hands before touching me.â
âyour hands get cold.â
âso?â
âso i donât like when you complain about it.â
you laughed softly beneath your breath, and sukuna immediately felt his heartbeat stutter in the same humiliating way it always had.
he still remembered being sixteen years old and internally panicking in the school gym because your fingers had gotten cold from his.
now, years later, he was married to you, living with you, waking up beside you every morning and somehow he still reacted exactly the same.
you reached for him the second he held his hands out, slipping your smaller freezing ones into his warm palms with an immediate relieved sigh. âthere he is.â you murmured happily. âmy human heater.â
sukuna rolled his eyes, but his grip tightened automatically around your fingers. then he noticed the tiny pleased smile spreading across your face while you warmed your hands against his.
fucking hell.
still cute.
still unfairly cute.
he leaned down to kiss your forehead, already feeling that familiar helpless warmth blooming in his chest, when tiny footsteps suddenly pattered through the path of the hallway.
both of you turned. ryomen sukumi stood there sleepily in oversized bear-print pajamas, one tiny fist rubbing against her eye while her stuffed rabbit dragged limply behind her.
sukuna froze immediately. because somehow, every single morning, seeing his daughter still caught him off guard. one-year-old sukumi was so much like you it was honestly ridiculous.
your rounded cheeks. the same whimsy in your eyes. your adorable expressions. your habits. especially your habits. she may be his carbon copy but everything she is, all he can see is you and only you.
right now, she stood in the middle of the hallway with her tiny hands shoved deep into her pajama sleeves exactly the same way you did. same pout too. same betrayed expression toward the cold air.
sukuna physically felt something cave in his chest at the sight. you noticed immediately and bit back a smile. âgood morning, kumi, my baby.â you said softly. âyou're already up?â
sukumi looked at you with watery sleepy eyes before mumbling miserably, âcoldâŚâ
and there it was. that same exact tone you used every winter morning. the kettle was sounding but all he could hear was that sound, like back then. that tenderness of his heartbeat at the sight of this wonder. sukuna stared at his daughter in complete silence while realization slowly settled over him all over again.
she was exactly like you, in everything.
sukumi waddled farther into the kitchen before lifting both tiny arms upward dramatically. âmamaâŚ'kumi cold.â
you crouched instantly, brushing her messy hair back. âyour hands are cold?â
sukumi nodded sadly. âvery cold.â
sukuna watched the entire interaction with narrowing eyes as he turned off the kettle. he could not take his sight of you and sukumi. because she even complained like you. this was unbelievable. and yet all he could think was, how wonderful this was. how the two pieces of you two made someone as lovable and tender and cute as you, his beloved wife.
you glanced over your shoulder at him, visibly trying not to laugh. âmy love.â
âdonât.â
âyouâre making the face again.â
âwhat face, pray tell?â
âthe one where you realize your daughter inherited all my habits.â
âsheâs dramatic.â
âyou think iâm dramatic too.â
âbecause you are.â
before you could argue, sukumi suddenly turned toward him instead, tiny hands still hidden inside her sleeves âdada, dada.â she mumbled.
sukunaâs expression softened immediately despite himself. âwhat, kumibear? what do you need from dada?â
âwarm, kumi...kumi want warm.â
goodness gracious.
he was doomed.
completely doomed.
because now she was looking at him with the exact same expression you used whenever asking him to warm your hands. same hopeful eyes. same tiny pout. same complete trust that he would take care of it. sukuna exhaled slowly through his nose before crouching in front of her.
âcâmere, kumibear.â
sukumi toddled forward instantly. and before even touching her, sukuna rubbed his palms together first. almost as if she just knew fully well that this was the best thing she can do to put herself at ease, almost so instinctive that she curls intp his warmth immediately.
he does same thing heâd been doing for years. he puts his warm touch on hers. you watched quietly from nearby while he carefully took sukumiâs tiny hands between his own warm ones.
the second the warmth reached her fingers, sukumi visibly brightened. her little shoulders relaxed. her eyes widened slightly in relief. then she smiled so big, so comfortably.
and sukuna genuinely thought his heart stopped. because it was your smile. exactly your smile. when gratitude was shared, when good moments were experienced, when love was wholeheartedly given without any boundaries. this was you. all that he had loved of you, in your daughter's smile.
âwarm, dada.â sukumi whispered happily before immediately pressing his hands closer against her cheeks. "kumi loves."
you made a tiny strangled sound beside him, clearly trying not to laugh at his expression. sukuna glanced up at you flatly. âdonât start.â
âyou look emotional.â
âiâm not emotional.â
âyou absolutely are.â
because he was.
he really was.
he couldn't help it.
this was everything.
all he wanted then, as a kid.
he had it now, with you.
sukuna looked back down at sukumi happily holding his hands against her face while leaning trustingly into his warmth, and suddenly he was struck with the overwhelming realization that this was his life now.
you. your daughter. these cold hands every winter morning. the tiny domestic moments that somehow felt bigger than anything else. and worst of all, he loved it to bits. he loved all of it so much it honestly made him feel sick sometimes.
you moved beside him then, resting your chin lightly on his shoulder while sukumi continued clinging to his hands. âlook at her, my love.â you whispered fondly. âshe does the same face i do.â
âyeah, she does.â sukuna muttered quietly, unable to stop staring at her. âi noticed.â
you smiled knowingly. because you understood exactly what was happening to him. years ago, sixteen-year-old sukuna had nearly combusted over you holding his warmed hands in a cold gym after volleyball practice.
now he sat on the kitchen floor with your daughter clinging to his palms the exact same way while you leaned affectionately against his shoulder, and somehow he was even more hopelessly in love than before.
"does kumibear want hot cocoa too? like mama?"
sukumi nodded against him. "cocoa, papa."
"that sounds wonderful." you whispered, pressing a kiss on his shoulder.