#ryerye bread

It makes me so sad that I feel like I can only talk to him as an anon...,, I'm so ashamed of myself for being a selfish friend, I can't even face him Idek if he wants to talk to me And then sometimes I remember something he told me about why he listens to disney music when he's upset and I question if that's why he reblogs disney occasionally and I don't know I'm probably overthinking things I wish I wasn't so scared of talking to him...

I hate you but I love you so much why can't I decide dammit

I’ve been so stressed over my own bullshit and emotions that I haven’t been paying attention to my friend and I feel craptastic for no being there for him uuuu ugh why is everything so shitty

FUCKWHY DID "IF I EVER KNEW YOU" HAVE TO PLAY NOW Sigh "For if I never knew you if I never knew this love I would have no inkling of how precious life can be"

Do you guys know how happy it makes me to see my senpai happy! (•u•)/ It just makes me all bubbly because I love seeing him happy, it's so great when people can be happy together Aaah (/)//u//(\) And it's the best when you make them happy, but just them being happy in general makes you all aaaah

Right from the start, you were a thief, you stole my heart, and I your willing victim..

I'm happy I just bought everything I need for Ryan's Christmas present! OuO

I'm gonna make my senpai Dirk's god tier outfit for Christmas and he's getting me something awesome in return eee