An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
WARNING: Strap-on sex. Dirty talk turns a little dark.
Okay, back on track! Or trying. Going to rev up and get the rest of this one posted, so I can finally move along to some of my other projects. Thanks for hanging in there - not too many more chapters now!
=Chapter 54
After giving her a few minutes to herself, Blake and Weiss checked on Nebula to make sure she was alright. The girl acted a bit surly and annoyed, but mostly was very quiet. When they petted over her hair and soothed her enough, her anger and annoyance seemed to fade, even if she was no more chatty than before. She flashed them a weak, uncomfortable smile before rejoining the dance.
Which didnāt continue much longer. Homecoming was over, and the teachers began to gently encourage the students to make their way home. Weiss said goodnight to everyone before hopping onto Yangās bike to head for home.
Except that wasnāt where they were going.
āWait, what are you doing?ā she asked as she drove out of town. āThis isnāt- are you kidnapping me again? Gosh!ā
āJust be patient,ā Yang laughed over her shoulder as their hair flapped on the breeze. By now, the delicate arrangement Weiss had put hers into was unravelling into a mess, but she was alright with it; the pictures had all been taken, dances done. Definitely time to let their hair down.
Her surprise was more like realization when they pulled up in front of a motel. It wasnāt a ritzy place from downtown, but it wasnāt the grody fleabag motels on the very outskirts of Vale, either; that made sense of their long drive. These were probably more affordable because they werenāt close to the city. Yang wasnāt exactly wealthy and probably had to borrow the money for this from Kali or someone.
āYou really think Iām so easy,ā she muttered with a small smile.
āYou are. My Easy Peasy Princess.ā Slipping an arm around her waist, she began to guide her toward the rooms along the side. āI already checked in earlier and set everything up; man, did I burn a lot of gas for this, but I think itās gonna be worth it.ā
The hotel room was about what Weiss expected. Because she expected magic from Yang; underestimating her was always a mistake. Rose petals were scattered across the bedsheets. A bottle of champagne was chilling in a bucket of ice - and Weiss had no idea how she had arranged for that to be ready, or how she could get it sent there despite their still being school-aged. She couldnāt move, couldnāt breathe⦠she didnāt want to break this beautiful spell.
Hands came up to peel the leather jacket from around her shoulders. āIs⦠it okay?ā
āOkay? Yang, itās wonderful!ā She turned to grasp her by the lapels of her own jacket, dragging her down for a huge kiss, which was returned warmly. āGolly, how long have you been scheming to do this?ā
āA week or two,ā she admitted shyly, grinning from ear to ear. Weiss had to kiss her again. āHey, hey, thereās plenty to go around, Schnee. Pace yourself.ā Then she began to shrug out of her jacket as she went to lock the door. āSo I checked in on Nebula for you.ā
As she picked up a rose petal, twirling it in her fingers, she asked, āYeah? She really wanted to talk to you after what we pulled?ā
āNah. Just snooped around while the whole group of āem were standing by the punch bowl. Pretty shaken up and wasnāt saying much, and they were all trying to crack her like a walnut; no dice. So I think you and Blake are probably right, that sheās gonna fall on our side of the fence.ā
āOh. Well that's⦠good. Isn't it?ā
After stepping out of her heels, Yang walked over to slide her arms around her girl. Her homecoming date. āYeah. Blake mentioned you were kind of feeling weird about it.ā
āA little. Like, I know we told her so many times she could stop us, asked her if she liked what we were doing, but⦠I still couldn't help remembering that fear I felt when Blake and the others were doing it to me. So I guess I felt guilty.ā
āHey, that's a good thing.ā When Weiss looked over her shoulder at her in surprise, Yang offered her a soft chuckle. āFeeling guilty, worrying that you might go to far⦠keeps your actions and your motives in check. Your conscience, right? Jiminy Cricket. The little voice that helps you remember to do the right thing. And you always do, Weiss.ā
Her eyes looks down at the bed covered in rose petals. āThen why do I feel like some kind of tramp for kissing at least three girls tonight? It should just be you.ā
āMaybe, in some fairytale romance. But this ain't a fairytale. And I promise you, I don't mind sharing you as long as I get the biggest slice of this calico to myself.ā She kissed the side of her head.
āMmmhhā¦ā Yang let her go and reached for the champagne. āYou're so good to me. I feel like the luckiest girl in the world.ā
Violet eyes crackled with precocious interest as she popped the cork; Weiss jumped a little, prompting her to grin wider as she poured it into a couple of flutes. āPretty damn lucky, yeah. You got me. And tonight, I'm going to make you feel like more than a princess, Princess. You'll feel like a queen.ā
āOh, you silly brute, I already do.ā They raised glasses and clinked. āTo a perfect homecoming.ā
āAnd a perfect after-homecoming. Cheers.ā
After taking their sips and laughing at how the bubbles tickled their noses, they set the flutes aside and Yang produced a couple of turkey clubs she had dropped off along with the bubbly. Weissās face was all smiles as they nibbled and chatted, filling in little gaps in what each other had missed during the evening. She felt so strange, sitting side-saddle on a bed of rose petals with a sandwich in one hand and champagne in the other, wearing an elegant white dress, talking to one of the leaders of a biker gang.
Her life was bizarre. And she loved it that way.
āYou really saw this? Not just imagined it?ā
āNope,ā Yang laughed as they finished off the last sips. They were a little goofy but not too bad; it was only one bottle. Weiss had a sneaking suspicion Yang could have scored them plenty of her motherās liquor, but the idea had been to celebrate, not get completely soused.
āBlushing? Like really blushing, red in the cheeks?ā
As Yang nodded, she adjusted her position so that her legs were out to one side instead of crossed, as they had been for the last few minutes. āI think Iliaās gonna have her wrapped around her finger by the end of the week. Not like sheās really trying to, but I could see it happening.ā
āIāve been hoping,ā she gushed with a big grin. āCanāt believe it worked! After she got so snippy - well, she was right to be snippy, I made her so embarrassed by bringing it up in front of Blake - I really thought she was done with both of us. But now, everythingās coming up roses!ā
āYouāre so cute.ā
āHuh? Oh, I am not.ā When Yang set aside her glass and crawled toward Weiss, she bit her lip shyly. āNnnā¦ā
Stopping just so their noses were touching, she pecked her lips. āHi.ā
āG-good evening.ā
āI have another surprise for you.ā When Weiss only raised her eyebrows, she took her flute and set it next to the other one, then turned back, cheeks warm and her entire demeanor nervous. Yang, nervous? āItās⦠okay, I had this whole big production in mind a week ago to show it off, but now I donāt think I should do it that way. Because of⦠things.ā
āYang, I donāt know what weāre talking about,ā she laughed. āWhat is it?ā
But Yang certainly didnāt seem mollified by her attitude. So she reached into the small suitcase standing by the sink and brought out a little cloth sack, ferrying it back to the bed.
āIt can go right back away, Weiss. No big deal. But I thought⦠well, something special, if you wanted to try it. I guess. I dunno.ā
Why was she so nervous? It was beginning to spread; Weiss found herself worried about whatever was in that bag without any real reason to be. āCome on, it canāt be that bad. Youāre just pulling my leg.ā
āItās not bad. But Iām⦠well, itās here if you want it.ā
āOh, for goodness sake!ā she snapped, snatching up the bag and yanking out-
What was it? At first, the bewildered Princess thought she was looking at some kind of rubber banana. It was pinkish with a wide base - which kept it from sliding entirely through a metal ring. Around that ring were tied some fabric straps, connected to each other through a couple of buckles. Her head cocked to one side as she held it up by the straps, watching it swing from side to side.
āOkay⦠I give up,ā she finally muttered. āWhat is this thing?ā
āWellā¦ā Clearing her throat, she reached over and guided Weissās hands down until the wide base of the rubber banana was resting in Weissās lap. And that made it very clear:
It wasnāt a banana.
āOH! Oh, itās- wait, how would youā¦ā Then her cheeks filled with redness. āOh.ā
Grimacing, Yang said, āI wanted this for tonight. But after what we talked about, during the game? Maybe it was a dumb idea. Never want you to feel uncomfortable because of me.ā
Normally, Weiss would already have been reassuring Yang about the matter of her recent trauma. But she was a little distracted. This was a penis. Not a real one, it was made of rubber and looked a little silly, but now there was no mistaking the shape. How could she have missed that when she first took a gander? And it wasnāt exactly small; not that she was some kind of connoisseur who knew the difference, but considering where Yang intended this to goā¦
āS-so⦠you want to put thisā¦ā She picked up the straps, loosely wrapping them around her own waist. āAnd th-then when youāre wearing it, this would goā¦ā One index fingertip landed on the tip of the phallus itself. āWowie ZOWIE.ā
āLike I said,ā Yang hurried to assure her, looking for all the world like she was about to run from the room in a panic, āw-we donāt have to do anything. But I already bought it before⦠well, before. So I figured, hey, might as well show it to you, and let you⦠let you decide⦠for⦠yoursel-ā
āYang,ā she told her firmly, reaching up to cup her cheek. The blonde swallowed so hard she saw her throat working to accomplish it. āEverythingās fine. Iām not upset. Itās⦠wow, I donāt know what Iām feeling! But this was a sweet gesture, and Iām not going to let you think youāre making me angry with it.ā
āB-but I donāt want to remind you of him!ā she hissed, finally letting a tear slip past her guard, teeth clenched. āIt makes me angry to think about, a-and when I flipped your skirt⦠I just donāt want to ever do that again. Not even by accident. Ever.ā
Unable to hold back any longer, Weiss threw herself into a hungry kiss that they both needed. Hands slid up backs, tangled into already tangled hair. It was easy to get completely lost in that moment, so they did, only coming up when breathing made it necessary.
āPhwoo!ā Yang let out in a shaky voice, grinning again. āReally laid one on me!ā
Grinning, Weiss kissed both of her cheeks before pulling back again. āI love you, Xiao Long. Donāt you think for a second I donāt.ā
āGot it.ā They both heaved deep breaths to calm themselves a bit. āAnd, um⦠yāknow, we could do something else. Hang onto this for another time.ā
As one, they both looked down at the implement still lying in Weissās lap. How innocent it looked there, on top of her white dress. But its position gave her an idea.
āYou wanted to take my virginity tonight, huh?ā
āHuh? Oh⦠w-well, yeah.ā She scratched the back of her blonde head with a big grin. āYou see right through me, Schnee. But I kinda figured, if you did wanna try this⦠a special night like tonightās the best time.ā
āHmph. Typical brute.ā
āWhat?ā
Smirking just a little, she turned and presented her back to Yang. āCould you please unzip me?ā Yang only remained confused for a moment before she obeyed, helping her take the dress off afterward and lay it carefully over the back of a chair. āThank you.ā
āOf course. Wanna get me next?ā
āNo.ā
āHuh?ā Suddenly, Weiss pushed Yang down on the bed and kissed her again, then drew back and snatched up the strange contraption. āOh, yeah, get that out of the-ā
Her voice died when she saw Weiss was looking at it quite carefully, turning it over and examining the ways the straps worked. Then she began to step through them, pulling them up to hitch around her waist and thighs. It wasnāt as if Weiss was some sort of imbecile; the device was not that complex.
āThere,ā she sighed once it was in place. Then she looked up to seeā¦
A very, very surprised and flustered Yang Xiao Long. Of course, she was handling being flustered a lot better than she herself would have been, or a lot of their other friends for that matter. Still a strong woman who had very little to fear from some wispy, white haired paper shaker. But seeing the rubber cock jutting out from over her girlfriend's underwear was filling her cheeks with color, shortening her breath.
āHey there, little girlā¦ā Weiss bit her lip, feeling a little silly but wanting to commit to her performance now that she had begun. This was better. This was something she knew she could handle, regardless of her lingering fears. And if Yang could handle it, then they were all set. āThe dance is over. Ready for the real party to begin?ā
At first Yang laughed, and Weiss thought that she was going to blow off her attempt at playing this game. But then she fluttered her eyelashes and clutched at the hem of her dress.
āGolly gee, that's a big friend you have there.ā
Her hips swayed a little as she approached the side of the bed again. āYou got that right. Would you like to touch it?ā She wasn't sure if this was how men normally were or not, having no true frame of reference - other than a recent, regrettable encounter. She was making it up as she went.
āCan I?ā Meanwhile, Yang's imitation of a virgin straightie was pretty good, and also a little amusing to watch given how far removed she was from her own virginity. They both were, by this point. Even how hesitant her fingers were as they reached up for the rubbery length.
āGo ahead.ā
Watching Yang stroke it changed the atmosphere. It had been light and playful before, but now there was a new seriousness somehow related to the tacit agreement that they stay silent while Yang touched, explored with her fingers. As if it were real. For that matter, Weiss could almost swear that she could feel something wherever those fingers touched.
āIt's so big,ā Yang purred up at her as she stroked. āCan I⦠give it a little kiss?ā
āWhy on Earth would you want to k- um, I mean, yes. Kiss it.ā
And she obeyed. This was even stranger, because she couldn't imagine what either of them got out of this activity⦠yet it was turning her on. Watching that pair of perfect lips wrap around the tip of the false cock was a hypnotizing sight that brought heat to her cheeks. And elsewhere.
āMmmhhhhh,ā she moaned against the rubber for effect. And that, Weiss could feel - the vibrations echoed through the length, the base, her underwear. Right into her own clit, which was grateful to have some kind of stimulation - however distant - given how enticing the display before her was turning out to be.
āV-very good,ā she finally said, voice hoarse. Then she pushed Yang back by her shoulder. āBut that's not where this is supposed to go, is it?ā
Sparks of pure desire were flashing in her girlfriend's violet eyes as she reclined on the bed, pressing her thighs together beneath the orange fabric of her dress. As if she hadn't decided whether or not to let Weiss between them.
āI don't know,ā she breathed, twirling a golden ringlet around her index finger. āShow me.ā
Something about this new, coquettish Yang was driving her wild, fanning the flames of her needs much faster than she could have expected. Her mind wandered back to what her mother had said about Yang; about her being brutish, muscular, and more like the men her mother had dated. If she could only see how she looked there, draped in the middle of all those rose petals and looking like the daintiest girl in the world - in spite of the muscles lying just beneath soft skin.
And it seemed to awaken a need in her. A need to take on the role her girlfriend normally assumed. She bent down and picked up one of Yang's legs by the ankle, pulling it up to press her lips against her toes through her nylon stocking.
āHuh? Weissā¦?ā
āLike this,ā she rumbled as she began to pull the leg off to the side. She had never heard her own voice like this in her whole life, and it was strange, unnatural. Yet it seemed to suit the moment perfectly. Then she repeated the process with the second leg, earning a little āohā at the kiss⦠and a louder, deeper one when she realized that her legs had been parted so easily without her even realizing it was going on.
āDamn,ā she whispered, as if it weren't exactly part of their āplayā together. āSmooth; I should be taking lessons from you, Schnee.ā
Weiss smiled as she held a finger to her lips. āShhhh.ā They both shared a grin before she cleared her throat and slid her hands up Yangās calves, kneeling on the bed. āYou are such a pretty girl, and you look so good tonight.ā
āTh-thank you,ā she breathed, a hand falling against her chest as if to soothe a racing heart. āYou really think I'm pretty?ā
āYes. You're beautiful.ā That part had not been acting. But then she was positioned right between her lover's strong thighs, ready to do something neither of them had tried quite yet. What would a boy say under these circumstances? Probably something very uncouth.
āBut you're going to look even more beautiful in a minute.ā
This blush was definitely not feigned, and Weiss felt her own heart skip over a beat to see Yang looking so vulnerable. āO-ooh⦠I⦠Weissā¦ā
It was at this point they ran into a little snag. Weiss had pushed up her dress to see her lacy underwear - which also made her heart jump into her throat, her Yang had gone to all this effort to make tonight sexy for her - and they both reached a sudden realization.
āHow⦠do I do this exactly?ā Weiss stage-whispered.
āI donāt know, either!ā Yang admitted in the same quiet voice. āFirst one of these things Iāve ever had! I mean, a couple fingers did the job until now, soā¦ā
āOkay! Iāll just kind of⦠play it by ear!ā Taking a deep breath, she closed her eyes for a moment, putting herself back into the proper mentality. āReady for me?ā
The gulp was pretty theatrical, but the eagerness and uncertainty were not. Yang really wasnāt sure if she would like this. āY-yes. Be gentle?ā
Weiss gripped the length of rubber by the base just above the ring of metal. It was pretty rigid in the middle; she wondered if it was wrapped around wood, or something else. Then she began to grind it against the wetness she could only imagine for now, lying just on the other side of her panties.
āWhat if I donāt want to be gentle?ā
āWhat?ā
Weiss smirked darkly as she ground the tip from side to side. āWhat if I want⦠to make you scream for me, sweetheart?ā
Those words left Yang speechless - but not for long. Weiss was already pushing the fabric to one side, moving the head into place between those soft petals she knew so well. Her eyes flicked up to check Yangās readiness, and she seemed to be ready⦠even if she was also very quiet. Probably still worried about how it was going to feel to take this in for the first time.
āTell me you want this.ā She ground it up and down, prodding just a little at her clit - earning a sharp breath inward. āDo you want m-my cock?ā
The violet eyes swung up to lock onto Weissās, sharper than before. Curious. But after a moment of indecision, she did manage a nod. So Weiss began to guide her hips forward, paying close attention to make sure this new toy of theirs went exactly where they wanted it to go.
āO-oh, I- OH! SHIT! Weiss, itās pretty big, Iāve never- ohhhhh, wow!ā
More fascinated than anything else, Weiss watched as she did this with her own hips. Bizarre-looking, but also one of the most erotic sights of her short life. More - she wanted more, they both did. She shifted forward, hands falling to Yangās hips to hang on.
āWait, I- ow! Weiss, too much, too- WAIT!ā
She held still, eyes wary as she scrutinized Yangās sweating face. There was some very real pain there, and a little bit of uncertainty. āWhat? Isnāt it supposed to⦠hurt a little? The first time?ā
āNo!ā she hissed. āIām not a virgin like that, I already poked through that a long time ago!ā
āOh. Then whatās the problem? Canāt take the heat, Xiao Long?ā At Yangās dumbstruck expression, she rolled her hips - not really pushing in more, just sending a little vibration into her.
āNH! Weiss?ā
āSuch a big, strong girl,ā she teased as she rocked her hips. āI know you can take it.ā
There was something about Yangās expression that she kept trying to figure out as she shifted forward, deeper into her lover. Yes, she slowly began to relax, but there remained this wariness in her eyes that hadnāt been there before. Yangās mouth fell open to gasp in mingling pain and pleasure as she made it all the way inside, and Weiss felt her own sex throbbing, wishing it could participate. But it would have to wait its turn tonight.
āSo quiet,ā she finally hissed down at her when she slid her hips back. The idea was supposed to be to thrust, right? Thatās what they had done with fingers - and what her mother described to her mortified young brain so long ago. āNormally you have the gift of gab. Whatās wrong, little girl?ā
But Yang didnāt respond. Just squeaked at the feeling of her walls being teased by the thick, rigid mass. Weiss waited a second, then gave up and started to thrust forwardā¦
And she couldnāt. Something was wrong, even if everything seemed fine. Yang wasnāt protesting⦠she wasnāt saying anything. Which was the problem.
āI said, whatās wrong?ā Still no answer. āYang?ā
āCanā¦ā Yangās voice was too low. Weiss leaned down closer, trying to get her to speak up. āCan you kiss me?ā
āThis aināt that kind of square dance, sweetheart,ā she chuckled - but this time, she saw Yang flinch at her words, and she blinked. āWhat is it? Do⦠you really need me to kiss you?ā
Her lip trembled as she breathed āNoā, which was what made Weiss take her lips gently. It took a moment to really get going, because for the first time in her entire memory, Yang felt like she wasnāt sure if she wanted to kiss back. Even if it only lasted for a single terrifying second before she melted, kneading back hungrily, desperate for more. And Weiss gave it to her, gave her everything she wanted. She would always do that whenever possible.
āWhat did I do?ā she whispered in a very soft, very fragile voice once they parted. Yang shrugged. āNo, donāt do that. Talk to me.ā
Yangās eyes were misty and she tried for a smile. It looked awful. āI-itās not important. Sorry. Um⦠we can keep going now.ā
āHey! You donāt cry over just anything!ā
āWeiss, you kinda have a plastic banana up my dress where the sun donāt shine. Letās save the talking for aft-ā
āYang!ā Her breath hiccuped, and she kissed her lips. āWas it⦠that crack about you not being able to take the heat? Too far? J-just tell me what I did, Iām sorry, Iāll⦠yeah, I could just go, i-if thatās what you want!ā
Rolling her misty eyes now, she grunted and said, āItās stupid.ā But one glance at Weissās face told her this wasnāt going away. āOkay, okay! Chee! I justā¦ā
āJust?ā she prompted.
āIt wasnāt you.ā Her face already looked haunted, but her tone of voice was clearly a woman trying to get something over with in a hurry. āSo it started out fun, but when you said things like āthen whatās the problemā, it really didnāt sound like my Princess. A-and it felt⦠bad. Wrong. I donāt know, itās really stupid, and I feel stupid; obviously itās you, I can see you right there. Why did I flip on you like that? It was like I couldnāt figure out how to tell you I felt bad, and that just made it worse! Talk about being a wet rag.ā
Now she got it. And Weiss got even more than Yang herself did. She was being pushy, and unconcerned with Yangās welfare. Ready to take what she wanted like a man would.
Like one specific man would.
āNo,ā she breathed when it hit her like a truck. āI⦠why would I do that? No, please, no, I- Yang, I love you, and- and i-if you wanted to stop me, all you had to do was⦠was punch me in the face! UGH! NO! Donāt ever do that again, okay?ā
Now Yang was confused. āDo what? I didnāt do anything!ā
āThatās what I mean! You did nothing! Just let me talk to you like that, a-and I thought we were⦠playing some kind of game or something, while you felt awful because I was so⦠being disgusting! Donāt you ever let me do that again if you donāt like it, okay? And thereās no reason you should! Ugh⦠I just⦠Iām going to take a shower or something, I canāt believe what a terrible thing I almo-ā
Yangās lips were capturing hers with even more desperation than before, fingernails stabbing into the back of her neck to stop her from escaping this moment. Weiss literally threw herself into it with the abandon of a woman on death row. When they parted, she saw Yangās eyes were still wet but she was smiling.
āKeep going, Princess.ā
āWhat?ā She thrust a little, just to see if that was what Yang meant - and got a moan for her efforts. āThat?ā
āYeah. Fuck me.ā The shaky breath she took showed she still clearly wasnāt back to her usual self, but was getting there, and determined to do it faster for the sake of her lover. āGive me that full āprom night experienceā.ā
āItās homecoming.ā
Yang shrugged, biting her lip at a fresh wave of pleasure. āSame difference. If you can⦠will you keep going?ā
There really wasnāt much of a choice to make. Hanging onto Yangās shoulders, lying flat on top of her, Weiss began to roll her hips⦠and saw it change her lover. In the same way Yang had been thrown off by seeing her try on the role of dominant male, Weiss didnāt quite know what to make of watching her godlike paramour turn into such a delicate flower. But she liked it - both seeing her look so sweet and vulnerable, and that Yang loved her and trusted her enough to let down her shields.
She would never take advantage of that. Not even on accident, as she had almost done moments ago. Then and there, she swore to herself that whatever had been messed up in her brain was going to stop affecting other people - especially Yang.
āOh!ā Yang finally called out when she was getting close. āWeiss! More, c-can⦠you go harder?ā
āYeah!ā she grunted as her speed ramped up even more, falling to wrap her lips and teeth around the side of Yangās neck. This was hard work, and it felt really strange to be doing it while receiving no pleasure herself. Well⦠Yang had pawed at her breasts a couple of times, and the base of the ābananaā bumping against her mons did deliver some dull shockwaves, but Yang was definitely the one getting most of the benefits. And after making her feel like dirt earlier, that was all that mattered.
The instant she heard the moans of pleasure rise in pitch, felt the writhing turn to haphazard twitching, she knew her lover had reached her heights of pleasure. God, she looked so good in that moment! She had always thought so, but this was on another level, seeing her relinquish all power and let Weiss take the wheel. Yang had become an utter mess, writhing and screaming and fully open. Pure elation.
It only made Weiss fall more in love with her.
Leaning down to capture her lips, Weiss came to a stop when Yang did, and they poured all of their feelings into that point of contact. Weiss drew back to smile down at her.
āHow was it?ā she whispered excitedly. āI mean, when we startedā¦ā Time to eat crow. āWhen I stopped doing it wrong.ā
But Yang was already shaking her head, leaning up to kiss her chin. āNot wrong. Just⦠weird, for me.ā
āWrong, Yang. But I want to know how it felt. Whatās this like? Are we missing out on anything from boys?ā They both giggled a little.
āNah. Well⦠it was really different, and felt pretty great once I got used to it. But the problem is those things are usually attached to boys.ā More laughter, which helped to ease the churning sickness in Weissās stomach that she had been trying to ignore. āSo you wearing this is Fat City; all the benefits with no drawbacks.ā
Nodding as she thought about that, Weiss slowly slid backward - and heard Yang gasp as she pulled the rubber phallus out. Then she asked, āBetter than when I use my mouth? Well, obviously Iām not very good at that, anywayā¦ā
āAre you kidding? Youāre amazing at that!ā Once Weiss rolled onto her back, gazing down at the glistening implement, Yang curled around her and did the same. āWow, thatās so weird. That thing was in me.ā
āYou really think Iām good at, um, drinking from your cup?ā
Yangās hand drifted up and down her bare stomach, playing over the little pink scar for an instant. āIf I went the rest of my life with just your mouth getting me off, Iād be completely okay with that. Bet on it, Weiss.ā Then she nuzzled her neck. āNow⦠you gotta stop beating yourself up.ā
āWhat?ā
āFor the dirty talk getting out of hand. Donāt even try it,ā she cut her off when Weiss opened her mouth to argue. āI can tell youāre still thinking about it.ā
Swallowing hard, she leaned over to kiss her cheek. āI think⦠I did something really bad. But I didnāt mean to do it! Just kind of happened, and by the time I figured it out, you already looked so⦠I hope I never make you look that way again. It scared me.ā
āScared you?! I was freaking out!ā When Weiss winced, she hugged her closer. āNot mad at you. But nobodyās ever made me feel like that before, and it wasnāt all bad, okay? Just new.ā
āI made you feel like a victim.ā
āNO. You made me feel like I was really⦠not the one in control for once. It was nice, but it was kinda scary, too. None of thatās bad but itās weird for me, thatās all.ā She searched for the proper words for a second, and Weiss tried to be patient, to just let her think. āYouāre so hot when you take charge like that.ā
āReally?!ā
Yang rolled her eyes. āYes! Chee, you always act like youāre some kind of boring, hideous beast, when youāre not! Whatās your tale, nightingale? Is it your dad who made you feel like you aināt good enough? Because I mean⦠I hope now that he dug his own grave, we can get started making you feel like youāre the beeās knees.ā
That whole onslaught of deep insights from Yang, who normally acted like she didnāt care about much besides sex, hanging out, and her motorcycle, took Weiss by surprise and made her fall silent. But it was all true. She found it awfully hard to completely believe that she was worthy of love, that her own confidence was well-placed. On some level, she did know it was because of how her father treated her, but had never examined it fully - or had just assumed she deserved it.
āYouāre right. I⦠whoa. Iām⦠wow, he really messed up my brain.ā
āAll our parents do. How do you think I feel, with one of mine barely putting up with me and the other running off like Iām yesterdayās trash?ā
āHey,ā she told her firmly. āIām sure your father loves you. He justā¦ā
āYeah, yeah, Summer died, and he couldnāt handle it.ā She shrugged. āI understand. Still hurts to be dumped.ā
Settling in for a longer discussion about parents, Weiss turned to snuggle her a little closer. Yang snickered at the feeling of the rubber against her leg and she smirked back. āThatās why your mom is so tough, and she probably wanted to make you just as tough, right?ā
āGot that right,ā she sighed as she kissed the side of her girlfriendās head. āBut I already know that. Looks like youāre just kinda figuring it out, huh?ā
āYeah. I⦠well, mine always made my mother and I feel so inferior. Why didnāt I ever realise that it wasnāt just changing how I felt about him?ā
Yang shrugged hard, though she was clearly getting more comfortable. That flash of anxiety was long gone, which was a huge relief. āBecause we donāt think about it, I guess. Headshrinkers do. But you shaking me up about Ruby and Qrow⦠I kinda got thinking about stuff like that afterward. How I was still feeling let down and wanted to take it out on them. Didnāt have a choice but to figure things out anymore, and⦠yeah. Thanks.ā
āWhy are you thanking me? I was just sticking my nose where it didnāt belong, like I always do. Just ask Pyrrha, or Blake and Ilia.ā
āYou mean the Blake and Ilia who danced together tonight, looking so cute and happy that I could gag? The Pyrrha who got to go with the boy of her dreams ā and cut a rug with Cinder besides?ā When Weiss smiled, Yang tickled her just a little to make the smile bigger. āYeah, there you go! You did that! Pat yourself on the back, itās okay!ā
Finally broken out of her funk, she snuggled even closer, Yang enveloping her in her strong arms. And she felt the freedom to mention, āYou know⦠you looked really good.ā
āI did? In my dress? Aww, shucks!ā
āWell, yes, of course you did. But what I meant was⦠just now.ā She had to clear her throat to make herself finish her thought: āSeeing you spread out below me was so sexy.ā
The deeply-blushing blonde grinned into Weissās shoulder. āYouāre gonna make me turn into a tomato.ā When Weiss kissed the top of her head, she sighed and whispered, āBut I guess I donāt mind it. When itās you.ā
And Weiss didnāt mind, either. But that much was obvious.












