#rusty speaks

but yeah. puked this morning and it was miserable. i had been hiding my waves of nausea from my coworkers all night since we dont have heating in 90% of the building so it was Pretty fucking cold. i have to go between the heated offices and the rest of the building frequently and the temperature changes fuck me up so bad i sometimes have to hide just to gag where no one can see. i was stifling sick burps every once in a while. it sucked. i always feel better after throwing up but for some reason i always wait until the last second for relief. i made it through my twelve hours and the drive home, but not five minutes after getting home i had to grab a random dirty dish out the sink to vomit in. i just heaved and burped for too long before bringing up pure acid. i got barely anything else up and dry heaved for a bit afterward. it wasnt even proper gushes when i did puke it was just trickles 😭😭 so evil..

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since kazama very obviously prefers kiryu between him and nishiki, what if kashiwagi stepped in to kind of fill that fatherly/older guardian role for nishiki?? 

like, nishiki’s been feeling down and kashiwagi takes him to his favorite restaurant or buys him his favorite beer or something and listens to him vent his emotions without ever invalidating him? giving him the support he so desperately needs? being someone he can 100% trust (because as much as i love kiryu, and as close as he and nishiki are, nishiki has a very obvious inferiority complex regarding him) and can look up to in a healthy and positive way?

i’m so starved for kashiwagi being a character, and giving him a deep and meaningful relationship with nishiki could give us insight into who is he as a person, and not just him being an extension of kazama or the cool uncle, which is admittedly a very fun character type, but a very shallow one since he wasn’t really developed beyond that, and nothing else. it could also give way to his backstory too, because there’s a lot you could do with it! 

maybe he was once a very emotionally driven young man, and when he got into some really, really intense trouble because of that (which could be when he got that scar and/or got picked up by kazama!!), and he sees his past self in nishiki and doesn’t want him to go through what he did? maybe he had someone close to him that reminded him of nishiki that he couldn’t help or is in some way out of his life now, and he connected with nishiki at first because of them, but then began to truly care for him as a person?? maybe he has just always been a compassionate and protective older brother sort, and though he has tried to keep that part of himself contained because it’s a vulnerability, he saw how much nishiki needed support and opened up to him? i’m sure there’s a lot more ways to handle it than just these, too!!