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summary: your new boyfriend Barty tells you he loves you, and you…freak tf out (even though you do, in fact, love him too).
cw: MDNI 18+, smut, established relationship, drinking, you are both possessive and mildly toxic, emotional vulnerability (eugh), love confessions, hurt/comfort, hard kinks, choking
Barty's POV
“Oi, Crouch!”
Barty looked up from his sketchbook, propped in his lap to keep him occupied while he waited in the courtyard for you and Evan to get out of Defense Against the Dark Arts. Xeno was running towards him down the corridor, robes flapping wildly in his haste.
Barty could practically smell trouble, and it made his heart kick with excitement.
“To what do I owe the pleasure, Xenophi—”
“Cut the shit. Y/n is dueling,” Xeno snapped, grabbing Barty by the collar and dragging him from his perch in one of the stone openings.
“Oh! Is she winning?” Barty asked, falling into a jog beside Xeno.
“Not the point. She's going to get expelled.”
“Like I’d ever let that happen,” Barty chuckled.
They rounded the corner and could hear the shouting before they even reached the classroom. Excitement raced under his skin, and he all but kicked down the door in his haste to get to you.
You were up on a desk, robes discarded, absolutely pummeling Amacus Carrow with hexes. Amacus was hidden behind and overturned desk, lamely tossing expelliarmus over his shoulder.
The students formed a ring around you both, roaring with excitement while the Professor tried desperately to talk you down.
Barty skirted around the edge of the group towards you, finding Evan standing just beneath you, watching with a wild grin.
“She's a fucking menace,” Evan cackled, and Barty had to agree.
A vicious, beautiful little menace.
“What'd he do?” Barty asked, watching you dodge a hex effortlessly and throw one back in the same second. His heart was pounding, affection making his blood race. Saints, his cock was damn near about to rip through his trousers he was so fucking turned on.
“He called you a buffoon. And said your tattoos were ugly,” Evan said, cheering when you hit Amacus’ table so hard with stupify it cracked. “I was going to intervene, but she hit him with a book before I even got a word out.”
Barty was going to faint if anymore blood vacated his brain.
He spun a chair around and stepped up onto the table beside you. “Hello, treasure. Chose violence, did we?” You squeaked in surprise when he looped an arm around your waist, spinning you around and plucking your wand from your fingers.
“Barty!” You protested, trying to grab your wand back. “Give me that!”
Amacus, realizing you were disarmed, popped up from behind his desk.
“Ah, ah,” Barty waggled your wand at the perspiring wretch. “She may have the restraint to avoid Azkaban, but I have no such compunction, Carrow.” He gestured to Amacus’s spindly wand. “Rosier will take that, if you please.”
Evan had appeared beside Carrow, holding out his hand expectantly. Carrow dropped it into Evan's palm, red-faced and sputtering.
“Barty,” you said again, voice pitching lower with agitation.
He pressed an appeasing kiss to the crown of your head, handing you your wand back. “I think you've made your point, love,” he said. “Unless you'd like to make a fugitive out of me.”
You blew a strand of hair from your face, scowling at Amacus as he fled the room with his twin in tow. “I suppose not,” you huffed. “But if he runs his fucking mouth again—”
Barty pecked your lips, unable to resist your sharp tongue for another second. “He's a dead-man walking, hm?”
A smile pulled at the corners of your mouth, and your shoulders finally softened. “Something like that.” You rose up onto your toes and kissed him again, his heart pounding against his ribs like it was trying to burst out of his chest to get to you.
Barty helped you down from the table while the rest of the students filed out, grumbling that their bloodbath was cut short. The Professor tried to step up to you, face purple with indignation, but one glare from Barty had them backing off, throwing their hands up in defeat.
“Are you alright, though? He didn't get you?” Barty tilted your chin up, turning your pretty face to the right, then the left to check for damage.
“Not once,” you smirked, and his chest swelled with pride.
“That's my girl,” he cooed, leaning down to draw you in for another, more heated kiss. He swiped his tongue across your lower lip, tasting your cherry lipgloss, before kissing down your neck, wallowing in the sweetness of your perfume, the warmth of your skin. “S’why I love you so much.”
As soon as it slipped out, he felt you stiffen, withdrawing slightly from him. He hadn't meant to say it, though he'd felt it long before you were official, but he couldn't bring himself to regret it.
He pulled his head back, finding your eyes wide, kiss-stung lips parted in shock. A deer in headlights.
“D-did you just—” you stuttered. He could feel your heart fluttering like a hummingbird under his fingertips. “Y-you love me?”
He smiled, something tender unfurling in his chest. “I do, very much,” he murmured, softening his voice like he was speaking to a frightened animal.
“Bat, I—” you words caught in your throat, and a flicker of hope kindled in his heart. “I have to go.” You turned heel and dashed out of the classroom, nearly taking out Evan and Xeno, who were pretending not to listen by the door.
They grimaced, approaching Barty cautiously.
“Sorry, mate,” Xeno said, clapping him on the shoulder.
“Why?” Barty asked, shouldering your bag that you abandoned in your haste.
“Because she—mate, are you with us?” Evan waved a hand in front of his face.
Barty smacked his hand away. “I’m fine, I knew she wasn't going to say it back,” he shrugged.
Sure, it would have been amazing if you said it back, but you didn't have to say it for him to know it was true. He knew you struggled with big displays of emotion, and he wasn't about to goad you into saying something you weren't ready to.
He knew you felt it. You told him with every kiss, every touch, every gesture, from softly tracing his tattoos while you cuddled, to picking fights in the middle of class to defend his honor. Barty knew the truth, and you'd realize it on your own soon enough.
Xeno and Evan were looking at him like he had three heads.
“So why did you say it?” Evan asked.
“Because I felt it?” Barty didn't understand why they were so confused. He’d always worn his heart on his sleeve with you, and that wasn't about to change just because you were finally together. He knew you liked to have all the cards before you made a decision, and now you did.
“But she like, freaked out,” Xeno said, like Barty couldn't practically read the thoughts flying through your mind. “That doesn't worry you?”
Irritation curled along his spine, sharpening his tongue. “I’ve got it under control, Lovegood,” he bit. “Don't strain yourself pretending to give a fuck.”
“Junior—” Evan started.
“Are we ready for dinner? I'm starved,” Barty chirped, uprooting the conversation, and the seed of doubt it was planting in his mind.
Reader’s POV
You sat curled in your bed, staring at the emerald curtain separating you from the rest of the dorm. Barty's words echoed in your mind, ricocheting painfully against your skull.
I love you so much.
I love you so much.
I love you so much.
With every repetition came the same cycle of feelings: terror, elation, guilt, and terror again. You cared for Barty, Merlin, did you care for Barty. It ate you up inside, all the feelings you had for him. Drove you half-mad most of the time.
He was your favorite person, your comfort and your home. You wanted to be with him all the time, and you never wanted to be with anyone.
But love? It seemed impossible, enormous. You choked on it, drowned under it. And though it sounded so sweet on his lips, you just couldn't say it back, and it was tearing you up inside.
You knew how deeply his abandonment wounds went, how sensitive he was to rejection, and you never ever wanted to hurt him that way again. Especially not when he'd brought nothing but wonder and excitement into your life.
He didn't seem particularly upset, but you'd run off so quickly, you weren't sure how he'd actually taken it. For all you knew, you'd shattered his heart, and he'd never want to see you again.
Oh fuck, what if he was if was going to break up with you?
A fresh wave of terror clutched your heart, and you cuddled your stuffed cat closer, praying you hadn't fucked this up.
“Y/n?” Pandora called gently, peeling open your curtain to peek at you. “Barty’s here. Looking rather…fretful.”
Shit, shit, shit. He was here to dump you. This was it.
You stuffed your kitty under your pillows and pushed yourself into a sitting position, wiping at your tear-streaked cheeks. “Let him in,” you mumbled.
Pandora nodded, stepping back, and Barty’s head poked through, dark brows pulled together in concern.
“Oh, baby,” he sighed, taking in your probably pitiful state. “Can I come in?”
You nodded, scooching over so he could climb into your bed. He immediately enveloped you in his arms, cuddling you into his chest. Cigarette smoke clung to his clothes and hair, mixing with the faded traces of his familiar cologne, and it immediately soothed some of your panic.
He was here, and he didn't hate you.
Barty’s heart thumped steadily under your cheek as he peppered kisses along the crown of your head, his hand slipping under your hoodie, well, technically his hoodie, to brush against your skin. He was unusually quiet, his movements slow and gentle.
After a few minutes of loaded quiet, you couldn't hold your tongue any longer.
“I’m really sorry, B,” you mumbled, tracing the lines of the tattoo on his chest peeking through his half-buttoned shirt.
“For what, tres? You did nothing wrong,” he shushed you, squeezing you tighter.
You sniffled, tears springing to your eyes.
He shifted, turning so you were beneath him and he was looking down at you. “Have you spent the last few hours thinking you did something wrong?” He asked, looking genuinely distressed at the suggestion.
Your lips folded into a tight line, not trusting yourself to speak, and you nodded.
“Treasure, no,” he gasped, cradling your face and kissing away the tear that rolled down your cheek. “My sweet, darling, gorgeous girl, you did absolutely nothing wrong. I didn't say that under the assumption you'd say anything back. I said it because I wanted to, because I—” the words caught in his teeth, like he had to bite them back before they wrangled out of his control once again.
“I'm just not ready,” you whispered, shame turning your guts to stone.
“And that's okay—hey, look at me.” He brushed his nose against yours, the softest nuzzle. When you managed to drag your eyes to his, you found them so sincere, so warm. “It's okay, baby. I promise.” He held his pinky up, the nail painted to match your manicure, and you curled your pinky around his. “I promise,” he repeated, resting his forehead against yours.
You couldn't help the nervous giggle that bubbled out of you, relief making you giddy. “I thought you were here to break up with me,” you admitted, reaching up to stroke the sharp angle of his jaw, carding your fingers through his wild hair.
“You what?!” Barty cried, rearing back in shock. “I’d sooner cut my cock off. Perish the fucking thought this instant. Baby, I’m yours.” He swung his leg over you, pining you beneath him. “You must never think that again, understand?”
“Bat—”
His fingers slipped under your arms, tickling along your ribs and making you squeal, bucking underneath his hold as you tried to escape. He was grinning like a fool, and only stopped when he managed to catch both your wrists to pin your arms over your head. “I've got you now, babygirl,” he purred, leaning down to whisper against your ear. “And guess what?”
“Hm?” You arched into him, the frantic, ticklish energy quickly morphing into something heady, intoxicating. The cloying heat only Barty could stoke in your belly.
“I love you,” he whispered against your pulse, sealing it with a kiss against the tender skin.
You sucked in a quick breath, heart tripping over itself, and you could tell instantly that he caught it, his lips curling into a smile.
“My darling, I love you so much.” He licked a stripe up your throat, the scalding caress of his tongue coaxing an airy whine from your lungs. “My favorite girl.” Kiss. “My most precious treasure.” Kiss. “I’m so in love with you it’s driving me mad—”
“Do you ever stop talking?” You silenced him with a greedy kiss, all teeth and tongue and desperation, elated that he was still yours, that he wanted you, loved you, so deeply. You wanted to devour him whole, never feel, never taste, never know anything but him.
Barty chuckled when you broke the kiss to breathe, releasing your hands so you could grab at his shirt, desperately trying to undo the buttons. He braced his hands against your headboard, letting you paw and take whatever you wanted from beneath him while he watched through lust-fogged eyes.
“You sure act like you love me,” he teased, and you pinched his hip, shooting him a glare.
“I love your dick,” you bit back, palming him through his pants, and finally, he shut the fuck up.
Barty’s POV
The Slytherin common room was raging, flashing green and cloudy with fog, music thumbing through the floor and up Barty's legs.
He was deep in a game of beer pong, absolutely smoking Regulus while a crowd watched on. But mentally, he was plotting his next escape to your dorm, where he'd been periodically bringing you drinks in exchange for kisses while you read your new romance book.
This next time, he’d probably stay with you instead of returning. You were probably starting to feel the effects of both the raunchy writing and the alcohol right about now, and that was a combo he wouldn't dare miss.
Just when he lined up his shot, determined to finish poor Reg off, he spotted you coming down the stairs. Dressed in tattered jeans and a pair of fishnets, one of his Sex Pistols tee's hanging loose on your frame…
He completely whiffed the shot.
He didn't care.
“Treasure!” He cried when you spotted him across the room, and everyone swiveled in surprise.
You sauntered over, a big, melty smile on your face, and threw your arms around his neck.
“Hiii, handsome,” you cooed, pulling him down for a kiss.
He could taste the booze on your breath, syrupy and disorienting. “Made the drinks a little strong, did I?” He chuckled, steadying you with an arm around your waist.
“Whaaat? No, m’fine—Dora!” You suddenly lurched away from him, throwing yourself at your best friend. “I missed you!”
“Hi, love. I missed you more,” Pandora laughed, hugging you back and casting Barty an accusatory glare, though her eyes glittered with amusement.
Barty shrugged and held up two fingers, answering her silent question of how many you'd had.
Pandora's eyes widened and she pointed at herself, then you, then held up two fingers behind your back.
Barty burst out laughing, then cajooled you out of Pandora's arms and back into his. “Baby, have Panda and I both been bringing you drinks?”
You giggled, hiding your face in his chest. “And Evan brought me a shot,” you said.
“He did?!” Barty pretended to be shocked, glancing over at his best friend, who held up his hands in innocence. “So you're right pissed, then.”
You stared up at the ceiling, like you were deeply contemplating this, then slowly lowered your glassy eyes back to his. “Perhaps,” you said carefully, and he snorted a laugh.
Merlin, you were fucking adorable.
“C’mon, Crouch. Game's not over,” Regulus griped.
Barry glanced down at the cups, finding Regulus had sunk two balls while he was distracted. “Guess it's time I catch up,” he hummed, shifting you to his side and taking the two big gulps of stale beer.
You wrinkled your nose in distaste. “I can go get some fresh ones,” you offered, attempting to take a stumbling half-step away from him.
“Nope.” Barty hauled you back into his side, arm bracketed along your lower back. “You're staying right here with me, little lush.”
With you under his arm, he sank his final shot, officially beating Regulus, then whisked you off to the dancefloor to celebrate his victory.
He was in heaven, booze pumping hot and thick in his blood, your body pressed in against his front, writing with abandon to the rock music blaring from the speakers. You looked supremely fuckable, glossed with sweat and starry-eyed, a wild grin on your pretty lips.
He bent down, nosing into your neck while you rolled your hips against his, too drunk to realize what you were doing to him. Or too drunk to care.
“Babygirl, you're killing me,” he purred against your balmy skin, his grip tightening on your hips to stop your movements. “Better stop unless you want me to bend you over the bar right here, right now.”
“Nuh-uhhh,” you whined, spinning in his arms to face him. “M’just dancin’.”
“Sure, sweet thing. And I'm a monk,” he chuckled, watching you press kisses to the inked valley of his sternum, his shirt most of the way unbuttoned by your tricky fingers. You were such an affectionate drunk, but it wasn't often you indulged enough to get drunk in the first place. He groaned when you glanced up at him, round eyes framed by thick lashes, and his cock gave a merciless kick against his trousers.
You grinned, kissing your way up his neck before pecking his lips. The taste of his own sweat on your lips made his mind go dark, lust shredding through the tenuous leash he had himself on.
“Bat,” you murmured, tugging on his chain to get his attention.
“Baby,” he replied, voice rougher than it was moments before.
You kissed him again, tongue dipping past his lips to brush against his before retreating again, taunting him. “Can I tell you a secret?” you whispered.
He nodded, legs locked to keep himself upright.
You cupped your hand around his ear, leaning in close enough that your breath tickled the hair around his ear. “I love you too.”
It was like a bucket of cold water was doused over his head, his heart seizing. Fuck, how amazing the words sounded on your lips, but you were so drunk. Too drunk to know what you were saying, let alone remember it tomorrow.
He knew you loved him, but he didn't want to hear it like this. Not for the first time. He wanted you to say it and mean it, and not need liquid courage to make you feel safe enough to admit it.
“Honey, fuck, I love you so much, but you don't mean that,” he said, gently folding your hands into his and leading you off the dancefloor.
You resisted, pouting. “I do mean it! I love you!”
“Treasure, please—”
“Don’t ‘treasure’ me. I love you, and I'm sorry I didn't say it sooner,” you argued, lips pulling down into a frustrated frown. Then, softer, just for him—“I love you, Barty.”
He winced, like a lance was shoved through his chest. “Stop it, you're drunk,” he said, fighting to keep his voice gentle while he tugged you somewhere quieter.
People were watching, your friends pushing forward to see what the fuss was about, and panic beat like a drum in his head.
“No! Why won't you let me love you?” You yanked your hands out of his hold. “You love me!”
“I do, but you can't—you don't know what your saying, love—” He couldn't the thought of you saying it now and not being able to tomorrow. That maybe you didn't mean it, that you were just telling him what he wanted to hear. False validation hurt far worse than none at all.
“What's going on?” Pandora interjected, stepping between the two of you.
Anger flared hot under Barty's skin. “Fuck off, Pan,” he bit.
“Hey—” Xeno barked.
“Don't fucking start with me, Xe.” Barty stepped up to his friend, ringed fingers curling into a fist. Fucking Xeno, putting doubts in his head…
Evan jumped between them before it escalated further. “Alright, that's enough. This is between Barty and y/n—”
“He upset her!” Pandora argued, her arms wrapped around your shoulders.
“M’fine!” You shot back, jerking out of her arms and nearly sending yourself to the ground.
“You aren't fine,” Barty growled, shoving Evan and Xeno out of the way and catching you before you toppled completely. “You need to go to bed.”
You deflated at his tone, moisture pooling along your lower lashes, and he felt like that biggest ass on the planet. “Why are you so angry with me?” You whispered, and his heart cracked.
“I'm not—fuck, baby. I could never be angry with you.” He pulled you into his chest, wrestling down the hurt churning in his gut. “Let's just get you to bed, yeah? Together?”
You hesitated, contemplating resisting further, but then you nodded, the last of your restraint dissolving from your muscles.
“Barty—” Pandora warned.
“I've got her,” Barty snapped, tightening a possessive arm around your shoulders. “Can you all just fucking trust me for once?”
They all fell quiet, looking back and forth from him to one another. He didn't give them a chance to respond, pushing through the semicircle they made around you and leading you up the stairs.
Neither of you spoke, the silence of your dorm only broken by his shuffling around and your sniffles. He hated himself for making you cry, wanted to tear his hair out and claw off his skin in repentance, but he just couldn't stand hearing you say that and not knowing if you meant it. It was the worst kind of torture.
He helped you into your pajamas and removed your makeup, then tucked you into bed with some water and a hangover cure ready to go on your nightstand.
You snuggled into your pillows, stuffed kitty folded into your chest, and blinked up him with sorrowful eyes. “Will you stay?” You asked, and his heart tried to punch through the wall of his chest.
He sighed. “’Course, love,” he said, pressing a kiss to your temple. He rummaged through your things, finding a pair of his sweatpants, and changed into them before crawling into bed beside you and shutting the curtain.
You nosed into his neck, arms bundled against his chest, and he cushioned your head with his bicep, the other draped over your waist.
“Don't let me ruin this,” you mumbled, voice sleep-addled and sad.
He kissed your forehead, guilt ringing hollow against his ribs. “You couldn't, treasure. You're stuck with me,” he tried to joke, but it was mirthless.
You shook your head, lips brushing along his clavicle, then your breathing deepened, muscles going lax, and you passed out in his arms.
He kissed your head again, nuzzling into your hair, and let his eyes wander to the crack in the curtain, where he knew he'd watch the sunrise in a few hours. Usually, he was able to sleep with you, the warmth and weight of your body soothing his mind enough to let him rest. But he knew there were no dreams waiting for him tonight.
So he'd hold you, and try not to think too hard, and watch the room inevitably fill with light.
Reader's POV
You woke up to an empty bed and a pounding headache, morning sunlight blazing through the gap in your curtain.
“Fuck me,” you groaned, sitting up and grabbing the potion from your bedside table, popping the cork and slamming it back. Immediately, the potion began to work, the sharpness behind your eyes dulling and your stomach settling.
Merlin, how much did you drink last night? You barely remembered anything after dancing with Barty—wait, where was Barty?
You were fairly certain he'd come to bed with you, and found evidence of that in the dented pillow on your left, the smell of his cologne lingering on the fabric.
You remembered him being angry about something, angry with you, but you couldn't remember why, the specific moments slithering through your fingers like silverfish.
You pulled aside your curtain, finding Pandora and Xeno tangled in her bed, Pandora braiding ribbons in her boyfriends platinum waves while he slept.
“Hey,” you croaked.
“Morning, sunshine. You fucked up,” Pandora said, waggling a finger at you.
You groaned, slumping back onto your pillows. “What did I do?”
“Told Barty you loved him. Loudly and in front of everyone.”
Your jaw fell open. No, no, surely you didn't do something so careless? “I couldn't have—”
“You did, and he's losing his mind over it. Been “showering” for about two hours,” Xeno grumbled, shifting a bit on Pandora's chest.
You couldn't believe yourself. That wasn't how Barty deserved to hear that, not after days of patiently waiting for you to pluck up the courage. You had to fix this. Had to make sure he knew the truth, and that it wasn't a drunken mishap, but the truth in your heart.
Throwing your covers off, you slipped out of bed, padding out of the room and sneaking over to the boys dorm.
You bumped into a freshly-showered Evan halfway to the boys bathroom.
“Hey, wait.” He caught you by the wrist. “If you're going in there to hurt him, don't,” he warned, glacial eyes narrowing.
“I'm not, Ev,” you promised.
“Because I like you, y/n. You're the same kind of bitch as me. But if you're fucking with my best mates heart, I'd hate to have to hate you.” He brushed past you, his words hanging heavy in the air.
You tried not to take it personally, Evan and Barty were fiercely protective of each other, but it still stung that he thought you'd intentionally hurt Barty.
Of course you wouldn't, you loved him.
You loved him.
Fuck, you were so stupid.
You pushed into the bathroom, steam thick and tepid. Only one shower was running, gray smoke curling around the gossamer plumes of steam, and the bathroom seemed otherwise deserted.
“Colloportus,” you cast, locking the door behind you. You approached the shower, knocking lightly on the wall. “Bat, you in there?”
An arm shot out from the curtain and yanked you in, pj’s and all.
“Barty!” You crashed into his wet, naked chest, the blast of hot water soaking you.
“Didn't expect you up for hours, drunkard,” he teased, petting the wet hair from your face, but his smile faltered when he noted the absence of yours.
You sputtered a little, trying to regain your resolve despite the shock. “I-I’m really sorry, Barty,” you said, reaching up to cup his face, stroking away the beads of water running down with your thumb. From the red around his eyes, deep purple stains underneath them, it was clear he hadn't slept at all.
“Sorry for what?” He asked, brows drawing together. He was putting on a brave face, but you could tell that you'd hurt him, and it made your heart splinter.
“For telling you the way I did instead of the way I should have.” You brought his hands to the hem of you soaked-through shirt, guiding them to lift it up and over you head, wanting to be as close to him as you could in this moment—no barriers.
“Baby, you don't have to—”
You shimmied your shorts down, the fabric landing with a wet plop on the tile floor. You wrapped your arms around his neck, pressing your body against his, searing heat blooming everywhere your skin touched. “I want to,” you murmured, drawing him down for a feather-light kiss. “I need to.”
He loosed a shaky exhale, eyes flitting nervously over your face while his hands came to a tentative rest on your hips.
You took a deep breath, steadying yourself. “Bartemius Crouch Jr., I love you. I love you more than anything. And I’m sorry—”
Barty turned, crushing you against the wall and stealing the last of your apology with a fervid kiss. “I love you more,” he growled, a visceral purr of approval against your ear. “Not so hard, hm?”
You nodded, a pitiful whine plucked from your throat when his fingers prodded between your legs, wasting no time spreading you open and smearing your slick over his palm.
“My brave girl, I'm so proud of you,” he cooed, sinking knuckle deep into your clenching heat, making you keen. “So good f’me, aren't you?”
“I was just so scared,” you whimpered, hips rocking into his hand as he parted your gummy walls, scissoring you open with a second finger.
“I know, honey. I know you better than anyone,” he murmured, a possessive edge sharpening his voice. “I knew you loved me, just like I knew you wanted me months ago. Before even you did, silly little thing.”
“Yes, Barty—fuck,” you moaned.
He curled his fingers, pressing against the spot that made your knees give out, white blooming behind your eyes. He silenced your cries with his mouth, smothering you while he fucked you with his fingers, the lewd squelch of your pussy barely muffled by the thundering water.
“Say it again,” he gruffed, his free hand coming up to wrap around your throat, holding you up by the febrile column.
“I love you,” you gasped, loosing air as his hand tightened, the heat in your belly building higher and higher, near to combusting.
“Again.”
“I luh—” you wheezed, unable to draw enough air to finish the phrase.
“Heart’s beating so hard, treasure. All for me?”
You nodded, head going fuzzy from lack of oxygen and the looming orgasm, putty in his merciless hands.
His eyes were black, obfuscated with lust and providence, a ferality barely tethered.
You were about to break, dragged roughshod to release, when suddenly his hand retreated, leaving you empty. Gutted.
But then he was pushing inside you, splitting you down the center with his thickness, so full you swore you could taste him in your throat. His grip loosened on your neck, allowing you a swig of air as he groaned, rutting savagely into your softness.
“So fucking tight, little cunt’s like a vice,” he grated, lifting your legs for a deeper angle, leaving you suspended and helpless to receive whatever he gave you. “Gonna come for me, baby? Let me fill you to the fucking brim with my love?”
“Yes, yes, yes,” you babbled, nails dragging down his shoulders as you desperately tried to hold on while the world fell away.
“Go on, tres. Give it to me. Don't hold back.” He huffed into your neck, his thrusts getting rougher, sloppier as he swelled inside of you.
Your orgasm blasted through you, ripping you apart at the seams, and you sank your teeth into his shoulder, muffling yourself as he fucked you through it.
“Fuck, that's it—fucking take it—” his own release slammed into him, and he bottomed out with a punishing snap. You could feel his cock surging against your ruined pussy, filling you completely, body and soul.
His grip on your relaxed as the strength bled out of him, his lips tracing a path up your throat, finding your lips in a lissome, sodden kiss.
“I love you,” you whispered, tears pooling behind your eyes as the onslaught of feeling dissipated.
“I love you,” he replied, peppering kisses all over your face in the way that never failed to make you smile. He set you gently on your feet, an arm around your waist in case you stumbled. “Are you okay, though? Really?”
You nodded, pecking his cheek as you stepped back under the deliciously warm stream of water. “I'm in love, what could be wrong?”
He grinned, blinding as the sun, and scooped you back up in a toothy, buoyant kiss. “Absolutely nothing, my love. Absolutely nothing at all.”
any not canon compliant fic that kills evan was written with the sole purpose of breaking my heart and making me– the main character and center of the universe– terribly, horribly sad and unable to focus on my studies
um... i am shocked I even wrote this. so this is like the longest fic i think i've written and it is by far the nastiest, horniest thing i've also ever written... you're welcome i guess?
Summary: poly!marauders x reader x rosekiller, the marauders share reader with Barty and Evan...
CW: MDNI!!!!!! smut!! idk everything man, you tell me. smoking, swearing, voyerism, sharing?, overstimulation, masturbation, (cumplay?), oral, unprotected sex, choking, smacking/spanking, roughness?, reader is a brat. oh this is also not proofread
word count: 4.3k
“What’s ours is yours.” Sirius said boastfully to your friends lounging on the floor of your dorm. You gaped at your boyfriend, not believing what he just said.
Barty threw his head back in laughter, Evan smirking at you. You looked down quickly, slightly embarrassed by the whole situation.
The whole conversation had been so abrupt and derailed faster than you could stop it.
You had your friends over for a fun evening in your dorm. You all mostly played games and chatted, you could all find fun no matter what, so it didn’t really matter what you got up to as long as you were all there. It was especially easy in the boys’ room, the massive space filled with squashy and fluffy sofas, armchairs and beanbags, half of which they stole from the common room.
The evening turned quickly into night which turned into the early hours of the morning, and one by one, all of your friends cut out and headed to bed. Lily and Marlene were the last to leave, leaving only Barty and Evan now. They too said they would head to bed, but wanted Remus to roll them a joint they could all share before they left.
The boys enthusiastically agreed and Remus started rolling.
You don’t know how the topic of sex was introduced, Sirius made a comment to Barty along the lines of “You’re just leaving so you can wind up in Rosier’s bed.” Which then made him reply with “Careful, or I might just take Y/N along with us when we go and show her what a real good time looks like,” as he made grabby hands for you.
You chuckled and swatted his hands away, hoping a blush wasn’t creeping across your cheeks for them to see. The thought of that…
Remus finished rolling the joint and lit it, the room becoming hazy with smoke. “Is that something you'd be interested in, love?” he questioned you. He had a tone of curiosity laced in his voice mixed with something familiar to you, excitement at the thought. Shit, maybe you were blushing, because how did he sense that from across the room? Both Sirius and James perked up at this.
It’s not like you hadn’t thought about Evan and Barty in that way, in fact, Barty was the first crush you ever had. But ever since you started dating your boys, no one else interested you at all.
Sure the boys could share, they shared you didn’t they? But you never thought that they would be interested in sharing you with others.
“W-what,” you stuttered.
Remus passed the joint off to Evan who was looking at you with intrigue, and waltzed over to where you sat cross legged in an oversized armchair. “We can share,” he said, motioning to Sirius and James. “In fact, this is something we’ve talked about before, we just didn’t know if you would be up for it.” Was the weed making him that much bolder? To say all of this in front of Barty and Evan?
You opened and closed your mouth a few times, trying to find the right words, but ultimately failing. You looked to Sirius and James for reassurance, but they were no help, giving you the same lust filled eyes that you were receiving from Barty and Evan now.
The air in the room suddenly felt too thick to breathe, all you could do was stare up at Remus.
His gaze softened on you for a moment. “Baby, if you say yes, we would love to watch our pretty girl,” he explained softly to you. “But if you say no we’ll just tell them to fuck off and have you ourselves, does that sound alright?”
You smiled slightly, the tension easing a bit. Then you nodded up at him, “It is something that interests me.”
He smiled down at you, placing his palm on your cheek which you happily nuzzled into.
“Wait, so you’re saying you want to watch us fuck your girl?” Evan asked, amusement written all over his face.
“That’s what we’re saying,” James affirmed.
“What’s ours is yours.” Sirius said, causing Barty to laugh and Evan to eye you up and down. “For tonight.”
Evan made his way to where you were still perched in the armchair, taking your face in his hand. The action was so like what Remus had just done, but it couldn’t feel any more different. Remus’s hand was soft and gentle, while Evan’s was rougher, gripping your jaw tighter and squishing your cheek into a pout, forcing you to look up at him.
“You sure about this doll?” He asked quietly. You did your best to nod for him but this made him tsk. “None of that, words.” he demanded.
“Yes, I’m sure.” you replied, his grip making it a bit tough to respond but you managed.
“Good,” he hummed.
Barty then made his way over as well. Both the tall men eyeing you down, you felt smaller than ever under their gazes.
Maybe it was because he wanted to hurry this along, or maybe he was taking pity on you, but Barty held out his hand for you to take. You hesitated but placed your hand in his as he pulled you to your feet, his grasp surprisingly gentle. He pulled you up and in between his and Evan’s bodies, both encroaching on your space.
Barty tilted your head up to look him in the eye. He looked so calm right now, a direct contrast to his usual demeanor. Maybe he could sense the nerves radiating off of you, so he was making it easier, making you more comfortable. He leaned in and kissed the tip of your nose, the act so unsensual to the moment, but felt like just what you needed. You cracked a smile up at him.
“There she is,” he hummed in response, taking your face in both hands. He leaned in again, this time kissing your jaw, then down to your neck. You relaxed, your head falling back and right onto the shoulder of Evan who had copied Barty’s movements, beginning to kiss the other side of your neck.
You peeked over to your boyfriends, all lounging on the sofas across from you, James falling into the armchair you had just vacated. You were looking to see any sign of hesitation, any sign that they weren’t comfortable with this, but the looks on their faces told you there was nothing to worry about right now. James had a look of awe in his eyes while Remus was relaxing into the sofa and getting comfortable, waiting for the show to begin. You couldn’t quite place the look that Sirius had, somewhere between amusement and thrill of a challenge in front of him.
This was their way of saying ‘go ahead, relax, have fun.’ So fun you would have.
You felt Evan’s hands begin to wander from behind you, feeling his way slowly from your hips to your waist.
A single thought continued to bounce around your skull as the two boys sucked harshly at your jaw and neck, a thought that you couldn’t shake. You smiled to yourself, if it was a show your boyfriends want, then it was a show they would get.
You moaned out and entangled your fingers into Evan’s wavy locks. You gripped his hair and this seemed to encourage him as he chuckled against your skin, the heat warming the entire side of your face, then nipping at the spot.
You whimpered and moved your hips back, just enough to brush against Evan. He gripped your hips even tighter and pulled you impossibly close to him.
“I love the noises she makes,” Barty mused, now smirking down at you. He took the bottom of your shirt and lifted it slowly, you not stopping him at all. He lifted it over your head and pulled it off of you finally, throwing it over to your boyfriends. Evan took this time to unclasp your bra, letting it pop open before sliding it down your arms and letting it fall to the floor. You took a deep, steadying breath as Barty smiled softly down at you. You took the initiative and slid your shorts down your legs, stepping out of them and leaving you only in your panties in front of them.
He took your wrist in his hand before falling backwards onto the couch across from your boyfriends, pulling you down with him.
You squealed as you landed on top of him, giggling the whole way down.
Barty adjusted himself on the couch as you made your way down his legs, making sure to keep your eyes on him the entire time. He looked heavenly and you didn’t want to miss a moment of his expressions as you unbuttoned and pulled the zipper down on his jeans.
You struggled a bit on purpose and looked up at him with a faux pathetic expression to get him to help you. He leaned forward to place yet another kiss on the tip of your nose before sliding his jeans down for you. You pouted up at him and tugged at the waistband, wanting to get him to do all the work for you.
“Awe,” He cooed, “not used to putting in some hard work yourself?”
You frowned and slipped a finger in his waistband, pulling back and letting it snap against his abdomen. He snatched your wrist in his hand, amused but clearly growing frustrated by your actions.
“I'll help this once,” he said, the most stern you had heard him this entire time, “But be a good girl, yeah?”
He slid his boxers off, his dick already red and leaking. He was big, probably the same size as Sirius. You looked up at him and smiled.
Before moving any further, you looked to your boyfriends to check that everything was still alright. Both Sirius and James already had their hands wrapped around their cocks, lazily tugging and watching you. You smiled again, turning your attention to the cock in front of you.
You started by licking Barty from base to tip, just like how Siri showed you all that time ago. You gave him a few licks which earned you a small groan and you giggled at the sound, peaking a look up at him, his head thrown back and shirt riding up his toned stomach.
You took his tip fully in your mouth, giving it a little suck, intent on taking your time and working him up, but Barty being Barty had it down your throat with one quick thrust. It made sense, you hadn’t seen Barty sit still for all of three minutes in a normal situation. You gagged a little at the intrusion, but quickly recovered, fitting as much of him in your mouth as you could, then using your hand for the rest.
“Good girl,” He praised, head still thrown over the edge of the couch.
You sucked again and again, hollowing your cheeks and taking him as deep as you could, setting your own pace.
You felt Evan’s fingers trace the outline of your core over your panties, the fabric no doubt soaked through. He used his thumb to rub your clit in small circles.
You moaned at the feeling, the vibrations making Barty moan as well, the sound utterly sinful. Barty pulled your hair off of your face and into a makeshift ponytail, disregarding your set pace and fucking your throat at his own instead.
Evan picked up on this and rubbed your clit in rhythm to Barty’s thrusts. You choked out another moan, eyes watering as you tried to catch little breaths in between Barty’s ruthless pace.
Evan’s hands gripped your hips again, placing himself behind you. He was getting impatient, you could tell by his movements. He didn’t even try to pull off your panties for you, he just pulled them to the side and continued his ministrations to your clit.
Barty’s breathing became uneven and shallow, you looked up at him through your lashes and could see how good you were making him feel. His brows were pulled tight together and his mouth was open slightly, letting out whines and breathless moans. It was nothing compared to the noises that James makes, but for now it would do.
Before you could even think, you felt the tip of Evan’s dick tracing up and down your dripping core. The action made you gasp around Barty’s dick. You wiggled your hips the best you could, trying to feel more of Evan and test the waters.
You heard Evan chuckle behind you, felt his hand leave your ass and swat down. This made you jump, Barty’s dick managing to hit the back of your throat without a warning. You whined as Barty moaned.
You pulled off of him for a moment, intent on complaining to Evan that he made you choke, but before you could turn your way around and get him in your line of sight, he slammed himself into you.
This made you jerk forward, your cheek pressed to Barty’s abdomen. “Ugh, why’d you stop, pretty?” he asked you.
You weren’t able to answer him due to the way Evan was pounding into you. You were trying to catch your breath in order to moan, but the pace that Evan had set made you almost forget how. You dug your nails into Barty’s thighs under you, hoping it would ground you somewhat. Barty hissed in pain above you, but made no move to stop you.
Evan was sliding in and out of you so easily, so quickly, you had no time to even think about anything except how good you felt.
You caught a glimpse of your boyfriends across from you, Sirius’s mouth now around Remus who was looking you dead in the eye and smoke falling from his parted lips. On any normal occasion, this sight would be enough to push you over the edge, but now, it somehow drew you back into reality.
You moaned, the sound filling the space and mixing with Evan’s groans and James’s breathless sounds from the other side of the room. Every noise borderline pornographic.
Barty gently brushed a lock of hair from your face. “Feel good, pretty girl?” he asked, a smug grin cut across his face.
“Y-yes,” you moaned out, remembering to play it up a bit for your voyeur boyfriends.
“Who does this pussy belong to?” Evan chuckled, keeping up his pace. You were slightly caught off guard with that question, trying to focus on an answer. Impatient, he reached down to pull your hair, giving it a tug until you were eye to eye with Barty who smirked and tilted his head to the side, waiting for your answer.
“R-remmy-y and Siri.. a-and Ja-amsie.” you replied. Although Evan was fucking you, you would never betray your boys. You were wholly theirs, and they were yours.
“Is that so? Then how come we’re the ones getting to use it now? Huh?” he teased.
“Cause they’re just s-so generous. Helpin’ out t-the less fortunate ‘n a-all” you replied, still finding a way to brat off. This probably made Sirius prouder than ever. At least just because it wasn’t him you were mouthing off to.
“She really does have a mouth on her doesn’t she?” He asked Barty and without warning flipped you onto your stomach, continuing his brutal pace. You had to hand it to them, they were trying their hardest to break you, but you couldn’t be broken. Not when you won the lottery not once but three times over in Sirius, James, and Remus.
“Fuck!” You cried out and arched your back, this new position had Evan hitting your sweet spot over and over in the most perfect way. Your eyes screwed shut as you felt yourself barreling towards the edge.
Evan pulled out and stood from where he was kneeling behind you. “Switch with me.” He ordered Barty.
“Don’t have to tell me twice.” Barty answered him, excitement dripping off his words.
You panted hard, using this time to try and fill your lungs. Now that it was Barty’s turn to fuck you, you knew you were going to be in for a ride. If that is the level of stamina that Evan had, you didn’t think you were prepared for Barty.
Barty hovered over you, smiling down with amusement and lust. “You gonna be a good girl for me?” he asked with fake intrigue. You don’t know why but this annoyed you. Your face must have shown signs of this annoyance because he leaned down and whispered, “At least be better for me than you were for Evan, yeah? No one likes a brat.”
You rolled your eyes in response.
You felt a sharp sting at your thigh from where Barty smacked you. This one hurt more than the warning swat that Evan gave you, his red hand print already imprinted on your skin. The shock wore off after a moment and what Sirius would like to call ‘brattiness’ set in.
How dare they, they aren’t your boyfriends. They don’t get to dictate your mood or attitude, especially when they’ve been so self serving up until now, no even allowing you to cum yet. Not even making you cum.
You opened your mouth to make your thoughts known, but Barty seemingly had run out of patience with you. He gripped your throat and pushed you back onto the sofa, squeezing this fingers on either side of your neck and sending a fuzzy feeling throughout your entire body. You whimpered and gasped, struggling to breathe with your head hung over the end of the cushions. Evan made great use of this, cock shoving past your parted lips and down your throat with no warning, the same way Barty did.
You would have panicked, not taking a deep enough breath before Evan’s entire length was cutting off your airway, if it weren’t for Remus and Sirius doing basically the same thing when punishing you sometimes.
Evan set his own pace, thrusting deep into your throat each time. Barty took this opportunity to push into you as well, taking you inch by inch. You heard both Evan and Barty groan out at the feeling of you around them.
Evan pulled out slightly for you to breathe, which you quickly took, thankfully swirling your tongue around his tip and making his hips buck back into your mouth.
Barty was moving agonizingly slow, making sure to fully fill you before pulling almost completely out and starting again. You jerked your hips up, signaling for him to move, to do something. He chuckled.
“Seems like you’ve got a brat on your hands,” He said over to your boyfriends. This was the first time they were verbally acknowledged since starting.
Sirius chuckled, “Trust me, we know.”
Barty halted all actions which made you jerk yet again, becoming frustrated with the lack of movement.
“Is that, why you wanted us to fuck her?” Evan asked, “Wanted someone to finally tame her?”
You rolled your eyes at this, slightly grazing Evan’s cock with your teeth. Not hard, or a lot, just enough to get your message across. He replied with a particularly rough thrust down your throat again, making you choke and gag.
“Oh please,” James chimed in, “She would break you before you even got close to taming her.”
“It's true,” Remus laughed at the thought of Evan and Barty actually trying to ‘tame’ you, something that not even he could really do.
Barty hummed with delight. “Well, what does princess have to say about that?” He asked.
Evan gave you another thrust before pulling out and letting you speak. You coughed as you caught your breath, your throat becoming sore with all the abuse.
You looked him in the eye, remembering the fact that you still hadn’t cum yet. You thought this was supposed to be a fun experience. You remembered what he had said, bragged to your boyfriends earlier.
“I thought you were supposed to show me what a real good time looks like.” you spat.
Barty blinked at you before smirking.
He didn’t bother answering you, just lifted your hips up off the couch and snapped his hips into yours. You let out a high pitched scream, not expecting this at all.
Finally, you knew how to get what you want, and in most cases, that just means a snide comment or bratty behavior. Works just as well on Evan and Bart as it did on your boyfriends, who knew.
You heard Sirius snicker, the brattiness amusing him.
You had every right to be worried before, Evan’s pace was brutal, Barty’s was ruthless, cruel. He was hitting so deep inside of you that your moans raised in pitch with each thrust.
Evan followed in Barty’s lead, lazily reaching down to where you and Barty connected and rubbed small circles over your clit again. The feeling overwhelming you, back arching even in Barty’s hold on you.
You thought you would return the favor, taking Evan in your hand and pumping his cock in time with Barty fucking you. His eyes fluttered shut and a line appeared between his brows, muttering a small “Fuck,” under his breath. You didn’t know his body well at all, but you would say he was probably close.
Between Evan’s skilled fingers and Barty hitting your cervix over and over, the painful pleasure was what you were seeking, finally tipping you toward the edge of climax.
Barty’s fingers were sure to be bruised into your hips as he kept his grip and fucked you as if you weighed nothing, just a doll for his pleasure.
Evan swatted you again, this time making contact with your sensitive bud. You threw your head back and cried out as you felt your orgasm wash over you. Barty kept his pace and so did Evan, both intent on letting you ride it out with their help.
But that wasn’t the case at all, even as you came down off of the high of your orgasm, their pace didn't falter. You whined and tried to squirm away from them, but Barty gripped you harder, pulling you back. Evan didn’t halt either, in fact his fingers were working faster than before.
“W-wait, wait please,” you stuttered, trying your best to get them to let up for a moment. You were trying hard to wiggle your way out of their reach, but it was no use, all you could do was take what they were giving you.
The moans that were coming from you were the same as the ones coming from your boyfriends, you knew they were ready to cum from the way they all sounded. You wanted it to be them fucking you stupid right now, but watching them watch you was adding so much to your arousal, these images of them would be burned into your brain for the rest of time and you hoped you were providing the same for them.
“F-fuck, fuck,” you heard James whine, catching the sight of him just in time to see him come undone, white ropes of cum landing in his abs and thighs.
You moaned at the sight, your Jamesie looking so dirty and breathless, all because of you. And all you really had to do was look pretty.
This pushed you over the edge again, vision going hazy and feeling hot all over, shaking and trying to push Evan’s hand away from you. To your surprise he actually obliged, removing his soaked hand and moving it to grab your throat and squeeze. His other hand went down to his own throbbing cock, jerking himself off above your face.
You made a breathless sound, Barty, finally becoming sloppy in his thrusts, groaned out “Fuck, I’m close.”. Your whole body felt limp and tired, but his final thrusts into you were deep enough to make you see stars.
You cried at the overuse of your cunt, Barty pulling out in time to cum all over your stomach, Evan doing the same, releasing on your chest. Your body a sticky hot mess from Barty and Evan. You panted hard, your body tired from the whole night.
Sirius and Remus made their way into your view, both fisting their own cocks with need, both breathless and on the edge.
Sirius came first, his beautiful moans prefacing his cum landing over both Evan and Barty’s, mixing with the rest of the fluid across your torso.
This left Remus. You looked up at him, scrambling to your knees and opening your mouth for him. He let out a small chuckle before throwing his head back and releasing a throaty moan.
You licked the underside of his dick as he came in your mouth, the liquid quickly filling up your mouth and dribbling out the sides, down your neck and chest.
“Fuck,” you heard multiple boys say at once.
You swallowed what made it into your mouth and giggled, taking in everyone’s satisfied states.
Evan and Barty dressed and joked with your boyfriends about how it’s unfair they kept you to themselves all this time. They asked if you were alright about a thousand times, Sirius telling them they would take care of you from here. You all bid your goodnights and Barty and Evan finally left for bed.
You were happy to be all alone with your boyfriends now, James having cleaned you up and gave you one of his shirts to wear. You cuddled into bed with them, feeling more grateful for them than ever. Sure the sex with Barty and Evan was fun, but no one knew you like your boys did, no one could make you feel like they did. No one could measure up to the pleasure you felt, nor the safety afterward.
This late night became the early morning that led you to see the sunrise as you dozed off in your boyfriends arms.
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Why you may ask? That would be because for Barty, losing bets— especially to Regulus— means that he's about to lose a shit ton of money rather than gaining it. In his defense, he had been really really really sure that Sirius and his tall ass lanky pet friend were fucking. There was no way they weren't, not with how they were looking at each other. They were practically eyefucking each other every time! But no. No, they weren't. Regulus' stupid boyfriend confirmed it— weren't fucking, let alone dating.
Barty had been stunned when Regulus showed him the text message. He'd been wrong. He would still stand firm on the, having some sort of feelings for each other, he wasn't blind. Regulus actually agreed with him on that, but he also told Barty that his brother was way too emotionally constipated to sort those feelings out in any sort of way.
So, due to all this, unfortunately for Barty, he was given a list of books by Regulus to go and fetch for him from the bookstore. How wonderful. It wasn't even a short list, no— there was at least twenty books on there. Barty had been real confident, alright?
He sighed as he walked around the store, now looking for some book he's pretty sure his father has somewhere in his study. Would Regulus be able to tell if he nicked it from his father? Who knew how old the book was, can't make that much of a difference.
"Hi there! Is there something I can help you find?" A bubbly voice spoke up behind him, almost making him jump. He hadn't heard anyone come near, yet here was this small blonde girl smiling welcomingly at him.
She had light blonde hair that stood out quite beautifully against her dark brown skin, the almost whiteness of the blonde and her cool skin tone making her look ethereal. She vaguely reminded Barty of a siren, especially with those blue eyes of hers. She was gorgeous, but also would be so insanely creepy if she wasn't smiling at him right now. Maybe she still was. Not that it mattered to him. He was kind of into it.
Barty smiled back at her, tilting his head a bit. "Yeah, actually. Could you help me find your number in my phone?"
The girl— Pandora, her name tag read— looked at him confused. "My phone number? Why would that be in your phone?"
He chuckled softly. Of course, playing hard to get, he understood.
"Well, because there's no way I let a pretty lady like you go unnoticed, so we've had to have met somewhere."
"I don't think we have. I don't know you, sorry."
"Then I think I definitely need your number so we can change that."
"Why would we need to change that? Are you lonely?" She tilted her head a little.
One thing about Barty is that he wasn't known for having patience. Why was she keeping this up so long? Did she genuinely not know?
"I'm not. I'd like to take you out, that's why."
"Like kill me?"
"No, like on a date-"
"Is there a problem here?"
A new voice came through, much deeper, one that made chills go down Barty's spine. He looked up to see the owner of said voice, and then there he was, right behind Pandora. Oh, Barty had never seen anyone quite like him.
Except he had. Pandora.
Barty looked between the two of them, and there could be no mistake that the two were related. In fact, it'd be weirder if they weren't with how they looked almost identical. Same eyes, same hair color, same face— almost. That's where he could tell them apart. His jaw was a little sharper, eyes a little more dead looking. He had dreads, and today, he apparently decided to wear them half up, half down. It was absolutely devestating.
He was a god. He had to be. There was no way any human looked like that. Maybe not a god but still… he had that same unsettling but beautiful look as his sister, Barty assumed. They looked like they needed to be collected, put in a box, and sent far far away because they were cursed. And fuck if Barty wasn't into that.
"Evan!" Pandora turned to him like nothing had happened. "Nothing's wrong, I was just helping this customer…" She looked back at him, slightly confused again.
"Barty. My name is Barty." He rushed out, not realizing he'd just been staring at the two of them creepily. Nice going Barty.
"Oh, that's an interesting name! Very unique! But yes, anyways, I was helping out Barty, right?"
"Uh- yeah. Yeah, she was."
She smiled at him when he agreed, moving next to Evan and whispering something in his ear. Barty couldn't hear what she said, but could see the small smirk that appeared on her face as she looked at him and rolled her eyes— something Evan couldn't see.
Oh. Oh, he'd been played. She knew damn well what Barty meant, but played dumb. Annoyance flared within him at that, and he had half the mind to open his mouth and say something about it, but then he locked eyes with Evan and oh… he was looking right at him. Every word died on his tongue right then and there. It wasn't even a specific look, but it still had Barty wanting to fold at the knees.
"Anyways! I'll leave it to Evan to finish helping you! Maybe he can help you find a book and his number!" Pandora grinned as she pulled back, winking at Barty as she walked away, getting lost amidst the bookshelves.
Barty was almost stunned into silence. That had… what had even just happened?
"Um…" Barty started, scratching the back of his neck and looking anywhere but Evan. He'd totally forgotten about the basket full of books he had on his other arm, which was now starting to hurt.
"You were hitting on my sister."
Okay, so they were siblings. At least Barty was right about one thing today.
"If it makes you feel any better, I'd much rather hit on you now. You like men? I can do whatever you want me to do." He smirked, stepping closer to Evan, who still showed little to no reaction besides a slight flicker in his eye.
Pandora was right, maybe he could get Evan's number. He wanted it. So bad. So, fake it til you make it, as they say.
"That doesn't make me feel better. And I don't want you to do anything besides buy books."
"Well then I can do that! I just have to find this last one." He showed Evan his list, pointing to the last book.
Evan pointed straight ahead, "It's that way, under classics."
"Could you take me there, maybe? I've got an awful sense of direction you see."
Evan looked… Barty still couldn't tell, but the boy sighed, starting to walk in that direction. Since when did he think stoicism was sexy? Since now, apparently. Lord, did Evan make it work for him. That unfeeling look… it was hot. Barty wanted to see him look at him like that again and again and again and again and oh especially look down at him during— okay focus Barty you're gonna lose him.
He brought Barty over to the book, to which Barty shot him a charming smile, putting a hand on his arm as he thanked him. Evan looked at his hand with such disdain, Barty couldn't help but keep it on there for a moment longer. He almost came from just that.
Bringing everything to the register, Barty was happy to see Evan was the cashier. He'd get extra time to work his charm.
"So, you single?"
"No."
"You are. Do you think I'm hot?"
"No."
"Would you let me fuck you?"
His eyes flicked up at Barty for a second at that. "No."
"Would you fuck me?"
He looked back down, continuing to scan Barty's books. "Yes."
Barty almost moved onto the next question without realizing. Wait, what-
"Huh?"
"Your total is $368.69. Cash or card?"
He hadn't misheard that, had he?
"Did you just say you'd fuck me?"
"Cash or card?"
"Evan."
"Finish your purchase."
"Card."
Barty stared at him the whole time as he swiped his card, and the machine dinged, the purchase going through.
"Thank you for your purchase. Your recipt is in the bag, and yes, I said I'd fuck you. Have a good day."
He was shocked. His body moving on autopilot out of the store, seeing Pandora giggling at him on the way. What had just happned? What? Did he fumble? Or does that count as a win? He's not sure.
The walk home was… he can't really remember. It wasn't memorable. Not like Evan was. Nothing was memorable like Evan was.
Getting back to their dorm wasn't much either. He gave Regulus the books, then laid on his bed, staring at the ceiling. Thinking of Evan. Thinking about if he should go back to that bookstore and try and speak to Evan again. He'd definitely do that.
Though, he may be more lucky than he originally thought.
A book was thrown at his head, and he yelped, glaring at Regulus. "Ow?? What was that for?"
"You flirted with the cashier? Really? That's disgusting!"
"Huh, what do you mean?" Barty huffed, sitting up. He was more confused than Pandora was pretending to be earlier.
"Read the damn receipt in that book." Regulus shook his head at him, leaving him alone to do so.
Barty opened the book, and the receipt fell out of it, and plain as day on the back— an email.
Wow. After all that, the man had left him an email. Not a phone number, not a social, an email. Like an old man. It was so ridiculous he couldn't help but laugh. He read over it again, having to make sure he was actually seeing this. It was really an email. After an offer to fuck, he got an email. It was insanity, it really had to be.
Barty pulled out his phone and opened his email, immediately typing out Evan's to send him one. It was insane, but since when was Barty above insane?
Yes, it is my last name. Is that meant to be a joke? If so, it was not funny.
I do not like you. We have just met, I do not have any sort of affection for you. Do not come back to the store unless you are buying books. We can finish said discussion over email.
Acting on it… We'll see. :) (Pandora added that. Not me.)
What is your definition of unholy? As in sexual acts in general, or other things? Would you let me cut you open? That counts as unholy, does it not? I would like that. Can you hold up to what you say?
enemies to lovers jegulus? BOO. been there done that
enemies to lovers rosekiller however? give me evan and barty that would gladly be the one to kill the other off to the point of obsession to the point where it slowly morphs into love
18/02 - husband - 1272 words - @rosekillermicrofic
“Where is he?” Barty asked desperately as soon as he entered the hospital. “Where the fuck is he?”
No one answered him. The place was a convoluted mess, with people running around, crying kids and wounded people in the waiting line. Barty barely avoided colliding with them as he ran to the front office.
The line was so big he considered stabbing himself to get admitted, that’s when he saw his salvation in the form of one Pandora Rosier. Barty skipped the line to where she was way ahead, ignoring all the protests around him. If anyone tried to stop him, he wouldn’t be able to stop himself from getting physical.
“Do you know how he is?” he didn’t bother saying hi to her, he couldn’t make himself talk about anything other than Evan.
Pandora didn’t look nearly as distraught as Barty felt, but she had always been better at keeping her emotions in. It must run in the blood.
“Haven’t gotten any information yet, they said I needed to check here first.”
“Motherfuckers.” Barty cursed, ignoring the old lady in front of them who was sending him dirty looks.
It felt like an eternity before they were called, but Pandora only had two people in front of her in line. Barty let her do the talking, he wasn’t in the right headspace to be polite to anyone right now. Not when Evan was injured and Barty didn’t know how he was doing. Didn’t even know if he was alive. No. Barty couldn’t let himself go there or he’d lose his mind. Turn the entire hospital into ashes in his wake. Hell, he might let himself burn too so that he could meet Evan again.
“What’s your name, sir?” The lady finally turned to him after Pandora had already given all her information and Evan's.
“Bartemius Crouch Junior.” Barty had no patience to entertain her.
“Document, please.”
Barty gave it to her as quickly as he could, almost dropping it in the process, he didn’t know why his hands wouldn’t stop shaking.
“Okay, Mister Rosier just got out of surgery, he’s still at the ICU, so only family members and partners can go up.”
“Okay, I’m his partner.” Barty didn’t even blink, there was a time when it would’ve cost him everything to admit it, but now it came as easy as breathing.
“I meant legally,” she clarified with an apologetic look. “His sister can go in, but I’m afraid you're not on the allowed list.”
“Excuse me?” Barty’s voice went up without even meaning to. “I’ve been with him for years, we’ve known each other since we were eleven and you’re telling me I can’t fucking see him because we don’t have a stupid piece of paper saying we’re partners?”
“I’m sorry sir, but only spouses and family members are allowed, you’ll have to wait until he’s out of the ICU.”
“Wait my ass, I’m going in to see him.” Barty hit his fist on the glass separating them.
“I’m gonna need you to calm down, sir. Or you’ll be asked to leave.”
Barty’s laughter was brittle. “The only way I’m leaving here is if you're all on a casket if you don’t let me in.”
“Barty,” Pandora interrupted his tirade. “Evan is fine, he’s in the room now. He wouldn’t want you to end up in jail or worse when he’s okay.”
“Fuck off, easy for you to say when you can go in. I need to see he’s okay with my own eyes. I don’t believe this cunt or any of these useless motherfuckers.”
“Barty,” her tone was full of warning.
“I need to see him.”
“There’s nothing we can do.”
“Yes, there is,” and then Barty turned around and started running.
He had no idea where he was going, barely avoiding hitting running nurses, he heard footsteps behind him but gave it no thought, he had a one-track mind when he was determined and nothing made him as focused as Evan.
Barty saw a sign with ICU written indicating that it was located on the seventh floor and ran to the elevators. He pressed the button five times before he saw security coming in his direction.
“Shit,” Barty checked around him for anywhere else he could go when he saw the sign for the stairs, without thinking twice he threw it open.
Barty was out of breath before he hit the third floor. He wanted to kill himself. Fuck him for never accepting Potter’s invitation to do cardio with him. They reached him before he got to the fifth floor. Barty was never smoking again, he was so out of breath he thought they might have to call a doctor for him too.
Maybe they would have if Barty hadn’t punched the first security guard to reach him, or if he hadn’t kicked the second one making him almost fall off the stairs. Unlucky for him he wasn’t in his prime anymore after all the running, Barty should've dealt with them before running, maybe he would've had a shot but as it was now he was taken kicking and screaming bloody murder.
Barty spat blood at the security guards' feet as soon as they threw him out through the emergency exit, he hadn't even felt it when they hit him. “I’m gonna kill all you motherfuckers.”
“You’re lucky we aren’t calling the cops on you,” They warned him.
Barty paid them no mind, even though one security remained outside to watch if he was gonna try to make a run for it again. Barty had never been so pissed in his entire life. How dare they not let him in just because he didn’t have a stupid piece of paper saying Evan was his forever?
It wasn’t like they hadn’t already been committed to each other for years, Barty had simply never believed in the concept of marriage. Not when all the examples he had were bloody awful. But now, after this, he was making Evan his husband as soon as he got out of the hospital.
Barty was pacing in front of the hospital when he had his most brilliant idea, he wasn't sure what gave him the idea, but he knew it was the only way he was being admitted to the hospital again after the stunt he had pulled.
Barty turned to the guard with a shit-eating grin on his face — he couldn’t stop himself — he was a bloody genius. Barty took out the pocket knife he carried everywhere he went. He was getting in there even if he had to draw more blood.
“Don’t even try it,” the man warned him, his eyes widening as soon as he saw the knife in Barty’s hand. “Stay back,” he said as he reached for his walkie-talkie and called for reinforcement.
There was no need, Barty just needed him to see what was happening. As soon as the others stepped back outside, complaining that he was still there Barty turned the knife and stabbed himself on his side.
“Oh, shit.”
"Crazy motherfucker."
“Oh my fucking god, hold him.”
Barty was still smiling when they stopped him from hitting the floor and carried him inside the hospital. He laughed when they admitted him to the ICU and said he needed immediate surgery.
“Barty?” Pandora asked with worry when she saw him passing in a litter. He didn’t even see when they put him there. “What the fuck did you do?”
Barty got one glimpse of Evan sitting down on his bed with a frown on his face before he passed out.
