#rose lore

Also a crush??? 👀👀 i hope the focusing went well 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️

Amazing writing as always. I loved the dive into Kevin. I cannot express how much I enjoy the Dean storyline as well; plus now with cas getting added to the mix

Hope you have an amazing day

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EEE!! Thank you so so much!! I’m so glad you guys are liking the Dean storyline. I have long been nervous about committing to such an important Dean storyline because I was worried I wouldn’t do it justice. I’m really glad I’ve figured out a way to thread that needle and really feel confident in the way I’m entering Dean’s headspace. I also know a lot more about several important things than I did when I was writing the Magnum Nopus:

1. I now know more about my own sexuality and how those discoveries get made along someone’s life.

2. I am literally several years older than I was so I feel closer to understanding Dean’s perspective at this time in his life.

3. To be totally frank with you I am now someone who writes from the perspective of having lost their father. It was an imminent threat while I was writing the Magnum Nopus but he died after I finished it. A lot of the stuff about Dean’s ideas about legacy and his father’s hopes for him are pulled directly from my own ponderings. IMPORTANT DISTINCTION: my father was a very good man and he was the exact father for me. I love my dad very much and I want there to be NO one thinking he was in any way like Johnald.

Anyways, so glad you’re enjoying my friend 🥰 as for the real life crush, I really accepted that I need to be more present in my day-to-day life. I have to approach life like a big game of improv, I can’t write people’s scripts. It’s been something I’ve noticed myself doing for a long time but now I’ve really committed to overcoming that. The boy is very kind and he is taller than me and he does have the kind of face that inspired greek statues (who said that??) BUT he’s studying abroad for the next semester and nothing happened romantic style (but it maybe could have and maybe still could someday? Hard to say).

I started writing for the Supergirl fandom when I was 16. I reached the highest engagement with my writing to date then my writing practice completely collapsed. I left for several years, lurking but not posting anymore. When I began posting for Supernatural at 20 I was really sad about how few people engaged with my rewrite. It was hard because I kept comparing myself to the teenager who didn't do very thorough edits and left a lot of typos but I still seemed to have "peaked" years prior.

For all this time, almost 10 years now, Supergirl has still been the most fics I've written in one fandom. I never took them down. And now I have started writing and posting Penumbra I have surpassed my teenage self. I am so happy with how far I've come. It's taken so goddamn long for me to feel so self-assured about my work but I've finally gotten to feeling really proud of my work and it's reception.

Rose lore time

How does your OC remember their childhood? Is this an accurate reflection of what their childhood was actually like

Rose was born and raised in a small town in Wisconsin.

She wrote to him. Told him to keep it a secret, yet she couldn't tell him. The fears of losing the one family member she actually got along with to her being some monster now.

She couldn't even when he fell ill. She could have changed him and saved him, but she didn't want him to suffer in this second life, too.

It crushed her when he died, but at least it was fast. He didn't suffer long.