I’m not feeling so good. Ever since....well...Connor...and now Keaton....things are getting bad for Rissa. It’s bad...I don’t know what Dea is going to her. She knows someone likes her, she found out last night but she wants to end it all. She wants to hurt herself. Why can’t we do our job and make sure everything is going to be okay for her? Dea has too much power and it’s annoying me. I’m just stuck underneath everything not noticed. I’m not known. I just want to be known. Last night was fun with him but he’s Connor’s friend and he hates Rissa. She says she doesn’t care but she does. She really does. I just wish everything was okay with her. She woke up crying today because of a dream. I just hope she’s going to be okay.