#rootedidentity

Author’s Note:

This isn’t about politics. It’s about you and how you show up. If this pisses you off, good. It means I hit the nerve you protect with excuses. Violence isn’t strength. It’s weakness dressed as power. If that makes you squirm, don’t argue with me—ask yourself why.

“Violence is the last refuge of the incompetent.” — Isaac Asimov

There’s a reason this quote stings. Because when it lands, it exposes something ancient, raw, and shameful. Most violence isn’t about power. It’s about panic. It’s not the roar of the strong. It’s the shriek of the unskilled. Not a show of control. A confession of failure. Let’s stop pretending otherwise.

I’ve been wrestling with something since the news landed: Charlie Kirk, conservative activist, firebrand, public figure, was shot dead at Utah Valley University during a debate event. A single bullet. Thousands watching. Words in the air, speech in motion, then sudden silence. A life taken when ideology, argument, culture, confrontation—all the tools of civic friction—were still in play.

It hurts, not because of who Charlie Kirk was or what he represented, but because of what it signals. In a moment meant for questions, for challenge, for exchange, violence stepped in. It broke the possibility of reason. It ended what could have been.

So when I think about “violence as the last refuge of the incompetent,” I think about that moment. Because if we say violence is the last resort, what happens when a crowd, a speaker, a culture of debate still stands, but the shot rings out anyway? We have to ask: Was every other door truly closed? Was dialogue exhausted? Or did someone decide that fear, dominance, terror, and horror were simpler than wrestling with truth?

And this isn’t about Charlie only. It’s about us. About what we’ll tolerate, what we’ll excuse, what we’ll believe is “needed.”

Violence is what happens when people run out of courage to stay in the room with the truth, or a subject that makes them uncomfortable. When reality threatens their ego, they reach for a blunt instrument instead of a deeper question. Because inquiry requires capacity. Accountability demands humility. Peace demands patience. And violence? Violence is fast. Loud. Blinding. Final. Perfect for those who would rather annihilate a mirror than see themselves in it.

You’ve heard it. So have I. “Sometimes violence is necessary.” “It’s a last resort.” “It’s unfortunate, but justified.” These are the justifications whispered by weak men in strong suits. By broken systems clinging to a myth of order. By families and nations and ideologies too brittle to bend without breaking. Let’s tell the truth. Most violence is not the last resort. It’s the first resort of the unexamined self. The go-to of the emotionally constipated. The favorite trick of those who cannot negotiate, cannot reflect, cannot regulate, cannot wait. Violence masquerades as protection. But it is, more often than not, a projection with blood on it.

It has nothing to say in general. Nothing honest. Because honesty threatens the ego. And the ego doesn’t go down quietly. So when the ego feels exposed, shamed, or challenged, it doesn’t apologize. It doesn’t self-reflect. It doesn’t grow. It swings. It grabs the nearest weapon: fist, slur, bullet, policy, and strikes down the thing that asked it to evolve.

Be honest. How many times have you wanted to smack the hell out of someone, not because they threatened you, but because they wouldn’t see things your way? Because you felt powerless, cornered, misunderstood, or ignored? That urge, that flash of heat behind your eyes, wasn’t about justice. It was about control. Now ask yourself. If you had acted on it, would it have made anything better? Would it have birthed clarity? Would it have built trust? Would it have turned tension into truth? Or would it have just added one more wound to the pile?

I know this pattern. I’ve lived it. There were so many times when people chose to step up to me, not because they wanted the truth, but because they felt small standing in front of me. I didn’t want the violence. I wanted the table: a meal, a drink, real conversation. But they showed up in their small ways, cocked up against a man who can take a punch and give one back harder. It’s human nature, I’ve seen it: power, presence, or strength makes the insecure flinch. They see it as a threat, not an invitation. Instead of sharing space, they try to cut it down.

I’ve experienced this over and over. They turn peace into provocation. They turn conversation into combat. They couldn’t sit with me without trying to prove something, because my very existence exposed their insecurity. That wasn’t about connection. It was about control. What I lived in that microcosm, I now see blooming across the world. Humanity repeating the same sickness at scale: smallness puffed into conflict, insecurity weaponized as violence. And it breaks my heart. Because I still believe in the beverage, the meal, the conversation—but the incompetent keep flipping the table instead.

It takes real strength to face what violence avoids. To hold grief without turning it into war. To hear “no” without hearing “I’m worthless.” To bear witness to another’s pain without making it about your guilt or pride. To sit in shame without needing a scapegoat. Violence is fast. Healing is slow. Violence ends something. Healing transforms it. And transformation? That’s the art of the truly competent.

Now, there are moments. Terrible, harrowing moments. When violence becomes the last sacred act of conscience. When the innocent are cornered. When the vulnerable cry for help, and diplomacy has died. When evil will not yield to reason, and the only thing left between a child and a monster is you. In those rare moments, violence is not incompetence. It is protection. It is costly love turned kinetic. It is the righteous fury of someone who didn’t want to fight, but refused to abandon the defenseless. But let’s be clear. That kind of violence is surgical. Restrained. Grief-soaked. It is not revenge. It is not domination. It is not a reaction. It is the final act of a competent soul who gave peace every chance and was met with a fist anyway. Most violence is not this. It’s not what burns cities, fuels genocide, crushes protests, commits murder, or haunts households. It’s not what happens when bodies are at risk. It’s what happens when egos are bruised.

Let’s make this distinction ironclad. Defense of the helpless is a sacred responsibility. Unprovoked force, escalation by ego, rage masquerading as righteousness—that’s the incompetence Asimov is damning. When violence is used in defense of life, liberty, or survival after every peaceful avenue has collapsed, it is not incompetence. It is a tragedy wielded by the capable. But when violence is used to avoid hard conversations, to punish dissent, to dominate, to suppress, to escape shame? Then it’s not justice. It’s not defense.

It’s a failure. Pure and uncut.

If you can’t sit with the tension of contradiction, you’ll kill to resolve it. That’s what tyrants do. That’s what abusers do. That’s what ideologues do. That’s what the unhealed, unchecked, unskilled do. They mistake destruction for decisiveness. They think domination is clarity. They confuse silence for peace. Let’s be honest. They just don’t have the tools. The tools to hold complexity. To tolerate dissent. To endure the discomfort of uncertainty without becoming feral. So they grab a gun. A belt. A slur. A boot. A law. A mob. A bomb. Because their insides are empty and hollow and terrified. And they need the world to match.

Let’s retire the reverent language we use to launder violence: “Security measure.” “Necessary evil.” “Justified force.” “Collateral damage.” “Standing our ground.” “Righteous punishment.” Strip it all down. What you’re left with is a tantrum with consequences.

Here’s the part no one wants to admit: unity is impossible when incompetence is in charge of the conversation. Because unity requires trust. And trust requires restraint, listening, and the courage to hold tension without reaching for a weapon. But the incompetent don’t do this. They dominate instead of dialogue. They silence instead of solve. They punish instead of persuade. Unity cannot live in a room where violence is the language. It cannot grow in soil poisoned by fear. It cannot breathe when incompetence demands control at gunpoint. If the incompetent rule the table, the table will always be stained red. Their presence ensures fracture, because they don’t seek unity. They seek submission. And submission is not the same as peace. It’s the corpse of peace, propped up like a puppet, made to look alive.

Scratch beneath the tantrums, beneath the rage, beneath the fists and guns, and you find the same wound: a collapse of identity. We are living through a societal-level identity crisis. People no longer know who they are apart from their politics, their possessions, their party lines, or their curated profiles. Identity has been outsourced, hollowed out, and replaced with masks.

When identity is brittle, disagreement feels like erasure. Opposition feels like annihilation. If I am only my ideology or my fragile self-image, then your difference threatens my existence. That’s why egos swing: not to defend truth, but to defend the illusion of self.

Violence, then, becomes the counterfeit proof of existence. I hurt, therefore I am. Chaos feels safer than peace, because chaos makes the hollow feel full. Peace feels like invisibility, and invisibility terrifies those who don’t know who they are.

Scale this up and you see the sickness everywhere: nations lashing out without vision, movements devouring themselves, communities fracturing because there is no center strong enough to hold. Incompetence is not just about poor decisions or lack of skill, it is the inevitable fruit of broken identity. Until we root ourselves in something deeper; values, purpose, inner sovereignty, violence will remain the only language the small know how to speak.

When we excuse violence, we reward emotional immaturity. When we glorify it, we fund cowardice with body bags. When we moralize it, we disguise insecurity as valor. The competent don’t need to kill to be clear. They don’t need to harm to be heard. They don’t need to dominate to feel dignified. Because real competence is terrifying in its stillness. It listens. It sees. It adapts. And it outlasts every bullet.

Violence in defense of the helpless isn’t a loophole in the quote. It’s the exception that proves the rule. If you’re swinging to protect what’s sacred, after everything else failed, you’re bearing a burden no one should glorify. But if you’re swinging because you can’t regulate, can’t tolerate, can’t self-reflect? Then Asimov’s indictment stands.

Violence is the last refuge of the incompetent. And the most damning thing is how many of them are still running the world.

I’ve seen this up close. I’ve lived with the petty provocations, the people who couldn’t sit at the table without turning it into a contest. It happened to me over and over, proving that for the insecure, even peace feels like a threat. And if that small-scale sickness can wreck a marriage, a friendship, a family, imagine what it does when it scales. That’s where we are now. Humanity is repeating the same wound at full volume. This is the identity crisis written in flesh and blood: people so hollow they can only feel alive by creating chaos. And it’s why my heart hurts. Because I still want the table, the drink, the meal, the conversation. But the incompetent keep flipping it, and calling it strength. All it brings is more pain and chaos: no healing or progress.

Conclusion

We are standing in an age where incompetence has been enthroned and violence has been baptized as strength. But look closer: every fist, every shot, every act of destruction is just a hollow cry of a soul that never found itself. Violence is not power. It is panic. It is the smallness of a world that has lost its center, dressed up in the costume of control.

The real work, the terrifying work, is not picking up the weapon. It’s picking up yourself. It’s rooting identity so deeply that no insult, no difference, no mirror can provoke you into collapse. That is competence. That is sovereignty. That is the only soil where unity can grow.

Until we face the identity crisis, we will keep bleeding out from the tantrums of the incompetent. And the blood will not stop until enough of us choose the harder path: to become whole, to become still, to become unshakable. That means confronting the masks we’ve worn and burning them. It means refusing to confuse noise with truth, rage with conviction, chaos with life. It means rooting identity in something no one else can hand us or take away. When we anchor there, violence loses its grip because insecurity no longer dictates our actions. Wholeness kills the need to wound. Stillness kills the need to dominate. Strength, real strength, becomes the ability to hold steady when everything is storming around us.

And yet—Charlie Kirk is gone. A man speaking words, standing at a table of ideas, cut down by someone who believed a bullet spoke louder than debate. That is the wound of our age: even when speech is alive, even when questions are still being asked, violence storms in to flip the table anyway. It’s not strength. It’s desperation with a trigger. It’s cowardice dressed as justice. It’s proof of what happens when hollow identity is given a weapon and told it matters. And his death ripped open cracks most people would rather keep buried.

The world does not need more warriors swinging wildly at shadows. The world needs men and women who can sit at the table, share a drink, keep the conversation alive, and refuse to let fear flip it over. That is the revolution. That is what it means to stand strong when everything else is collapsing.

DO BETTER.

Love and Light,

Conan Hansen

P.S.This is all a PsyOp, kids. Welcome to the long game: regime change(you're not going to dig it), collapse, and the chaos that follows. Enjoy what is coming.