A thin, scrubby snow lies over Sedgeclan territory, heralding the start of High Dark. Even early in the season, the days are noticeably short. Coniferstar returns from afternoon patrol to find the light already turning gold; the sun a low, dull eye on the horizon.
There is a sound of scuffling in camp; Coniferstar frowns, and creeps around a boulder, his claws unsheathedâ only to see Harebolt and Snowstreak sparringâ laughing, as they swipe pack and forth across the camp.
Harebolt aims a paw at Snowstreakâs head, claws sheathed, and Snowstreak drops to her belly to roll away, quick as a rabbitâ even on her injured leg.
Harebolt laughs, surprised, and drops down onto Snowstreakâs back, pinning her easilyâ the two go rolling, stirring up a cloud of snow.
âI hope Iâm not interrupting anything,â Coniferstar says, amused. âIt seems like Iâve walked in on quite the battle.â
The two mollies scramble to their paws, at his voice, with matching expressions of embarrassment.
Coniferstar laughs. âYouâre not in trouble. I wouldnât mind a bit of sparring practise myself. I suspect Iâve grown a little out of form.â
âOh!â Snowstreak brightens. âWouldâ you like to join in, then? I donât mind! If you want to.â
Coniferstar feels himself brighten; how pleasant, just to be among clanmates. Among these cats; loyal, and healthy, as few as they still are. If only he can keep them this way. If onlyâ
âConiferstar?â Snowstreak is looking at him, worry fluffing up her pelt. âIâm sorry. You donât have to.â
âNo.â Coniferstar shakes himself; purrs, appreciatively. âI would be happy to. If youâre sure Iâm not interrupting.â
âOf course you arenât,â Snowstreakâs tail waves, loose and friendly.
ââNo,â Harebolt agrees, after a moment.
Coniferstar looks at her, ear twitching. Sees himself reflected, briefly, in her pupils; wide in the dimming light.
He canât quite read her expression.
âMy pleasure, then,â he says, anyway, and drops low, rocking on his haunches in an exaggerated lunge.
Snowstreak mrows with pleasure, and leaps away before he can pounce, Harebolt right on her heels; Coniferstar wonders if he hadnât been imagining her hesitation, after all.
Harebolt leaves them, later, to their sparring, excusing herself to gather herbs.
Winter is on them, now, in full; its sharp, white teeth close over Sedgeclan with the bite of frost, and ice, and wind. Harebolt hunches her shoulders, walking with her head ducked low. Every breath stings the inside of her nose; it really is a foul day.
In camp, Snowstreak says something, unintelligible, and Coniferstar laughs. Harebolt should be with them, in truth.
But disquiet has been gnawing at her, dug beneath her pelt like fleas. She needsâŠ
Her paws carry her south, walking sideways, braced against the howling wind.
Dry, sandy snow swirls up in drifts, and blows across the tundra without pause, pelting Harebolt in the eyes, and nose.
But still, she walks. The moon rises. A wolf cries, far away; a lonely, mournful noise, unanswered.
She is almost right against the treeline, before she sees it, eyes squinted nearly shut. The tall pines loom up, dark, out of the blowing snow, and Harebolt backpedals, catching now the faint and fading scent of border-marks.
The gravel road winds past, just southeast, twisting from between the trees.
Harebolt pauses, and glances back over her shoulder.
The tundra is a wide and cold expanse, behind her; empty. Harebolt might be the only cat left in the world.
She turns, and pads along the road, hearing Coniferstarâs warning all the time.
But no cars come hissing past; no headlamps split the swirling snow. Whatever danger lurks there, to the south, where Coniferstar had come fromâ itâs hiding away from the wind, the same as Harebolt should be.
She pauses, as the road twists up towards the twoleg place, sniffing along the shoulder; in the dry, sterile air, scents are strangely dulledâ hard to detect.
She lifts her head, to look aroundâ and then, all at once, the wind cuts off; dead still. Hareboltâs ears ring, in the sudden silence. She glances back, uneasy.
The world is still, and dark, and quiet. Blown snow drifts back down to earth, gently now, and settles, soft, over the land.
The smooth surface is interrupted by a clawhook bend in the road; a strange lump.
Harebolt looks at it, for a quiet moment, and then pads forward; her head still bowed, though thereâs no wind now, to push against.
Yesâ sheâs found what she came looking for.
She brushes snow, gently, from the small catâs skull. There is still patchy fur, clinging to the bones; scraps of black pelt, stark in the silver, winter day.
Hareboltâs breath steams, as she works, carefully unearthing the body; not sure why sheâs doing it. Her mind is strangely still, and calmâ even her uneasiness is gone. Perhaps the cold has numbed that, too.
She sits back, when sheâs done, and looks down on the body of a large black cat, mummified by frost. The resemblance isn't exact; but Harebolt feels the rightness of it. Knows him, the way a rabbit knows to run, or a wolf to hunt.
She sniffs him over, gentle as she would be with a kit. But warped by moons of death, itâs impossible to tell what happened to him; the body half-decayed, and gnawed on, here and there. Hareboltâs not sure what she had been expecting; what she had hoped- or feared- to find.
âWell, Rookpaw." Her voice is very quiet, in the face of that wide and silent night. âIâm listening. What was the message?â
The territory is utterly still, around her. The thin, bright claw of the moon turns all the snow to silver. Stars glitter, like catsâ eyes watching in the dark.
Harebolt shivers, and- without quite knowing why- touches her front paw, gently, to the dead catâs shoulder. But still; there is no answer.