#rookies

Shane not being able to mask after the draft is so important to me. It’s peak autistic ‘this didnt go exactly how I planned it in my mind so I don’t know how to act’. And this isn’t just a small change of plans to Shane, oh no. This is the day and the moment he’s been dreaming about since he was eight years old. And he gets beaten out by this rude Russian guy. It’s too much all at once. Shane is a fierce competitor and not only did he lose, he lost hard. He came in number two. He was supposed to be alone at the top. He’s “still in shock”. He doesn’t know what to do.