#rodolfo

It is beautiful to vanish in the joyful flame

Oh god, the flame’s already dying

What a vain, fragile drama

It crackles, curls up, and dies

My Rodolfo's shrine for a busy High Misa. Nine flames and nine glasses of water. Perfectly balanced - nine is Death's number! Rodolfo's Vessel at right corner next to my Baston de Muerto (staff).

What is an "energy dump?" In my path of Muertería, an energy dump is usually started by yourself, but it is a persistent negative entity of self-creation that can be brought on by disorder, fighting, illness, and other stress of any kind. The energy dump is when you feel suddenly achy, drained, and mentally lost. Emotions cannot be felt, its like hitting a wall. You may not be able to sleep or may sleep too long.

You feel raw and kind of scared of exposure to other ppl because you're paranoid. It sounds weird but everything starts at a chakra that's imbalanced. Then it climbs in power almost to a spiritual possession... but it is a low level type of energy that needs a host. Like a parasite though not as scary. Just an energetic entity that is very negative and you cannot shake it. It also hooks its claws into all weaknesses that humans have like alcohol abuse, molestation, and extreme child neglect. Its horrible and my methods cannot heal all ppl!!! I would be a moron to say I could.

To fix it, in a non-extreme situation, it takes several things. Not just usual chakra meditation. But Solfeggio frequencies are first. These are the first line of treatment and are of continued use throughout the healing. These are found on YouTube and best listened to with ear buds.

The first one is 396 Hz or the Liberation of Fear. Listen to while burning a white candle with the intention of being strong in spirit and whole. If you have traumas, this frequency can really help deal with them positively. Good for shadow work. No, these aren't "dark." But they aided my healing so I spread the word! Use this frequency often.

The next frequency is beautiful and is the most healing of the energy dump, plus it is wonderful for everyone! It is the 528 hz, or the love and transformation frequency. I used it daily for chronic pain. It helped so much. The vibes turn what is negative to positive, even at darkness' deepest crevice. It WILL pull you up. Its very helpful to fall asleep to so try that often. It crushes the energy dump's crazy and unpredictable energies. Use a lilac colored candle (or white) and hold a favorite pink crystal of yours. This frequency heals depression and anxiety too.

The last frequency is 963 hz which is Divine Connection. This takes your spirit to the great spirit. It aligns you with universal deity and it is super strong! You'll feel a pull from your crown chakra to the sky. If connected correctly, you'll feel a pulsing or tickle at the top of your head (crown) too! I get excited when I mention it because I know the power that 963 hz brings. Light a blue candle and touch a Aqua Aura Quartz crystal. This will bring you higher.

Note sorta off topic: Solfeggio frequencies are NOT a "new age" thing. I experienced complete healing with these frequencies in my health routine. Sound DOES heal! :) You discover a lot of shit when you have chronic pain. That opiates are counterintuitive and basically are putting you in more pain and are keeping healing away!! I had a amazing experience with an acupuncturist who used electric current and corrective exercises in his treatment of my cervicogenic headaches (C2-C3) and cervical neck pain. I was eating through two marijuana chocolate bars a day (200 mg THC) when I was rid of pills and before my acupuncturist. It was very very expensive, even with my 20% legal card discount!! Ore has the best weed! We be OG! Anyway -

Energy dumps are mainly dealt with elementally. Water is a great healer. Baths with salt (Not sea salt! Use kosher salt.) should be used up to 4 x a week for two weeks. Baths made with Rosemary and Hyssop are used 4 x a week for one to two weeks. Combine with Copal and Myrrh blended resin incense and smudge yourself. When awake, keep three burning white candles around you in your main space - must be by you! Anoint them with Benzoin oil (sticky sticky!) to draw friendly energies and spirits to you.

General incense to burn is Nag Champa because it is relaxing and calming but not everyone cares for it so - Palo Santo sticks by Hem ain't bad either - my muerto enjoys those. Meditation by Hem is f'awesome. Not a Hem fan but I dig these. :) The trick is to flood yourself with elemental energies to counteract the energy dump. Swimming helps too, but fresh water is recommended because the ocean is dirty and contaminated. Even the Egyptian folk avoided the sea and much preferred the Nile and its regenerative powers.

For elemental Earth, spending a bit of time outside (put out your candles) and sitting on the Earth is your main dumping equalizer. Earth does trump a lot...You still need the other treatments because of all of the subtle energies that are passing through you, trying to hook you into negative patterns and activities.

After three or four weeks of these repetitive treatments you'll feel much better. Some ppl are even quicker but don't just stop your treatment! Here is a nifty little plan:

Start Solfeggio frequencies. Keep them up for the entire 3-4 weeks.

Water: Baths, Kosher salt 4 times a week for two weeks. Herbal: 4 times a week for one to two weeks.

Fire: Keep three white candles near you burning at most wakefulness moments.

Air: Smudge with a resin blend of Copal Oro (Mayan Copal) and Myrrh. Burn Nag Champa or a light Palo Santo. Lavender would be great as well. It lifts heavy energies.

Earth: Sit on the grass, my friend. Or caliche!! Drink some tea, chill.

Mistaken Problem

Quite often, ppl think that energy dumps are hauntings. While they can mimic the same symptoms, hauntings are generally more dangerous, if real. You cannot control muertos (unless you are pacted, like Rodolfo and I - and to what degree? Lol!). You can control yourself, even during an energy dump. Your mind faculties are compromised but your still in charge. You have to learn those symptoms I mentioned when we started. :) It really messes with sleep and dreams. Usually one of the first things that changes. I didn't talk of seeing shadows because its vague as fuck. But, its a major type of torment from energy dumps.

Well, the best way to tell if you've been cleansed of the dump is gauging how you feel when you wake. Do you feel like you are able to get going? Or are you hanging onto slumber for your dear life? Even if you don't face the day ahead this way (I don't), you need to feel a push to DO. Something, anything! A push for coffee, food or damn cartoons! If you are a painter, you'll feel the need to go to your easel and sketch, to create. The energy dump didn't allow doing. It blocks action and creation.

So, anyway, this was my brain jumble today. I just went through an energy dump and healed it. Thanks to my hard headed muerto, I made it out relatively unscathed. Rodolfo saves me. My husband isn't fond of him because he haunts the house and it scares him. Lol! Tom won't admit bit much, but he hears Rodolfo and has seen the lights that he makes in the hallway - his favorite place. Roddy is his nickname. He is a stubborn Taurus with a stellium of Mars, Uranus, and Pluto in Virgo, in the First house. Its amazeballs that we get along and he'd be 70 now, if living. He tries to perfect me, so fucking Virgo!

Yeah - I have a real, physical (not that!), emotional, mental, and spiritual relationship with my muerto. :) We talk, laugh, muse, and contemplate together. He shocks me with his blatant activity but he does not scare me. I have talked of him a lot on another blog. Maybe I'll share our story here. <3 love my Free Soul biker man. Sure, hubby ain't jealous...of the deceased?? Lol! Laters!

rodolfo x afab!f!reader ...

warnings: virginity loss, female anatomy, praising, self degrading, slight teasing.

note: i seriously need to start writing day 31... 😵‍💫

kinktober masterlist. (day 30)

Rodolfo's breath hitched in his throat at the sight of your bare and vulnerable body. Beauty, his eyes wandered, lingering on your chest as he swirls his tongue around your nipples, dragging his pink tongue along the hardened nubs.

“Tan perfecto, no puedo creer que esto sea lo que me has estado ocultando, niña...” He clicked his tongue, rubbing your clit while toying with your nipples and sloppily making out with you.

Your cunt drooled for affection, for the sensual touch. Your eyes rolled back when his soft lips trailed down your chest to your nipples again, sucking on them while pumping him cock messily. He chuckled at the sounds of your euphoria and ecsasty.

“Do you think you're ready for me, babe?” Rodolfo breathed out. “Please, hurry.” you whimpered, clinging to his hand and watching him ease down onto the bed, chuckling at your eagerness. “Paciencia, conejito...” Rudy smirked and dragged the tip between your slit and hole. Slowly easing inside and rolling his eyes back when your walls tightened around him.

Rudy sloppily pushed each inch inside. Slow and steady, he breathed out at the pulsing sensation against his shaft. Veins lugging against your walls. He smirked, sucking a hickey onto your neck and groaning out when he bottomed inside. “Oh-fuck!” he cursed, his eyebrows furrowed and his face scrunched up as he allowed you to become familiar with his cock size.

You whined quietly, eyes watering at his girth. You clutched around him, signalling for him to move. Broad hips met your own and heavy balls smacked against your ass with each thrust. He knocked into your hole, his dick stretching out your inexperienced and unused hole. His moans only getting louder. “Oh, God... That's it, taking it so well,”

“I'm so dirty for taking your virginity, yes?” Rodolfo teased, kissing your cheek as he picked up the pace, degrading himself for enjoying the tightness of a virgin cunt. “So fucking gross, I'm sorry, princess...” he panted after expressing how hard he was at your virgin tight pussy around him.

Your back arched as he began thrusting into your cunny erratically, your cheek rising and falling as he filled your slick pussy with his cock. He groaned loudly, euphoria rushing through his body when you creamed around him unexpectedly. Panting and slick, gasping as he continued fucking your hole.

Hot ropes of seed drooled into your pussy, filling you with a potent amount of cum. You gasped, eyes rolled back and shut tightly, his brute arms beside your head and your hand grasping at his hair. Rodolfo buried his head in the crook of your neck, pressing tender kisses as he apologized for taking you so roughly towards the end.

Some ships.

Alastor x Magnolia May

Lucifer x Moira

Rodolfo x Calliope

Mercury x Kimber

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You were outside with crossed arms thinking of where to go, you noticed that you couldnt spot anyone and that made you think, you kept on looking everywhere to where they'd usually hang out but you seen no one in sight, one last thing they'd be at was the training area, now how haven't you thought of going there, you face palmed rolling your eyes as you were headed the towards the training area, you opened the door from outside the training area seeing all the men shirtless, some of them boxing matching each other, some just on the bench resting their heads on the board with a towel on their necks drinking the water from their containers, as you entered inside covering the blush trying to hide the redness of your face, Soap was the first to notice you, he then came to you greeting with a wave on his hands, you looked away from him as his ripped body was shown infront, "(Y/N)! Sorry we left you alone, we couldnt tell you where we were gonna be. Apologies for that." Soap said as he tapped on your shoulder with a smile on his face, Soap knew you were flustered by seeing his body showing his biceps, abs every strong structure through out his body, "Now now, dont be nervous! We dont bite~." He teased as he went even more close to you grabbing your chin, "Oi! Soap's trying to make a move!" Gaz shouted making them stop what they were doing trying to locate where you and Soap was, they then saw both of you, Soap leaned even more close to your face feeling his breathe brush towards your face, "This scottish motherfucker." Ghost said as he went down from the ring running towards both of you, Soap looked at them with a smirk on his face, then you felt a pair of lips touching yours, Soap kissed you passionately It was sudden you were shocked from It but let It go on as you kissed back, Ghost dragged Soap's forearms pulling him away from you interrupting both of your moment, "You are not having him to yourself." Ghost said as he pushed him a little further back, "Guess what? He kissed me back fucker! Deal with It." He chuckled viciously leaving a smirk on his face with an evil stare, you had your head spinning was It the fact they all wanted you or was It the fact that you were inlove with all of them? You were confused about your feelings, you saw Ghost infront of you also shirtless you covered your eyes hiding the blush on your face, "You okay luv?" He leaned down a little removing the hand on your face seeing your pretty face painted red, Ghost smirked behind his balaclava standing up firm grabbing your chin after, "Who do you really want sweetheart?~" Ghost said in a flirtatious tone that had you crazy in your mind especially when that man was shirtless infront of you, you had the whole team wrapped around your finger, and you still were confused why they were giving you more than just friendly gestures and mutuality towards you, It was more than that.

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