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They all turn to the knock at the door, all looking at each other for a second, James even looking like he’d counting the four of them as Remus stands up to open the door

“Y/n!” Remus’ face lights up as he sees you

The other boys perk up, James sitting right up before shaking his head as he gave himself a head rush, Peters little nose poking out of the covers and Sirius practically launching himself off the bed as he shoves Remus out of the way and pulls you into their dorm

“Hey!” you squeal a little but let the raven-haired boy pull you towards one of the beds to sit down with him 

“Hey yourself” he smirks

You gasp as James plops himself down on your other side “Hey” he says excitedly

You look over at Remus as he’s usually the rational one but he’s also buzzing with joy as he sits on the bed next to Sirius’ facing you with a huge smile

“Are you guys okay?” you eye them a little confused but enjoying their attention

“Just happy to see you, hon” James says nudging you gently

“I concur darling” Sirius winks making you giggle

“So, what brings you to our dorm love?” Remus asks interested

“Well…oh” you start but Peter crawls onto your lap “Hey Pete” you greet him as you let him snuggle into the bunched-up material of your baggy jumper “It’s nice outside and I was wondering if you all maybe wanted to go to this river near black lake me and Pandora found?”

“Yeah” James says right away nodding “That’s sounds perfect”

“Great idea darling, you want me to bring my bathing suit or you want to go take a dip in just our underwear” Sirius wiggles his eyebrows, basking in your wide eyes while James chuckles

“He’s got a point honey” James says only adding to your flustered state

“Remus?” you look towards him as he’s already grinning

“I love it and I wouldn’t say no to that idea either” he says cheekily

“Pete?” you hold him up looking at him as he squeaks before making a gasp “I will not go in nude!” you exclaim making the boys burst out laughing

Your lack reply concerns them, James standing up and walking up to you “Doll?…Doll!” he says with a hint of worry before he repeats it louder almost like a cry as your legs give out, luckily, he’s quick enough to catch you

“Jamie” you say weakly, the other two are by your side quickly but you can’t see the look on their face or what they’re telling you as you lose consciousness and pass out in James arms

“Y/n” James says as he collapses down onto his knees still cradling your body, shaking you lightly as he tilts you face to him

“Y/n please wake up” Sirius says kneeling down as does Remus both looking worried

“They aren’t waking up” James says half hyperventilating

Remus places his hand over his squeezing it “Calm down Prongs we can’t help them if we panic” he says but from his tone it’s clear he’s trying his best to hold it together

“Y/n?” Sirius cups your face “What do we do?” he asks uneasy “Do we take them to the hospital wing?”

“I don’t know…maybe we should take them to our dorm, they weren’t at breakfast or lunch today so maybe that’s the cause” Remus suggests shrugging lightly as he stands up, Sirius following suit

James nods, scooping you into his arms and carrying you carefully up the stairs, as they get to their dorm he puts you down on the first bed which so happens to be Remus’ “I’ll run down to the kitchens to get some food…pads you mind helping me I’m gonna need two hands to bring up four meals” he turns to the raven-haired boy

Sirius looks at you worried, apprehensive about leaving you “Fine but we need to be quick”

“I’ll take care of them” Remus nods to the other twos

As they leave Remus sits on the side of the bed taking your hand in his, scooting up the bed slightly to he’s half sitting up next to you. He gently rubs circles into the back of your hand with his thumb for a few minutes before he places a kiss to the top of your head, jerking a little as you stir “Y/n” he shifts down so your eye level, watching you scrunch up your nose as you come too

“Remmy?” you ask unsure if it was his voice you heard or just an hallucination

“I’m here” he gently cradles your face and you’re greeted with his warm smile as your eyes flutter open

You pinch the bridge of your nose “What happened?” you ask tiredly, too weak to sit up

“You fainted” he explains grimacing ever so slightly as he worries “What happened?”

“I haven’t eaten all day and I fell earlier” you start to explain before letting out a sigh “Remmy I’ve had the worst day” you practically fall into him for a cuddle

He instantly accepts it, arms carefully wrapping around you, shifting gently upward on the bed to make it more comfortable for you both “I’m here now love, Pads and Prongs have gone to get you some food…Hey!” he reassures you before greeting James and Sirius as they enter hands full

“Y/n!” Sirius lights up quickly placing the food down before sitting on the other side of you

You turn around lazily “Hi Siri” you greet him before looking over at James who’s putting down some food but holds on to a bit and brings it over sitting next to Remus “Hi Jamie”

“Hi” Sirius leans over placing a kiss to the side of your head “We brought you food darlin”

“Yeah here…if you want to of course doll” James holds the food, waiting patiently as Remus helps you sit up so your back is against the head board before handing it to you

“Thank you” you give them a smile before taking little bites, still leaning into Remus while Sirius takes your spare hand in his

“Feeling better” James asks leaning over to rub your leg softly

You nod “yeah…thanks boys” you say smiling at each of them

“Anytime doll” James squeezes your leg softly

“Of course, darling” Sirius lifts your hand kissing your knuckles

“Always love” Remus kissing the side of your head

But what if you told them and then Fred asked you out, would they call you a liar? Or if you ended up dating a girl, like Angelina, would you be labelled as gay instead? It was confusing and you hadn't fully figured it all out but keeping it hidden was slowly starting to eat away at you, you needed to tell someone

Later that night you were sat up in the kitchen, sitting on the counter by the window, feet fiddling with one of the tea bag boxes between them.

You heard some footsteps approaching, turning you saw your dad “Hey pup” he smiles at you running himself a glass of water “Can’t sleep?” he asks taking a sip

You nod “Thinking” you sigh bringing your legs to your chest resting your chin upon them

He puts down the glass, hopping up onto the counter next to you “What about?” he inquires softly

You shift closer to your father, moving into a cross legged position, perpendicular to him “I need to tell you something...” you begin, taking a deep breath as your leg begins to shoogle

His hand comes to rest on your knee, calming the shakes “You can tell me anything” he assures you with a warm smile, a smile reserved for very few people “Does this have anything to do with dinner?”

You bob your head “Sort of” you say quietly, still unsure of how to bring it up

“If you and Fred are together that’s okay pup, he’s a good lad…still think you’re a bit young to have a boyfriend though” he says in a way intended to make you laugh but you didn't

What about a girlfriend? you wanted to ask, the comedian in you wanted to say that like those sitcoms you watched, but in reality, you felt a bit crushed. You shouldn’t have felt bad he assumed, you had never given any indicators that you liked women too, but that didn’t stop the ache in your chest, the worry of him not accepting you

“Me and Freddie aren't together” you confess “What I wanted to...umm tell you" you sigh, closing your eyes for a second to gather all of your courage "That day I wasn’t just flustered from him…you see there’s was this other umm…” you hesitate “…girl in my year and she was…was...what I'm trying to say is...” you were cut off as you father pulled you in for a hug, arms wrapped around you in a protective embrace

After the initial shock you melted into it, clutching on to him as your heart stopped aching “Sorry” he says with a small chuckle pulling back “Please finish, I may have jumped the gun a bit but I couldn't stop myself”

You giggle at him before you take a second, building the confidence to say it out loud, something you hadn’t even done on your own to yourself “I think…I know I’m bisexual” you start shaky from ending firmly, feeling a weight off of your shoulders, as your uncle Remus would say ‘a problem shared is a problem halved’

He just smiles at you “I’m so proud of you pup” he says truly, hands on the sides of your shoulders “You’re a lot braver than your ol da”

Your eyes widen “Your?” you say a little surprised

He nods “yeah” he confirms verbally before lifting your legs lightly, motioning for you to let your legs dangle off the counter “Come here” he wraps his arm around you 

You lean into him, turning your body so you could wrap your arms around his torso “When did you know?” you ask peering up at him

“Think I always knew, took me a very long time before I admitted it, too long” he admits a sad tone in his voice “So I completely understand why you were nervous” he holds you a little tighter “I love you so much pup, that will never ever change” he kisses your forehead

“I love you too dad” you smile up at him, you were still nervous about what it all meant but your dad’s overwhelming support made it a lot less scary

He let you talk, listening to everything you had to say, the good and bad thoughts that swirled in your head, your insecurities, first crushes, everything. He helped ease your worries and was more supportive than you could have ever dreamed, letting you know that you didn't have to prove anything to anyone, not to mention if anyone ever gave you shit he would kick their ass

“Did you ever date any boys?” you ask, wanting to know more about your fathers experiences

He smiles slyly “There was one boy…” he starts before proceeding to tell you one of the cutest love stories you had ever heard, a love story that was still active to this day

Thank you for reading and happy pride everyone 💛