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During the panel you were focussed on the technic, so the people could really enjoy the people talking, after Rob and Richs start, there were many more panels, but in fact you just needed to do the setup and told another assistant how to adjust the volume, if that was necessary. When you walked back to the green room you could feel something was different between you and the guys. You sat down next to them, you sensed that you really hurt them, when you first refused the shirt. For some moments you said nothing. Suddenly your phone rang. You saw the number of the radio station where you were working. 

“Hello, Cloe what’s up?” you answered the phone. “Where are you Y/N? Why aren’t you here?” she asked in a harsh voice. “It’s Saturday, I don’t work today. “ you answered in a shaky voice. She sounded upset, something happened. Rob watched your conversation, but you couldn’t notice anything other than the voice coming from the speaker. “Wrong. You have your day off at Sunday. Did you ever read your contract?” Cloe scolded you. “Also you left far too early yesterday. Is this job just some joke to you.” She kept going. Tears welled up in your eyes. “Sorry, Cloe. I…” you looked at the time, it was already noon.

“We saw some pictures of you on the internet, did you leave for a TV-convention?” Cloe asked, but she didn’t gave you time to answer. “Honestly.. Y/N… what did you think?” Your mouth was dry and you couldn’t say anything. “Cloe… I… I can be there in an hour.” You tried with a broken voice. “No, Y/N. That’s not necessary. You don’t have to come here. Like ever again.”

When you heard this words, you couldn’t breathe. “Please… Cloe.. I need this job.” You pressed out, tears now streaming down your cheeks. “You should have thought about his earlier. Bye, Y/N” she told you and ended the call. You starred at your phone. What the f… just happened? You couldn’t control your emotions anymore, without looking at anybody you stood up and left the room. You needed some space, you don’t know where you were heading, but you needed to get away. Eventually you sat down in a silent corner, buried your face in your hands and just cried. That couldn’t be true, you needed this job, you needed the money, you didn’t know how to get by without this money. Your whole world just broke down.

You didn’t know how long you were sitting there, when suddenly something touched your shoulder. “Are you dead?” a shy voice asked. You slowly looked up, a little girl stood in front of you. “I guess not.” You said silently and tried to smile. “But you are sad. I can see that, you were crying.” She deducted “My dad says it’s okay to be sad sometimes.” She then continued. “But I don’t want you to be sad.” The little girl came closer and hugged you when you heard someone ask loudly “Maison, what are you doing? I told you not to run away again.”

The girl stepped back a bit. “I found a friend, Daddy. But she is sad, so I said that’s okay to be sad.” She said and gripped your hand. When the man came closer to see what the girl meant you wiped away your tears. “I’m sorry, I just…” you tried to answer, but you didn’t know what to say. Again tears welled up in your eyes. But the man just smiled, sat down on the floor next to you an took Maison, the girl on his lap. “Like Maison said, it’s okay to be sad.” He smiled and just sat there. “You don’t have to sit here. You surely have better things to do” you sobbed. “Maison said, that you are her friend, and friends shouldn’t be alone, when they are sad.” He reassured and Maison still held your hand. “So, I’m Misha, and I would be happy if you want to be my friend as well.” He introduced himself. You stared at him, then you nodded “I’m Y/N”. You didn’t know anything else to say, so you just stayed silent for a moment.

There was so much going on in your head, but you couldn’t say anything. “Daddy. Why isn’t she saying anything” Maison asked her Dad “I think she just needs some time.” He answered and looked at you “But she knows that we are her friends, and we are here, if she wants to say anything.” You nodded and smiled slightly, but then everything hit you again and you started to cry like before, you would lose everything, your little room, your place at university, your friends. You put your head on your knees and couldn’t yourself together. Misha carefully put his arm around you “It’s okay.” He whispered, “It’s okay.”  

He waited there, next to you until you had your things together again. “Maison, could you get our friend something to drink, you know where you can get something.” Maison nodded and ran away, happy she could help with something. “Thank you” you whispered and leaned into his shoulder. “Wanna talk about what happened?” he asked kindly, a few more tears rolled down your cheeks. “I guess I just lost my job.” You sobbed and you started to tremble a little. “Shhh.. It’s okay.. I got you.” Maison returned with a bottle of soda. “Here Y/N. It’s my favourite.” She smiled and gave you the bottle. “Thank you, Maison. You are a true hero” you told her when you took the bottle.

“Y/N? Where are you?” you heard a well-known voice. “Y/N?” Rob sounded desperate, when he saw Misha he acted surprised “Misha, why are you sitting…” Maison stood up and waved to Rob “Hello Robbie! Dad said I could come here with him.” She smiled. Rob painfully smiled at her, when he saw you sitting next to Misha.

“Y/N!” Rob grasped. “Thank God!” He came closer, sat down at the floor. “Everything okay?” he asked, when he saw your red, swollen eyes. “Y/N is my friend now!” Maison said proudly. “I found her and I got her my favourite drink!” Misha smiled “You did very well, Maison.” He pulled her close gently and placed a kiss on her head. “I’m so proud of you”, he said. “But I think Robbie is also a friend of Y/N.”

You looked at Rob. You still didn’t know his last name. He seemed relieved and sad at the same time. “It’s okay.” You answered. You didn’t want him to know that your whole life is crumbling. He looked at you and you knew he didn’t believe you, but you couldn’t tell him anything. You lost your job because you came here and you came here because of Rich and him.

“Maison, I think we should take our bags to our room.” Misha told his daughter. “I guess there will be more time for you to spend time with your friend. Robbie will be here for her. And we will see her later. Promise.” He winked at you, took Maisons hand and they left.

When the two of them were gone Rob gently took your hand and said nothing. He just was there, sometimes he hummed a silent melody until it dawned to me “What’s with the convention?” you asked. “Rich and Matt are doing the host thing at the moment. I had to know that you were okay. You looked terrified when you left the Green Room. I was worried.” You looked into his eyes. “I’m sorry” you admitted. “for rushing off. It was just…” you looked at the floor again “…it was just too much.” Rob sat next to you and softly pulled you into a hug and said nothing. “And I really like your shirt.” You smiled and he smiled as well. “That’s good, ‘cause I really want to wear it to the concert tonight.”

The rest of the day went by very quickly. Sure, you still thought a lot about how your life would go on, but on the other hand you wanted to enjoy the weekend. You couldn’t do anything about your problems now, so you could try to forget them, at least for tonight. Sometimes you caught Rob or Rich gazing at you, but you didn’t say anything about your breakdown.

You learned, that Misha, Maisons Dad, was in fact one of the most famous actors of the show, along with two very nice guys called Jensen and Jared, who arrived later in the evening. In the afternoon you played a bit with Maison and watched some of the panels. Before the concert there was some free time for getting ready, since you still had no room on your own you again walked into the room with Rob and Richard. “Could you stop looking at me like that” you said, when you saw Richards glance. “I’m okay. Really.” They both nodded, but you felt, that they still didn’t believe you.

They put on some fresh clothes for the concert, this time more basic things. T-Shirts and Jeans. When it was time for the soundcheck you headed downstairs, everything went well, the crowd was so happy with them. And you, once again, were impressed how different those guys were on the stage.

After the last song you turned off the speakers and the microphone, shut down the whole system and left the room. You were ready to head home and wanted to say goodbye to everybody, when Rob came and looked confused “What are you doing? You promised, you would stay for some drinks tonight” you smiled knowing “I know, but…”

“No, please. You promised! I’m sure we find something where you can stay. You can stay in my bed – I’ll sleep on the couch. Or something like that. But please stay.” He pleaded.

“Rob..” you tried to answer, but suddenly a bunch of people passed, including Richard “Are you ready?” Rich asked you. “We are heading to a very comfy bar for a beer, or two…” he smiled and then took your hand, so you couldn’t say no. “But..” you tried a last time, but Rich smiled and said “It will be a nice evening, sugar. We got you.”

When Rich noticed, that you wouldn’t leave, he released your hand. The bar was, like Rich said, very cozy, shortly after the whole group got there, Rich left to pick up drinks for everybody. He came back with some beer, you thought about it, but then took one, like Rob said, there will be some place to stay and you felt like you needed that beer now. It was a very nice evening, a bit like the evening, when you met the band for the first time. After a while the alcohol was kicking in and it was easier for you to forget what happened. You were dancing with Sebastian and Matt, every once in a while somebody gave you something new to drink and so the evening went by.

Little by little the people left until just Rich, Rob and you were left. “I think it’s time to go” Rich said and you shook your head. Rich gently took your hand “Come on, Y/N, it’s late.” – “I don’t wanna go” you whined, but as Rob took your other hand and they both guided you to the exit you went with them. “Thank you, guys.” You babbled “This was a great last weekend. “ you smiled. Rob looked at you “What do you mean?” he asked. “I mean, I guess, I will live on the street from now on, I lost my jo…” you stumbled and fell hard, you scraped your knee and your left hand. It hurt “Ouch.. Why is all this happening to me” you mumbled. Rich and Rob looked at each other for a moment before the helped you up and brought you back to the hotel.  

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The next morning you woke up early, maybe you were nervous about seeing Rob again at the con today, maybe you were just hungry, you hadn’t eaten anything since yesterday at lunch. You looked for something in eatable in your kitchen, but except some dry muesli and a wrinkled apple you were out of food. Sure, you hadn’t got your money by now and you don’t had anything left. Normally you would have gone dumpster diving yesterday, you did it nearly every Friday, but as you were out of town yesterday you totally forgot about it. You had no other choice, so you put some water to the muesli and cut the apple into little pieces, and mixed it up a bit. It didn’t taste so bad, but it was too little to satisfy your hunger. You had to go home earlier today from the con to get some food for the rest of the week.

After that little breakfast you packed some things together, just in case you need to change as well today and then got into your car to drive to the convention center. As yesterday you went to the Gold-Pass-Entrance, but there was a different volunteer than yesterday, who, again, didn’t want to let you in. You told her multiple times, that Rich has personally invited you, but she stayed stubborn. Like the day before you decided to call Rich to get you at the entrance, you dialled and waited for him to pick up “Hmmm..” he just mumbled. “Hey Rich, it’s Y/N.” you smiled, he didn’t sound awake at all. “I’m here at the entrance and the volunteer won’t let me in to the con, like yesterday. Could you just…” you heard an undefinable noise “I’ll tell Rob to pick you up there, I’m not quite ready.” You giggled silently “Uhhm. Okay. I’ll wait here then.” You said. “Yeah.. mhmm. See you…then.” He mumbled again and ended the call. You didn’t expect Rob being more awake than Rich so you probably had to wait some time, you sat on a chair and observed how there got more and more people in the convention center. It was still early; the first panels wouldn’t start until in two hours or something like that. You took out your phone to check you social media pages while waiting, congratulated a friend of yours for her birthday and just read some news. Nothing really interesting happened since you checked the last time. You just read through an article as you heard somebody call your name, you instantly recognized the voice and looked in the direction, where it came from. Rob stood there, at the Gold-Pass-Entry, he looked tired as hell, but he shot you one of his incomparable million dollar smiles. Your stomach turned as you saw him and you quickly got up and went in his direction. “Good morning, sunshine” you smiled teasingly and hugged him. He hugged back and then talked to the volunteer to let you in. Like the one yesterday she was a bit embarrassed but let you in without hesitation. “We should get you a pass.” Rob said and yawned. You laughed “Had a long night yesterday?” you asked and he just nodded. “A long night and far too many drinks.” He explained and yawned again. “You up for some breakfast? I haven’t had anything today.” He asked you and you quickly thought about it. You couldn’t afford breakfast, not at a normal café and surely not at a convention center. “I had breakfast at home.” You said “but I’ll join you if you wanna get something.” He nodded again and showed you the breakfast room. There weren’t many people in it, everybody seemed tired and hung over. “You sure you want nothing?” Rob asked once more and you just shook your head “Not even some coffee? You must be up for ages…” you laughed silently and looked at the price tag, without anybody noticing. “Uhm… No. But thanks for asking.” You smiled and waited for him as he got himself breakfast. It was a big buffet and just at the look at it your stomach grumbled.  

You recognized some of the people you got to know yesterday, this one very young guy, Matt, looked like he would fall asleep during eating, the short-haired woman, Kim, you thought, stirred in her muesli, when she looked up she shot you a friendly smile. “Morning… You are the sound-technician from yesterday, uhhm…, Y/N, right?” she asked, her voice was low; you could tell they were out long yesterday.

“I am. I’ll help you guys with the sound system the whole weekend, so I’m afraid you will have me around a bit longer. “, you answered and smiled. “That’s fine with me, you seem like a nice person, but you should stay tonight, after the concert, you missed out the funniest part yesterday.” she told you and you nodded with a wide smile on your face. “Seems like everyone was out yesterday, that surely is a lot of fun, but I think I have to go home tonight as well, I think the hotel is fully booked.” You said and hoped this was true, you didn’t check that, but you were sure you couldn’t afford a room here, so you needed an excuse. Kim nodded “Maybe we will find a solution, I would bid you the couch in my room for a night, but I’m afraid it’s not very comfortable.” She said and laughed. “But I’m sure we’ll figure something out.”

Then Rob came back, he had a tablet with two cups of coffee, some fruit, two muffins and some other things on it. “Hi Kim” he greeted and put the tablet on the table next to her, then he turned to you ”I think you have to eat something with me, nobody can say no to a cup of coffee and a chocolate-chip-muffin with extra chocolate.” He smiled widely and placed the plate with a part of the things he got in front of you. “I…” you started to decline, but your stomach betrayed you “See, nobody can resist the charm of a chocolate-muffin.” Rob giggled and took a sip of his coffee. “Thank you.” You mumbled and took a bite of the muffin. It tasted delicious, you had to control yourself not to munch. “Wow! It tastes awesome.” You made to say and took another bite, you were totally focussed on the muffin, so you didn’t realise that Rob watched you. When you nearly finished eating you recognized his plate was still nearly untouched. You looked at him and your eyes met his for a second, he smiled and took a sip of his coffee “You sure you don’t want anything else for breakfast?” Rob asked. “You can take what you want” he shoved this tablet in your direction, you shook your head “That’s all yours. You haven’t had anything today and it will probably be a long, exhausting day, at least what I witnessed of a fan-convention.” You said and shoved the tablet back into his direction “I think I’ll stick with coffee and some toast with butter, I think it’s for the best at the moment.” He took a piece of toast and spread some butter on it “You sure?” you asked, he just nodded and took a bite. You didn’t want to look as hungry as you were, so you just took some pieces of fruit and ate them slowly. A few minutes you sat there quietly, focussed to not eat too much and too fast.

Suddenly someone covered your eyes from behind and you totally spilt your coffee all over your unfortunately white shirt. A voice behind you started to laugh. “Rich, stop it.” you said a bit annoyed when you recognized the voice. Rob quickly took the coffee cup from you to avoid that you empty the rest of the coffee. “Jesus! Rich? What’s wrong with you? Are you still drunk?” he said bugged.

When he realized what happened Rich stopped laughing, the hands which covered your eyes disappeared and you saw a pale, guilty looking face. “Sorry.” Rich said and tried to dry your shirt with some napkins. “Luckily the coffee wasn’t hot anymore.” Rich tried to apologize. “Yeah.” You said. “Good news, I don’t need a doctor, guys. I’m just looking like a Dalmatian dog.” You said, giggling a bit about your silly comparison. When Rich saw you weren’t mad he released his breath. “Indeed. But you have to train the puppy-eyes.” He said smiling. “But I think we can do something about that.” Rich added “And I think we have to prepare you for tonight’s concert as well, so it’s not that bad. Wait a minute, sugar. I’m right back.”

Confused you looked to Rob, he seemed to know what Richard was doing because he just smiled “I give that to him, it’s not a bad idea.” He just said to you and took another bite of his toast. “In fact I have some clothes in my car, I think I will just get them.” You said a bit unsure. Rob shook his head “You don’t need to, Rich will be back in just a minute.” He said an as he finished the familiar face entered the room again. He smirked as he saw your insecure glance. “Here you are, madam. A brand new Band-shirt from the best band at the convention.” He said and gave you a white shirt with some print on it, it was folded so you couldn’t see what was written on it, but instead of taking it you just shook your head. “I can’t take that.” You said. Rich just threw you a confused look. He didn’t know that you couldn’t afford a band-shirt and you didn’t want to tell him. You didn’t want to seem like you were just here for the money of these guys, because you weren’t, but they were actors, pretty famous actors, they surely would think that.

“Y/N…” Rob started “I know you don’t know Louden Swain that long, you probably know only the songs we played at your radio station.” His voice sounded a bit hurt “...but I would love to see you in a Louden Swain shirt, just one time, also we don’t have a lot of time left until the panels start and we… or actually you… have to do the sound-check and so on.” He said and took the shirt from Rich to give it to you again. “Please, Y/N… If you really can’t take it as a present you can give it back afterwards. Just-” He said looking on the floor.

“Wait..” you interrupted “as a present? You… you just wanna give that to me?” Rich pulled up his eyebrows. “Sure, what did you… Wait, did you think we just want to increase the sales?” he asked back. You shook your head “It was a misunderstanding, I guess, I would be honoured to wear your band-shirt, Rob” you said “just if the offer is still on the table, of course.” Rob and Rich exchanged a short glance and Rob nodded “Sure” he just said, but his voice was a bit insecure. “I think we have to head to the green rooms, we shouldn’t forget that there is work to do.” Rich said. “See you later, Y/N.” he added. You didn’t know if that was a question or a statement, but you answered “Sure. See you later.” Then you all got up, the guys went to the greenroom, where you were yesterday and you went to the sound machines to do the sound-check before the panels started. The atmosphere between you and the both of them were kinda awkward when you split up, you just could hope you didn’t break the friendship, which was between you three.

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