#robin posting

I hate how good this song is, solely because I genuinely cannot listen to it in one sitting. I've only listened to it three times (including this run) and I always have to pause it to just take a breath because it makes me nauseous. Ayron's voice as Antinous is genuinely one of my favorites, but this song is so hard to get through when they start singing about Telemachus and Penelope. Like,,, god, I know that's the point. It's a villain song and Jorge wasn't pulling punches when writing it. I think it does a fantastic job at showing how horrid the suitors are. I just wish I could get through the song in a sitting.

Separate point, but it's also doubly horrifying to me because there absolutely is an implication there with the threat of SA not only being aimed at Penelope, but Telemachus as well.

It's very comforting that the suitors get their shit rocked so harshly, because it's something I'd wish on the people that have hurt us in similar ways. So that part is nice lol. That being said, I think I'll just skip to when Odysseus comes back to join the fray, because it's a bit much for tonight. I've had it paused at 2:23 for the last 20 minutes just typing this and trying to stop dissociating so badly so I think that's my sign to tap out since I'd rather not fully trigger a Moment with this. I thought I could handle it and had more of a handle on my triggers but apparently I was wrong lol, that one's on me, my bad