#rob rausch

“i’m so scared, guys! what if he found someone he likes better than me?” you paced back and forth as the rest of the girls finished getting dressed.

“please, everybody knows rob is literally obsessed with you. you’ll be fine!” jana hugged you tightly and you sighed. you really hoped she was right, but you couldn’t shake your gut feeling that something was wrong.

you took a deep breath before heading down the stairs and out to the fire pit. you and the girls all held hands once you sat down and gave each other reassuring smiles. everyone’s heads turned as ariana began making her way towards you.

“hi girls!” she waved, and you all waved back. “and guys.” the casa boys laughed as they greeted the host.

“girls, stay where you are. boys, come join me.” the casa boys stood up and joined ariana where she was standing. “girls, you each have a really big decision to make. i’m going to ask you each one by one if you’d like to stay with the boy you’re currently coupled up with, who’s been staying at casa amor the last few days, or if you’d like to recouple with one of these gorgeous boys standing right here in front of me. the boys in casa amor have also been given a choice to stay in their couples or recouple with one of the casa amor girls.” you squeezed leah and serena’s hands as she spoke. “girls it’s time to make your decision.. and find out what the boys have decided to do. y/n, we’ll start with you.”

“you got this babe!” you smiled as your girls hyped you up. you stood, smoothing out your skirt and taking a deep breath.

“y/n, before casa amor, you were coupled up with rob. you now have a choice: you can stay loyal to rob or you can couple up with one of the new boys. what would you like to do?”

“i’ve had a wonderful past few days getting to know all of these amazing guys, but at the end of the day i have to go with my gut. so, with that being said, i would like to stay loyal to rob. i think my time away from him has really shown me how much i’ve fallen for him and i can’t imagine going through this with anyone else.” ariana grinned at your comment while you felt a smile creep across your own face at the thought of getting to see rob. it felt like forever since you’d gotten to hug him, kiss him, and talk to him.

“well, y/n, you’ve chosen to stay loyal to rob. that means, if he comes in with one of the girls from casa amor, you will be single and vulnerable. however, if he comes back alone, he’s all yours.” you nodded and clasped your hands together in excitement. “now, let’s see what he decided to do.”

“come on, rob.” you heard liv whisper. everyone was craning their necks to get a better view of the entrance where rob would be coming from.

“i can’t look!” you squealed as you covered your eyes. everyone was clapping and cheering for you…

until they weren’t.

you swore you could’ve heard a pin drop in that villa at the sight of rob walking back in hand in hand with a beautiful brunette.

“what? what is it?” you uncovered your eyes and blinked. once you got a good look at rob, your jaw dropped. your heart felt heavy in your chest and you felt your throat tighten.

rob looked as smug as ever walking over to ariana, who shared a similar look of confusion.

“well! hello, rob. welcome back to the villa!” he nodded at her. “and hi daniella.” daniella smiled and held onto rob’s arm.

you swallowed the lump in your throat and shook your head.

“what the fuck, rob?” “are you actually serious?” you heard from behind you. when you looked at rob, he was already staring at you.

“rob, as you can see, y/n has chosen to remain loyal to you. how does that make you feel?” ariana asked and he sighed.

“honestly… i’m not really surprised.”

“what?” your face scrunched in disbelief.

“i mean, what we have is good. but just because i have something good with her doesn’t mean i can’t have something just as good or better with someone else. i think i’d be doing myself a disservice if i didn’t explore my connection with daniella, too.”

“y/n, how does that make you feel?” ariana questioned.

“it makes me feel so dumb! i’ve been turning all these guys down, keeping it friendly, sleeping outside because i was trying to respect what i thought we had all the while he’s been doing the exact opposite! i mean, are you fucking kidding me, rob? if i would have known we were moving like this i wouldn’t be standing here by myself!”

rob rolled his eyes. “nobody asked you to stand there by yourself.”

“nobody had to!” you felt tears well up in your eyes as you stood there and glared at him.

“i-“

“save it.” you dismissed him with a wave of your hand and moved to sit at the end of the couch by serena, leah, and jana.

“well, rob and daniella, you may take your place on the couch.” they both smiled at ariana as they walked. you felt rob’s eyes on yours but didn’t meet his gaze. instead, you stared ahead of you, zoning out for the rest of the recoupling.

later on, after getting into your pajamas, you walked outside to the balcony. as you absentmindedly searched for constellations in the fiji sky, you heard heavy footsteps creeping closer.

“can we talk?”

“i think it’d be better if we didn’t right now.”

“hey, come on. don’t be like this.” he reached for your arm but you snatched it away.

“like what, rob? upset you made me look stupid in front of literally everybody?”

rob huffed and ran a hand over his face. “you know i didn’t mean to-“

“i actually can’t have this conversation with you right now so either you need to leave or i will.” you gave him a few seconds before deciding for yourself. “alright, fine, i’ll go.” you pushed past him and walked to the bedroom.

you tried not to notice the whispers and looks from your fellow islanders as you snatched the comforter and pillow off your bed and drug it into soul ties.

“i just actually cannot believe he came back with her.” you sniffled. “i really thought he would’ve had the same respect for me that i had for him and came back alone. i mean, yeah, we can explore and all, but it just hurts so bad to know that he went over there and got on with her so well that he decided to bring her back to the villa. and then to say that ‘nobody told me to stand alone’ was just the cherry on top.”

boyfriend!rob who always gets up early and before you but whines and complains some mornings like it's your fault he has to leave you and the warmth of his bed.

boyfriend!rob who can occasionally get up early and before you with no complaints, but still makes you breakfast after doing all morning chores.

boyfriend!rob who tries to sleep in so you can wake up together, but can't because of his natural clock. so more often times then not, he ends up laying in bed wide awake while you roll around in deep sleep.

boyfriend!rob who loovesssss skin to skin.

boyfriend!rob who insists sleeping while being wrapped up together but gets overheated really fast and complains.

boyfriend!rob who loves sleeping on top of you, even if that means crushing you into the mattress in discomfort.

boyfriend!rob who slept with only one pillow and barely had a blanket that could pass as a comforter before you came around.

boyfriend!rob who takes you shopping to pick out new pillows and blankets the moment you complained about sleeping in his bed--because he couldn't care less and also wouldn't even know what to get, so he trusts your judgment better than his own.

boyfriend!rob who puts a mattress in the bed of his truck and fills it to the brim with blankets and pillows at the simple mention of how you want to sleep under the stars at least once in your life.

boyfriend!rob who loves camping, and could really sleep anywhere (even the ground) and doesn't care where he ends up at the end of the night when doing it--but now that you're dating he makes sure there's always somewhere for the two of you to sleep comfortably.

boyfriend!rob who lets you trace his tattoos till you fall asleep.

boyfriend!rob who makes you sleep in the bed with him even if you're mad--and if you're really that mad, he'll sleep on the floor.

boyfriend!rob who is a hard sleeper and will only wake up to his own accord. so, if you're trying to wake him up, good luck!

boyfriend!rob who doesn't use his bed for anything but sleeping (and fucking!), so when he saw you just laying in it midday, scrolling through your phone, he was confused. he likes a productive day! no moseying around!

boyfriend!rob who kinda has an inconsistent sleep schedule. no notes.

boyfriend!rob who loves being big spoon or having you lay on his chest when cuddling. always caressing your head and moving his fingers through your hair.

As soon as you seen him walk with another bitch, you laughed. You chose to stay loyal to him because you guys had an amazing connection, or so you thought. You thought you guys were good, he even told you it would take a lot to turn his head. Well it clearly didn’t, considering it took him about 3-4 days to turn his shitty ass head.

“Are we fucking serious?” You laughed. You didn’t want him to see you cry because he didn’t deserve to see it.

“Well, it seems that Rob decided to bring Daniela, from Casa Amor, back.” Ariana started, “how are you feeling tonight?” She asked Daniela.

“I’m feeling great, I’m glad Rob brought me back. He’s genuinely the sweetest, most honest and loving person. I could definitely see myself with him outside the Villa and hopefully we can explore our connection.” Daniela said, smiling and looking dead at you while saying it. You weren’t gonna let that slide.

“Rob, how are you feeling about being coupled up with Daniela?” Ariana asked Rob.

“Well, I’m feeling good, she’s amazing, she’s loyal, honest, and just everything I look for in a woman.” Rob said, looking everywhere but you. Pussy much?

“So I wasn’t loyal or honest?” You spoke up. “I wasn’t what you looked for in a woman?” Rob now looked up at you, he wasn’t expecting you to speak up, since you were always the laid back and chill person.

“You are, it’s just—it’s just I want a woman who’s not chill and laid back, you know? Nonchalant and shit like that, I want a girl who’s possessive over me, I want a girl who’s jealous over me. And it’s like—I don’t know. You’re just not that..” Rob said, looking down.

“Nah, look up.” Liv spoke up, she was holding your hand and JaNa was holding your other.

Rob looked up at you, his expression looked bored which pissed you off, it made you think that he didn’t give a fuck about you or y’all’s connection.

“So, you weren’t gonna voice that to me? You were just gonna stay silent about it until you got into Casa Amor where none of us girls were watching you?” You said, rolling your eyes.

“Respectfully, how was he going to tell you that?” Daniela spoke up.

“Disrespectfully, shut the fuck up.” You snapped before getting back to Rob.

Everyone on that couch was shocked because you never EVER spoke to anyone like that. They knew you were mad and they wanted to see every minute of it.

“You’re just a lying piece of shit who can’t speak up for himself and that’s okay! All you gotta do is tell me that and we’re good, bro.” Now you were just starting to say anything. You were mad as hell. You walked away from the couch, ignoring all the calls for you to come back. You didn’t wanna see Rob and his shitty ass girl.

Later, when all the girls besides the Casa girls were in the room talking to you, you couldn’t help but start crying. You missed Rob so much, and he just did you so fucking dirty.

“I don’t know anymore, he’s a piece of shit but I still like him.” You said, your voice shaky and you trying to wipe the tears away.

“Girl you are too pretty to be crying over a snake, I promise you a bombshell will walk in here and he will take your heart and cherish it. He won’t do you dirty like Rob.” JaNa said, hugging you, while the rest hovered over you in concern.

The next night, you were dressed in a pretty dress with some gold heels. It was your best dress actually. You wanted to look cute, for you of course. So you made sure to get ready early and stay in the makeup room before it hits night time.

You avoided Rob all day. You didn’t want him in your area nor to breathe the same air as you. He pissed you off clean and you told yourself you were never gonna talk to him again while in this Villa and outside the Villa.

When you all went downstairs, you went to the couch all by yourself. The rules of the Villa were that you had to talk to someone 24/7, but you didn’t want to. And when producers yelled at you about it, you kept doing it and they just never bothered. Plus, they couldn’t kick the realest bitch off the show because they knew their views would go down.

Anyways, while you were just chilling and minding your business, you noticed some boots and and ugly ass overalls walking towards you. You closed your eyes knowing who the hell it was. “Go away, Rob.”

“Please, just hear me out (Name).” He said, sitting next to you but giving you a respectful amount of space. “I don’t ever wanna hear you out again, bro.” You said, making yourself clear before getting up and leaving him there. You were so over him it was almost embarrassing.

What you didn’t expect, though, was for Daniela to pull you for a chat. You guys sat on a couch and she apologized for everything. Even though you didn’t want to, you apologized because that was the mature thing to do. But then she started getting into some stuff about Rob and the rest of the boys.

“During Casa, he never mentioned you once. Like, every time he had a girl next to him and they’d ask about his connection, he’d change the topic quick.” Daniela said, which made you shocked as fuck because what????

You told her to continue and so she did, “and then, in bed, I really don’t wanna say this because I don’t want to make you sad or anything but we fucked. And then I heard that Kendall was egging him on and telling him to forget about you. Miguel as well, he said that Rob should come back single to give you the sloppy seconds.”

By that time, anger took over you. “Thank you.” You said, before getting up and walking to the front where everyone was.

“Fuck you, Kendall. Fuck you too, Miguel.” You said, walking past the table where the both of them were, along with a few more people. Kendall and Miguel looked confused, trying to call you back. Then you went to the dock and yelled at Rob. “Fuck you, bitch. You come and try to explain shit to me when you know what the fuck you did, whore.”

“Woooah, woah, woah. Let’s not do this right now, let’s try and talk this out.” Aaron said, dickriding the fuck out Rob.

“Aaron, I don’t wanna hear it at all. Worry about you and wearing your thongs and jackets before you ever worry bout me, baby. I’m talking to Rob, not you.” You snapped before turning to Rob.

“Sloppy seconds? Having sex with another bitch in the bed? You deadass right now? And you have the nerve to come up to me and try to explain yourself?” You said, angrily. Tears were starting to slip down your face, you were embarrassed. He literally embarrassed you on national tv.

Rob looked at you with tears in his eyes, “I didn’t mean what I said, s-she meant nothing to me, (Name). I only want you.” He said, trying to grab your hand but you backed up.

“If she meant nothing, why’d you bring her back?”

“Because I thought you’d come back with someone.” He said, trying to grab you again but you backed up again.

“That’s petty as fuck, Robert. And you expect me to listen to you?” You looked at him with disgust.

He hated that look, you’re looking at him like that. He knew he fucked up and he wanted to make things right between you guys.

After that whole argument, the next day he tried to make you breakfast but as soon as he left the room, you threw it off the balcony. When he tried to talk to you that day, you moved away and went to someone else.

When he tried to send Kendall to talk to you, you cussed Kendall out and then went to Miguel and cussed his ass out too. You were so over it because he really tried to get people to come talk to you, because he knew you wouldn’t talk to him. So why even try still???

For the next few days, Rob was miserable, and so were you. He didn’t know why he brought Daniela back, he didn’t even like her like that. Or at all. He wanted you. He needed you.

When him and Daniela fucked, he imagined it was your pussy he was fucking. He imagined all the noises you’d make with his dick stuffed into your tight pussy. He didn’t even cum. (LMFAO).

You were also miserable because you missed him. No other bombshell could ever turn your head because of how attached you were to Rob. Was that the point of love island? No. But did you care? No. You just wanted Rob, but that stubborn side of you wouldn’t let you hear him out. So what better way than JaNa going up to Rob and setting up a plan to come talk to you. Or to get you guys to talk.

“It’s like, she won’t listen to me. I go up to her, she won’t look at me, she just walks away and I hate it, JaNa. I miss her so much.” Rob explained, tears falling from his eyes. JaNa hugged him.

“I know you miss her, she misses you too. It may not seem like it but she does. She’s just too stubborn to hear you out, which is why I have a plan.” JaNa said. Rob pulled away from her and looked in confusion. “A plan?” He questioned. “Yup! Just gonna have to wait and see.” JaNa said.

JaNa had you in the hidden room with the pillows and stuff (idk but I think they removed it after season 6, it was a cute room tho). You guys were talking and she told you to wait there while she went to go grab something. You sat there and waited for her, drinking your water before you heard footsteps, and they were NOT JaNa’s footsteps.

You looked up and you mentally cursed at yourself. You saw Rob standing there, looking at the ground. And then you saw JaNa, Leah and Serena there. “Yall ain’t leaving the room until yall talk it out, k? We love you!” Serena said before they all blew you kisses and left to go stand outside the door and be nosy.

You sighed and let Rob sit next to you. “Go ahead. Explain.” You told him. And he was more than happy to explain to you because you’re finally letting him.

“I’m so sorry about everything, (Name). I-I just got so carried away and didn’t realize what I was saying nor doing. Which doesn’t excuse the way I acted. I know I shouldn’t have acted like that and I still did. I’m so fucking sorry, (Name). I’m really fucking sorry.” He said, a few tears falling down your eyes. And his eyes too.

You didn’t say anything for a bit, and then you spoke up. “If I forgive you, will you never do this shit again?”

He nodded quick, he nodded like he was finna get some pussy. “Yes! Yes I promise I won’t act like that again.” He said, looking at you. “And also.. I cut things off with Daniela to show that I wanted you, and was hoping we could maybe.. close things off between us.” He said, nervously.

You couldn’t have smiled bigger, you hugged him immediately. “Yes!” You kiss him. “Yes we can close things off between us, baby.” He kissed you back. He pushed you back onto the couch and slipped his tongue into your mouth, tongue kissing you and grinding against you.

You kissed him back and felt his hard bulge graze against your thin clothed clit. “F-fuck, Rob.. there’s cameras everywhere.” You reminded him. “Shit.” He said, before getting off of you and putting a pillow on top of his bulge. He thrusted up into the pillow a bit, trying to gain more friction.

He kissed you again, moaning into it this time.

“I said make up, not fuck you freaky asses.” You heard Serena yell, causing all of you to laugh.