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It's been a while since I've given an update about my transition. Picture of my a cat at the end for those who read through it all.

@wolf-312 @smg-24 @libbytwq @tiredsmashbros @averyterribleartist @doodledev1l @glitchy-across-aus @hexsie @inksyys-blog @its-a-me-mango @josiekatxd @jmaknavigr @knightedmares @knightcineris @moonlight12086 @mikchi8 @markboyblue @neo91502 @radiantrevolt @skeletonstudios @skeptical14 H-HEY HAPPY NEW YEARS GUYS 😃..(i had the most interesting new years party, so im a lil wonky lol) Its 2026 already?? AND my birthday is coming up soon?? Ough..this is torture

As some of you know, when im done with my rmg lore project im going to take a long break or even worse, quit social media since it has been draining me mentally and physically. Literally all of my problems has been mostly all socials, and in my opinion i should take my break as I deserved. Especially when ive mostly been working on school and hoping i can accomplish something in the future. However, this is a MIGHT im not totally sure im doing this because i love my friends they are so nicey to me <3

ANYWAYS ENOUGH OF THAT, im so glad i met you guys and i hope we can be friends forever. It’s finally 2026! And you guys are still my besties yay!! Tbh, when i first joined this server i thought i wouldn’t fit in and i seemed weird..but meeting all of you shows that i can really be my true self without being judged or misunderstood. I remember it was the opposite in my other server..i would get teased and bullied a lot, so i was just very hesitant about joining this server. But it has been the most funniest and sweetest one yet. i feel really safe in this server and im glad i could attend it. I genuinely don’t regret joining this server, you all have been a really good and supportive friend to me. And i appreciate that. You all helped me when i was at my worst, when i was sick, and when i was just feeling lonely in general. All of you goobers never fail to lighten up my day. I enjoy yapping about my stupid interests bec there is so many people with the same interests as me <3

For those who have been following for a while, you've probably seen my posts about my transition journey. I'm sure for now that I'm at least transfemme, but that got me thinking about my sexual and romantic identity.

First and foremost, I know for a fact I'm still demisexual: I have a hard time feeling sexual attraction to people unless I'm emotionally invested in them (e.g., the conventionally attractive customer who has been "friendly" to me has no power over me besides me being a pushover). I also know that I'm still pan-romantic: I can form romantic feelings for anybody, regardless of what they identify as.

So what seems to be the issue? Well, since officially coming to terms internally that I'm trans and want to start transitioning, I realized that I'm sorta in a lesbian relationship. I say kinda because my partner recently came out to me wanting to be more masculine (i.e., facial hair, top surgery). When I brought this up with them, they agreed that even though they want to be more masc-presenting, they still see us as a lesbian couple.

Typing this up and thinking back on this conversation is giving me a bit of gender euphoria. I'm still pre-transition, but even still, my partner accepts my identity enough to call me their girl. We may pass as a straight couple, but deep inside, we're both queer af.

Excuse the tone of this post. Stayed up late typing this out just to make sure I don't forget about it later.

Par Nair, the view from her bedroom window, 2025, oil on canvas. Par Nair: the place from my grandma’s dreams Solo Exhibition Oct. 4 – Nov. 30, 2025 – Robert McLaughlin Gallery, Oshawa Par Nair experimented with new styles and techniques during her residency at RMG to create a series of textile works and landscape paintings inspired by her family’s home in Kerela, India. From an online…