#rixydust

I will miss it. The late night text messages, witty exchange of conversations, the randomness of our topic, the comfort I get in talking to you. I will miss it, whatever you may call it. I'll miss all of it as much as I would miss you.

Tomorrow is the start of another chapter in my life. I'll be working again as a Volunteer Nurse in one of the private hospitals in my city. The institution isn't as big as other hospitals but they almost has the same facilities as others. I'm assigned at a Medical-Surgical/Obstetrics ward and I am very very nervous right now. I don't know, it's just that its something new and I know I should be open to new challenges and I tell you, I'm really trying to be positive about this.

Maybe because its a private hospital - new policies, new regulations, new co workers. It's a matter of adjustment and I know with God I can make it. Through time I know I will be adjusted with my environment.

Last week, I've submitted my applications and credentials to different private hospitals here in my city. And today, I was called for an initial interview with only 3 hours notice by one of the private hospitals I applied. Imagine my reaction upon reading that text message! I was expecting my day to be lazy and laidback but I guess, I was on for a ride. The interview went well. Basic questions were asked and I was able to answer them.

And tomorrow's going to be another day for me. I'll be taking the qualifying exam for another private hospital. Wish me luck!

I just hope that after all of this, I make the right decision. Because to tell you honestly, right now, my mind is so full of queries and hesitations. Confused is the right word. And I don't like being confused.

The day news came my best friend died My knees went week and you saw me cry Say I'm still the soldier in your eyes I may not have the softest touch I may not say the words as such And though I may not look like much I'm yours And though my edges may be rough I never feel I'm quite enough It may not seem like very much But I'm yours

So that means download apps all I want! Latest app addiction is the Moron Test. Really guys, it's so fun! :) And of course, I never get tired of Tap Tap Revenge 4!