"Physically I feel great, but mentally I feel like I have a blindfold on. Grasping at the straws around me, because the foundation has started crumbling. I don't know when it started cracking, but now the space has increased. It's like I'm doubling up my actions to fill the spaces and cauterize the bleed. Maybe I just need to let it crumble, to finally let it all implode. Let all of the feelings in, and know that I couldn't change who had to go. It's seeing the space where people used to be, and remembering the times. As everyone knows, time always fills in those lines. It was just the comfortability you were clinging on to, because now what comes next could be odd. You never know what the universe will bring when there's a shifting of the tides." - A Pillar Of Love
