#rich brian

"...I'm way too young for the I do's they could feel like a sentence

And you hide your smile when the line's optimistic and I

but like i shouldve watched that video with andrea (who is brian's ex) to analyze what was going on with their relationship since it WAS where they discussed the problems of their relationship but i couldn't watch it cuz i was gonna get mad jealous so i just didn't. the video is now deleted because it's from dumbfoundead's defunct podcast so the channel is Gone Gone so now i can't do any analyzing eugh

but i reallyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy didn't like andrea's vibes in the first few minutes of the video. it's really just a bad first impression since i didn't get to know her for the rest of the video but it's also the fact she derailed the topic of the episode (which was about brian's ALBUM) to talk about their relationship which is just such an asshole move?? even dumbfoundead was pissed about that but that's all i know now 😭

anyway i looked up her account. as a form of self harm. and then i closed the profile.

but like i wanna know sooooooooo bad what brian saw in her and we only know enough through the lyrics of oh well, she, and butterfly.

butterfly:

oh well:

she:

this is all we know about her from His perspective but idk if she ever talked about him anonymously in her shows. maybe? from here you'd definitely see that brian loved her a lot, and his new single even affirms that he does still love her anyway, especially with the way she was with him.

in an interview he also discussed his anxious attachment to her. he had anxious tendencies because of her interactions with other men, but his sense of trust sometimes stung a little and it hurt eventually more to think about when he went home.