summary: Clark Kent is helplessly in love, catastrophically awkward about it, and somehow even more charming because of it.
Clark âSupermanâ Kent
word count: 3k
a/n: this is a little something i made this week while i was waiting for my next class (cause why is there always a 2 hr gap??) I hope you enjoy! (*cough cough* jake seresin next?) side note: have u ever had a teacher whoâs been edging u w the perfect grade? cause thatâs me in english rn like pls i was so good in hs what is happening now
warnings: dangerously awkward flirting, excessive yearning, Clark Kent being down horrendous, coffee casualties, physical affection, kissing, secondhand embarrassment, umbrella sharing, weaponized eye contact, mild language
Clark Kent looked like the kind of man who should know how to flirt.
Tall. Broad shoulders. Gentle eyes hidden behind glasses that absolutely did not disguise the fact that he was unfairly handsome.
And yetâ
âI panicked,â he admitted as coffee spread across the bullpen floor.
You stared at him from beside your desk, blinking slowly while reporters twisted in their chairs to watch the disaster unfold.
âYou spilled an entire latte because I touched your arm?â
Clark adjusted his glasses with the expression of a man facing public execution. âIn my defense,â he said weakly, âyouâre very pretty.â
Somewhere across the newsroom, somebody choked on a laugh.
You looked down at the coffee dripping off the edge of Clarkâs desk. Then back up at him. Then at the completely soaked stack of papers in his hands.
âOh my God,â you whispered.
âI know.â
âNo, I meanââ You pointed at the papers. âWerenât those your interview notes?â
Clark glanced down.
The color drained from his face. âOh no.â
The bullpen erupted.
Jimmy Olsen burst into laughter so hard he physically folded over his desk. Someone else wolf-whistled. Perry White shouted something from his office about professionalism that nobody listened to.
Clark stood frozen in the middle of it all looking deeply, deeply miserable.
And weirdly adorable.
You pressed your lips together, trying not to smile. âYouâre kind of a disaster, Kent.â
He looked at you over the rim of his glasses, visibly horrified. âYou think Iâm a disaster?â
âI think,â you said carefully, âthat you just sacrificed your notes to avoid having a conversation with me.â
âThatâs not what happened.â
âReally?â
âYes.â He paused. âMostly.â
Jimmy made a loud fake coughing noise that sounded suspiciously like he likes you.
Clark shot him a betrayed look.
You laughed before you could stop yourself.
And thatâthat seemed to make Clarkâs entire brain shut down.
Because he stared at you for half a second too long, looking startled by the sound, before smiling instinctively.
It hit you like a truck.
Not because he was handsomeâyou had unfortunately noticed that weeks ago when youâd first started at the Daily Planetâbut because his smile changed his whole face.
Clark smiling felt warm. Soft. Like sunlight through open curtains.
Your stomach flipped embarrassingly hard.
Clark seemed to realize he was still staring at you at the exact same moment you realized you were staring back.
He immediately looked away so quickly he knocked another coffee cup over with his elbow.
âOh my God,â Jimmy wheezed.
-
Working at the Daily Planet meant existing in a constant state of chaos.
Phones rang nonstop. Reporters argued across desks. Perry barked deadlines like military orders while interns sprinted through the bullpen carrying stacks of papers and half-dead laptops.
Youâd only been there three months, but somehow it already felt normal.
Mostly because of Clark.
Which was ridiculous.
You barely knew him. Technically.
But Clark Kent had this strange gravitational pull to him. The kind that made people naturally drift toward him without realizing it.
He remembered everyoneâs coffee orders. Held doors open. Asked about your day and actually listened to the answer.
He was impossibly kind in a way that shouldâve felt fake considering he looked like that, but somehow didnât.
Honestly, the man looked like heâd been engineered in a lab specifically to make people stare.
Broad chest. Strong hands. Dark curls that always fell messily over his forehead no matter how many times he pushed them back.
And his eyes.
Jesus Christ.
Youâd made the mistake of maintaining eye contact with him once during a meeting and forgotten your own name halfway through a sentence.
Which apparently wasnât a problem exclusive to you.
Because Clark got nervous around you too. Painfully nervous.
At first you thought you imagined it.
Then you noticed patterns.
Clark dropping things whenever you walked too close to him. Clark forgetting what he was saying mid-conversation because you smiled at him. Clark volunteering for stories on the opposite side of Metropolis whenever you wore something nice.
It was honestly kind of endearing.
Today, however, was especially bad.
You walked into the break room around noon and stopped short.
Clark was standing at the counter holding a mug that literally bent in his hand.
Not metaphorically.
Literally.
Ceramic cracked beneath his fingers.
Clark stared down at it in horror.
You stared at him.
ââŠDid you just Hulk-smash a coffee mug?â
Clark nearly jumped out of his skin. âWhat? No.â
You pointed.
The handle fell off the mug and hit the floor.
Clark looked genuinely distressed. âI can explain.â
âI would love to hear this explanation actually.â
He glanced around the empty break room like he was searching for divine intervention.
âIt was slippery.â
âThe mug exploded.â
âItâs a very slippery mug.â
You laughed again.
Clark visibly melted.
Not metaphorically either. The man genuinely seemed to lose all motor function when you laughed near him.
It was becoming a problem.
âYou know,â you said, leaning against the counter, âfor a Pulitzer-winning reporter, youâre a terrible liar.â
Clark ducked his head, smiling sheepishly. âThat obvious?â
âClark, you once told Perry your laptop stopped working because of solar flares.â
âThey can interfere with technology.â
âSure.â
âItâs science.â
âYou sounded like a conspiracy podcast host.â
Clark huffed out a laugh.
God.
That was dangerous too.
Because Clark didnât laugh quietly. He laughed fully. Warm and surprised and bright like he couldnât help it.
You liked making him do it.
Probably more than you should.
âYouâre staring,â Clark said softly.
You blinked.
Shit.
âI am not.â
One dark eyebrow lifted.
You folded your arms immediately. âOkay, maybe a little.â
Clarkâs ears turned pink.
And for some reason, that made you bold.
âYou get flustered really easily for someone who looks like he belongs on a magazine cover.â
Clark made a choking noise. âA magazineââ
âYou know exactly what you look like, Kent.â
âI really donât think I do.â
âThatâs actually insane.â
Clark rubbed the back of his neck awkwardly. âWell⊠I think youâre beautiful, so maybe weâre both insane.â
The room went completely silent.
Your heartbeat stuttered.
Clark seemed to realize what heâd said a full three seconds later.
âOh my God,â he whispered to himself.
Then he physically walked into a cabinet.
You slapped a hand over your mouth.
Clark stood there with his eyes squeezed shut like he wanted the earth to swallow him whole.
âYou okay?â you asked, voice shaking with suppressed laughter.
âNever better.â
âYou hit that cabinet really hard.â
âIâm durable.â
You snorted.
Clark looked absolutely devastated by his own existence.
And somehow, impossibly, it made him even cuter.
-
Lois Lane cornered you two days later.
âYou like him.â
You nearly inhaled your own coffee. âWhat?â
Lois sat casually on the edge of your desk like she wasnât about to ruin your entire life.
âYou and Smallville.â
âWe are coworkers.â
âYou look at him like he personally invented romance.â
You opened your mouth.
Closed it.
Lois smirked.
âOh my God,â you muttered.
âYeah, thatâs usually the reaction.â
You dropped your head onto your desk dramatically. âIs it that obvious?â
âTo me? Absolutely.â
âThis is humiliating.â
âNah.â Lois nudged your shoulder. âItâs cute.â
Cute.
Right.
Except your crush on Clark Kent felt less cute and more actively life-threatening.
Because the problem with Clark wasnât just that he was attractive.
It was that he was good.
Everywhere you looked, Clark was helping someone.
Carrying absurdly heavy boxes for interns. Staying late to help fact-check stories. Walking little old ladies across busy streets outside the Planet building.
Once, youâd watched him stop in the middle of a conversation because he noticed a little kid crying outside through the bullpen windows.
Clark had excused himself immediately and come back twenty minutes later with melted ice cream on his sleeve and a shy explanation about helping the kid find his dad.
Who does that?
Who is actually like that?
âYouâre smiling,â Lois said knowingly.
âI hate you.â
âNo you donât.â
Unfortunately, she was right.
Lois leaned closer. âSo whatâs the hold up?â
âWhat?â
âWith Clark.â
You stared at her. âThere is no âwith Clark.ââ
âPlease. That man looks at you like you hung the moon.â
Your stomach flipped violently.
âThatâs dramatic.â
âItâs accurate.â
Before you could respond, a familiar voice called your name from across the bullpen.
You looked up instinctively.
Big mistake.
Clark was walking toward you holding a file folder against his chest, glasses slipping down his nose slightly. His tie was crooked. His hair looked windswept like heâd just sprinted back from somewhere.
Which honestly was possible.
The man moved weirdly fast.
Clark smiled the second he saw you.
And there it was again.
That stupid, soft sunlight feeling.
Lois watched your entire expression change and looked unbearably smug about it.
âIâm going to kill you,â you muttered.
âWorth it.â
Clark reached your desk, slightly out of breath. âHey.â
âHey.â
For a second, both of you just stood there smiling at each other like idiots.
Lois made a fake gagging noise before hopping off the desk. âIâm leaving before this turns into a Hallmark movie.â
Clark looked alarmed. âWhat turns into a Hallmark movie?â
âNothing,â you said quickly.
âEverything,â Lois corrected.
Then she disappeared into the crowd of desks before either of you could stop her.
Clark looked adorably confused.
You looked anywhere except directly at him.
âSo,â Clark said after a moment. âI, uh⊠brought those files you asked for.â
He handed them over carefully.
Your fingers brushed his.
Clark froze.
You felt him freeze.
The entire atmosphere shifted instantly.
It was ridiculous.
A tiny touch shouldnât feel electric.
And yet.
Clark swallowed hard. âYou okay?â
âYouâre asking me?â
A nervous laugh escaped him.
âYou justââ He stopped himself abruptly.
âWhat?â
Clark stared at you for one long second like he was debating something internally. âNothing.â
âClark.â
âItâs not important.â
âClark.â
His shoulders slumped in surrender. âYou just make me nervous.â
The honesty in his voice hit you straight in the chest.
âYou make me nervous too,â you admitted quietly.
Clark blinked.
âYouâre kidding.â
âNope.â
âBut you seem so calm around me.â
You stared at him. âClark, last week you smiled at me and I walked directly into the womenâs restroom instead of the elevator.â
For a beat of silence, Clark just looked at you.
Then he laughed.
Not a polite chuckle.
Not a soft huff.
An actual laugh.
Head tipped back slightly. Eyes crinkling behind his glasses. Warm and bright and helpless.
Your heart basically dissolved on the spot.
âYou think Iâm funny?â you asked weakly.
Clark looked at you like that was the dumbest question heâd ever heard.
âI think youâre incredible.â
Oh.
Oh, you were in serious trouble.
-
It started raining halfway through your walk home.
Not normal rain either.
The kind of dramatic Metropolis downpour that felt personally targeted.
You groaned as cold water soaked through your jacket within seconds. âSeriously?â
âYou forgot your umbrella too?â
You turned.
Clark stood a few feet away under a massive black umbrella, glasses speckled with rain.
Of course he had an umbrella.
Clark looked like the kind of man who reminded other people to bring umbrellas.
âYou stalking me, Kent?â
A smile tugged at his mouth. âCoincidence. I was getting groceries.â
He lifted a paper bag slightly.
You frowned. âHow are those not soaked already?â
Clark glanced at the perfectly dry bag in confusion before quickly holding the umbrella lower. âGood umbrella?â
You narrowed your eyes.
Clark smiled innocently.
Suspicious.
Still, he stepped closer, angling the umbrella over both of you.
Warmth immediately surrounded you.
Clark smelled ridiculously good. Like clean laundry and coffee and something faintly earthy after the rain.
You tried not to notice.
Failed horribly.
âYou canât walk me home every time it rains, you know.â
Clark looked down at you. âI can try.â
Oh.
Oh, that was dangerous.
The city blurred around you as you walked side by side through the rain.
Cars hissed past on wet streets. Neon signs reflected off puddles. Somewhere nearby, someone played music loud enough to echo between buildings.
Clark kept subtly adjusting the umbrella to make sure you stayed covered.
Meanwhile his own shoulder was getting soaked.
âYouâre terrible at sharing umbrellas,â you informed him.
Clark blinked. âI am?â
âYouâre getting rained on.â
âThatâs okay.â
âNo, move over.â
You grabbed his sleeve and tugged him closer underneath the umbrella.
Clark immediately went completely still beside you.
Your arm brushed his.
Heat radiated through the contact even through layers of clothing.
Clark looked down at you slowly.
And there it was again.
That look.
Like you were something precious.
Something worth handling carefully.
It made your chest ache.
âYou know,â you said softly, âfor someone who panics every time I touch him, you really like standing close to me.â
Clarkâs mouth twitched. âMaybe I enjoy the panic.â
âIs that what this is?â
âNo,â he admitted quietly. âNot really.â
Rain hammered softly overhead.
Clarkâs gaze dropped briefly to your mouth before snapping back up.
Your breath caught.
He noticed.
You knew he noticed because his own breathing changed instantly.
And suddenly the space between you felt very small.
Very warm.
Very dangerous.
A car horn blared somewhere nearby.
Both of you jumped apart like guilty teenagers.
Clark cleared his throat violently. âWell.â
âYep.â
âThat wasââ
âDefinitely something.â
Clark laughed nervously.
You smiled despite yourself.
Then, before you could overthink it, you reached for his hand.
Clark went silent.
His fingers instinctively curled around yours.
Warm.
Careful.
Like he was afraid to hold on too tightly.
You looked up at him.
Clark looked completely undone.
âYouâre doing that thing again,â you murmured.
âWhat thing?â
âLooking at me like I personally invented happiness.â
Clark stared at you for one long second.
Then he smiled softly.
âI might argue you did.â
Your heart was never recovering from this man.
Ever.
-
By the time you reached your apartment building, neither of you had let go of the otherâs hand.
Clark looked mildly stunned by that fact.
You were trying not to look equally affected.
Rainwater dripped from the edge of the umbrella while the city buzzed around you in blurry lights and distant traffic.
Neither of you moved.
âThis is usually the part,â you said carefully, âwhere people say goodbye.â
Clark nodded immediately. âRight. Yeah. Goodbye.â
Neither of you let go.
A smile tugged at your mouth.
Clark noticed instantly.
âWhat?â
âYouâre still holding my hand.â
Clark looked down like heâd genuinely forgotten.
âOh.â
But he still didnât let go.
Instead, his thumb brushed lightly across your knuckles.
The movement was absentminded.
Gentle.
Your heartbeat nearly climbed into your throat.
Clark looked like he realized what he was doing at the exact same moment.
His eyes widened slightly behind his glasses.
âYou should probably kiss me now,â you blurted before your brain could stop you.
Silence.
Absolute silence.
Clark stared at you.
You stared back in horror as your own words replayed in your head.
âWell,â you said weakly. âThat was terrifying.â
Clark still looked frozen.
âOh my God,â you whispered. âForget I said that.â
âNo.â
Your eyes snapped back to his.
Clark stepped closer slowly, like he was worried youâd disappear if he moved too fast.
âNo,â he repeated softly. âI really donât think I can.â
The rain suddenly felt very far away.
Clark lifted one hand carefully toward your face.
Even nowâeven with the way he looked at you, with your fingers tangled together, with every charged moment between you hanging in the airâhe still hesitated like he wanted permission.
You leaned into his touch before he could ask.
Something in Clarkâs expression melted instantly.
Then he kissed you.
Andâ
Oh.
That was not a first-kiss kind of kiss.
There was nothing uncertain about it.
Clark kissed you like heâd been thinking about it for weeks and was only now allowing himself to do it.
Warm lips. Careful hands. The soft sound he made when you kissed him back harder.
Your fingers curled into the front of his jacket automatically.
Clarkâs free hand settled against your waist like he physically couldnât stop himself.
And somehow, impossibly, he still kissed like Clark.
Sweet.
Tender.
Like he was trying to memorize you.
When you finally pulled apart, both of you were visibly breathless.
Clark looked completely wrecked.
His glasses were crooked.
His hair was damp from the rain.
And he was looking at you like youâd personally rewritten his entire universe.
âYou kissed me,â he said softly, sounding genuinely awed by it.
You laughed quietly. âPretty sure you kissed me too, Kent.â
âI know, I justââ He stopped to smile helplessly. âWow.â
You smiled so hard your face hurt.
Clark looked at you for another long second before blurting suddenly, âI have wanted to do that since the first day you worked at the Planet.â
Your eyebrows shot up. âThe first day?â
âYou smiled at me in the elevator and I walked into a wall.â
You stared at him.
Then burst into laughter.
Clark groaned immediately. âPlease donât laugh.â
âYou walked into a wall?â
âIt was a glass wall,â he muttered.
âThat is somehow worse.â
Clark covered his face with one hand while you laughed harder.
âIâm trying to be romantic.â
âYou are romantic,â you promised, still grinning. âYouâre just also deeply awkward.â
Clark peeked at you through his fingers. âYou still like me though?â
The fact that he sounded genuinely unsure nearly killed you.
You reached up, adjusting his crooked glasses carefully. âClark Kent, you spilled coffee on yourself because I touched your arm.â
His ears turned pink again.
âYou carried one umbrella specifically big enough for two people.â
Clark looked away innocently.
âYou looked at me like your entire life changed because I held your hand.â
A soft smile spread slowly across his face.
Then he leaned down and kissed you again.
Softer this time.
Slow enough that your chest physically ached from it.
When he pulled back, his forehead rested lightly against yours.
âSo,â you murmured, âdoes this mean youâll stop destroying office supplies every time I flirt with you?â
Clark considered that seriously.
ââŠProbably not.â
You laughed.
And Clark smiled like it was still the most beautiful sound heâd ever heard.
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Summary: You and Bob Floyd are long-term roommates. Not fake. Not temporary. Actual âwe share groceries, know each otherâs schedules, and argue about laundryâ roommates. It started out practical. It stayed comfortable. It accidentally became everything.
Robert âBobâ Floyd
Word count: 3.5k
A/N: Idk how i feel about this but i wish i had a bob. This was requested by one of my absolute fav blogs on here, they have the best fic reqs! @obsessedromancereader. Side note: i just watched people we meet on vacation and omg it was so good i love emily! Which makes me think, Bob or Rooster au?
Itâs easy in the way breathing is easy. In the way muscle memory is easy. In the way you donât realize how deep youâre in until someone asks a casual question and your mouth opens on autopilot.
You wake up before your alarm most mornings, not because youâre disciplined, but because Bob moves quietly through the apartment like heâs afraid of startling the walls. The soft click of the kettle. The low hum of the vent fan. The barely-there sound of socked feet on tile.
You donât even open your eyes when he passes your door.
âMorning,â he says anyway. Always does. Even when youâre half-asleep. Even when you donât answer.
âMorninâ,â you mumble back, voice rough, face buried in your pillow.
He smiles. You know he does. You can hear it.
By the time you drag yourself out of bed, hair a mess and wearing one of his old Navy hoodies (which is not a big deal, because itâs basically communal at this point), the kitchen smells like coffee and something warm and toasted.
Bob stands at the counter, glasses on, sleeves rolled up, methodically buttering toast like itâs a sacred ritual.
âYouâre up early,â he says without turning around.
âYou woke me up.â
âI was quiet.â
âYou exist loudly.â
That gets a huff of a laugh. He glances over his shoulder at you, eyes soft behind the lenses. âCoffeeâs ready.â
You grab a mug from the cabinet you both pretend you donât have memorized. He already put in the creamer the way you like it. You donât comment on it. He doesnât either.
This is how it always is.
You lean against the counter, sipping, watching him move around the kitchen with practiced ease. Heâs wearing his squadron tee and gym shorts, hair still damp from the shower. Thereâs a faint scar along his forearm youâve traced absentmindedly more than once while sitting on opposite ends of the couch.
You shouldnât think about that.
âRooster texted,â Bob says casually. âHeâs dragging the squad to the Hard Deck tonight.â
You groan. âOn a Tuesday?â
âHe says morale is low.â
âMorale is low because Hangman exists.â
Bob snorts, unable to help it. âFair.â
You tilt your head, watching him. âYou going?â
He hesitates. Just a fraction of a second too long.
âI mean,â he says carefully, âonly if you want to.â
There it is. That thing he does. Like your opinion weighs more than his own.
You shrug. âIâm in if you are.â
Relief flickers across his face so quickly it almost hurts to notice.
âCool,â he says. âYeah. Cool.â
You both sip your coffee in silence, the comfortable kind. The kind that feels earned. The kind that would look suspicious to anyone watching too closely.
-
The thing about being roommates with Bob Floyd is that you fall into patterns.
Domestic ones.
Unavoidable ones.
Like movie nights that start with âwe can just watch one episodeâ and end with you asleep halfway across his chest, his arm automatically adjusting around you without waking either of you up.
Like grocery runs that are supposed to be quick and somehow take forty-five minutes because Bob insists on reading labels.
âThis one has more protein,â he says, holding up a box.
âIt tastes like drywall.â
He frowns. âItâs⊠lightly sweetened.â
âYou are lying with confidence.â
He sighs, puts it back, and grabs your usual without comment. You notice. You always do.
Like laundry nights where your clothes end up mixed together because separating them feels pointlessâand because he once folded one of your shirts without realizing it and apologized like heâd committed a crime.
âYou donât have to ask permission to touch my clothes, Bob.â
âI know,â he said. âStill feels like I should.â
Like the way he always knocks before entering your room, even though youâve told him a hundred times he doesnât need toâand the way you still appreciate it every time.
Itâs not romantic.
Thatâs what you tell yourself.
Itâs just⊠Bob.
-
The Squad does not believe this for a second.
You find that out later that afternoon, sprawled on the couches in the ready room while Fanboy scrolls through his phone and Payback argues with Coyote about something deeply stupid.
Bob is next to you, shoulder brushing yours, focused on a Rubikâs cube heâs been trying to solve for twenty minutes.
âYou know,â Phoenix says, eyes flicking between you and Bob, âyou two have weird energy.â
You blink. âExcuse you?â
âWeird,â she repeats. âNot bad. Just⊠very married.â
Bob drops the cube.
âWhat?â you both say at the same time.
Hangman swivels in his chair, immediately interested. âOh my god, thank you. Iâve been saying this.â
Bobâs ears go red. âWeâre notââ
âWeâre roommates,â you add quickly.
âYeah,â Fanboy says, not looking up. âSo were my parents for six years before they figured it out.â
You sit up. âFigured what out?â
âThat they were in love,â Payback says, smirking. âDuh.â
Bob clears his throat, visibly uncomfortable. âWeâre just⊠friends.â
Hangman grins like a shark thatâs smelled blood. âFriends donât share hoodies, Robert.â
You glance down at the hoodie youâre wearing.
Bobâs hoodie.
âI have my own clothes,â you protest weakly.
âName one,â Coyote challenges.
You open your mouth.
Pause.
Bob watches you, expression unreadable.
ââŠRude,â you mutter.
Phoenix laughs. âLook, weâre just saying. If it walks like a duck and argues about groceries like a married coupleââ
âWe do not argue about groceries,â Bob says.
âYou bought crunchy peanut butter,â you shoot back instantly. âYou know I hate that.â
âThat was one time.â
âAnd it was a betrayal.â
The room goes quiet.
Hangman points between the two of you. âSee? That. That right there.â
Bob rubs the back of his neck. âWeâre fine.â
You nod, too quickly. âWeâre fine.â
No one believes you.
-
That night at the Hard Deck is loud and crowded and smells like spilled beer and bad decisions.
Bob sticks close to you, not in a possessive wayâjust in a Bob way. Like heâs your anchor in the chaos. You lean toward each other to talk, knees brushing under the table.
Hangman watches with an infuriatingly smug expression.
âSo,â he says, leaning back. âYou seeing anyone?â
You choke on your drink. âWhat?â
Bob stiffens beside you.
âNo,â you say quickly. âWhy?â
Hangman shrugs. âJust curious.â
âSince when are you curious about my love life?â
âSince it started affecting squad morale.â
You glare. âIt doesnât.â
Bob clears his throat. âI donât thinkââ
Phoenix kicks Hangman under the table. âDrop it.â
But the question lingers.
You feel it like a weight.
Later, when the musicâs too loud and Bob goes to grab another round, Hangman leans in again.
âYou ever think,â he says quietly, âthat you two are playing chicken?â
âWith what?â you ask.
âWith your feelings.â
You scoff. âYou donât know what youâre talking about.â
He studies you for a moment, unusually serious. âYeah. I do.â
Bob comes back then, setting a glass in front of you automatically.
You donât meet his eyes.
-
At home, the apartment is quiet and dim, the familiar comfort settling around you like a blanket.
Bob kicks off his shoes and pauses. âYou okay?â
You nod. âYeah. Just tired.â
He hesitates, then says softly, âIf Hangman said somethingââ
âItâs fine,â you cut in. Too fast. Too sharp.
He flinches, just a little.
âOkay,â he says after a beat. âNight.â
âNight, Bob.â
You both retreat to your rooms, doors clicking shut.
And for the first time since you moved in together, the silence feels⊠loud.
You lie awake, staring at the ceiling, heart doing something annoying in your chest.
In the next room, Bob stares at his own ceiling, glasses set carefully on the nightstand, replaying every word, every look, every almost.
Neither of you sleeps well.
And neither of you admits why.
-
The problem with pretending nothingâs wrong is that your body doesnât get the memo.
You notice it the next morning when Bob is already awakeâagainâand you walk into the kitchen half-asleep, hair a mess, wearing one of his T-shirts this time. You donât even clock it until he freezes mid-pour, coffee splashing dangerously close to the rim.
âSorry,â you say automatically. âDidnât mean to scare you.â
âYou didnât,â he lies, setting the mug down too carefully. His ears are red. Again.
You lean against the counter, arms crossed, watching him from under your lashes. Thereâs something different in the air. Thicker. Like youâre both aware of the same fragile thing and refusing to name it.
âSleep okay?â he asks.
You shrug. âYou?â
A pause.
âNot really.â
That makes your chest tighten. âOh.â
Silence stretches. The kettle clicks off with a sharp snap that makes you both flinch.
Bob clears his throat. âIâve got an early brief. Iâll be late tonight.â
âOh. Okay.â
You hate how disappointed that sounds.
He hesitates by the door, hand on the knob. For a second, you think heâs going to say somethingâanythingâbut then he just nods and leaves.
The door shuts softly.
You stare at it longer than you should.
-
Unfortunately your friends seem to have all the time in the world today
By lunch, youâre cornered in the ready room with Phoenix and Rooster while Bobâs stuck in debrief hell.
âSo,â Rooster says, popping open a bag of chips, âhowâs domestic bliss?â
You glare. âWeâre not married.â
âYet,â Phoenix adds brightly.
You groan. âYou guys are impossible.â
Phoenix leans in, elbows on her knees. âOkay, serious question. When was the last time either of you went on a date that wasnât accidentally with each other?â
You open your mouth.
Close it.
Rooster grins. âThat long, huh?â
âWeâre busy,â you say defensively. âWork. Life.â
âBob Floyd schedules his relaxation,â Phoenix says. âYouâre telling me he hasnât penciled in a girlfriend becauseâwhatâhe forgot?â
Your heart stutters. âItâs not like that.â
âThen what is it like?â she asks gently.
You donât have an answer.
-
That night, Bob comes home later than usual. Youâre on the couch, pretending to watch something while actually replaying every stupid interaction youâve had for the past six months.
He stops short when he sees you.
âOh. Hey,â he says. âDidnât know youâd be up.â
You shrug. âCouldnât sleep.â
He sits on the opposite end of the couch, careful. Too careful.
The TV drones on. Neither of you is watching.
After a minute, he exhales. âListen⊠about last night.â
Your stomach flips. âYeah?â
âI donât want things to be weird,â he says quietly. âIf they are.â
âTheyâre not,â you say immediately.
He looks at you then. Really looks. His gaze is steady, searching, like heâs trying to read something written between the lines.
ââŠOkay,â he says, but it doesnât sound convinced.
Another pause. This one heavier.
âBob,â you start, then stop. Your heartâs pounding too loud.
âYes?â
You swallow. âNothing. Sorry.â
He nods, disappointment flickering across his face before he masks it. âRight. Goodnight.â
âNight.â
He disappears down the hall, leaving the couch cold beside you.
You donât move for a long time.
-
Things get worse before they get better.
Thereâs a charity event on base the following weekendâvolunteer sign-ups, mandatory attendance for optics, the usual. You and Bob end up assigned together because of course you do.
Itâs harmless. Easy. Until it isnât.
Youâre sorting supplies when Bob brushes past you in the cramped storage room, his hand landing briefly on your waist to steady himself.
The touch is nothing.
It feels like everything.
You both freeze.
âSorry,â he murmurs, but his hand doesnât move right away.
Your breath catches. You can feel the warmth of him, solid and familiar and suddenly too much.
âItâsâfine,â you manage.
His hand drops like heâs been burned.
The rest of the afternoon is tense, quiet, careful. Phoenix watches from across the room with narrowed eyes.
That night, she corners Bob.
âYouâre in love with her,â she says bluntly.
Bob blinks. âWhat?â
âDonât play dumb. Youâre bad at it.â
He rubs his face, exhausted. âItâs complicated.â
âNo,â she says. âItâs scary. Thereâs a difference.â
Across the room, Rooster is saying the same thing to you.
âYou like him,â he says gently.
You scoff. âWeâre friends.â
âYeah,â he replies. âAnd I like my jet. Doesnât mean I donât know when Iâd crash it for something that matters more.â
You stare at the floor.
-
The breaking point comes quietly.
Itâs a Tuesday. Nothing special. Youâre both home late, passing each other in the hallway like strangers.
Bob stops. âHey.â
You turn. âHey.â
Another pause. Youâre sick of pauses.
âDo you ever think,â you ask softly, âthat weâre⊠avoiding something?â
His breath hitches.
âYes,â he says, just as quietly.
Your heart slams against your ribs. âWhy?â
He steps closer. Not touching. Just close enough that you can feel him.
âBecause if weâre wrong,â he says, voice steady but eyes anything but, âwe lose what we already have.â
âAnd if weâre right?â you whisper.
His gaze drops to your mouth.
âThen I donât know how Iâve been living like this,â he admits.
The air between you hums.
You donât kiss him.
You donât need to.
Not yet.
But when you go to bed that night, you both knowâthis isnât something you can keep pretending away.
-
The night it finally breaks isnât dramatic.
Thereâs no argument. No raised voices. No grand, cinematic moment where everything explodes at once.
Itâs quiet. Ordinary. Almost cruel in how normal it starts.
Youâre both in the kitchen, late again, moving around each other with the kind of familiarity thatâs been earned over yearsâmuscle memory and shared space and unspoken rules. Bob is rinsing a mug at the sink. Youâre leaning against the counter, arms crossed, watching him like youâve been doing too often lately.
The air feels⊠heavy.
Not awkward. Not tense.
Weighted.
Like something is pulling at both of you, insistent and patient, waiting for one of you to stop resisting.
Bob dries his hands slowly. Doesnât turn around.
âYou ever feel like the universe is laughing at us?â he asks.
Your chest tightens. âDefine âus.ââ
He huffs out a soft breath. âThatâs fair.â
You straighten. âBobââ
He turns then, finally, and whatever you were about to say dies in your throat.
He looks tired. Not exhaustedâjust worn in that quiet way he gets when heâs been carrying something alone for too long. His shoulders are tense, jaw tight, eyes searching your face like heâs bracing for impact.
âI canât keep doing this,â he says.
Your heart stutters. âDoing what?â
âPretending I donât feel it every time you walk into a room,â he answers, voice calm but threaded with something dangerously close to breaking. âPretending I donât wake up every morning hoping youâll already be in the kitchen. Pretending Iâm not constantly calculating how close is too close and whether Iâm allowed to miss you when youâre literally down the hall.â
You swallow hard. âBobâŠâ
âI know the risks,â he continues quickly, like if he slows down heâll lose his nerve. âI know weâre roommates. I know this could screw everything up. I know we could lose what we have.â
He takes a step closer.
âBut I also know Iâm already losing it,â he says quietly. âBecause Iâm in love with you, and pretending otherwise is killing me.â
The words land softly.
They devastate you anyway.
You donât speak right away. You canât. Your throat is tight, eyes burning, heart pounding so hard itâs almost embarrassing.
Bob notices. Of course he does.
âHey,â he says gently, instantly worried. âYou donât have toââ
You close the distance between you before he can finish the sentence.
You donât kiss him yet. You just press your forehead to his chest, breathing him in, hands fisting in the fabric of his T-shirt like you need the anchor.
âI was wondering how long it would take you,â you murmur.
He freezes. âWhat?â
You laugh softly, the sound shaky but real. âTo say it out loud.â
He pulls back just enough to look at you. âYou⊠knew?â
âIâve been in love with you since somewhere between you fixing my sink at two in the morning and you memorizing how I take my coffee,â you admit. âI just thought⊠if you wanted it, youâd say something.â
âI thought the same thing,â he says helplessly.
You shake your head. âWeâre idiots.â
A breath leaves himâhalf laugh, half relief.
âYes,â he agrees. âWe really are.â
The silence that follows is different this time. Softer. Safer. Like the ground has finally stopped shifting beneath your feet.
Bob lifts a hand, hesitatesâthen cups your cheek, thumb brushing gently along your jaw like heâs checking if this is real.
âCan I?â he asks, voice barely above a whisper.
You nod.
Thatâs all the permission he needs.
The kiss is nothing like you imaginedâand somehow exactly right.
Itâs not rushed. Not desperate. Itâs careful and reverent and deeply emotional, like heâs been holding this moment in his chest for years and doesnât want to break it. His lips are warm, steady, moving against yours with a tenderness that makes your knees go weak.
You melt into him.
When you pull back, youâre both smiling like fools.
âHi,â he says softly.
âHi,â you echo.
He rests his forehead against yours again, breathing you in. âSo⊠what does this mean for us?â
You smile, heart full. âIt means weâre still roommates.â
He groans. âTragic.â
âAnd,â you add, âweâre still best friends.â
He relaxes. âGood.â
âAnd,â you finish, fingers curling into his shirt, âweâre figuring this out together.â
His smile is slow and sure. âIâd like that.â
-
The Squad finds out within twenty-four hours.
You donât even tell them. Phoenix does.
She takes one look at the way Bobâs hand rests at your lower back in the ready room and makes a sound of deep, vindicated satisfaction.
âOh my god,â she says. âFinally.â
Rooster blinks between the two of you. âWait. Youâreâlikeâofficial?â
Bob clears his throat. âWeâre⊠yes.â
Hangman squints. âSo all that tension was for free?â
You glare at him. âDie mad.â
Coyote grins. âI give it three weeks before they start arguing about thermostat settings.â
Bob doesnât miss a beat. âWe already do.â
Bob doesnât let go of your hand once.
Later that night, back home, you sit together on the couchâcloser than before, but not rushed. Comfortable. Easy. Earned.
Bob kisses your temple.
âYou know,â he murmurs, âI donât regret waiting.â
You tilt your head to look at him. âYeah?â
âYeah,â he says, smiling softly. âIt made this⊠right.â
You lean into him, heart steady for the first time in a long while.
And for once, the future doesnât feel scary.
It feels like home.
-
Six months later, the apartment still looks the same.
Same couch with the crooked cushion. Same coffee table with the wobble you keep forgetting to fix. Same kitchen light that flickers if you donât smack the switch just right.
The difference is Bob.
And you.
Youâre barefoot in the kitchen, standing on a chair because youâre stubborn and refuse to admit the top shelf is too high. Bob is behind you, hands hovering at your waist like heâs waiting for gravity to betray you.
âI can grab it,â he says patiently.
âIâm fine,â you insist, stretching higher.
âYou said that last time and I caught you with one arm and a bag of flour with the other.â
âThat was one time.â
âThat was three days ago.â
You finally snag the box you were reaching for and pump your fist in victory. âSee? Independent.â
Bob sighs, but heâs smiling when you climb down and immediately lean back into his chest like you didnât just prove his point.
âAdmit it,â you say. âYou like catching me.â
He wraps his arms around you without hesitation. âI like not letting you get hurt.â
You tilt your head back to look at him. âThatâs basically the same thing.â
He presses a kiss to your forehead. âNot even close.â
The domesticity of it still hits you sometimesâhard and out of nowhere. How easy this feels. How natural. Like your life quietly rearranged itself while you werenât looking.
You make dinner together. You argue about seasoning. You steal bites off his plate. He lets you, even though he pretends not to.
Later, youâre curled up on the couch, legs tangled, his arm heavy and warm around your shoulders. The TV is on, but neither of you is paying attention.
Bobâs thumb traces slow, absentminded circles against your arm.
âCan I ask you something?â he says.
You hum. âYou always do.â
He hesitates. Just a beat. âDo you ever think about⊠what wouldâve happened if weâd said something sooner?â
You think about it honestly.
âAll the time,â you admit. âBut I donât wish we had.â
He looks down at you. âYeah?â
You nod. âWe needed to be us first. The dumb jokes. The shared groceries. The unspoken trust. If weâd rushed it, I think we wouldâve been scared.â
Bob exhales, relief softening his shoulders. âIâm really glad it was you.â
Summary: When Jake Seresin realizes heâs in love with his best friendâyouâhe does what any emotionally repressed Navy pilot might do: sets you up with other guys instead. But after three bad dates, a paper airplane, and one squad-intervention later, Jake finally stops playing Cupidâand starts being honest.
Jake âHangmanâ Seresin x reader
Word count: 13.6k
A/N: This was in fact loosely inspired by â10 things i hate about youâ but it was also inspired by this one book i read a very long time ago that kinda had the same vibe, not sure what the name was it was at least 5-6 years ago but i still think about it sometimes đ also omg?? i think this is the longest thing iâve ever written! just a disclaimer this was written almost 2 months ago, it was apart of my test subjects before i released âhonor & dutyâ. ALSO MIGHT LOWK MAKE A HANGMAN MULTIVERSE TOO??
Warnings: Second person POV, slow burn, mutual pining, slight sa scene (just a bit of inappropriate touching), jealousy, bad date scenarios (including one with a taken guy), light swearing, emotional tension, one knee-drop romantic gesture, meddling squad behavior, and one very flustered Hangman trying his best.
pt 2
There were a few things youâd come to accept as non-negotiable truths during your time at Top Gun:
Coffee tasted best when stolen from Roosterâs thermos.
Phoenix and Fanboy would always argue like siblings during preflight.
And Jake SeresinâHangman himselfâcouldnât mind his own damn business to save his life.
You were midway through a morning briefing, half-listening to Cyclone run through upcoming mission simulations, when Jake leaned over just enough to whisper out of the side of his mouth.
âYou know, I heard Supply Guy is single again.â
You didnât even turn your head. âAnd I heard you should shut up before Cyclone catches you talking.â
Jake grinned, unbothered. âJust trying to help. Iâd hate for your roster to run dry.â
You gave him a side-glare sharp enough to slice steel.
Across the room, Phoenix stifled a laugh.
The air in the briefing room was its usual mix of cold coffee, jet fuel, and pure, unfiltered sarcasm. Jake Seresin lounged in a rolling chair near you, boots kicked up onto the empty seat beside him, arms crossed over his chest like he hadnât a care in the world. His sunglasses were still on. Inside. Because, of course, they were.
âYâknow, Hangman,â Rooster drawled from the front row, âitâs called a briefing. Youâre supposed to look at the screen, not just bask in your own reflection.â
Jake tipped his sunglasses down just enough to make eye contact. âI multitask.â
âYou canât spell âteamâ without âmeâ,â Fanboy muttered, not even looking up from the protein bar he was dissecting with a spork.
âNot how spelling works,â Payback shot back, smirking.
In front of him, you were half-paying attention, flipping through a file with one ear tuned into the mission rundown and the other eavesdropping on the squadâs banter. Bob sat next to you, pressed shoulder to shoulder like always, posture straight and focusedâbut when Hangman piped up again, you felt Bob shift subtly beside you, like he was biting back a grin.
âSome of us,â Jake said, lifting his voice just a little, âdonât need to memorize the brief. We are the plan.â
âYou are insufferable,â Phoenix replied flatly, finally turning toward him with a look that couldâve knocked a lesser man on his ass.
âDidnât hear a no,â Jake replied with a wink.
Coyote groaned. âI swear to god, if this is how todayâs going to goâŠâ
It was how today was going to go.
Youâd all been grounded the past week for maintenance drills and mission prep, so the tension in the squad was ramping up like coiled wire. Too much time on the ground made everyone itchy. Especially pilots.
By the time the briefing was about to end, you were already winding down from the tactical talk, scribbling a note in your logbook. Bob leaned toward you, voice quiet.
âYou flying lead today?â
You nodded. âRoosterâs wing, but Iâve got lead. Try not to make me look bad.â
His smile was small but genuine. âYou could fly solo and still make us all look bad.â
âFlattery gets you⊠nothing,â you teased, âExcept maybe some snacks in the ready room.â
Bobâs face lit up like youâd just promised him classified intel and a hug.
-
Cyclone dismissed you all fifteen minutes later, and as you filed out into the hallway, Jake was still going.
âIâm just saying, Iâve got a gift. A sixth sense for chemistry.â
âThatâs a choice,â Jake shot back, fixing the collar of his flight suit. âIâm out here doing the Lordâs work. Playing Cupid.â
Fanboy groaned. âGod, not this again.â
âYou donât even believe in monogamy,â Phoenix said, crossing her arms as she walked backward in front of you all.
âI believe in giving people a little push,â Jake replied. âLike matchmaking. Strategically. For morale.â
âSince when do you care about morale?â Coyote snorted.
Jake pointed at you. âSince sheâs been moping around base like she lost a bet.â
âI havenât been moping,â you argued, though you knew exactly what he was referencing. One shitty date with a comms officer and suddenly Hangman was acting like he needed to fix your whole life.
âYouâve been quiet,â Bob added from your other side, his tone gentle. âQuieter than usual.â
âIâm allowed to have quiet days.â
Jake leaned in again, smirking. âOr maybe you just need someone to make some noise in your life.â
Phoenix punched his arm. âBack off, Casanova.â
-
The pre-flight was smooth. You were zipping up your G-suit when Jake wandered over to your jet, dragging Coyote along like an accessory.
âNeed help strapping in, sweetheart?â he asked, leaning against the wing like a car salesman trying too hard.
You gave him a flat look. âOnly if you want a wrench to the temple.â
Coyote snorted.
âI was just saying,â Jake continued, completely undeterred, âyouâre the picture of confidence. Someone should be here to appreciate it.â
âJake,â Bob called from a few feet away, arms crossed as he leaned against your jetâs ladder. âYou hit on her one more time and the plane might spontaneously combust just to escape the cringe.â
âOhhh,â Rooster added as he approached, dragging his helmet in one hand. âBurned by Baby on Board. Rough morning for you, Seresin.â
Jake grinned lazily. âHey, you all mock now, but when Iâm the best man at her wedding? Youâll wish you were as charming.â
You raised a brow. âYou volunteering?â
âBest man? Groom? Iâm flexible.â
You groaned. Bob muttered under his breath, âFlexible like your ego.â
-
You all made your way toward the flight deck, helmets in hand, the morning sun bouncing off the tarmac. The simulation was in forty-five minutes, and you were itching to get in the airâpartially because it was the one place where Jake couldnât talk your ear off.
The air was different on base lately.
It wasnât just the hotter-than-usual summer, or the fact that everyone had started sneaking ice pops from the freezer in the officerâs lounge. There was something else. A shift.
Everyone was restless. The mission load had eased slightly, giving you all more downtime. And when Top Gun pilots had too much downtime? Stupid things happened.
Betting pools. Pranks. Unnecessary competitions.
And, in this case: matchmaking.
Jakeâs obsession had started as a jokeâsomething he said after your third bad date in two months. But now, it was gaining momentum. Heâd already made one match between a junior lieutenant and a flight mechanic (theyâd gone on two coffee dates and then ghosted each other, but Jake claimed it was a success). And now, unfortunately, you were in his line of fire.
But what you didnât knowâwhat none of you knewâwas that the boys had made a bet.
It started that night. A few hours after debrief, Rooster invited the squad over for drinks and poker.
-
Roosterâs house smelled like beer and leftover pizza, and Jake was already two whiskeys in when the idea started forming.
âAdmit it,â he said, shuffling cards with a flourish. âI could get her a date that lasts longer than a week.â
âYou think you could find her the right guy?â Fanboy asked, incredulous. âYouâre the worst person to set anyone up.â
âI have charm.â
âYou have trauma,â Payback muttered.
Jake smirked, unfazed. âIâm serious. Sheâs just⊠picky. And I know her type.â
Coyote raised an eyebrow. âOh yeah? And whatâs her type?â
Jake sipped his drink. âSomeone with a sense of humor. Smart, but not arrogant. Good with their hands. Probably someone in uniform.â
âSo⊠you,â Rooster said dryly.
Everyone laughed.
Jake rolled his eyes. âNo. Sheâd hate dating me.â
âYou sure?â Bob asked quietly, brows lifted.
Jake hesitated. âYeah. Sheâd kill me before the first appetizer.â
âLetâs make it interesting,â Fanboy said, leaning forward. âTwenty bucks each. You pick someoneâset her up. If it lasts more than five dates, you win. If not? We keep the cash.â
âMake it fifty,â Jake challenged.
The boys stared at him.
âConfident much?â Coyote said.
Jake shrugged. âSheâs my friend. I know what she needs.â
The pot grew to $300. Jake grinned.
-
You had no idea what youâd just become the center of.
But the next morning, when Jake asked casually if youâd ever considered dating that guy from supply again, you shouldâve known something was up.
The next morning broke clear and sharp over the base, the sun spilling golden through the narrow slats of your blinds. You were still half tangled in the remnants of a restless sleep when your phone buzzed with a text.
Jake: âHey. So⊠you ever thought about dating supply?â
You blinked, sitting up, the question feeling more like a prank than a genuine suggestion. Jake Seresin, your self-appointed Cupid, was already in full swing.
You typed back with a dry smile:
You: âYouâre starting early.â
-
The squad gathered for the morning briefing in the usual cramped room, the air thick with anticipation and the faint smell of burnt coffee. Cyclone was rattling off last-minute mission details when Jake sidled up next to you again, that infuriating smirk playing on his lips.
The morning sun had barely crept above the hangar roof when the squad gathered for the dayâs briefing. The cramped room hummed with quiet anticipation, punctuated by the rustle of flight suits and the faint buzz of comm chatter filtering through the air vents. Cycloneâs voice was all business, drilling through the mission simulation details like a machine.
But no one was really paying full attentionânot you, and certainly not Jake Seresin.
Leaning against the wall beside you, Jakeâs eyes gleamed with that familiar spark of mischief. âAlright, todayâs the day,â he whispered, a grin tugging at his lips. âMy matchmaking game is officially live.â
You rolled your eyes but fought a smile. Jake had been on this ridiculous kick since last night at Roosterâs, practically bursting with excitement over the stupid bet with the boys. You werenât sure whether to be amused or mildly concerned.
âSeriously, dude, give it a rest,â you muttered, but he just shrugged and turned back to the briefing.
-
Once dismissed, the squad filtered out toward their jets, the metallic clang of helmets and gear blending with the distant roar of engines warming up. The familiar adrenaline spike coursed through your veins as you slid into your cockpit, fingers expertly running over the controls. Flying was always your sanctuaryâthe one place where Jakeâs antics faded into white noise.
That was until your comm crackled with Roosterâs voice, thick with mock warning. âHey, Hangman, keep your eyes on your wingman today. No matchmaking during maneuvers. Weâve got enough chaos as it is.â
Jakeâs tone answered back, playful and teasing, âIâm just out here doing the Lordâs work. Somebodyâs gotta fix this mess.â
You chuckled softly, settling into formation as the jets lifted off in perfect synchrony. The sky was a crystal blue canvas, the sun gleaming on your visor as you sliced through the air.
Flying helped.
Whatever chaos lingered on the ground got swept away the moment you lifted off. You and Rooster made clean turns, slicing through the California sky like it owed you something. Over comms, you could hear the easy banter between Payback and Fanboy, the static-muted smirks between Phoenix and Bob.
Jake, of course, never stopped talking.
âHey, Bagman,â Phoenix called out mid-loop. âYou miss basic training where they teach you how to shut up?â
âYou love it,â he fired back.
âIâd love silence.â
âDonât lie to yourself.â
It was all clockworkâbanter, barrel rolls, and bullshit. But it was in the rhythm, in the instinctive trust that came from knowing every one of them would be there when it counted, that you found your balance.
You didnât realize you were smiling until Bobâs voice came over the comm.
âYouâre humming.â
âShut up, Bob.â
âYouâre humming over the intercom. I think thatâs a first.â
Jakeâs voice cut in, âSheâs humming because Iâm inspiring.â
Bob immediately: âIâm ejecting.â
-
Back on the ground after a flawless simulation, the squad dispersed toward the mess hall in a slow, hungry shuffle. The air was thick with post-flight energyâhalf adrenaline, half exhaustionâand someone behind you (probably Rooster) was humming the Top Gun anthem under his breath like he did after every mission.
You were barely through the door, already scoping out whether the snack bar had restocked the decent granola bars, when Jake popped up beside you like a damn prairie dog.
âHey,â he said, voice pitched low, too casual to actually be casual.
You side-eyed him. âWhat now?â
He hesitated. That alone was enough to make you stop walking.
Jake Seresin? Hesitating? That was new.
He rubbed the back of his neck, expression a strange mix of nerves and smug determination. Like a kid about to admit they broke a window and that it was totally worth it.
âYou remember the supply officer? The one from last week?â
You frowned. âYeah. What about him?â
Jake cleared his throat. âWell⊠I mightâve, uh, invited him out for dinner. As part of my⊠project.â
You blinked. âProject?â
âMatchmaking,â he said, like duh. âObviously.â
You laughed. Loud enough that two airmen passing by looked over.
âJake, you canât just âinviteâ people for dates like itâs a mandatory training exercise.â
He shrugged, attempting nonchalance but failing miserably. âItâs not an official date. Just⊠a social outing. A vibe check.â
âA vibe check?â
âI figured Iâd do some of the heavy lifting,â he continued, walking beside you now as you made your way toward the salad bar. âSave you the trouble of awkward small talk. If itâs a bust, you can blame me. If it works, youâre welcome.â
You raised an eyebrow. âYou do realize this is borderline insane?â
âBorderline charming,â he corrected.
âBorderline manipulative.â
âPotato, po-tah-to,â he said, waving a hand.
You stopped at the drink cooler, opening the door with more force than necessary. âLet me get this straight. You, without telling me, set me up with someone I barely know, because you think you know better?â
Jake looked smug. âYeah. And youâre gonna love it.â
Before you could respondâprobably with something that wouldâve gotten you written upâPhoenix slid between you both like sheâd been waiting for the right moment to intervene.
âYou owe me five bucks,â she said to Jake, grabbing a Gatorade from the cooler behind you.
Jakeâs smile faltered. âYou bet on this?â
âObviously.â She winked at you. âI said youâd go off on him the second he opened his matchmaking mouth.â
You glared at them both. âThis entire squad is feral.â
Fanboy appeared from behind the soda machine, his tray already stacked with two grilled cheese sandwiches and a mountain of fries. âHey, are we still on for movie night?â
âDepends,â you muttered, eyeing Jake. âIs it a movie I pick, or one Hangman picks based on who heâs trying to set me up with?â
âOuch,â Jake said, clutching his chest. âYou wound me.â
âSheâs got a point,â Coyote added, showing up just in time to steal a fry off Fanboyâs tray. âYouâre making this personal crusade way too obvious.â
Jakeâs eyes flicked to you for a second. âItâs not personal. I just think she deserves someone solid.â
âUh-huh,â Phoenix said, sipping her drink like she wasnât starting a fire with every word. âAnd definitely not you.â
He grinned, sharp and defensive. âExactly.â
You narrowed your eyes.
You werenât blind. Youâd known Jake for yearsâflown with him, fought with him, gotten blackout drunk with him during Coyoteâs infamous Vegas birthday weekend. You knew what he looked like when he was bluffing.
And this?
This was a bluff. One heâd doubled down on way too hard to back out of now.
âFine,â you said slowly, popping the lid on your water bottle. âIâll go. One dinner. But if this guyâs weird or tries to tell me about his crypto portfolio, Iâm blaming you.â
Jake grinned like heâd won something. âDeal.â
Phoenix shook her head as she walked off. âYouâre playing with fire, Hangman.â
Jake called after her. âLucky for me, I like the burn.â
-
Movie night started like they all didâovercrowded, under-supplied, and dangerously close to devolving into chaos.
Rooster was balancing a tangled knot of wires in one hand and a half-eaten slice of pizza in the other, muttering something about HDMI adapters and âgovernment-issued bullshit tech.â His ancient projectorâthe one that had survived deployments, sandstorms, and one very unfortunate encounter with tequila in San Diegoâwas propped up on two old aviation textbooks and a can of Pringles.
Fanboy arrived ten minutes late and unapologetically smug, cradling a six-pack of Dr. Pepper like it was a rare treasure. âDonât worry,â he declared loudly, âI saved movie night. Again.â
âNo one asked you to,â Phoenix called from where she was elbow-deep in a duffel bag looking for her Captain America fleece blanket.
âDemocracy asked me to,â Fanboy retorted. âYouâre welcome.â
Bob, sweet dependable Bob, came bearing the only thing anyone actually appreciatedâcookies. His sister in Lemoore had mailed him two Tupperware containers filled with snickerdoodles, peanut butter blondies, and something suspiciously green that no one questioned. The second the plastic lids came off, the room collectively moaned like it had just been released from purgatory.
Jake, of course, brought nothing but opinions. And himself. Both in equally large supply.
âWho voted for Hot Fuzz?â he asked, hands on his hips like an outraged PTA mom.
âMe,â you said flatly.
âAnd me,â Bob added, already curled into the arm of the couch with a cookie in hand, quietly smug.
Jake turned toward you like youâd personally betrayed him. âWe couldâve watched John Wick, and you went with British satire?â
âIâm sorry,â you said, completely unapologetic. âAre you anti-cornetto trilogy?â
Jake blinked. âIâm anti-being-bored.â
âThen maybe donât bring the same six stories about your exes to every hangout,â Phoenix muttered.
âRude,â Jake replied, not denying it.
The lights dimmed. Rooster finally got the projector to cast a halfway decent image against the white wall, and Payback threw a sock at him when the subtitles didnât match the audio. Someone screamed âSHOTGUN!â for the beanbag chair that had mysteriously migrated from Coyoteâs room. Popcorn flew. The floor space vanished in seconds.
You wound up sprawled beside Bob, your back against a floor cushion that may or may not have once belonged to Hangman before it got appropriated during a game night standoff. Your sock-clad toes brushed against Bobâs shin; he didnât even flinch, just nudged a peanut butter blondie toward you in a wordless offer.
You took it.
Coyote wandered in halfway through the opening credits carrying two slices of pizza stacked on top of each other, looked at the chaos in the room, and just sighed. âThis is why we donât have nice things.â
âYouâre just mad I got the last slice of Hawaiian,â Fanboy sang from the corner.
âWe talked about pineapple on pizza,â Coyote said darkly.
Meanwhile, the movie hit its strideâquick edits, dramatic zooms, jokes that landed even harder because everyone in the room had already memorized the lines.
âPoint Break or Bad Boys II?â Jake called out in his best Nick Frost impression.
âWhich one do you think Iâll prefer?â Rooster responded instantly from across the room, already grinning.
Payback lobbed popcorn at them both. âIf yâall quote this whole damn movie, Iâm leaving.â
âYou say that every week,â Phoenix said, rolling her eyes. âAnd then you fall asleep halfway through with your mouth open.â
âItâs part of my charm.â
Jake flopped onto the arm of the couch behind you, like gravity had simply decided that spot belonged to him. His knee brushed your shoulder, lingering a second longer than necessary, and you didnât shift away.
âYou good?â he asked, voice pitched low so the others wouldnât hear.
You tilted your head back, craning to look at him upside-down. âDefine good.â
His lips twitched. âYouâre not mad at me, are you?â
You hummed. âDepends.â
âOn?â
You gave him a saccharine smile. âWhether this guy turns out to be a serial killer.â
Jake laughed, and it was realâlow and sheepish. âHeâs not. I promise. Heâs a little weird, maybe. But not murder-y.â
âSolid endorsement.â
âYou asked me to look out for you,â he said, still smiling, but there was something beneath itâsomething quieter. âThatâs what Iâm doing.â
You stared at him, upside-down still, and for just a second the playful banter faded into something else. Something more loaded.
Your gaze held his for a second too long. Then you looked away, your neck aching a little from the angle. You shifted your weight back into the couch cushion.
âJust donât make this a habit,â you muttered.
Jake didnât answer right away. You felt him move behind youâhis elbow brushing the back of your hair as he leaned forward slightly.
âWould it be so bad if I did?â
The question hung in the air.
It wasnât flirtatious, not really. There wasnât that usual drawl to it. He wasnât playing this time. There was no smirk. No teasing. Just⊠curiosity. And something softer underneath it that he probably didnât even realize had slipped through.
You glanced at him again, your expression unreadable. And for the first time, Jake actually looked unsure.
Before either of you could say anything else, Coyote and Phoenix started arguing across the room about whether or not Nicholas AngelâSimon Peggâs characterâwas technically the villain of the movie.
âIâm just saying,â Phoenix started, âhe ruins everyoneâs fun.â
âBy solving murders,â Coyote countered.
âYou canât prove Timothy Dalton didnât have a point!â
You let their voices fill the room. Let the squadâs laughter and the chaos and the comfort of familiarity drown out the tension curling low in your chest.
Because the truth?
You didnât hate the attention. You didnât hate the way Jake always checked in, or the way he always saved you a spot without saying anything, or how he laughed harder when you were around. You didnât hate any of it.
You just didnât want to think too hard about why it mattered that it came from him.
Not yet.
-
The next morning arrived with zero fanfare and a whole lot of regret.
Not regret over anything you had done, but regret in the shape of Jake Seresinâs smirking face as he leaned against the edge of the table in the mess hall, sipping his coffee like he hadnât just offered you up like tribute the night before.
âSo,â he said, drawing the word out, âyou excited?â
You narrowed your eyes at him, halfway through your oatmeal. âExcited for what?â
Jake blinked, all innocence. âTonight. Dinner. Supply officer.â
Fanboy perked up from across the table. âWait. Youâre going out with the walking spreadsheet?â
Rooster choked on his juice. âThe one who alphabetizes the peanut butter?â
You gave Jake a look that could have melted steel. âYou told everyone?â
Jake had the audacity to look affronted. âI didnât tell them. I justâmentioned it.â
Phoenix leaned in, grinning like she smelled blood in the water. âDid you also mention that she was strong-armed into this by you?â
Jake shrugged. âItâs not coercion. Itâs encouragement.â
âEncouragement usually involves enthusiasm,â you muttered. âNot bribery and peer pressure.â
âI didnât bribe you.â
âYou said, and I quote, âIf you go, Iâll never bring up that time you accidentally FaceTimed me from the bath again.ââ
Fanboy nearly spit out his coffee. âWhat?â
Jake held up his hands. âNot what it sounds like.â
You stood, grabbing your tray and ignoring the stares. âYouâre all children.â
Phoenix cackled. âBe sure to send us a group text if he turns out to be a taxidermist.â
Jake called after you, âHeâs a very normal guy! Youâll have a great time!â
You didnât respond. But you did flip him off on your way out of the mess.
-
It was 7:00pm sharp when you arrived at the seafood place Jake had suggestedâoff-base, casual enough to avoid dress uniforms but nice enough to warrant eyeliner. The place had string lights, polished wood tables, and the kind of menu where everything came with a âreductionâ of something or other.
You spotted your dateâMike, the supply officerâbefore he spotted you. He was seated in a booth, already halfway through a glass of water, his posture too perfect and his shirt just a little too tucked-in.
âHey,â you said as you slid into the seat across from him.
His face lit up with the same earnest enthusiasm heâd had when youâd signed for your new flight gloves last week. âHi! You made it!â
You smiled politely. âYeah. I guess I did.â
Conversation started off⊠fine.
He asked about your squadron, complimented your call sign (which heâd mispronounced twice), and talked about how heâd minored in aviation logistics at Purdue. He had a laugh that was technically charming, and a habit of straightening the salt shaker every time he leaned forward.
He wasnât creepy. Or mean. Or even weird, really.
But the longer you sat across from him, the more glaringly obvious it became that this was not going to be the beginning of anything remotely romantic.
Your brain betrayed you somewhere between the appetizers and the main course. Because all you could think about was Jake.
Jake, who never sat that straight. Jake, who never got through a meal without sharing food off someone elseâs plate. Jake, who once made up a fake call sign for Rooster just to mess with a group of visiting officers (âItâs âCockadoodle-Doom,â sir, and he earned it.â).
Jake, who had set you up on this date. Who had pushed you toward it with that easy smile and the kind of confidence that only someone with absolutely no self-awareness could manage.
âSo,â Mike said, snapping you out of your daze, âare you into board games?â
You blinked. âBoard games?â
âYeah. I host a game night sometimes. We do Settlers of Catan and Terraforming Mars. Iâve got an expansion pack for Wingspan that adds European birds.â
You took a sip of your drink. âThatâs⊠specific.â
Mike grinned. âYouâd like it. You seem like someone who appreciates rules.â
You raised an eyebrow. âThatâs not usually what people say about me.â
He looked slightly panicked. âI meantâlike⊠structure. Not in a bad way!â
You laughed once, politely. Then glanced at the time on your phone.
Still forty minutes to go, if you were being generous.
-
Back on base, Jake was restless.
Bob watched him pace from the armchair, where he was trying to read. âYouâre gonna wear a hole in the rug.â
Jake ignored him, turning toward the window like he could somehow see the restaurant from there. âYou think sheâs having fun?â
Bob didnât look up. âYou mean the girl you tried to pawn off like an Amazon package?â
âI didnât pawn her off.â
âYou did. It was weird. You shouldâve just asked her out yourself.â
Jake froze. âI donâtâ Thatâs not what this is.â
Bob finally looked up. âIsnât it?â
Jake didnât answer.
Didnât have one, honestly.
-
By the time you made it back to your place, you were tired in a way that had nothing to do with your day. Mike had walked you to your car like a gentleman and given you a hug that lasted half a second too long.
âYouâre really cool,â heâd said earnestly, eyes hopeful.
Youâd smiled and thanked him.
And then youâd sat in your car for five full minutes, forehead pressed to the steering wheel, wondering what the hell you were doing.
Your phone buzzed.
Jake: âSo⊠still alive? Didnât join a cult?â
You stared at it. Debated. Then typed back:
You: âBarely. He asked if I wanted to see his board game collection.â
Jakeâs reply came instantly.
Jake: âThat sounds like a euphemism.â
You: âIt wasnât.â
Jake: âThat somehow makes it worse.â
You smiled in spite of yourself. Tossed your phone onto the passenger seat beside you. The night was still. Quiet.
And the only thing louder than the silence was the thought youâd been trying to avoid since the moment Jake first brought this whole âprojectâ up.
Why was he so interested in trying to get you to date?
And why was HE of all people on your mind all of a sudden?
-
The squad didnât do boredom well.
Two days after movie night and that god awful date, Phoenix convinced half of you to join a beach volleyball tournament on base. You werenât even sure how it had been sanctionedâmaybe the C.O. was just as restless as the rest of youâbut suddenly there were nets set up just past the tarmac, and someone had roped off court boundaries with neon cones and caution tape.
You showed up in gym shorts and a tank top, hair pulled back and sunscreen barely rubbed in. Bob handed you a water bottle as you arrived, his cheeks pink from the heat despite the early hour.
âPhoenix and Rooster already claimed each other,â he said. âSo I guess youâre stuck with me.â
âPoor thing,â you teased, bumping your shoulder into his.
He just smiledâcalm, steady Bobâand tugged his cap lower against the sun. You loved flying with him. Loved hanging out with him. Sometimes you thought maybe you loved everything about Bob, full stop.
Fanboy was the one who brought the speaker. Of course. He queued up a playlist titled âTop Gun Top Hitsâ that had everything from Kenny Loggins to Doja Cat. By the time the first game started, Rooster was dancing between points and Phoenix had already spiked a serve into Hangmanâs chest.
âThat one was for your ego,â she said, tossing the ball back over the net.
âJealousy doesnât look good on you,â Jake shot back.
You and Bob held your own, surprisingly enough. You werenât flashy, but you had good instincts. And Bob was sneakyâhe didnât talk much during games, but he always seemed to know where to be.
âOkay, that was kind of hot,â you admitted after he dove for a save and landed in the sand.
He just looked up at you, winded and flushed. âYou like that?â
You did. Too much. And maybe Jake noticed, because suddenly he was rotating in as your opponent with a little too much enthusiasm.
Afterward, you collapsed on a towel with Phoenix, both of you gulping water and yelling at Coyote for eating all the orange slices.
âThis is why we canât have nice things,â Phoenix muttered.
âYeah, well, next time bring more,â he shot back, mouth full.
By late afternoon, the squad scatteredâsome toward the showers, some to grab food, and Jake? Jake lingered.
âYouâre free tomorrow night, right?â he asked, nudging your foot with his.
You narrowed your eyes. âWhat did you do?â
âNothing,â he said innocently. âJust⊠remember that avionics tech from the hangar? The one with the buzz cut and the arm tattoo?â
âThe one who said Star Wars is overrated?â
Jake winced. âOkay, so heâs not perfect. But heâs free. And I figuredâjust a quick drink. Harmless.â
You groaned. âWhy are you like this?â
âItâs for morale,â he said smugly, already walking backward toward the barracks. âAnd entertainment.â
-
The bar was dim and vaguely sticky, tucked into a side street just outside the base gates. It smelled like old beer and buffalo sauce, the kind of place that tried to pass itself off as âdiveyâ in a charming way but never quite nailed the charm. Off-duty personnel clustered at the high tables, uniforms swapped out for jeans and team shirts, most pretending not to watch the pilots coming and going like it wasnât their entertainment for the night. Country music played over the speakersâloud but not loud enough to cover the clink of bottles and the low buzz of half-drunken conversations.
Trevorâaka Buzz Cut Guyâwas already seated at a corner booth when you walked in. You spotted him instantly. Tight black t-shirt, designer watch, one leg sprawled out too far into the walkway like he wanted people to trip over him. His cologne hit you before his smile did: something aggressively masculine, the kind of scent that tried too hard to say I lift without any actual lifting.
He stood when you approached, teeth flashing in a grin that felt more practiced than warm. âYou must be Jakeâs friend,â he said, sliding a hand across the table and pulling out your chair with the sort of flair that implied heâd rehearsed it.
âHe said youâd probably try to bail.â
You raised a brow, pausing halfway into the seat. âThatâs a weird opener.â
Trevor chuckled like that was somehow endearing. âJust messing. Iâm good at reading people.â
You doubted that.
Still, you sat. Mostly because you didnât want to give Jake the satisfaction of knowing you almost turned around and left the second you saw that buzzcut and smug expression in person.
âFigured Iâd keep it casual tonight,â Trevor said, nodding to the waitress as she came over. âCan I get you something? Beer, wine, appletini?â
You blinked. âIâll just take a ginger ale, thanks.â
He raised an eyebrow. âNo alcohol? Thatâs cute.â
Your jaw clenched. âOr maybe I just have early drills tomorrow and donât want to show up hungover. Wild, I know.â
Trevor shrugged, unbothered. âYour call. Iâm off tomorrow. I usually am. Perks of being indispensable.â
Oh boy.
It only got worse.
Trevor was, admittedly, attractive in the technical sense. Broad shoulders, straight teeth, a tattoo of what looked like a circuit board wrapping around his bicepâbut every sentence out of his mouth made you question how many brain cells it took to put on deodorant in the morning.
âIâm kind of a genius with electronics,â he said, not even a full five minutes into the conversation. âLike, borderline savant. I rewired my momâs entire security system when I was sixteen. She still doesnât know how I did it.â
You nodded slowly, sipping your ginger ale like it was spiked with the patience of a saint. âImpressive.â
âI donât get why people worship Maverick, honestly,â he continued, tipping his beer toward you like youâd agree. âBit of a burnout vibe, donât you think? Washed up. Always breaking the rules.â
You blinked. âYou do realize everyone in my squad reports to him, right?â
He waved that off. âYeah, but come on. You really think heâs still got it? Dudeâs a relic.â
You forced a smile, digging your nails into the underside of the table. âSo what made you join avionics if youâre such a prodigy?â
âI could totally be a pilot if I wanted. I just donât want to deal with all the bullshit training. So much red tape, man. You guys live in the cockpit, but I live in reality.â
It was almost impressiveâhow quickly someone could become more unbearable with every word. You found yourself cataloging the signs like a checklist: talks over you, check. Makes his job sound harder than yours, check. Thinks The Matrix was âbased on real science,â check.
âOh, and donât get me started on women who fly. No offense,â he said, glancing at you with that same fake grin. âJust seems like a tough gig. Like, do they even make helmets that small?â
You blinked. Slowly. âExcuse me?â
âKidding,â he said quickly, hands up. âJoking. Lighten up.â
You had lasted thirty-seven minutes. You decided to be generous and make it to forty. Not because he deserved it, but because walking out before the forty-minute mark would just give Jake ammo to say I told you so.
You nursed your ginger ale. You let him talk. You imagined throwing his phone into the jukebox. And finallyâfinallyâyou stood.
âWell,â you said, pushing your chair back with a polite smile that barely masked the storm brewing in your chest. âThis has been⊠something.â
Trevor stood too, reaching for your hand like he thought this was going well. âThis was nice. Maybe next time you let me pick the music. Jake says you like weird stuff.â
You pulled your hand back. âJakeâs never heard me complain about music.â
Trevor blinked. âYou sure? He saidââ
âIâm sure,â you said firmly, already turning for the door. âThanks for the ginger ale.â
The second you stepped outside into the cool night air, you exhaled like youâd just surfaced from a dive. Your boots hit the sidewalk harder than necessary as you made your way toward the parking lot, fingers already curled around your phone.
Jake đ
So??
You stared at the text. A dozen responses came to mind, ranging from sarcastic to profane, but you settled for closing your phone without replying. Not yet.
Let him sweat.
-
It was the kind of late afternoon where everyone lingered in the hangar instead of showeringâhalf still suited up, half in undershirts, flopped on crates or leaning against the wing of Roosterâs F/A-18. No one had the energy to leave yet, and unfortunately for you, that gave them plenty of energy to gossip.
âYouâre awfully quiet today,â Phoenix said, cracking open a water bottle and tossing another one at you. âThat bad?â
You caught it with one hand and gave her a look. âIt wasnât good.â
âOh, do tell,â Fanboy said, perking up immediately. âWeâve been waiting for the post-mortem.â
Jake, of course, chose that moment to walk in, sunglasses still on despite being indoors and half the sunlight gone. âHere we go,â he muttered, under his breath but not low enough to go unheard.
You ignored him and sat on an ammo crate. âOkay, well. His cologne couldâve killed a small animal.â
Coyote winced. âYikes.â
âBuzzcut Guy didnât pass the vibe check?â Rooster asked, adjusting his backwards cap. âI thought Jake said he was ânormal enough to survive a night with her.ââ
You turned slowly. âHe said that?â
Jake held up his hands. âIn my defense, I said it in confidence to Rooster.â
Phoenix raised her brows. âSo you knew he was questionable and still sent her out there?â
âI didnât know he was that questionable!â Jake protested, finally removing his sunglasses and hooking them onto his collar. âI meanâhow bad could it have been?â
You looked at him flatly. âHe said, and I quote, âDo they even make helmets that small for female pilots?ââ
There was a beat of silence. Thenâ
âNoooooo,â Payback said, wheezing.
Fanboy doubled over like heâd been physically struck. âNooo shot. Jake. Jake.â
Even Rooster looked horrified. âHe said that to your face?â
âLoudly,â you said, sipping your water. âLike he thought it was charming.â
Phoenixâs voice dripped with sarcasm. âHe sounds like a national treasure. Jake, where do you find these guys? Do they have a club? Is there a pool you dip into specifically marked âdo not recommendâ?â
Jake looked genuinely pained. âOkay, first of all, Trevor didnât say any of that shit when we were at the gym.â
âBecause of course you recruit men at the gym,â Phoenix said.
âNext youâll be setting her up with a guy who thinks âTop Gunâ was a documentary,â Payback added.
Jake looked at you, eyes a little sharper now. âSo whatâyouâre mad at me again?â
You shrugged. âNot mad. Just impressed you managed to pick someone even worse than the last one.â
Fanboy raised a hand like he was in class. âQuestion: how do you keep managing to top yourself? Is this a long game to ruin her faith in men so she just gives up and settles for you?â
The squad howled.
Jakeâs jaw clenched. âThatâs notââ
âI mean,â Rooster said casually, spinning a socket wrench in his fingers. âYou do seem to care a whole lot about who she ends up with.â
âBecause Iâm trying to help,â Jake snapped.
âHelp yourself into her pants?â Phoenix offered, deadpan.
âThatâs notâoh my god,â Jake groaned, dragging a hand down his face.
You watched him, letting the squadâs laughter drown out the weird warmth under your skin. Jake wasnât looking at you now, not directly. His ears had gone a little pink.
âJust admit youâre bad at this,â you said calmly, tossing your empty bottle into a nearby bin.
Jake scowled. âYou know what? Fine. Iâll do better next time.â
âOh no,â Rooster said. âThereâs gonna be a next time?â
Jake ignored him. âGive me one more shot. Iâve got someone in mind already.â
Coyote looked alarmed. âHe said that like a man about to suggest someone who drinks Monster for breakfast.â
Phoenix put her face in her hands. âThis is gonna be another âI swear heâs normalâ guy, isnât it?â
You crossed your arms, amused despite yourself. âIs this how you flirt? Just slow psychological warfare until I give up?â
Jake met your gaze. This time, his expression softened. âI could stop if you asked me to.â
You held his stare for a second too longâagainâand didnât reply.
Fanboy clapped his hands. âAlright! Next date pool starts now! Who wants to put money on this one lasting less than thirty minutes?â
âIâm giving her fifteen,â Phoenix said.
âTen,â said Coyote.
Jake looked around, scandalized. âYou guys are actual traitors.â
âTraitors with taste,â Rooster added.
The squad fell back into their banter, placing increasingly dramatic bets, and you let it wash over youâgrateful, at least, for the distraction. But as Jake sat beside you on the crate, a little quieter now, you didnât miss the way his knee bumped yours.
And stayed there.
You glanced back at Jake, who was pretending to be interested in the banter going on with Rooster and Payback, but his knee was still casually brushing yours. Your chest tightened, a weird mix of comfort and something unspoken hanging in the air.
âAlright, Cupid,â you said, nudging him lightly with your elbow. âIf youâre so confident, whenâs my next âdateâ?â
Jake gave you a mock offended look. âWhoa, slow down. Youâre making it sound like Iâm some kind of serial dater.â
âWell, you are definitely the reason Iâm meeting these characters.â You smirked. âAnd donât think I forgot that you specifically picked Buzz Cut Guy.â
Jake shrugged, the grin never leaving his face. âQuality control.â
You rolled your eyes. âYeah, quality control right into the dumpster.â
He leaned closer, voice dropping an octave. âHey, Iâm trying here. Itâs a process.â
You caught the glint in his eyesâthe same one youâd seen during briefings, in the heat of missions, and now here, in the middle of all this ridiculous squad chaos. It was easier to tease him, easier to laugh, but your heart hammered with every accidental touch, every shared glance.
âJust⊠try not to kill me with your âdates,ââ you teased.
Jakeâs smile softened. âNo promises.â
For a moment, the noise around you faded, the room shrinking until it was just the two of youâtwo friends tangled in something neither of you was quite ready to name.
Then Rooster shouted from across the room, âHey, you lovebirds, quit hogging the crate!â
Jakeâs knee finally slid away, but the spark between you lingered.
âCome on,â you said, standing and stretching. âLetâs see what disaster you have planned next.â
Jake was already on his feet, quick on the comeback. âOh, itâs going to be legendary.â
You laughed, feeling the familiar warmth of the squad around you and something a little more dangerous simmering just beneath the surface.
-
The next morning, the base was buzzing with its usual humâpilots prepping for missions, techs bustling through equipment checks, and the faint scent of strong coffee drifting from the mess hall. You were sitting at one of the picnic tables outside, scrolling through your phone when Jake strolled up, his flight jacket casually slung over one shoulder.
âHey,â he said, dropping into the seat across from you with that familiar smirk. âSo, about dinner last nightâŠâ
You arched a brow. âWhat about it?â
Jake rubbed the back of his neck, eyes flickering sideways like he was debating how much to spill. âTrevor wasnât exactly my best pick.â
You chuckled, setting your phone down. âThatâs one way to put it.â
He shrugged. âYeah, I thought heâd be better. But then again, I guess itâs hard to find someone who doesnât suck.â
You snorted. âThanks for the glowing endorsement.â
Jake grinned. âIâm just saying, your standards are high.â
Before you could respond, Payback and Fanboy appeared nearby, carrying trays loaded with breakfast. Payback gave you a knowing look.
âTalking about your love life again?â he teased, plopping down beside Jake.
âOnly because Jake here is apparently moonlighting as a matchmaker,â you shot back, rolling your eyes.
Jake defended himself. âHey, Iâm just trying to help. And Iâve got a new candidate lined up.â
âOh god,â you groaned, half-exasperated, half-amused.
Rooster wandered over, catching the tail end of the conversation. âAnother date?â
Jake nodded, eyes twinkling. âYep. This oneâs different. Supposedly a real stand-up guy. Nameâs Marcus.â
âMarcus,â you repeated slowly, trying the name out. âSounds promising.â
âYeah, yeah,â Jake said, waving a hand. âHeâs a cop. Good with his hands, apparently.â
You squinted at him. âHow do you know all this?â
Jake smirked. âLetâs just say I do my research.â
The squad chuckled, settling into easy banter as you all ate.
-
The restaurant was dimly lit with an ambiance that felt more like an exclusive lounge than a casual dinner spot. Soft jazz floated through the air, blending with the quiet clinks of silverware and murmurs of other diners. You sat at a small, candlelit table across from Marcus, the cop Jake had set you up with. From the start, you knew this was going to be a challenge, but nothing prepared you for how quickly it spiraled.
Marcus smiled with that easy confidence cops often carriedâthe kind that told you he was used to getting his way. His eyes lingered a little too long, and the way he spoke felt less like a genuine conversation and more like an interrogation.
âSo, Jake thinks weâll hit it off,â Marcus began, swirling his glass of red wine with practiced ease. âApparently, heâs a big fan of mixing things up.â
You smiled politely. âYeah, Jake has his own ways.â
He chuckled but didnât take the hint to dial it back. âSo, what do you do for fun? I mean, besides dating mystery men?â
You raised an eyebrow but answered carefully. âIâm pretty into my work. Flying missions, training. It keeps me busy.â
Marcus nodded as if that was expected. âI get it. Structure, discipline. Iâm all about rules myself.â
You tried to steer the conversation to something more neutral, but the undertone grew heavier.
âYou know,â Marcus said, leaning forward slightly, his voice dropping an octave, âa woman like you probably likes a man who knows what he wants. Someone who takes charge. Makes decisions.â
You felt the hairs on the back of your neck prickling. âIâm pretty capable of making my own decisions.â
Marcus smirked, clearly amused. âSure, but thereâs something nice about a guy who can show you the way. Keep things simple.â
You shifted in your seat, trying to maintain your composure. The subtle power play was becoming obvious.
âSo, whatâs your idea of a perfect date?â Marcus asked, but it wasnât a question so much as a challenge.
You shook your head slightly, feeling the conversation close in. âHonestly, I just want someone who respects me.â
Marcusâs smirk faded just a little. âRespectâs earned, you know.â
At that moment, Marcusâs hand slid from the table, moving slowly until it landed on your thigh. The contact was light but unmistakably deliberate.
You froze, your stomach twisting. âMarcusâŠâ
He didnât withdraw his hand. Instead, he let it drift further back, brushing the curve of your hip, and thenâbefore you could reactâhe gave a quick, possessive squeeze on your lower back.
Your breath caught, and your polite smile hardened. You pulled your chair back slightly, creating distance.
âLook, I donât know what Jake told you about me,â you said quietly but firmly, âbut Iâm not here to be touched without consent.â
Marcusâs face tightened for a moment, a flicker of irritation crossing his features, but he masked it with a forced laugh.
âHey, Iâm just trying to show you Iâm interested.â
You shook your head, exhaling sharply. âInterest isnât physical if it makes me uncomfortable.â
The rest of the meal was a blur of awkward silences and forced smiles, each minute stretching longer than the last. Your mind raced for a way out, but you were trapped by the formalities and the restaurantâs watchful eyes.
Finally, you excused yourself, mumbling something about the restroom.
Inside, you locked the door behind you and pressed your back against the cold surface. Your heart pounded in your chest, a mix of adrenaline and frustration flooding your senses.
You pulled out your phone, fingers trembling as you fumbled to unlock it. Your breath hitched as you typed the message again, trying to keep your voice steady despite the knot twisting tighter in your stomach.
You: Jake, please come get me. Marcus is⊠not what I expected. I donât want to be rude, but Iâm about to lose it.
The silence stretched. Then your phone buzzed.
Jake: Hang tight. Iâm leaving now. Donât do anything stupid.
You exhaled shakily, the tension in your shoulders easing just a little. But you couldnât help the worry gnawing at you.
A few minutes later, your phone rang. You answered quickly.
âJake,â you whispered, voice cracking.
âHey,â Jakeâs voice was low but tight, laced with anger and concern. âWhat the hellâs going on?â
You bit your lip, suddenly feeling small. âMarcus⊠he crossed a line. I told him to stop, but heâhe touched me.â
There was a long pause on the other end. Then Jakeâs voice dropped, deadly serious.
âAre you okay? Did he hurt you?â
âNo, Iâm fine. Just⊠uncomfortable. I didnât know what else to do.â
âGoddammit,â Jake muttered, his frustration clear. âIâm so sorry. I shouldâve stopped this before it even started.â
You pressed your forehead against the cool bathroom wall, trying to calm your racing heart. âItâs not your fault. You didnât know.â
âI shouldâve. Iâm on my way, alright? Just stay put. Locked door, no matter what.â
âI will,â you whispered.
Jakeâs voice softened for a moment. âIâll be there soon. Youâre not alone.â
As the call ended, you pressed the phone to your chest, letting the sound of Jakeâs promise settle in. Somewhere between fear and relief, you realized you trusted him more than anyone else right now â and that maybe this ridiculous matchmaking project was turning into something a lot more complicated.
Steeling yourself, you took a deep breath, glanced at your phoneâs screen â Jake had texted back, Iâm waiting outside. Donât say a word until you get here.
You slipped out of the bathroom door quietly, heart thumping so loud you thought it might give you away. The restaurantâs dining room buzzed with muffled conversation and clinking glasses. You ducked behind a pillar, weaving past tables with your eyes on the exit.
The cool night air hit your face as you slipped out the side door, the city sounds washing over you in relief. And there he wasâJake, leaning casually against his car, arms crossed, watching the street like a sentinel.
âYou made it,â he said softly, voice just for you.
You barely nodded, sliding into the passenger seat before he even opened the door. The car smelled faintly of leather and pine-scented air freshener, oddly comforting in the tension of the moment.
Then, out of nowhere, the front door of the restaurant slammed open and Marcus stomped outside, scanning every shadow.
âWhere the hell did she go?â Marcus growled, voice thick with frustration.
Jakeâs eyes narrowed, and before you could blink, he pulled the door closed and locked it with a quiet click.
âHide,â Jake hissed, pulling the seatbelt tight.
You ducked lower, barely able to keep from laughing as Marcus prowled past the car, his angry muttering unmistakable.
Jake cracked a grin. âLooks like your charming date doesnât have a clue.â
You giggled, the absurdity of the situation hitting you. âYeah, real smooth.â
As Marcus circled the block, you and Jake exchanged amused looks, the kind that said, Can you believe this guy?
A laugh escaped you, and Jakeâs grin widened until it was all teeth and mischief.
âYou know,â Jake said, voice dropping a notch, âwe make a pretty good team.â
Your eyes met his in the dim glow of the dashboard, and suddenly the air shifted â the easy humor melting into something softer, something more electric.
Jakeâs gaze lingered on you, warmth pooling in his eyes like a silent confession.
âUhâŠâ he cleared his throat, breaking the moment. âI should probably drop you home now.â
You nodded, cheeks flushed for reasons beyond the cold night air.
Jake started the engine and pulled away, the city lights blurring past the windows.
âIâm sorry you had to put up with that asshole,â he said quietly.
You reached over, squeezing his hand. âThanks for saving me.â
He glanced your way, that grin teasing the corners of his mouth.
You laughed softly, the tension finally unwinding as the car hummed along the quiet streets.
-
The car pulled up outside your placeâa modest, familiar building that felt like a sanctuary after the chaos of the night. Jake cut the engine and glanced over at you, his expression softer now, the easy teasing replaced by genuine concern.
âYou sure youâre okay?â he asked, voice low.
You nodded, but didnât meet his eyes. Instead, you reached into your bag, pulling out the small jacket youâd tossed over your shoulders earlier. The cold was creeping in now, but you barely noticed.
Jake stepped out and walked around to your side, opening the door. You hesitated for a moment, then slipped out, the night air cool against your skin.
You stood side by side on the sidewalk, the silence between you thick but not uncomfortable. It was as if the city itself had paused to let this moment breathe.
Finally, Jake broke the quiet.
âNext time, iâll leg you pick out the date,â he said with a small, crooked smile.
You laughed softly, the sound mingling with the distant hum of streetlights and passing cars.
âDeal,â you whispered.
He reached out, brushing a stray lock of hair from your face, fingers lingering a heartbeat longer than necessary.
Neither of you said more, but the weight of everything unspoken hung in the airâsomething tender, something promising.
With a final look, you turned toward your door, and Jake watched you go, a quiet smile tugging at his lips.
-
Two days after the restaurant escape, everything felt a little brighter. The sky over base was stupidly blue, the coffee in your hand was criminally good, and for once, your morning wasnât crawling with tension. Instead, you walked through the hangar bay doors with a little spring in your step, humming under your breath, the lid of your cup pressed to your smile.
Bob was the first to notice.
âWow,â he said, blinking behind his glasses as you passed him. âSomeoneâs chipper this morning.â
You smirked, biting back a reply as you took your usual seat beside Phoenix on the toolbox near the main maintenance station. She leaned toward you immediately, squinting. âOkay, what gives? You look like youâre about to break into song.â
Fanboy glanced up from where he was trying to fix the squadâs broken coffee machine. âPlease donât. I havenât had caffeine in three hours. I might actually cry.â
You held up your cup in mock apology. âI had mine already.â
âTraitor,â he muttered.
Jake looked up from where he was half-bent over a clipboard with Rooster. The second he saw youâyour smile, the little crinkle at the corners of your eyesâhe felt something twist in his chest. He didnât say anything, just watched as you took another sip and tried not to grin too hard.
You were glowing. Genuinely glowing.
And it wasnât because of him.
Coyote joined the group, tossing a wrench onto a nearby cart. âAlright, spill. Youâre grinning like you just found out Maverickâs paying off everyoneâs student loans.â
You glanced around at all their facesâexpectant, amusedâand finally caved.
âI met someone,â you said.
Jakeâs clipboard snapped shut in his hands. No one else noticed, but his jaw ticked.
Rooster tilted his head. âWhen?â
âThis morning. At a coffee shop, just off base,â you said, twirling your cup slowly. âI was in line, and we started chatting. Heâs⊠funny. Really charming. Works in environmental science or something.â
Phoenix raised a brow. âSo not in the military?â
âNope.â
âAlready a green flag,â Fanboy said under his breath.
You laughed. âRight? And he asked me out.â
Jakeâs stomach dropped.
You kept talking, unaware of the spiral unraveling behind his practiced expression. âWeâre getting dinner tonight. He suggested this little Thai place near the beach. Said itâs his favorite spot.â
âHeâs got good taste,â Phoenix said.
âHe sounds promising,â Rooster added. âBetter than Buzzcut and Cop Guy.â
You winced. âGod, donât remind me.â
âWait,â Fanboy said, lifting his head. âYouâre saying this one might actually be decent?â
âI think so,â you said softly. âHe seems⊠different. Itâs not just about looks or whatever. Thereâs something about him.â
Jake was frozen. He didnât laugh. Didnât nod. He was staring at the floor like it held the answers to every single one of his bad decisions.
Because it had just hit himâlike a missile to the gutâthat he didnât want to see you smiling like that because of someone else.
Heâd wanted it to be him all along.
And now you were going on a date with someone who hadnât made a complete ass of himself in front of you. Someone you were actually excited about. Someone who made you glow.
Jake couldnât breathe.
Phoenix noticed the change in his posture and gave him a strange look, but he stood before she could say anything.
âI, uh⊠I gotta check something in the breakroom,â he muttered, walking off without meeting anyoneâs eyes.
Phoenix frowned. âThe breakroom?â
Bob glanced at Rooster, then at Fanboy. âWe donât even keep anything in there anymore.â
Rooster sighed. âHeâs losing it.â
-
Later That Night
Bobâs place was already filled with the scent of pizza and the low hum of music when the squad filtered in. There was a pile of shoes near the door, two half-full coolers, and a lopsided stack of movies no one would watch.
Jake sat on the couch, beer in hand, eyes glazed over as the rest of the squad cracked open drinks and teased Fanboy for trying to light the fire pit with a lighter too small for the job.
âSheâs not here, you know,â Coyote said, flopping onto the other side of the couch.
Jake didnât reply.
âSheâs probably having the time of her life right now,â Fanboy said with a smirk, strolling past with a handful of chips.
âLet it go, man,â Rooster added, nudging Jakeâs leg. âWeâve accepted the fact that youâre the worldâs worst matchmaker.â
Phoenix dropped down beside them and rolled her eyes. âItâs actually impressive how bad those dates were. I mean, come onâBuzzcut? Marcus?â
Jake took a long sip of beer. âThey werenât that bad.â
âThey were terrible,â Phoenix replied. âAnd now she found someone by accident. Coffee Shop Guy is already in the lead.â
That was the moment her phone buzzed on the table.
Phoenix didnât look at it right away. She was in the middle of tossing a gummy worm at Roosterâs head. But when it lit up again, and again, she finally picked it up.
Her eyes widened.
âOh my god.â
Everyone paused.
She turned her phone around and held it out. âLook.â
It was a photo. Taken an hour ago, timestamped. You were on the pier, sitting on the railing, hair blowing in the breeze. Ice cream cone in hand. Laughing. Glowing.
Next to you, a guy. Not Buzzcut. Not Marcus. Someone new. Handsome. Casual arm on the back of your bench.
He looked just as happy.
Jake felt like the air had been knocked out of him.
âThatâs him?â Bob asked, peering over her shoulder.
âI guess so,â Phoenix muttered. âMy friend saw her and sent this. I had my phone on DND. This was taken, like, an hour ago.â
Jake stood up so fast the couch shook.
âJake?â Rooster asked.
Jake stared at the picture. And then, before anyone could stop himâ
âI love her.â
Everyone froze.
Phoenix blinked. âIâm sorryâwhat?â
Jake ran a hand through his hair, pacing now. âI freaking love her. And Iâve been setting her up with losers because I didnât want to admit it. But I love her.â
Rooster dropped his beer. âDude.â
Fanboy choked. âWHAT?â
Coyote threw a pillow at him. âYou moron! You let her go on four dates?â
âI KNOW,â Jake groaned.
Phoenix stood up. âYou have to tell her. Like now.â
âBut sheâs with him. Look at them!â Jake pointed at the photo. âTheyâre probably planning their damn wedding.â
âNo,â Bob said calmly. âTheyâre eating ice cream.â
âWe need to find her,â Phoenix decided, grabbing her keys. âNow.â
-
âYou want to what?â
Rooster stared at Jake like heâd just suggested they storm the Pentagon in flip-flops and Hawaiian shirts.
Jake stood in the center of Bobâs living room, hair sticking up in every direction, chest heaving with chaotic energy and pure desperation. âA paper airplane. Iâm writing her a message. On a damn paper airplane.â
Silence.
Then Fanboy, holding a beer and looking deeply unimpressed, said flatly, âWhat the hell kind of third-grade rom-com fantasy are we living in right now?â
âIâm serious,â Jake barked. âShe told me onceâlike a year agoâthat if someone ever gave her a paper airplane with something meaningful written on it, sheâd cry. Happy cry. She said sheâd marry them on the spot.â
Phoenix narrowed her eyes. âWait. She really said that?â
âShe was drunk,â Jake admitted, pacing like a man on the edge. âWe were playing Truth or Drink, and she was tipsy off two margaritas. She said it was the kind of gesture no one makes anymoreâpersonal, sweet, thoughtful. Like⊠actually knowing her. Not just pretending.â
Bob, from the armchair, blinked slowly. âYou realize that means she probably meant it.â
Jake nodded fast, almost frantic. âExactly. Thatâs why I have to do it.â
Rooster tossed a piece of junk mail at him. âHere, use thisâwait. Never mind. Thatâs a Dominoâs coupon.â
Coyote reached into his backpack and chucked a half-used notebook across the room. âUse this. But donât waste the back pagesâI have my gym log in there.â
Phoenix snatched a pen off the coffee table and pointed it at Jake like she was about to knight him. âWrite from the heart. But donât be cringe. I swear to god, if you start it with âDear beautiful,â Iâm lighting you and the paper on fire.â
âNoted,â Jake muttered, sitting down like he was about to defuse a bomb instead of write on lined paper. His knee bounced. His fingers drummed. The notebook sat in his lap, untouched, and the squad stared like they were watching a live soap opera unfold on Bravo.
âBro,â Fanboy said. âJust start with her name.â
âIâm not writing her a letter,â Jake said. âNot like that. Iâm writing⊠pieces. Memories. Stuff I wish Iâd done right.â
Bob tilted his head. âLike a patchwork confession?â
âExactly,â Jake murmured, flipping the notebook open to a clean page and clicking the pen. âThings I shouldâve said. Dates I shouldâve taken her on. Dumb moments I shouldâve known mattered.â
He began writing.
For a long time, the only sound was the soft scratch of the pen and the occasional beer bottle clinking against the coffee table. Jakeâs brows furrowed, his mouth tugged into a tight line as he scribbled fast, pausing only to cross something out or shake his head at himself.
One by one, the squad wandered closer, like a group of nosy aunties pretending not to read over his shoulder.
On the top right corner, Jake wrote:
shouldâve asked you to be my date to Coyoteâs promotion party â you looked so good that night I forgot my own damn name
In the center:
remember that diner in El Centro? I shouldâve asked for your number before we even got our food
I shouldâve kissed you on the tarmac after that night flight
I shouldâve told you that your laugh ruins me
Near the fold:
I kept trying to set you up with guys who werenât me
because if I admitted I wanted to be the guy â and you didnât feel the same â Iâd never come back from it
Near the tip:
I want to take you on real dates
the kind with car karaoke and milkshakes and pulling you closer on the couch when the movie gets boring
the kind that end with you in my sweatshirt
Near the tail:
Iâve been in love with you since that time you punched Rooster in the arm for making fun of Bobâs playlist
I shouldâve told you
I didnât
Iâm sorry
In the bottom left corner, nearly hidden:
I donât deserve a second chance
but if you gave me one
I swear to god Iâd never waste it
By the time he finished, the squad had gone quiet.
Jake exhaled hard through his nose, like the act of putting it all down on paper had taken something out of him. He stared at the page. Folded it. Creased it carefully, like it was a sacred artifact. With practiced fingers, he turned the notebook page into a perfect paper airplane and held it in both hands, like it might break.
âKind of beautiful,â Bob offered, smiling softly.
Fanboy looked dumbfounded. âOkay, I take back all the slander. That was not stick figure energy.â
Jake stood up slowly, paper airplane in hand, and saidâmore to himself than anyone elseââIâm giving it to her tonight. I donât care if it makes me look insane.â
Phoenix grinned. âYou already look insane. But also? Kinda hot.â
âI hate how much Iâm rooting for you,â Rooster muttered.
Coyote clapped Jake on the shoulder. âLetâs go find her, man. You made your plane. Time to fly it.â
Jake groaned. âThat was awful.â
âThank you, I try,â Coyote said with a wink.
And just like that, the mission was a go. Paper airplane loaded. Feelings confessed. The squad ready to take on the worldâor at least the cityâin the name of rom-com chaos.
Next stop: the pier.
If she was still there.
If Jake wasnât already too late.
-
The paper airplane sat on the coffee table like it held nuclear launch codes. Jake didnât take his eyes off it.
âItâs not even that late,â he muttered, already pacing again. âThey could still be at the pier. Maybe walking around or eating somewhere else nearby.â
Phoenix pointed at the picture on her phone again. âOkay, but which pier? Thatâs the problem. This could be anywhere. There are like seven piers in the county.â
Rooster squinted at the photo. âZoom in on that sign behind them. The one next to the bench.â
She did, dragging her fingers across the screen. The image was grainy, and the lighting was terrible, but you could just barely make out a few blurry letters.
Fanboy tilted his head like a confused puppy. âThat says âPelican something.â Pelican Wharf? Pelican Bay?â
Bob perked up. âPelican Point. Thatâs a real placeâitâs by the old marina past the naval museum. Thereâs a pier right next to it, with that same kind of bench. Iâve been there with my mom.â
Coyote grinned. âBob, you beautiful genius.â
Jake was already grabbing his keys. âIâm going. Iâll drive out there. If sheâs not there, Iâll keep looking.â
Rooster held out a hand like a crossing guard. âWhoa, whoa, whoa. You canât just drive off into the night like itâs a Nicholas Sparks movie.â
âI absolutely can,â Jake said, and then paused. âAnd technically, itâs more like 10 Things I Hate About You.â
Phoenix raised a brow. âSo, what? Youâre Heath Ledger now?â
Jake pointed at her dramatically. âIf the shoe fits, baby.â
Coyote clapped his hands once. âAlright, alright. Letâs not waste time. Jake, you take your truck and go to Pelican Point. If sheâs not there, call us.â
Fanboy stood up too. âWaitâwe should track her location.â
Everyone turned.
âShe shares it with Phoenix!â he added quickly. âRemember when we all went camping and she said if she got murdered in the woods, she wanted someone to find her body?â
Phoenix nodded. âYeah. I still have her on Find My Friends.â
She pulled up the app. âOkay, last ping was almost two hours ago. Butââ She tilted the phone. ââsheâs not at Pelican Point anymore.â
Jake frowned. âWhere is she?â
Phoenix zoomed in, and then frowned too. âUhâŠsheâs home.â
A beat of silence passed.
âWait,â Bob said slowly, âso sheâs not on the pier anymore?â
Phoenix shook her head. âNope. Sheâs back at her place.â
Fanboy looked around. âSoâŠshould we tell Jake not to go?â
âNo,â Jake said instantly. âIâm still going. Iâll check the pier just in case the locationâs lagging, and if sheâs not there, Iâm heading to her house.â
Phoenix crossed her arms. âAnd whatâs the plan? Youâre just gonna knock on the door and say what? âHi, sorry all your dates sucked. Turns out itâs because I like you?ââ
Jake didnât blink. âYeah. Pretty much.â
Bob smiled softly. âDonât forget the airplane.â
Jake grabbed it from the table with a reverence normally reserved for flags and championship rings. He looked at the squad, still wide-eyed and vibrating like a caffeinated hummingbird.
âI have to try,â he said, voice low. âBecause if she actually liked this guyâif heâs good to her and he makes her smile like thatâand I just sit back and let her be with him, Iâll regret it for the rest of my life.â
Rooster groaned into his hands. âGod, youâre in deep.â
Phoenix threw him his hoodie. âGo. But call us if sheâs not there.â
Fanboy pointed at the airplane. âAnd donât chicken out. That thingâs not gonna launch itself.â
Jake nodded. He turned and made it to the door.
Then paused.
ââŠYou guys coming?â he asked, glancing back.
The squad looked at each other.
And then, like a slow-building mutiny, they all stood.
âWeâll follow you in Roosterâs Bronco,â Coyote said. âBut from a distance.â
âWe want to see what happens,â Phoenix added. âAnd make sure you donât wimp out.â
Bob stood too, grabbing his car keys like they were tactical gear. âAlso, if it goes badly, youâll need backup.â
Jake huffed a disbelieving laugh. âYou guys are insane.â
Rooster patted his shoulder. âWelcome to the club.â
They poured out into the night like a small military unit on a love-fueled recon mission. Jake climbed into his truck. The squad piled into two cars behind him. The paper airplane sat on the dashboard like a little talisman.
Operation: Find the Girl was officially underway.
-
Jakeâs headlights swept across the gravel lot as he pulled up to the edge of Pelican Point. The pier jutted out into the water like a dark, jagged silhouette against the horizon, the last traces of sunset bleeding into the sky. He threw the truck into park, killed the engine, and stepped out into the warm coastal air.
The wind coming off the ocean hit him like a wallâsalty, humid, and just cool enough to feel cinematic. His boots crunched over old wood planks as he walked the length of the pier, scanning every shadow, every bench, every corner where a couple might still be wrapped up in each other.
But it was empty.
No laughter. No clinking silverware from the food shack that had already shut down. No dimly lit photo booth glowing in the background. Just the creaking of wood and the soft lap of waves beneath him.
Jake let out a long, slow breath. âShit.â
He stood at the railing for a second, holding the paper airplane in both hands, his fingers tightening around the folded wings. The edges were soft nowâcreased from where heâd clutched it all the way here. His pulse thrummed in his ears.
He glanced down at it again, rereading the scrawled notes across the wings and tail:
âWish I took you to that rooftop jazz bar instead of setting you up with Trevor.â
âShouldâve kissed you after that night on the beach.â
âYou looked so happy at the wedding last spring. I wanted to be the reason.â
âI like you. God, I like you so much it makes me feel twelve.â
He swallowed. Looked out at the water. Then grabbed his phone and hit Phoenixâs name.
She picked up on the first ring.
âNot there?â she asked, no preamble.
âNope.â Jake dragged a hand through his hair. âPierâs dead. Not a soul in sight except two drunk teenagers making out on the stairs.â
âGross.â
âSheâs not here, Phoenix.â
âI told you she was homeââ
âI know, but I had to check.â
Behind her, he could already hear chaos brewing. Rooster shouting something about Google Maps, Coyote yelling at Fanboy to stop touching the AC controls.
Then Phoenix mustâve put the call on speaker, because suddenly the whole squad was in his ear.
âAbort mission?â Rooster asked.
âNo,â Jake snapped. âNot aborting.â
âThen whatâs the play?â Fanboy demanded.
âSheâs at home. You gonna just roll up and throw the airplane at her window like a boombox?â
âNot a bad idea,â Coyote muttered. âVery Say Anything. Classic.â
Jake turned and leaned his back against the railing, staring up at the sky. âI donât know, man. I feel like I missed the window. Sheâs probably sitting on the couch right now with this guy, talking about how great the date was.â
Silence.
Then Bobâs voice came in, quieter. âIf that were true, she wouldnât be home alone.â
Jake blinked. âWhat?â
âI mean,â Bob said, âif the date went that well, wouldnât he still be with her? Or at least walking her to the door, staying for a drink, texting her right now? You think sheâd really be sitting there by herself?â
Jake said nothing, chewing the inside of his cheek.
âSheâs not texting,â Phoenix added. âI can see the read receipts. Last message she sent was a meme about a raccoon eating french fries. That was two hours ago, so your best hope is that sheâs not sitting on that couch and making out with that gorgeous man right nowâ
Rooster groaned. âWhy do you know this much about her phone activity?â
âBecause I care, Bradley.â
Jake pushed off the railing. âOkay. Okay. Iâm going. Iâm heading to her place.â
âHell yeah,â Coyote said immediately.
âGood,â Phoenix added. âAnd this time, donât chicken out. Donât make a joke. Donât try to flirt your way around it.â
âBe honest,â Bob said gently. âIf this is your one shot, take it seriously.â
Jake looked at the paper airplane one more time. Ran his thumb over the wing that read: âWish Iâd told you the truth sooner.â
He nodded to no one.
âOn it.â
He hung up.
The squad, for once, didnât say anything else.
Back in the truck, he laid the airplane carefully on the passenger seat, like it was more fragile than it looked. And for the first time all night, Jake Seresin wasnât overthinking the landing. He was just aiming straight and trusting the wind.
-
Jake didnât remember the drive to your place.
Somewhere between the pier and the turnoff to your street, his brain just⊠blanked. He barely noticed the green lights, the low hum of country radio still buzzing through the truckâs speakers, or the way his hands clenched the steering wheel so tight his knuckles cracked.
All he knew was that the paper airplane sat on the passenger seat like it held his whole heart.
He hadnât even realized how fast he was driving until he practically skidded up to the curb outside your place, tires whispering against the pavement. His boots hit the ground hard, truck door slamming behind him.
He took the steps two at a time.
Then three.
And then he was there â fist raised, pounding on your front door like it owed him money.
âOpen up!â he barked. âCome on, come onââ
He was still muttering to himself when the door opened.
And then you were there.
In a hoodie. Hair pulled back. Eyes glassy.
You looked⊠wrecked.
And Jakeâs voice immediately faltered.
âIâI was gonnaââ He waved a hand around like it could pull the words out of the air. âShit, sorry, I know itâs late, I justâlisten, I shouldâve said something a long time ago, I was stupid, I thought I was helping you but I was justâGod, Iâve been in love with you since that day at the hangar when you made fun of my playlistââ
âJake.â
âI know you probably hate me,â he rushed on, words tumbling out. âBut I had to try, okay? I had to say something before it was too late. I donât care about the other guys, I donât care about Coffee shop guy or whatever his name was, I care about you, and I swear to God if you tell me to leave I willâbut just let me say this firstââ
âJake.â
You cut in again, softer this time.
He finally looked at youâreally looked.
And the words died on his tongue.
You werenât just tired. You werenât just annoyed heâd shown up unannounced.
You were upset.
Something in your expression cracked like porcelain under pressure. Eyes rimmed pink, lower lip trembling, arms folded around yourself like armor.
Jakeâs chest tightened.
âWhat happened?â he asked, voice low now. âAre you okay?â
You swallowed hard and leaned a shoulder against the doorframe, suddenly unable to meet his eyes.
âI left the date early,â you muttered. âHeâhe has a girlfriend.â
Jake blinked. âWhat?â
You laughed, bitter and broken. âYeah. She showed up halfway through. Started yelling at him. Apparently this is a thing he does. Picks up girls at coffee shops and sees how long he can keep the lie going.â
Just stared down at the floor like it held the last shred of your dignity.
And thatâs when Jakeâs whole demeanor shifted.
The flustered panic drained from his face. The tension in his shoulders melted, replaced with something raw and real and steady. He took one careful step forward, then another, until he was right in front of you.
You didnât flinch when his hand cupped your cheek. You just leaned into itâsoft and broken and trusting.
âIâm so sorry,â he whispered.
You shook your head. âItâs not your fault.â
âI think it is,â he said. âI think if Iâd said something sooner, you never wouldâve gone on that date.â
Silence stretched between you.
And then Jake reached into his jacket pocket and pulled out the folded paper airplane.
âI was gonna just give you this,â he murmured. âLet it speak for me. But now I think you deserve more than a folded-up piece of notebook paper.â
He stepped back.
And thenâto your absolute shockâhe dropped to one knee on your porch.
âJakeâ?â
âDonât freak out,â he said quickly. âIâm not proposing. Not unless you want me to, in which case Iâll go grab a ring pop from the gas station, we can make it official.â
You snorted despite yourself.
He smiled.
Then he held the airplane out in both hands like an offering.
âI wrote everything I shouldâve said,â he said quietly. âEverything I didnât say when I shouldâve. Itâs all there. Every missed chance. Every almost. Every wish.â
Your fingers brushed the paper.
Jakeâs voice wavered, just slightly.
âI thought if I couldnât find the right words⊠maybe I could fold them.â
You didnât move.
Didnât speak.
Just stood there, stunned, holding the paper like it might shatter if you breathed wrong.
âI know itâs late,â Jake added. âI know Iâm late. But Iâm here now. And if youâll let me, Iâll spend every day making up for the days I didnât say the right thing.â
You blinked fast, trying to keep the tears in.
âWhy didnât you tell me sooner?â you whispered.
Jake stood.
âI was scared,â he said honestly. âBecause once I told you⊠itâd be real. And if you didnât feel the same, I donât know if I couldâve stood next to you every day pretending it didnât kill me.â
He looked at you.
And something cracked open inside you.
You didnât even think. Just stepped forward, dropped the paper airplane gently to the porch, and reached for his collar.
Jake barely had time to register the movement before your mouth was on his.
The kiss was everything.
Long-overdue and breathless. Gentle and feral. All teeth and tears and tangled hands in hair and whispered promises between gasps.
When you finally pulled back, Jake was grinning like a fool, forehead pressed to yours.
And thenâ
A honk.
From the street.
You turned, squinting into the darkâ
And saw two parked cars.
One held Fanboy half hanging out the window, fist pumping in the air.
The other had Phoenix leaning on the horn and Rooster hanging a âFINALLY!â sign out the passenger side.
Jake groaned. âOh my god.â
âThey followed you?â
âI hate them so much.â
âI love them,â you corrected, grabbing the paper airplane and tucking it close to your heart. âAnd I think I love you.â
Jake blinked.
Then grinned.
âYeah?â he whispered.
You kissed him again.
Longer this time.
From the cars, a chorus of victorious whooping eruptedâcheers, clapping, and at least one bottle of champagne being popped (probably Coyoteâs doing).
But Jake didnât hear any of it.
He was too busy falling into the kiss like it was his softest landing yet.