#ri rambles

My girlfriend lost her job, very likely connected to her being trans, and my work hours have been reduced for the slow season. My fatigue is also kicking my ass and most days I can barely leave bed due to pain or exhaustion or both if I'm lucky. Bills are looming. Things are due. Accounts are overdrafted. Anything helps.

We're trying to get on disability but everyone knows how difficult that is. America hates disabled people, especially disabled trans people.

Please don't feel guilted to reblog, you're allowed to skip if you want. They are appreciated for the reach though.

Hey LaDs fans/ Tumblr Users:

PLEASE STOP TAGGING YOUR POSTS FOR ALL THE LIs IF ITS ONLY ABOUT ONE (1) OF THEM!!!!

I love all of them but it makes finding content for less popular/ less talked about characters difficult (especially if there’s a solo banner/event for a LI)

I’m usually pretty non-confrontational, and it’s a losing battle atp to comment on every single post that’s doing this, so I’m just blocking people.

It’s extraordinarily frustrating and NOT the way tumblr posting works.

sorry for not being active or posting or responding to messages...

I wont lie, I spiraled big time...between feeling self conscious about my writings and drawings, some major changes are being made at work and I just doubted myself into oblivion of being incapable of anything remotely creative at the moment...

I even began doubting if I was ever a true fan of the rogues in the first place or of anything...if i just misunderstood everything or don't know what I'm doing or what I'm talking about ever...if I should have ever even started this blog...

And while I can't say I've shaken these thoughts I can say that I am okay...and just trying to be better but some days are harder than others and some days I just don't even have the energy to try even if I want to.

Needless to say I'm also just...unmotivated and uninspired to do much of anything so that's another thing...

Hi, it’s been a while, huh? Sorry about that. I’m gonna keep it short and sweet, I’m currently in a legal battle that’s requiring a lot of my attention as it concerns my livelihood. As you can imagine that’s taken precedent in my life to being on here/writing. I won’t be able to write much until this situation is handled as it’s hard when I’m stressed out. I’m hoping it will be handled entirely by the end of this month.