Star Trek: Starfleet Academy
Caleb Mir/Darem Reymi, T
Chapter 1 of 2*
The last time Darem ever calls Caleb a criminal is on the day of his review tribunal.
On AO3 here
Part 8 of They Were Roommates
*Most likely, unless it takes 3 to fix this mess
It looks like all of this is only dawning on Darem slowly. âSam said you told her it⊠wasnât a good prison.â
âThere are no good prisons,â he snaps, because that was never going to fail to make him think of his mother. He softens his tone, when he sees Daremâs face. âTorothan prison colonies are pretty brutal. Thereâs every chance I would have died in there, well before my sentence was up.â
Darem has gone very quiet. This is when Caleb would usually take his face in his hands and point out that he didnât spend years learning an entire military breathing-slash-meditation practice for nothing, or at least remind him that his gills donât work in this form so maybe he could consider taking in some of this quality Earth airâŠ
And then Daremâs hand is on his shoulder, and maybe it was Caleb who forgot about breathing.
Gently, Caleb shrugs his hand away. âDo you get it, now, Darem?â
The look in Daremâs eyes is somewhere between recrimination and rejection. âYou never told me.â
Caleb refuses to let this break his heart. He wishes he could have been an open book, the way Darem deserves from a⊠partner. But he could never give Darem much of what he needed. âI never told anyone. Would you?â
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Definitely back on my reymir bullshit and they're back to not getting along
âRight,â Caleb grates out. âItâs always about you, isnât it, Darem?â He flops back down on his bed. âWhatever youâre trying to prove today, you can go and impress someone else.âÂ
âIt is about me, actually, you dick.â Darem turns away, back towards his own bed. âI bet my whole life on this place, in case youâve conveniently forgotten. And what Iâm trying to prove is that that wasn't the most stupid decision I ever made.â
âYeah. Your choice.â Calebâs lips curl around the word. It sounds like just the kind of indulgent excess Darem has always had and, probably, always complained about. âSo donât come crying to me the next time youâre feeling like shit about the hole you dug for yourself.â
Darem stops walking. Caleb stares at his back and wonders â briefly â if heâs gone too far.
Thatâs when Darem proves him very wrong. âMy choice,â he echoes, in a flat voice. âI guess no one gave you one of those. But hey, why would they?â He barely turns his head; a glimpse of contempt. "You boarded the Athena a criminal, Mir. Youâll leave as one."
The criminal will account for his conduct this semester.
Then Caleb is up, in Daremâs face, and he doesnât remember standing. âThe fuck did you just say to me?â
Daremâs face drains.Â
Calebâs hands are shaking and he reaches for an insult and grasps at nothing, just the fire in his belly and the echo in his head that Darem is right.
âCome at me, then,â Darem says. His voice doesnât even have the decency to shake. His face twists again, this time into a wild grin. âBet youâve been dying to pay me back for the first day. Go on.â
Caleb coughs out a laugh. âOh, youâd love that, wouldnât you?âÂ
Caleb Mir/Darem Reymi
Pt. 7 of they were roommates
2,461 words
Tags: Emotional hurt/comfort (of a very reymir kind), established situationship, academic pressure, self-worth issues, implied/referenced family estrangement (I swear this isn't nearly as deep as these tags suggest), banter, friendship, background relationships, POV: Caleb Mir
Summary:
No one is pushing Darem to be perfect except Darem, anymore. This week, he's making that everyone's problem. And it's Caleb's turn.
He watches another shoal of fish go by in a streak of color. âI'm pretty sure the others want me to remind you that you're not alone, for the eighty-third time. You know, in case you were looking for that kind of thing.â
âThe others, hmm?â Darem is hiding a smile. Caleb is still refusing to think of this as cute.
âThere has, reportedly, been assholery.â
Darem has the grace to look a bit guilty for that. âItâs been a hell of a week.â
âItâs Wednesday.â
Read on AO3 at https://archiveofourown.org/works/84926436
Fandom: Starfleet Academy
Pairings: Caleb Mir/Darem Reymi (and memories of past relationships - m/m and f/m)
Summary: There are three stories Caleb has never shared with anyone, about three people who mattered to him. But he might be ready to tell Darem.
Inspired by âWith Lovers and Friends I Still Can Recallâ by @xo-reymi
Tags: Underage sex, established relationship, angst with a hopeful ending, reminiscing about past relationships, age difference, heartbreak, past partner betrayal, referenced criminal activity, hinted references to past non-consensual sex
Snippet:
He almost asks if Darem really wants to hear this. But the answer, whether from guilt or anxiety, would probably be no. And Caleb already feels like heâs committed to this particular course of action.
Darem is giving him a look â half expectant, half anxious. Caleb sighs. âLetâs get this out of the way first. Youâre a smart guy. Nearly as smart as me.â
âYes,â Darem agrees, without a trace of humour.
âSmart enough to know what not to ask about.â
ââŠYes.â
Whatever strange, almost aggressive mood Caleb has been in, it breaks at something hurt in Daremâs eyes. He reaches across the abyss for his hand, linking their fingers. âIâm never gonna be an open book, Darem. I wish I could lounge in bed and tell you about one good lay after another while we fool around. But I do want you to knowâ I want you to get to know me better.â
That gets him a small, genuine smile. âYeah?â
âYeah. So. You get three.â
âThreeâŠ?â
âThree stories.â Caleb drums jittery fingers on the bar. He doesnât try to explain that heâs not even sure the point of these stories is sex. Darem will figure it out.
It takes him a good few minutes longer than heâs proud of, not to mention an entire drink, before heâs even close to ready.
âI told you about the shelter I grew up in. On and off.â
He pauses for another swig. Not a single word of this is going to be straightforward. Beside him, he can feel Darem realising the same thing. But he just nods, and lets Caleb carry on.
Not me reading @xo-reymiâs reymir smut in a pew because church was late starting because we were waiting for the pianist to get there. I would never.
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At this point, Caleb and Darem might be the only ones who don't know they're together.
Their friends think it's time they talked about it.
Tags: Established situationship, Intervention (attempted), Getting Together (in their own way), Angst with a Happy Ending, Attempt at Humour, Implied Sexual Content, pre-relationship SAM/Ocam Sadal, background Jay-Den Kraag/Darem Reymi, background Tarima Sadal/Caleb Mir, other background relationships, (the polyacademy possessed me for this one)
Also ft.: Ocam Sadal, SAM, Genesis Lythe, minor characters
Part 6 in the 'They Were Roommates' series but can be read as a stand-alone.
Snippet:
âAnywhere but the storage closet.â
Theyâre in the hallway at 0300 hours, negotiating over where theyâre going for a makeout session â possibly more, if Darem is lucky. But itâs not happening if he kills Caleb first. âYouâll sleep on the floor, but you wonât fuck in a storage closet?â
Caleb is really trying to scowl at Darem. Itâs almost cute how hard he still has to try to hate him. âIâve done a bajillion hours of menial labour in this place. Iâve seen enough of the insides of those shitty little closets for multiple lifetimes. There isnât room to breathe. We can do better.â
âCan we?â Darem gestures wildly around the Athena halls, empty except for the occasional passing DOT. âTell me your brilliant better idea, Mir. On a table in the mess hall? In the middle of the quad, with hundreds of War College cadets looking down from all their windows, maybe? Oh, I know!â Darem fixes a shit-eating grin on his face. âNahla Akeâs office! We'll just hope tonight is not the night she gets insomnia and decides to plan next semesterâs curriculum, and walks right in on herââ
âShut. Up,â Caleb growls, but thereâs a smile threatening to break out on his face. He locks his fingers around Daremâs collar, tugging him closer. âIf you want to do this here in the hallway to prove a point, no oneâs stopping you. Least of all me.â
Darem is doing his best squaring-up-to-fight posture, and barely resisting a grin himself. âOh yeah? Think you can take me, right here?â
Caleb rolls his eyes and pulls Darem into the nearest classroom.Â
When they finally pause for breath, Darem looks around. Thereâs an alcove just off the classroom, for tech stuff. Bigger than the storage closets. He nods at it. âEnough space for you, your highness?â
Thereâs something guarded in Calebâs eyes as he considers it. Darem does his best not to take it personally. His not-boyfriend doesnât live in the same state of constant hypervigilance as he used to, his first months at the Academy, but heâs still a ridiculously private person. Darem is trying really hard not to push him to tell everyone â or anyone â about their little making-out hobby anymore. Heâs begun to wonder if Caleb just wants something thatâs his, and whether heâs ever had that before.Â
âGood enough,â Caleb declares.
Darem shoves him inside â not that he gets much resistance. Caleb doesnât seem interested in taking the lead today, which is fine by Darem, who pushes him up against the wall. The half-growl, half-chuckle he gets back is enough to drive him wild and turn his fighting instincts back on, all at once.Â
Caleb smirks. âIs that the best you can do, Reymi?âÂ
Predictable. Darem pins him against the wall, hands braced either side of his head. âWeâre about to fuck, Caleb. You could at least try to remember I have a first name.â
âPresume, much?â Caleb is breathing harder. As ever, Darem is keeping half an eye on whether thatâs a problem. Caleb can be weird about sex, sometimes. The hungry look in his eyes suggests itâs far from a problem today. Not to mention other parts of him, getting hard against Daremâs leg. His breath is hot on Daremâs face and his hand is clammy on his hip, sliding under the hem of his pants.Â
Darem flashes him a triumphant smile. âYouâre such an idiot.âÂ
âYeahââ Caleb agrees, breathless enough that he canât get a whole sentence out in one goâ âbut Iâm the idiot youâre fucking, so whoâs worse?â
Darem kisses him hard enough to shut him up for a week.
An hour or so later, theyâre curled up against the wall of the alcove, and Darem is trying not to smile too hard about it. Caleb doesnât get cuddly very often. It doesnât help that the beds in their room are too small for the two of them to do anything there for more than a few minutes before someone rolls off or gets a cramp. Darem is not often jealous of Tarima, but it must be nice to be small enough to cuddle all night with her boyfriend.
He starts to move away.
Caleb pulls him back. âGoing somewhere, asshole?â he murmurs in his ear.
Darem sinks back into Calebâs arms. âGuess not.â
âGood.â
And that, of course, is the moment Genesis walks in.
Summary: Neither Caleb nor Darem knows how to let someone else in, but they're going to have to figure it out. Even if they break a few things along the way. Each other, for example.
Tags: Established situationship, hurt/comfort, mental health issues, PTSD, hiding medical issues (mild ones), Daremâs parentsâ A+ parenting, whatever we tag for everything Caleb Mirâs got going on, (brief hints of) self-injury, self-indulgent angst
On AO3 here: https://archiveofourown.org/works/82057691/chapters/215928696
Fandom: Starfleet Academy (TV 2026)
Words: 6,527
Characters: Caleb Mir/Darem Reymi, also ft. Ocam Sadal, Jay-Den Kraag, Genesis Lythe, SAM | Series Acclimation Mil
Tags: Accidental cockblocking, kissing, implied sexual content, past child neglect, panic attacks, anger, hints/mentions of background ships
Summary:
They don't talk about it.
Darem Reymi has always liked his space. That's why it's a problem that no one knows about him and Caleb. The others just keep getting in the way.
Set before and after season 1, episode 7 (Ko'Zeine)
Snippet:
Darem has been trying so hard not to think about All-Worlds Day. Itâs not celebrated on Khionia, of course, but his parents will be expecting him home. They know the dates of his semesters and breaks.Â
(Do they?)
Finally, the torrent breaks free. âWell, at least you have somewhere to go, Caleb. If you ever bothered to think about anyone whoâs not you, maybe youâd realise there isnât a single cadet in your little gang of seven who isnât gonna be lonely or abandoned or dealing with shitty excuses for parents this All-Worlds Day. But God forbid anyone forget about your problems.â
Calebâs eyes go wide at the ceiling.
And Darem has to get one more jab in. Because thatâs who he is. âCaleb Mir just has to own all the trauma in the room, doesnât he?â
Silence.
(All that empty space. It felt like all he ever had.)
Caleb sits up slowly. The look on his face is something else. For a moment, Darem wonders if he's finally going to do the one thing he's been begging him to do for months, and hit him.
But Caleb just sinks back down onto his bed a moment later. âI was trying to tell you something, Reymi. I guess that was a mistake.â
Itâs a good thing Darem doesn't have a heart, or he'd be feeling like the shitty person he is. âSorry,â he mutters. âIâm listening.â
âReally sounds like youâve got something you need to get off your chest first.â Calebâs glance is full of something like contempt. âGo ahead, Darem. I know youâve been dying to have a go at me for weeks now. Let it out, like the asshole you are.â
âIf you insist.â Darem stares up at the row of blank panels above him, the way Caleb is so fond of doing. âWhy do you act like youâre ashamed that you fancy the pants off me, Mir?â
âI donâtââ
Darem shuts him up with a look.
âFine,â Caleb mutters. âI â whatever you said, in that weird Khionian way you say things. I fancy the pants off you.â
Darem would have given so much to hear that, a few weeks ago. Now it just feels empty. âThere. Was that so hard?â
Caleb turns his head away. âYouâre the one whoâs always going on about all the guys and girls youâve lied your way into bed with. I donât care if thatâs all bullshit or not â itâs pretty obvious thatâs what you want.âÂ
He's not wrong, is he? The idea of anything serious, when Darem is going to be marrying Kaira in a few yearsâ time, is ludicrous. What could he ever give a real partner?Â
âSure. Thatâs what I want.â
âSo whatâs the problem? Are you just too fucking insecure to enjoy some hate sex without freaking out?â
Thatâs cruel, even for the two of them. Darem's eyes meet Caleb's across the wide abyss of room between them. Not a single training mat in the way now. âYouâre a bastard, Mir,â he says, and means it.
Caleb just looks at him. âWhat?"
"Hate sex. Like we've had any chance to do that.â Darem gets up. He crosses the endless expanse of floor. Worlds between them.
Caleb doesnât say anything. His arms are folded behind his head, watching Darem with a smirk, as if this is tonightâs entertainment. It hurts.
âYou go on about how Iâm full of shit. Youâre just full of yourself, Mir.â
Still stubbornly gazing up at anything but Darem, Caleb nods slowly. âThere it is. I was wondering how long it would take you to show your true colours.â
âWhat does that mean?âÂ
A shrug. âYou think Iâm selfish? Come on. Youâre mad I wonât tell anyone weâve been messing around, but youâre the one who won't talk to me about it.â Finally, Caleb turns to look at him, and he kind of wishes he hadnât. âWhat am I to you, Darem? Stress relief? A notch on a fictional bedpost that never existed, and now youâre actually in Starfleet, youâre just dying to live up to the bullshit reputation youâve created for yourself? You canât seriously tell me you want a relationship. Not with me.â
Darem stops a few short steps from Calebâs bed. âJust⊠shut the fuck up, okay?âÂ
âOoh. Clever.â
âI said shut up!â Darem roars.Â
Caleb just meets him stare for stare. âYou wanna hate me so much, Darem? Iâm not objecting.â