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sigh of consternation escaped Isane as she observed Rukiaās imprudence in doing more than fidget into a comfortable position. It was a source of additional stress for her whenever patients refused to behave when they were clearly in no fit state to be up and about. The disorientation on coming to was understandable as no one expected to wake up in a bed with the smells and sounds of a hospital ward, more so in those who had undergone surgery. If it was a mere testing of flexibility with some small movements of fingers, arms and toes, she could pretend she had not observed them ā invalids rarely wanted to be treated like they were on the cusp of death after all. But when patients who regained consciousness ignored the limits of their physical body in spite of their battered conditions, sought to create a ruckus or escape from the confines of their bed, that was more troublesome. It invariably entailed more work for her and her nerves were already on the point of fraying.Ā
While her captain had mentioned in passing to the officers and staff nurses that they could employ reasonable force to restrain unruly patients, Isane was loath to do so to the more badly thrashed individuals whom she knew were of a reasonable disposition. Members of the Eleventh had to be strapped down lest they storm about the wards looking for comrades and commanding officers at the top of their lungs, injuries and blood trails oozing from their bodies be damned. She had pre-empted any such attempt by giving the order to the nurses to do exactly that before tending to the more seriously wounded. At the pace she was working to cope with the high casualty rate, she might as well park herself in one of the operating theatres. However, she needed to follow-up on the patients she had personally treated and it was only right she do so when her captain had given free rein to utilise any technique she deemed necessary to keep the patients alive.
Another sigh escaped her as Rukia suffered from the symptoms of pushing herself too far too soon by sitting up so abruptly. Patients very rarely heeded advice to acclimatise their minds to their injured bodies, and Isane was inured to it. Nevertheless it still vexed her to see a severely wounded patient moving by instinct as they were habitually wont to do. Shinigami were trained to get up and go as long as they could move, but mind over matter was not something that worked when a body had been knocked about to an inch of its life, she reflected wryly. As this was something she doubted Rukia wanted to hear, she held her tongue. She was relieved, however, that Rukia showed no inclination to get out of bed. Good. That saved her the trouble of deciding if she should sit on the smaller femaleās legs, knock something into her nose, press a knee to her abdomen or strap her down. Deploying one of these methods on the male officers was something she had no compunctions doing, as they sometimes only responded to serious discipline; doing so to female acquaintances and close friends who had mostly exhibited good sense was not something she enjoyed.
She had been in the midst of pouring out some water and getting her sputtering patient to lie back on the pillows when she felt her sleeve being seized. āShh⦠Heās alive. The Captain tended to him personally,ā she soothed truthfully, deliberately omitting that her own prognosis for the elder Kuchiki siblingās condition was ātouch and goā. And that was from his reiatsu alone.
Though she had not examined the man, a cursory appraisal of his unconscious form as her captain ordered the large operating theatre to be readied had led Isane to diagnose severe haemothorax, haemopericardium and a sharp drop in blood pressure. A glance was all it took for her to see that he had severe trauma to the abdomen and she posited at least three organs had been shredded. The wounds had been more than simple lacerations or perforations. Before Isane had entered her own operating theatre, she had heard her captain order a multitude of artificially regenerated organs and the correct type of artificial blood that the Fourth held in storage from the Twelfth when the latter made them on behalf of their Division. The order for anticonvulsants was more worrying, mused Isane, but she chose to say nothing on that matter in front of Rukia. Even though she had overheard the surgical nurses whisper that the Captain of the Sixth had been physically put back together, he was still unconscious from excessive blood loss and was probably hanging on to life through willpower. While these revelations had not altered her ātouch and goā prognosis, she affected deafness and proceeded with her rounds among her own patients. Focusing on them was more important in the present. She could compare notes with her captain at the end of the day.
With that in mind, she returned her attention to Rukia with a tight smile and held out the cup of water to her. āTry not to over-excite yourself. Youāve just had reconstructive surgery and reishi stitched into certain wounds. Letās not undo all that and the Kaido,ā she recommended gently, excising the details of the anaesthetics and drugs she had used in the operating theatre. āYou should still be dizzy, confused, drowsy and sore. You wonāt stop feeling foggy for a few days yet.ā
Rukia could feel her body sinking into the bed frame, her eyes shutting to absorb the information. If she could breath more properly she would sigh in relief, but what comes out instead is a something of a long breath with a sputtering cough. Her trust in the fourth division, and thusly Isaneās words, and Unohanaās work never was something she gave enough time to question. There was nothing she could do that the fourth couldnāt manage better, that much she could truly know. With her single worry quelled, her mind stops racing and the outreached hand of hers falls loosely to the side of the bed. She hadnāt required the details, just an answer to know what side of the coin toss she needed to use. And with it her mind could begin to stop running on adrenaline from who knows where she pulled it from. And now without that worry bouncing that energy about her body, it all but runs dry, and the deficit for that burst earning a small groan from her as her torso aches of all its been through while she was unconscious.Ā
She remains still, though more due to her bodyās complaints than the otherās words. Her one good eye peeks around at her surroundings for the first time, her focus being lost on little details about; the plain teal and empty seat beside her, the drooping plant in the corner, all of them feel just a bit off, fuzzy and skewed, like on their own diagonalĀ rather than level on the ground. Only then does Rukia put together that itās not the objects that are off, but her own sight. Without thinking, she touches about her eyes to check, instantly regretting the tap as she squints with a flinch at the disturbanceĀ of the nerves beneath the wraps there.Ā
Quickly, she begins to notice the true state of herself. She stares at the hand that she had just brought up to her face, flexing the palm open and close to stretch it as if it was unnatural, despite how she had just moved it so normal before, but it feels differentĀ to observe it rather than to just do it. Then to her torso which feels tight, constricted, and aching like a string of an old violin, on its last legs. Itās draining just trying to come to terms to it all and her head feels like it is ringing, and she canāt help but grasp the feel of the soft fabric of the blanket atop her in idle comfort. Rukia is pulled back to reality by a swift image of a darting nurse rushing by the hall in her peripheral. Her eye falls on Isane then, who she only now notices that she seems rather incomplete in her own ways, leaving Rukia wondering that if she would snap if she were to just tap on her shoulder.Ā Surely the past hours have been rough not just on the soldiers amongst them but the medics as well.
Soon enough a glass is right in front of her. Itās subtle but she nods in response just slightly, though she would be lying if she fully processed every word, before taking the glass in her hand. There is only a moment of hesitation, mostly still due to her off putting vision, before she manages to take a sip. Itās the reflection of herself in the glass, warped by the curves and ripples in the water that drives her mind to match the very sorry state she sees.Ā How foolish she was to leave herself vulnerable to attacks from behind and fall so easily without so much as getting a swing of her sword...
The water seems to give her throat more ability to talk and she is unable to resist using it, although her voice remains small. āAre we... built to deal with this?ā More a thought out loudĀ than anything she really wants an answer to.Ā She doesnāt begin to clarify her meaning, only ducking her head, staring beyond past her hands that hold the vessel of liquid, whether it's in regard to theĀ ability to deal with the amount injured or the fact that there is a real and mighty ever looming threat upon their very system.