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** REQUESTED THE ONE KID NO ONE TALKED TOOÂ - BTS TAEHYUNG(V) IMAGINE
(I hope you guys like this, itâs been a while since I wrote an imagine so I do hope this is okay. If you have any request please send me one! Stay healthy everyone.)Â
Y/N POV
There was something about him that drawn me too him. Was it the way his dark hair slightly covered his eyes? Or maybe it was that dark stare he gave with his eyes? I donât know what is was, but whatever it was it was making me want to talk to him. And one day, Iâll put on my big girl pants and go straight up to him and say hi.Â
âY/N?...Y/N?.. Câmon stop staring at him. Heâll notice eventually.â My best friend Lisa stated as she grabbed her books from her locker.Â
âIâm sorry.. I just canât help it..â I whispered âThere is just something about him that makes me want to get to know him.âÂ
âThere is a reason why no one here âgets to know himâ or even talks to him Y/N,â Lisa started to say as you two walk to class, âTaehyung, heâs bad. Everyone is scared too even talk too him, and as your best friend Iâd advice you to do the same.âÂ
I couldnât help but too giggle, âHow does anyone here even know heâs bad? No one has even talk too him since he transferred here a few months ago.âÂ
âItâs just that vibe he gives off,â Lisa shrugged as you guys took your seat in class âPlus have you seen those other six guys that he hangs with after school? I mean they all look the same.. like they are in some kind of gang.âÂ
âLisa.. hasnât anyone ever told you not to judge a book by itâs cover?â I stated just as Taehyung walked in through the doors as your eyes followed him to his seat in the back of the class. âFor all we know he could be a cute, love-able, and adorable boy.âÂ
A few days went past, and every day was the same. I saw Taehyung at school, my mind and heart telling me to talk to him, but then there was Lisa telling me not too. And then that was it. The last bell rang and I missed my chance once again.Â
That is until Lisa didnât show up too school on Monday. As much as I loved my best friend, I was happy she wasnât here.Â
âToday is the dayâ I murmured to myself as I got my books for English. âToday I will talk to himâÂ
As I closed my locker, I saw Taehyung at his just a few down. I took a deep breathe, counted down from three and made my way over too him. âThere is no turning back nowâ You stated in your mind as you were a few steps from him.Â
âHey, Taehyung right?â I smiled âYou have English next with Mrs. Vue? Do you want to walk over there with me?âÂ
âOh god Y/N.. that sounded so weird, you sounded like a stalkerâÂ
Taehyung looked around, wondering maybe if you were mistaking him for some one else.Â
âI mean.. you are in the same class as me, thatâs how I knew you were in that class.â I quickly mentioned before he could answer.Â
Right at that moment was the first time I ever saw him smile, that smile that melted my heart within one second.Â
He giggled âSure, Iâd like thatâ He closed is locker, and he extended his arm, âIâm Taehyung, but my friends call me Tae or V for short.âÂ
i smiled as I shook his hand, âIâm Y/NâÂ
Taehyung POV:Â
I always felt her staring at me, but it was different then everyone else here staring at me. She wasnât scared, she was curious about me, like she wanted to get to know me. I always asked my friends during the weekends if I should go up and talk to her, and of course they said yes. But I couldnât, especially when her friend was around.Â
I remembered that Monday, that day changed my life for the better. I saw her out of the corner of my eyes coming towards me, and of course my first thought was she was just going to walk right pass me like everyone else did. Thatâs why I was shocked when I heard her voice say my name. it took me a while to answer because I thought I was dreaming, but when I shook her hand and heard her name, I knew that it wasnât just a dream, it was real.Â
We both made our way to our class, and honestly I was shocked that she sat right next to me as well.Â
âI heard that Mrs. Vue is assigning us a project today and our partner will be the person we are sitting next too.â She smiledÂ
âAhh.. so, youâll be my partner?â I askedÂ
She smirked âThatâs the plan.âÂ
Class began and Y/N was right, Mrs. Vue assigned us a project that was due within a couple weeks. The bases of it was to get to know your partner and write a small book about them. âYour partner will be the person you are sitting next too.â Mrs. Vue stated, âYouâll try to get to know your partner within a couple weeks. Such as what they like to do, their hobbies or actives. By the end of the project I want to get to know each of my students a bit more. Like you get to know a character a more when you read a book.â
As soon as Mrs. Vue said that your partner will be the person you are sitting next too, everyone turned their head at Y/N and I. I knew what they were thinking, âwhy did she choice to sit next to the scary kid?âÂ
I looked over at her and she smiled at me, she didnât mine that they were thinking that. She was fine with it, and that made my heart beat fast for some reason.Â
Y/N POVÂ
As soon as the bell rang Taehyung looked at me, âSo.. should we start on the project today?â He asked âI have a camera at my place we can use.âÂ
I smile âSure, I can meet you at your locker after the final bell?âÂ
âSounds great, â He smiled âJust to let you know, I live with my friends.. but they are really cool guys.âÂ
âWell I canât wait to meet them.â I smiled, as we stopped at my locker the next bell. âWell, Iâll see you soon TaeTae.âÂ
âTaeTae?â He asked âI like itâ He smiled with those beautiful dark eyes of his.
The school day went by pretty fast and before I knew it I was walking with Tae to his place. Â
âWeâre hereâ He stated, as he walked up and open the door. When I walked in there was a lot of going on. Two guys were dancing in the living room, another was sitting in the kitchen area reading or studying, one was trying to play a video game, another was cooking something in the kitchen, and as soon as Tae closed the door one came out of a room looking half a sleep.Â
At first they didnât notice Tae walking in, until the half a sleep guy looked over âOh, Hey Taehyung.. â he started to say âWait, is that a girl next to him or am I still sleeping?âÂ
As soon as he said that everyone looked up at him, âTae! Who is this?!â The guy playing the video games asked.Â
âOh, this my friend from school. Her name is Y/NâÂ
I smiled, âHi, nice to meet you guys.âÂ
They all came up and Tae told me all their names, the smart looking guy was Namjoon, the sleepy guys was Yoongi, the two dancing were Hoseok and Jimin, The one cooking was Jin, and the one that was playing the video games was Jungkook.Â
âAnyways, we have a project to do, so please donât bother us.â Tae stated âWeâll be in my room.âÂ
âSo, your friends seem cool.â I said, âHow long have you guys known each other?âÂ
âHmm, about four years now.â Tae said as he grabbed his camera, âSo, where should we start?âÂ
I put down my backpack and grabbed my notebook. âMaybe with the basics, like favorite color, food, hobbies.â
By the end of the afternoon, I found out a lot about Tae. He loves to sing, he enjoys photography, he collects ties, he loves amusement parks and he also told me that he moved here with his friends because his family wanted him to have a good education, but they couldnât afford for all them to move since they are farmers.
Iâm not sure why, but when I learned more and more stuff about him my heart kept beating so fast. Especially when he smiled as he talked about his family.Â
âSo, tomorrow weâll take some pictures at the amusement park?â Tae askedÂ
âI canât wait,â I smiled âI havenât been there in so longâÂ
Taehyungâs POVÂ
âItâs not a date you guys, its for a projectâ The guys were joking around as I grabbed my things to catch the bus.Â
âSure... âprojectââ Jimin smiled âHave fun on your projectâÂ
âAhh Tae is growing upâ Jin smiled âBe safe and call me if you wonât be home for dinner.âÂ
I ignored both of their comments as I made my way to the bus stop. Iâm not sure why I was so nervous like it was a date. Which it wasnât, we just decided since we both liked amusement parks, we were going to spend the day today at one to get a majority of our pictures done.Â
However, on the whole ride there, my heart was beating.Â
She was there before me, I saw her but she couldnât see me. She was at the entrance by a tree helping a little girl get her stuck balloon. I quickly took my camera out as she kneeled down to give it to the little girl and snapped a picture. Iâm not sure if that was the moment that I knew I liked liked her, or if it was from the first time I saw her on my first day of school. But all I knew now was that the reason why my heat was beating every time she smiled at me was because I liked her. She was kind, beautiful and smart. And I wanted to portray that in my project.Â
I looked at the picture I snapped, it was perfect, she was perfect. I then put my camera way and took a deep breathe then made my way up to her.Â
âTaeTae!â She smiled âI got our tickets, so we are ready to go inâÂ
I nodded âgreat, where should we start?âÂ
âRollercoasters?â She smiled âI loooovee rollercoaster, I havenât been on one in a whileâÂ
âLets go!â I smiledÂ
The rest of the day was filled with laughters, lots of pictures, and just spending time with her was overall great. We learned so much about each other, and I was really happy I got to spend the day with her.Â
A few weeks passed by and our project is due in two days. In a way Iâm kinda of sad that itâs due, because I was afraid that would be less time that I got to spend with Y/N. I wanted to spend more time with her, I wanted to be with her more as a friend.Â
âSo you like her?â Jimin asked, âSo, ask her out..âÂ
âI wish it was that easy, â I repliedÂ
âWell why canât it be?â Jimin asked âJust ask her on a date.â Â
âI donât know.. what if she doesnât feel the same way? Then I will lose my only friend at school.âÂ
Jimin looked at me, âItâs better to take the chance then regretting it later. And who knows she might feel the same way.â
âActually,â I started to say, âI have a plan on how I can tell her tomorrow, I just need your guysâ help.
Y/N POVÂ
âYou like him?â Lisa asked, âHow did that happen?âÂ
âI donât know... â I shrugged, âI think I always did,, but being his friend made me realize it.âÂ
âWell, go for it then,â Lisa stated, âTell him.âÂ
âReally?â I was shocked that Lisa wanted me to tell him, âI thought you didnât want me to talk to him in the first place.âÂ
âTrue, but seeing him with you and seeing you with him definitely makes you both happy.â Lisa stated, âHe smiles a lot when heâs with you, and he seems like a good guy.âÂ
I nodded, âIâll tell him today after school... we are finishing up our project, so Iâll tell him then.âÂ
Lisa smiled, âIâm cheering for you.âÂ
The day went by really fast and as soon as I knew it Tae was at my locker waiting for me, âReady?â He asked.
I nodded, âYup, lets goâ My heart was beating, I donât know if I should tell him, I donât want to lose him as a friend.Â
We were walking but then he turned a other corner passed his place.Â
âWhere are we going?â I askedÂ
âOh..â Tae stated, âThere is this really pretty park over here with a ton of cherry blossom trees, and I figured we should take a few photos there.âÂ
As we made our way into the park I saw a small picnic set up there. âWow, this is so pretty, I wonder who is having a picnic here.âÂ
âUs.â Tae smiledÂ
âUs?â I asked shockedÂ
âMhmmm.â Tae smiled as he grabbed my hand and pulled me over to the picnic set up.Â
Taehyung POVÂ
As I grabbed her hand I knew it was now or never, so I took a deep breathe. âY/N, I like you. More as a friend, and well if you want too I figured this could be our first official date.âÂ
She smiled âTaeTae, I like you too... Iâd love for this to be our first date. Itâs perfect.â
âGreat, well I canât take all the credit Jin cooked the food, and the rest of the guys helped set this up. But it was my idea.â I smiled.Â
The rest of the afternoon was perfect, I canât believe she told be she liked me too. it made me wonder maybe she was my soulmate, because if I didnât transfer to her school, if she didnât talk to me, and if we didnât partner up for this project we would never get to know each other. And she was the only girl that made my heart beat this fast, no other crushes or girlfriends did that for me, which I think means I love her. But I wonât tell her that now, Iâll tell her that later. Right now Iâm just glad she likes me back too.Â
On this day
On this day.
On this day, she discovered what pain truly felt like. Heart aching soul crushing pain. An unpleasant feeling of burning but never being burned, of drowning but never being soaked. It felt so physically real, so deep, so intense she didn't understand how one could muster the energy to feel anything else.
Her body heated with what she thought was rage but, looking back at it now, she knew deep down it was something much more simple.
âI need you,â he said with such passion, such purity and such need. It melted in her ears like a sweet candy. Slowly dripping lower and lower, it felt like caramel left outside on a hot summerâs day and then it hit. Something stronger. Boom. Just like a firework popping. A spark slowly grew inside of her, with such intensity she let out a low groan. Fortunately for her he didnât hear.
The more he looked at her the more the feeling grew and, the more she had to look away. She never could look into peopleâs eyes. She feared that if she did, they would be able to see everything and know everything. Everything that she couldnât face. The eyes are the window of the soul, she thought to herself. A soul that she feared so much she made it her life mission to build a castle around it.
âPleaseâ he whimpered âlook at me,â ordering her as if she was one of his little students. She laughed. And then she cried. Somehow. Tears started falling, not knowing why. They werenât tears of joy or anger. She wasn't particularly sad or happy about his confession.
Yet, she would be a liar if she said he had no effect on her. She lusted for him. Simple as that. His body. His scent. His gaze. And those lips. She hated how much she wanted him and needed him in ways she could never understand. Her body had a mind of its own, reacting in ways it scared her.
âYou donât need me, you never will.â Surprised at herself she continued âyou want me. You want my body. You want to be able to say, yes I have had her, I made love to her. But you do not need me.â Aching at the thought of him not needing her. She would always look for him in a room. She felt his presence pressing on her like the full force of a spacecraft going up to space. âYou do not look at me the way I wish you would,'' she admitted. Finally, she lifted her head up and looked at him, at his beautiful emerald soul. She murmured, âthe way I look at you.â Her eyes started to blur again. She couldnât keep it. Tears dripping.
He didnât say anything, maybe he couldnât. He didnât know what to say. She really was the one. He was certain of that. This was a fact, since the day he laid eyes on her. As cliche as it sounds, he really did fall in love at first sight. He spent that year trying to figure out why her? Why she made him feel this way?
She was beautiful, breathtakingly beautiful. Inside and out. But so was Jenny or Kim and all his exes before that. She was ambitious and kind. She would listen not ever wanting to be heard. Would move mountains for anyone in need. Her laugh could melt hell itself. And the way she walked, with such gracefulness and poise she made think if she wasnât royalty of some sort.
Youâd think she was perfect, brain, beauty and personality.
Yet, if you look long enough, you would see someone thatâs afraid, lonely and and somehow in all her ambition has truly and utterly given up.
He sighed, âI âŚâ with disbelief at what was going to come out of his mouth, âIâll leave you alone from now on,â you donât mean that, do you? âYouâll never see me again, Iâll disappear.â How could you after all of this, all these years craving for her. Wanting her laughed. Yearning for her touch. You need her. âJust know, you are no will always be the one.â Running his hands through his hair, he gulped â I donât know what else to say or prove my undying love for you, I am completely honestly in love with you. But I will never be the one to bring you any kind of pain. If you truly do not want me. I will respect your wishes and leave.â He concluded.
She knew she would regret those words, âPlease go. I..â whipping the stream of tears off of her face,
âI donât love you.â
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