#reply;hannah

[text to: Key🔑]  Remind me again why I’ve decided to be nice and stay with him? 🤔

Not wanting to make eye contact with him as she looked away, a couple of tears streaming down her cheeks. They should’ve been more careful, she should’ve been more careful. She should’ve accepted her fate that her parents gave to her and lived happily ever after with her boyfriend, but she couldn’t do that could she? “U-uhm..I don’t know really.” Knowing that it had to be his because hell she couldn’t even remember the last time she kissed her actual boyfriend. What a world to raise a child in, the father not being her boyfriend but the guy she was having a long term affair with. Just thinking that broke her heart even though she loved Key endlessly, why did that? Was it because it was shameful and taboo perhaps? “I never thought of it as “when”, never thought of a date or anything like that. I just constantly was thinking, “how” because..god  I don’t know.” Putting her face in her hands as her brown locks fell down to cover it, this was all so new and confusing to her. “I haven’t told him yet Key, and not my family either. I don’t know what to do.”

Was it how he worded it? Or maybe it was the tone of his voice. Whatever it was she snapped her head around, brows furrowed at his sudden comment. “And what makes you say that Kim Kibum?” Voice stern for such a small girl, arms folded tightly across her chest. “I will let you know I will go where ever I damn well please thank you very much.” 

Her twin insisted on inviting her out to dinner with her boyfriend and of course not wanting to be the third wheel who did she bring along? Jaewoo, she didn’t really have a choice since she didn’t have a lot of male friends. But he really wasn’t that bad to bring along as a date..right? A korean barbecue was where the four of them decided to go,  the conversation filled with laughter and smiles. But soon her sister excused herself to the bathroom and her boyfriend received a call which he had to take. And with that it left the two of them alone, which is when she heard him. Fair skin turning a soft pink colour as she shyly looked down into her lap, a smile spreading across her face. “Well I mean we’re alone right so..” Shrugging her shoulders her innocence was kicking in once more, she didn’t know exactly what he meant by that but she knew it was dirty. “O-or uhm..maybe we can come up with something? It’s not like this is actually important anyways.” Such a rebel that Hannah, willing to ditch a date with her sister for a boy. She couldn’t help herself though, she wanted to know what those “things” he wanted to do were. 

Wiping warm tears as they continued to stream down her face she stared at him, a mix of shock and confusion spread across her face. “Or maybe you just don’t want to accept the truth, is that it?” Sniffling as she leaned her head back, a headache starting to settle in. God, she did truly love him but why did he have to be so frustrating at times like this. “I’m sorry Kibum that we can’t ride off together on a white horse into the sunset. I mean, geez! What do you want me to say?”