#relaxed

you winning.

Incense burning in the next room wafting over. Fan on low keeping the air circulating while also providing soft white noise. It's about to storm. I'm not actively in any flare-ups, knock on wood....

A peaceful, slow day....

It started with donuts and Rugrats, then upstairs to play in one of their rooms together whilst I showered and husband watched the youngest as he wound down for bed. Once refreshed we all came back downstairs. Little morning snack. Abney & Teal. Then writing practice has been going for a good while now, though just ended a moment ago.

I sat down in the evening by practicing katakana once again. Had a nap, wrote a little bit of my assignment. Every day has been filled with work, and I like it. I like working. But even after all the work I do, in the back of my head, there's always that worry, of not doing enough. All my seniors have done so much, they feel so far away. But it's okay. I'll do it, one step at a time. I wound down by watching Haru's videos. He's my comfort YouTuber now. I really enjoy his cooking videos and learning about the different food there. Man, I really feel serious about going to Japan now.

I'll get there someday. I definitely will.