the connection feels like a lifeline cloaked in shadows. the feel of her reverberates in his skull as the rest of the galaxy goes silent. he thinks he can feel the thrum of her heart against her sternum โ bird-boned from an endless life of wanting and waiting and starving โ like he can feel his own kickdrum pulse quicken.
he is careful to keep his expression impassive. you could never make me feel just any one thing, he wants to say, wants to tell her that the whisper of her presence is enough to make him feel every emotion he has ever known and some he dares not name, but he does nothing more than run his gloved thumb along his fingertips to keep from reach out to trace the little tendril of hair that has worked itself loose and frames the shell of her ear.
โdonโt be ridiculous,โ he says, careful to look at the middle distance between them rather than directly at her. itโs easier. safer. โiโm annoyed, not nervous.โ
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the dull roar of the bond activating was a sound - or lack of sound - that rey had found herself getting used to. if she really tried she could still hear the creatures in the trees around where she sat cross-legged, but instead of the green planet she had made her temporary home all she could focus on was the stillness of the soft dark waves in his hair even as her own almost-curls twitched in the breeze.ย
she rolled her eyes pointedly, telling herself she was just as exasperated by the interruption to her day as he was and that the soft thud that sped in her chest was just because it had startled her. she absolutely had not been waiting and thinking of the next time that she and ben would be connected by the strange connection that only they shared.ย
โ so figure out a way to stop this happening then. if iโm so annoying, surely someone who thinks they know as much as you has the ability to stop this connection from interrupting my day. โ donโt stop it, she had wanted to say, but no, they each had roles to play. hazel eyes narrowed and she folded her arms over her chest, puffing herself up to feign her own irritation.ย โ i feel like youโre the one making this happen. โ











