#redmylips2017 #saam #sexualviolenceawareness I have bad dreams occasionally. Whenever I get close to people, especially men. My mind will backfire and give me a bad dream about them. At my old job, we had a regular customer and he was awesome; always brightened up the place and made us laugh.. after I was fired and I got my new job, he came in to my store and I was able to get his number. Anyway, one night I had a drean where he was aggressive. .and was trying to take advantage of me.. That was over a year ago. A few nights ago I had another dream about another friend. In the dream we were taking a photo and he had his arm over me. Then, he looked at me, I looked at him, and his face became dean's face. I don't know why this happens. I know it means nothing.. it just hurts that it needs to happen at all. God has blessed me with such good friends. And that's something I've always wanted.









