Nov 12, 2025
Own the messy middle—it’s where the real story lives.
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Own the messy middle—it’s where the real story lives.
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Why Perfection Is a Wall, Not a Goal
As a Metamorphosis Coach, I’ve witnessed how the pursuit of perfection can quietly become a prison. I once believed I had to have everything figured out before helping others—but real growth began the moment I let go of the mask.
Perfection divides us. Authenticity connects us. You don’t need to be flawless; you need to be real. That’s where trust grows, and that’s where your true power emerges.
If you’re tired of pretending, know that you’re not alone. You are enough—still learning, still evolving, still becoming.
If this resonates, save it or follow me for more insights and tools for personal transformation.
If endless scrolling leaves you feeling diminished, PAUSE ⏸
This isn't a reflection of your worth, but a distortion of reality - an illusion carefully curated.
The liberating truth is that, your "enoughness" exists wholly independent of the feed.
You arrived complete ✨🌟💫
To the Ones Still Figuring It Out
Have you ever felt like you're constantly wandering, chasing answers to questions you don’t even know how to ask? Like you're standing in a crowded room, yet feeling completely alone? Maybe you’ve laughed a little too hard to hide the ache, or stayed quiet because your voice didn’t feel loud enough to matter.
If you’re nodding along right now, just know you're not alone.
Here, on this little corner of the internet, it’s okay to feel lost.
It’s okay to not have it all figured out.
It’s okay to be eternally confused.
Whatever you are, be it in full. I used to think I had to dumb myself down because I was told I was "too much, doing too much, being difficult- oh and can't forget my personal favorites: "acting white" and "thinking you better than somebody". Who knows how many poems I pushed back down into my belly for fear that they would be misunderstood when they hit the pages of conversation with other people. Then I became acquainted with the book of Job. Verses like: "Would a wise person answer with empty notions or fill their belly with the hot east wind? Job 15: 2 "Your sin prompts your mouth: you adopt the tongue of the crafty." Job 15: 5 "Your own mouth condemns you, not mine; your own lips testify against you." Job 15:6 ...would hit me in ways others didn't. Surely, I have not lost my family, wealth, and health (thank God)but I was doing something that was breaking God's heart: using my own gift against me or not at all. The more I started to write, to vent in binders, juggle ideas and images in journals, the more I stopped caring what people thought, misunderstood, twisted, or simply ignored. I was told to S P E A K and that's just my assignment. I have no beef with other classmates in this earthly classroom but it is my understanding when your name is called, you must speak up even if you're not exactly right, even if you're anxious, even if you don't have it all figured out, even if you're terrified, even if you feel alone. With speaking comes freedom, comes courage, comes correction. If there is something in your heart, in your spirit, in your mind, with your convictions and God-given discernment, speak up. Conversation is contagious. You open the ear of not only those who are interested in speaking and sometimes don't know how and where but you also open the ear of another version of yourself that's continuing a line of growth in thought. s p e a k. #speak #GodsGrace #RealNotPerfect #GodsDaughta #Gifted #Gratitude #Abundance #WaitingOnGod #TheWait #BookOfJob #Perseverance #Learning https://www.instagram.com/p/CYeM4fZAP4Q/?utm_medium=tumblr
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** [[realnotperfect]] Not born under the law Not different from a slave You made your choice So pay the cost It's time to burn the witch 'Cause you dug your own grave All of your enemies tell the truth Do you call that a fight Do you call that a fight Three words and he redeemed me Your own rules you were breaking You made your choice So pay the cost It's time to burn the witch 'Cause you dug your own grave All of your enemies tell the truth Do you call that a fight Do you call that a fight So try To tell me a lie Tell me a lie Tell me a lie We already know why (We know why) (We know why) So try To tell me a lie Tell me a lie Tell me a lie We already know why So tell me a lie Tell me a lie You made your choice So pay the cost It's time to burn the witch 'Cause you dug your own grave You dug your own grave All of your enemies tell the truth Do you call that a fight Do you call that a fight All of your enemies tell the truth They'll bring you to the light Do you know wrong from right All of your enemies tell the truth Do you call that a fight Do you call that a fight (So tell me a lie, tell me a lie) All of your enemies tell the truth They'll bring you to the light Do you know wrong from right (So tell me a lie, tell me a lie) Tell me a lie Tell me a lie Tell me a lie So tell me a lie Tell me a lie Tell me a lie Tell me a lie Tell me a lie "One Eighty" - danny AKA realnotperfect AKA danny the weird random derp eevee (all the tunes are original too.) :) ** [[realnotperfect]] Don't take me to your "wonderland" 'Cause I've seen it before I know that I'm made of skin, but just maybe, I'm still something more Your fingerpaintings on my neck At least I still see in color Just how do you manage to scare me when I've seen it all before The drugs were in the minivan Don't ask how you got shot Don't ask me why I even bothered to come rescue you Just for you to put your hands on me Couldn't believe that's what you want "If I have to be a slave or a toy, God knows I won't be yours" (Ah ah ah, ah ah, ah, ah) Hey, I've seen blood a lot of times But this is something else You said you had my back and it "wasn't wrong" I can't name what I felt 'Cause it's one thing to be yelled at It's another thing to be turned Into something dirty, something worthless, just a thing to you, just a thing to use So why don't you pull the trigger You said it's what you want Don't make it like pretending to love you Is what I'm supposed to do So why don't you pull the trigger You said it's what you want Don't say the gun was mine Or tell me one more thing that isn't true You said you wanna pull the trigger (Ah ah ah, ah ah, ah, ah) So do you know what love is So do you know what love is So take a match and light the fire That burns right in your face It's not the smoke and ashes I'll be washing off when I leave this place I said it's one thing to be yelled at It's another thing to be turned Into something dirty, something worthless Just a thing to you Just a thing to use Maybe it's cold and maybe I'm tired But I know it's something I'm gonna face 'Cause I won't stick around to be tortured By a monster In a hidden place For all the lies And for all the times I cried And sometimes I still do But I know that there are people on this planet who are not like you Who are not like you (Ah ah ah, ah ah, ah, ah) "2AM (Pull the Trigger)" - danny AKA realnotperfect AKA danny the weird random derp eevee (all the tunes are original too.) :) **