#reality creation

how to be aware of awareness

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since so many of you treat awareness like a method to “get” your desires, i need to clarify something. no matter how many times i explain this, people keep circling back to the same questions, probably because the ego wants steps, rules, and checklists.

but awareness isn’t a method. it isn’t something to achieve. it isn’t a place to enter. it’s the only constant, the you that is always here, whether or not you notice it.

⋆˚ʚɞ when you’re reading this post right now, what is noticing the words? that’s awareness. ⋆˚ʚɞ when you hear sounds around you without attaching a story to them, what is registering them? that’s awareness. ⋆˚ʚɞ when you open your eyes, your perspective of the dream is awareness. ⋆˚ʚɞ when you close your eyes and imagine a scene that feels real, that too is awareness.

and most importantly, notice the first person point of view itself. the “i” that sees through your eyes, hears through your ears, and feels the body sitting or standing right now; that is awareness.

it’s not the story you tell about yourself, not the personality, not the changing moods or thoughts. it’s the bare sense of being here, the one constant that experiences everything. even when thoughts change, emotions rise and fall, or desires shift, the “i” that is aware of it all never changes. you don’t have to create this “i” or hold on to it, it’s the natural fact of your existence. the simple knowing “i am,” before adding any label or identity, is awareness itself.

awareness is what sees, hears, imagines, and experiences everything. the ego and doubts only seem powerful because you hand them authority, but even they show up inside awareness.

you don’t “become” awareness, you already are it. the only shift is noticing. noticing that the one who is aware never changes, while everything else; thoughts, fears, stories, even your desires, arises and passes inside of it.

𝜗ৎ ego = the story about "me," the seeker, the one chasing results 𝜗ৎ Awareness = the "I" before the story, the constant that never changes

stop making it complicated. stop turning awareness into another tool on your manifestation checklist. just notice the simple fact: the same awareness that sees these words is the same awareness in which your dream life exists.

it’s always been you.

1. Apologies from people

2. Running into past people

3. Families health

4. A glow up

5. Unexpected money

6. Academic success

7. Amazing relationships

8. A new house

9. Social media success

10. Traveling

11. Exciting experiences

12. Opportunities & success

13. Shopping spree I don’t have to pay for

14. Personal transformation ( like clothes and make up and everything)

15. Fun connections (meeting celebs and seeing past people)

16. Upgrades (like electronics, house, car, bed, etc…)

17. Random cool things (like random compliment, tickets, perfect day)

18. Free things

19. Unique activities (horse riding, helicopter ride, skydiving, zip lining etc…)

20. Luxury & Glamour (free vacation, attending a glamorous event, staying at a 5 star hotel)

21. The things you’ve been wanting (that’s like on a wish list or something)

22. Special moments

23. Celebrations (like a milestone you experienced, getting into to something, winning something etc…)

24. Going to Disney world

25. Going to universal

I HOPE THESE WERE GOOD THINGS TO MANIFEST ENJOY MANIFESTING!!!!

Before I jump into the list, just wanna put a few of the major things I manifested into my life as of this post:

↳ Complete life turn around (better friends, better mental health, social life, confidence, etc.) ↳ Straight A's for a year straight (A&B's for the rest of my school career) ↳ Learning how to do my hair on my own ↳ Met my favorite boy group ↳ Big Internship opportunity while I was in school w/ a major role ↳ No credit card debt DISCLAIMER: I currently practice law of assumption, however, the first two were done with some law of attraction/shadow work techniques as well!

These were only the major things that greatly impacted my quality of life in the past few years, this doesn't include things I'm actively creating or small stuff, but there's plenty of that as well!

With that being said, here's what I wish I knew in the beginning that I'm grateful to know now ^^

𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟 𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟 𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟

You are who you surround yourself with, therefore, your thoughts are what others think as well.

↳ This isn't to say that there isn't variation, but If you're going around, constantly marking yourself as some shitty person, people are going to treat you that way. It's something I have experienced firsthand via both sides. The lesson is you need to hold yourself accountable and discipline yourself. Do NOT make yourself an easy target. Tone your thoughts and self concept and this won't burden you, it'll benefit you! Everyone will notice your character change and adhere to that.

It's not the method, it's the mindset.

↳ It's common for people to come in trying to find out what's the best way, the quickest way, etc. (basically, "get rich quick" way of doing things). But ultimately, all of these "methods" you see aren't the root of your manifestations, it's your mindset. Your mind is already in the state of creation, all you need to do is own it all. Everything else is simply a booster for you. There is no "best method" because you ARE the method.

There is never just one way to do things.

↳ Just because you can do things in one, single way, doesn't mean you have to. If you want to combine subs with robotic affirming and rampaging, DO IT! If you want to raw dog it all and ride out with scripting only, GO FOR IT! Do what works for you and build your mind muscle to fit comfy in your reality.

Your intrusive thoughts will NEVER manifest.

↳ I don't care what anyone says, intrusive thoughts WILL NOT manifest in your reality. But why? Simply put, they can't intrude a reality they aren't allowed to exist in. Intrusive thoughts are what? Intrusive. Meaning, if we choose our realities and what's in them, you didn't choose those thoughts, therefore, they literally cannot manifest. Feel your feelings, but rest assured because intrusive thinking will not "ruin" anything you're creating. 🩵

You need to have gratitude in absolutely everything you do.

↳ Affirming to yourself "I have the biggest, most beautiful mansion ever!" and you don't even like to clean your damn bathroom is crazy. And this isn't even about "you have to work for your manifestations" because we all know that's not true. This is about removing yourself from bad habits attached to your old self and realizing that a lot of people would kill to be you. Appreciate the space you have, and if you want something different, act as though you have it. Treat your spaces well and it'll return to you tenfold.

Don't entertain things that your old self fed off of.

↳ You're "in a relationship with SP", but you just liked a vent video on tiktok saying "Relationships are so difficult and no one wants me?" Interesting. If your old self found it so easy to consume content that works against who you are now, please find it in you to stand on business and start hitting "not interested" on posts you can't relate to. If you're the type of person that is loved by everyone and doesn't struggle with dating, you can scroll right past that video ranting about the dating pool. Next.

You're the shot, not the chaser.

↳ Crazy wording, but I'm dead serious. Nothing you're affirming for should feel like you're desperately trying to get it. It should be like a reminder that it's yours already (cause it is, duh!). No one goes to a bar excited to drink the chaser, they're there for the shots. Reshape your affirmations to put yourself directly in this reality. Everything in life is a lime and you're tequila!

𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟 𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟 𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟

Tried to make these sort of abridged, but I may go in-depth on some topics in the future! thanks for readingg ٩(ˊᗜˋ*)و ♡

"if I can pause you, I can turn you off" - using your commanding power to harness your anger/frustration and start kicking Wavering in the face until it runs away crying

A little storytime. Once I was in the middle of a task i needed to finish before bed, and was trying to hurry it along because I was tired. I began having deep wavering feelings and felt like my entire manifestation was falling off the rails even though the entire day i had been experiencing lots of movement. I, with my inner voice, got frustrated and for some reason the first thing that popped up in my head was imagining the Wavering as it's own character, i'm sure you can tell what that sounds like. it's all very interesting to me, the links between so many religions, always has been.

Anyhow, if it's helpful, give your wavering a name or a "character"/persona, hopefully one you're not fond of. or if that's too extra for you, just try imagining those thoughts in the voice of someone you think is a giant, annoying asshole. it immediately makes you go "wait a damn minute, shut the fuck up!!"

the other thing that popped up in my head when i imagined the Wavering as a sort of asshole character was saying "wait! hold on! let me finish this first. pause. time out. if you're gonna test me, at least test me on a level playing field when i'm not in the middle of something." yes, i am an extreme yapper, even in my own thoughts lmao. and then right after that thought was over, i realized how silly it was.

i said inwardly "if i can pause you, i can turn you off. i can get rid of you." and called my power back to myself. it feels good to laugh at yourself now and then and i think that's really important during all of this. yes, you should want to take your creations seriously and not be lazy and expect good results, but taking them seriously in my opinion also has to have its silly moments. it's just the way life is, really. forrest gump, box of chocolates, you know the deal. sometimes even when you're manifesting really serious stuff, you have to be able to laugh at yourself.

you really can turn the wavering off whenever you feel like it, if you allow yourself to feel the strength and the power of commanding. don't be afraid to command the universe, your subconscious, whatever you want to think it comes from. not in an evil way like "oh i get to control everybody" but in a way that you refuse to let anyone, or anything, including your own ingrained negative beliefs, take your power away from you, the real you, the 4D you/soul

our bodies are just mech suits we use as the creator observing and experiencing itself, experiencing a new method of creation. if you feel drawn to do it, take your wavering by the horns and tell it to shut the fuck up. if it helps, beat the shit out of it mentally. not beating yourself up, that just compounds it. not like "oh i had a negative thought, i'm so bad at this". like "i command all negative thought patterns to leave my subconscious forever. i am a creator/manifester and i am so grateful to wield such power." things like that.

The biggest, purest and most important naked truth regarding manifestation and reality creation is this:-

"Manifestation has nothing to do with the external world."

The game is entirely internal. It's all about the internal world. Everyone and everything in manifestation is just your internal world. So if everything is internal, what is instant manifestation? What is quantum jumping, taking a quantum leap? What exactly is happening 'instantly'? The answer is internal shifting. Shifting your identity internally to a point where you know what you are going to get, you know what will happen and nothing can surprise you. Manifestation is just identity work. When you get a desire manifested, you don't get shocked or surprised because you knew all along that you were going to get it. If you do get shocked or surprised, then you have not normalised your desire. And if something is not normalised, it's not going to stay in your life forever. This is the only reason why lottery ticket winners never become great business people continuously amassing millions and billions.

Instant Manifestation/Quantum Jumping/Quantum Leap = Instant Shift to the Desired State.

This is the only thing which is actually happening instantly. Your state can shift instantly, your mood can change instantly, your worries can go away in a second. Everything can shift in an instant internally. And manifestation is only internal. So you have actually perfectly manifested your desire if your mood has changed, if your mental attitude is of the person who has what you want, if your emotions are fully in control. This is instant manifestation in the truest sense. Master your internal world to master manifestation. Master your emotions, your reactions, your moods, your replies to master reality creation. If you are calm and composed in a horrible situation, you have won. If you maintain that attitude for long, the situation will flip in front of you and you will be proud of yourself for maintaining that mental attitude. This happens because the world is a perfect mirror. The world is perfectly as you are. Mirror of what? Your affirmations? Your visualizations? Your SATS? Your scripting? Your journalling? No. Mirror of your internal state of mind. You don't see the world as it is, you see it as you are. You never see anything with your eyes, you see everything with your mind. Let this sink in.

As one of my favourite youtubers says, manifestation is never instant, it's already. This is really important for you to understand. Manifestation is never instant, it's already. Because anything you can think of, anything you can imagine, already exists in a parallel reality. If you stick with that thing for a long time, that reality will collapse in front of you and you will experience it. This is how reality creation works. Science has already accepted this truth with the double-slit experiment. An electron is forever in a superposition being both a wave and a particle at the same time. It depends on the observer to collapse it into a wave or a particle. Everything that you manifest collapses in front of you so you can experience it. All you have to do is align with your desire, stay in that alignment by regularly checking your internal state of mind and you are bound to experience it. When you take action, it doesn't matter what you do. The only thing which matters is the state from which you are doing.

For example, two kids practising running for a race they have to participate in, in the next three months. Both of them practise running for four hours daily. Action is the same. One kid constantly repeats this in his mind - 'I know I never win. I know my life is just a struggle. This other kid is doing more than me, he will win the race anyways. There is no point in working so hard. Why the hell am I even working hard? What if my ankle turns on the final day? What if my health goes bad on the main day? What if after working so hard I still lose? I am such a loser. My life will forever be a struggle.' The other kid is repeating these thoughts in his mind - 'I love running so much, this is the best activity. I get so healthy everyday just by doing this. I also have a competitor here with me for practise. I hope I win the race and he comes second. His hard work should also pay off. Running is amazing, when I grow up I will go for more competitions, bigger and tougher competitions. I will also run for my country one day in the Olympics. Can I do this professionally all my life? I can give it a try. What if I lose on the final day after three months of practise? It doesn't matter, I will win another race. The joy of doing this daily is enough for me. I am definitely going to win a lot of races, I am going to break records in the coming years. I wish the same for this other guy, we could be great friends and competitors. Thank you God for such an amazing life and so many opportunities.' I feel I don't have to tell you who is going to win after three months. You have your answer. Action is exactly the same, the internal chatter is going to make all the difference.

Manifestation is purely identity shifting. Identity is shifted only internally. If you look at the interviews of successful people during their early days, you can catch it from their answers that they were already successful in their minds. They were rich, they were celebrities, they were superstars, sports stars, presidents, CEOs from the first day. They didn't wait for the manifestation to show up. They already manifested their internal state, they already had the instant manifestation. As they kept taking actions, things kept unfolding for them. This is what instant manifestation is. You become the person who has what you want right now in this moment while you are reading this. Say to yourself I am rich, I am perfectly healthy, I am safe, I am prosperous. Live with these truths 24/7 in your head. React from them, think from them, take actions while keeping them in your mind. Be relaxed, be calm, be slow and work the hardest. Every action that you take will turn into the right action, the perfect action because you have already instantly manifested everything that you ever wanted.

I am love. I am abundance. I am luxury. I am perfect health. I am young. I am God.

Yours faithfully,

For me, I kind of wasted a lot of time and energy questioning the nature of reality once I found out about manifestation/law of assumption and started ACTUALLY having successful daily/weekly results

In the past I would have moments where what I wanted to happen, would happened, and I would find my brain going "well what are the odds that this would happen" or, like I would try to find the 'secular/scientific/logical' reasoning behind it.

Because essentially when you're co-creating with the universe, you're doing some sort of magic*, and my scientific background wasn't able to fully accept that magic* exists 😭

make sure you script/affirm that you are unfazed about being co-creator of your reality and actually having fun with it