#ranbles

im not saying ra is a good person just that hes not cartoonishly pure evil AND HE WOULD NOTTT KILL AN ANIMAL for training purposes this mans killed his own people for harming a tiger

like he can be batman's antagonist for his methods but he doesn't have to be a pure evil person like this was one of bruce's teacher and also father in law who supported the relationship cuz he loves his daughter (i consume canon very selectively do not fight me on this i will not change my mind)

also its more interesting story wise like give them depth and dimensions i am tired of ANOTHER middle eastern old guy being the embodiment of evil like give the guy some legit reasoning, and i feel a bit meeeh with the white family saved boy from his brown family who he's had to cut off forever and so they don’t have to explore his complex cultural identity as a mixed kid (especially between two VERY different cultures the settling period was crazy cuz mans just experiencing culture shock and whiplash from the shit weather)

give damian a complex relationship between his two families like give mans some longing for his mother, happy with his dad and brothers but mans missing the days in the sun, the league’s botanical gardens, animal conservation, the food,….

The rawness of the human experience has been stewing in my brain soup for ages but I think as I get older and stop caring as much about my art being "appropriate" (whatever that means), the boundaries between sfw and nfsw just. Erode. There was never a meaningful distinction in the first place. Thinly veiled fetishes are the backbone and heart and soul of my work, as is emotional masochism, as is blatant trauma.

Anyway look out for womb imagery and fat worship and cannibalism as a love metaphor and other stuff in that vein

Thank you !

Tbh, I'm looking at a lot of print on demand plateforms at the moment and I'm kinda lost. My critera are :

have a market place

ecological concerns

accept nudity, erotism and soft fetish (and won't ban me if an artwork isn't accepted)

And for now, what seem to fit the most is Inprnt. For ecological matter's, they're not very transparent, but they're not in the overconsumsion encouraged by most POD plateformes. Most importantly, they're based in the USA, where most of Tumblr's user are based (so probably most of my audience too). That why I didn't select Acgoods, they produce in China so the CO2 impact would be worse.

uuuuuuh anyway idk, at first what seemed the best for that was Gelato, because they produce localy and near the destination rather than having one manufacture that export everywhere, but they promote AI a lot, so no...

Their relationship failed before it could even sprout, maybe it is that way on purpose. What might have happened if Alejandro kept Noah around? Sure, he's just a teammate and Alejandro could get rid of him anytime, but maybe he's becoming too fond of the guy lately, and the fact that Alejandro's first instinct on overhearing Noah is to feel hurt rather than... anything else.

Alejandro probably noticed his own behavior, and he'd be terrified. Warm feelings for his competition, for a guy no less. It would be a scandal! Noah has to go, better now than later. Besides he has a thing going on with Heather, a true equal to him. Noah is his acquaintance at best...

He never really had thoughts on Noah, he's just some loser, who doesn't seem to bother doing anything... which pisses him off a little bit but he can't help but respect his attitude, he wished he could care less like Noah. Whenever he looks into Noah's eyes, he only sees boredom but the moment he returns his gaze, Alejandro can feel his skin crawl. Noah's eyes are like pins and poke holes at him, he feels naked. Alejandro might as well be lying on an operating table with Noah dissecting him with his eyes alone.

And a one-liner came out of his mouth. Acceptance.