doing tarot spreads for OCs is really fun ngl. I don't believe very much in this stuff, BUUUUT in fiction anything can happen soooo HA!
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doing tarot spreads for OCs is really fun ngl. I don't believe very much in this stuff, BUUUUT in fiction anything can happen soooo HA!

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"Why do you avoid writing death???"
and "Why do people never die in scene???"
Two reasons:
Once a character is dead you cannot do anything with them anymore.
My platonic soulmate died from a terminal illness 3 years ago. And THAT'S WHY.
I’m covering a store far north of my home. Like an hour drive. I have to work open to close too, and when I got here this morning I quickly realized I’m allergic to some aerosol in the store. I’m pretty sure it’s the scent things in the bathroom so I quickly shut the doors but my throat has hurt most of the day.
Im trying not to have to pee or go in there. I also learned my tabs are expired and I didn’t get a renewal notice in the mail so I was really grumpy this morning.
The only upside to coming this far was that the manager offered to buy me lunch.
I was gonna get a crepe but the place close quite early and I was sad. Then the manager suggested she could DoorDash me something. And that’s been the main bright spot of my day because I found a place that has pupusas! With a passion fruit drink! I’m excited, I haven’t had them in so long and they look really yummy.
"THIS CANT BE A SHIP!!!" A assure you, anything can be a ship. And if you cannot accept that, close the page and move on.
As a dabbler of crack ships myself: ITS FICTION. LET PEOPLE DO WHAT THEY WANT.
Fiction very rarely reflects what the author actuall believes, nor their morals. Fiction is to EXPERIMENT.
FICTION IS TO DO ALL THE THINGS NO SANE HUMAN BEING WOULD EVER DO IN REAL LIFE.
There.
people praising me for how i characterize people while i sit there constantly beating myself up over how i've irredeemably ruined them...
My perception and that of others rarely align
but i think that's why i strive to improve constantly. I am never happy with how i do anything- Perfectionism sucks.
I have only learned to stop at some point. And being able to see "Even if i keep going it will not improve this piece anymore" took a looooong time to learn

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I do not read emotion in facial expression. I read it in voice.
Because voice doesn't lie. I can tell when people aren't speaking the truth no matter how good they are at lying.
...this was supposed to be about why its hard for me to draw emotion in faces and not body language-
The more you surround yourself with drama, the more miserable you become.
Get rid of your socials ffs.
I even recently deleted my bluesky.
Tumblr is the only i still use. And here i can curate what i see and what i dont.
And what's this? Depresso has lessened?
I know the world is fucked, but i don't need to see and be reminded of it 24/7 because it eats my mental health.