I got my first NQ ever with Ventus and im taking it pretty hard. I scratched him from his last run and decided to go home early. I was mortified, embarrassed, and guilty. A few people were trying to reassure me it wasnt that bad, and yeah looking back at the video it played way worse in my head and in the moment then on video but it still doesn't change how I feel. I think I'm gonna take a break from rally while I try to work to get past it. Competing with your dog is supposed to be fun not stressful, and I need a mental reset before I can get there again.













